168 Rooftop
"Beichen, are you okay?" Tan Yufan looked at the young man's sad look, and couldn't help but feel a little sad, "What's wrong with you lately?" Always feeling a little absent-minded? She looked up at the autumn sky, and from time to time there were birds flying by. In the autumn breeze, the girl turned her face sideways to look at Bei Chenshuang's deep eyes, she looked carefully, but those eyes looked very deep, and she couldn't seem to see to the end.
In the breeze, He Beichen looked at the gradually darkening sky and sighed softly, "Xuanfan, do you believe in love?" He looked serious, not looking like he was joking.
"Love?" Xiao Universe asked rhetorically, she obviously didn't expect Bei Chen to ask her such a question, so she couldn't relax for a while, she opened her mouth, looking slightly embarrassed, "I believe it, what's wrong?" The corners of her mouth rose slightly, revealing two cute little tiger teeth.
He Beichen seemed to be very satisfied with Yu Fan's answer, and there was a hint of a smile on his originally serious face, "I believe it too." I always feel that two people can come together as long as they love each other. No matter what difficulties you may encounter, as long as the gears of the two hearts are in tune, then none of this is a problem, right? His words seemed to be understated, but they were words that He Beichen had thought about for a long time before he said them.
Yu Fan nodded silently, she didn't understand why He Beichen asked her such a question today, maybe he wasn't very confident, her eyes were fixed on his mouth that wanted to stop, but she really couldn't understand what the young man was thinking. Just as the small universe hesitated, Bei Chen suddenly spoke, "But some people don't think so. In their eyes, this special emotion can be discarded, and even in a certain situation, they can forget what they said at the beginning. ”
"What's wrong? Why do you say that? Tan Yufan has never understood such roundabout words, so it is better for her to be straightforward, "What are you worried about?" Did something happen? She blinked, her thin, dense eyelashes revealing a natural concern.
"I ......," Beichen said here and suddenly stopped, "I think." He bit his lip again, looking very helpless, his eyes became more and more hesitant, and it seemed that there was something that was really difficult to say, "Xuanfan, have you ever felt that way?" It was on that day that you suddenly realized that you were an outcast of this world. You suddenly realize that even the people you are close to are separated by a thick wall. He suddenly became so agitated that he choked up a little.
The young man's state made Tan Yufan feel embarrassed, she really didn't understand what problem Beichen had encountered, but he didn't say it clearly, which made the small universe very puzzling, she opened her mouth and eased her mind, "Beichen, why do you feel like this?" What's going on? Her eyes were full of sincerity, hoping that Beichen could open her heart to herself.
"I'm just, maybe I've been ...... recently," He Beichen said, his eyes full of unspeakable pain, "Maybe I'm too hypocritical." I shouldn't have had so many ideas. He bit his lip again, "But, you know what? Xie Lan ...... "The boy didn't say anything anymore when he said this, but shrugged his shoulders helplessly.
"Xie Lan, what's wrong with her?" Tan Yufan's face was full of doubts, but she only thought about it slightly, and suddenly understood something, the girl pursed her lips, "She makes you very uncomfortable like this, right?" As soon as he said this, Xiao Universe felt that he was talking nonsense, "However, you only know that one person is sad, have you told Xie Lan what you think in your heart?" This is also the only way that Xuan Fan can think of at the moment.
As the girl expected, He Beichen shook her head, "It's not that I don't want to tell her, but I, I really don't know how to tell her about you, you know?" This seems to be his wound, and at this time, Bei Chen also felt that his wound was bleeding, "He came to our house, and then, I looked like an outsider." When He Beichen said this, he really couldn't say any more, he twisted his face to the side, and he really didn't want Yu Fan to see his embarrassed appearance.
"So, did she think about you? Or did Xie Lan ask for your opinion? Tan Yufan thought for a moment, and then added, "Or, did she hint at you anything?" Yu Fan's eyes became more and more serious, without the ease of Fang Cai, he suddenly felt that this was a very tricky problem, and one or two of his own words obviously could not untie Bei Chen's heart knot. She hinted at me? He Beichen smiled, but smiled bitterly, "It's fine if she hints at me." But she didn't. The man said that he felt that his emotions were really difficult to calm down, but he didn't want to be so vulnerable, so he held back his grievances.
Tan Yufan didn't speak, she realized that her listening at this moment was the best comfort to He Beichen, so she just patted Beichen's shoulder lightly and stood there silently. Sure enough, this trick of the small universe worked very well, He Beichen began to be willing to speak, he seemed to calm down, "She didn't hint at me, but kept avoiding me, you know?" I wish she could sit down and explain it to me. ”
Bei Chen rubbed his eyes, as if doing so could calm him down, seeing Bei Chen's appearance, Xuan Fan's heart was even more indescribably sad, "Then she didn't come to you, you should make it clear to Xie Lan." The little universe was unwilling to stand here in a hurry, "He's your mother, you tell her what you really think, I don't think it's difficult to do this." She doesn't usually force Beichen to do something she doesn't like, but now it's an exception.
"But. However, she never cared about my feelings, and I never confided in her. So, I don't know what to say to her. Beichen's words surprised Tan Yufan even more, she didn't expect that He Beichen, who seemed to be very smart on the surface, would even pose a problem to communicate with his mother, and how clumsy he seemed now.
"But now I can't help you." Tan Yufan's words sounded very indifferent, but they were also extremely realistic, "If you don't tell her, she will never understand how uncomfortable you are." Xiao Universe pursed her lips and continued, "So, even if you are embarrassed, you have to confess to her. She couldn't help but sigh as she spoke, and she looked very heavy.
"You know what? I've never felt like I cared so much about her? Bei Chen's eye sockets sank deeply, and he looked even more tired, "Since I was a child, I have thought that I don't care about her very much." More often than not, I was disgusted by the restraints she gave me. But now, she's going to find me a stepfather, maybe I'm too selfish. Mine, I really can't stand it. ”
For He Beichen's state, Tan Yufan was extremely puzzled, "Then what is your inner demon?" Do you care so much about Xie Lan to find your other half, is it based on your dependence on her? Or do you simply not accept a stranger joining your family? The small universe is the small universe, and her question was even more to the point, which made He Beichen suddenly silent. He had never observed his heart so truly, and Bei Chen suddenly felt very tired, because until now, he had no way to express his thoughts, and after a long time, he seemed to have a clear answer.
"Half of each." He pursed his lips, "If you can't accept strangers to join, that's for sure." After all, not everyone can accept words like father. He rolled his eyes again, "But when it comes to dependence, I have to admit, more or less." ”
He Beichen hadn't finished speaking, but was interrupted by a stern male voice, "He Beichen, Tan Yufan, what are you two sitting here?" The boy subconsciously turned away, but his eyes touched Gao Heng's panicked face. The boy was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to explain.
"Tan Yufan, are you here? I've been looking for you for a long time, don't you know? As expected by the small universe, Old Man Gao really came to find him, but he had nothing to do with He Beichen. Even though there was some panic, Tan Yufan still pretended to be very calm, "Isn't it time for recess?" What are you looking for me? ”
Yu Fan's heart looked extremely worried, but he didn't expect Old Man Gao to smile at himself, "Next week is the cultural and art festival on campus." What do you think? Did you submit your entry? Gao Heng was very serious, which made Tan Yufan even more surprised. It's really the sun coming out in the west, and Gao Heng, who has always been old-fashioned and inhumane, actually began to care about the campus photography exhibition, which inevitably surprised the small universe.
"Oh, you're looking for me for this?" Tan Yufan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "I'm preparing, but I haven't thought about it yet." For such a thing, the small universe naturally had nothing to hide, but it ignited her interest in talking to Old Man Gao, "However, I think in two days, I will have an idea." Tan Yufan is serious and confident.
"That's good, that's good." Gao Heng was very satisfied with Yu Fan's answer, "Tan Yu Fan, this is a rare opportunity, you have to take advantage of it." The man joked again, "You said you like photography so much, you hold your camera everywhere and shoot around." This time the school organizes a competition, and you can win glory for our class. Gao Heng said and patted Tan Yufan's arm, as if to cheer her up.
"Definitely, definitely." Tan Yufan hurriedly assured him again. At this moment, Gao Heng seemed to be relieved, and he was about to turn around and leave, but as if he remembered something, he turned his face sideways again, "Oh, yes, there is." When you have nothing to do, learn more from He Beichen, and don't be embarrassed to communicate with him if you have any problems with learning. ”
"yes, definitely." Xiao Universe nodded quite obediently, which made He Beichen, who was standing on the side, embarrassed, and he smiled politely, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.