Chapter 156: Lost in the Heart
Qing Huan and everyone went to Longxiang Palace to eat with laughter, and after sitting down, they found that Changge and Su Lu were not there, Wen Le was a little puzzled, and sent someone to ask, and the eunuch came back to tell him that Su Lu had something important to do, so let everyone eat first.
The emperor's eyes flashed slightly, and he immediately beckoned everyone not to worry. The emperor has spoken, and it is definitely time to have dinner.
After the meal, Wen Le took Qinghuan to her dormitory, and said with a sly smile, "Is it okay to enjoy the lanterns with me at night?" I heard my father say that he found a lot of masters who made lanterns from outside the palace, and I don't know if there are any beautiful lanterns this year. ”
Qing Huan smiled, "Won't it be eating candy and painting lanterns again this year?" ”
Bunraku's face was slightly red, and he said, "That's for sure!" Doesn't it happen every year? ”
Qing Huan helped his forehead, too, the person who sold sugar paintings, but the imperial sister personally selected them, recruited into the palace with a word, and made sugar paintings for Wenle every day every year.
She looked at Bunraku with disdain, if it was before, Bunraku would definitely ignore her, this is different now. The memories of previous years are back, and she knows why she likes to eat candy paintings so much. Back then, Su Lu took her out of the palace secretly, she ate sugar paintings for the first time, and later took the candy paintings into the palace.
She coughed and quickly changed the topic, "Do you want to eat candy paintings?" ”
The two little milk bags were still beside them just now pinching the nine rings in the Wenle Palace, and when they heard Wenraku's words at this time, their eyes widened like copper bells, and they nodded again and again.
Wen Le looked at Qing Huan proudly with the two little milk bags, Qing Huan smiled helplessly, okay, their mother and son are together, she can't say it.
As night falls, the palace is bathed in red lights, reflecting a joyful atmosphere. Qing Huan wore a light purple long skirt today with a white cape, which looked delicate and feminine.
Changge didn't know where to come out, stood behind Qing Huan and said, "Our third princess has become beautiful again!" ”
Qing Huan turned his head and smiled at Changge, "Where did you go at noon today?" Why didn't you come to eat? ”
Hearing her words, Changge's eyes flashed slightly, I don't know if it was Qing Huan's illusion or the surrounding lights, she saw a flash of gloom in Changge's eyes, just for a moment, when Qing Huan looked again, she couldn't find half a trace.
She looked at Shang Changge with a quiet and indifferent gaze, only to hear him say with a smile, "At noon, there was something in the Anqing Marquis Mansion, so I went back." Besides, I'm not someone, how can I like to go to other people's houses to eat? ”
When Qing Huan heard this, he suddenly blushed. When she was a child, Qing Huan lived in Fan's house with her grandfather for a period of time, and the food cooked by Fan's mother, Qing Huan never fell behind, often as soon as the meal arrived, no matter what she was doing, she always ran back very positively.
At this time, Qinghuan was chattering, and he didn't know what to say, Changge saw this, and the light of laughter made the surrounding air a little hearty.
"By the way, I came over for dinner in Anqing Mansion, my mother made a lot of delicious food, and the old man Feng was full of praise, my mother said, if you have time, go to Anqing Hou Mansion, she will make you something to eat!"
After Qing Huan heard this, the embarrassment just now was not there for a moment, and her eyes lit up, as if she had seen something delicious, beckoning to her.
Seeing her like this, Changge sneered, "Sure enough, you still can't help drooling when you hear the food......"
After Qing Huan heard this, she quickly wiped her mouth, and when she saw the teasing in Changge's eyes, she realized that she had been deceived! So he glared at him, stomped his foot, and turned away. Changge has liked to tease her since she was a child, and she will be blocked by him every time she has nothing to say.
Changge looked at her back as she turned around, and the smile gradually retracted, and the rest was distressed and helpless.
Su Ying got a chance to spend a day with Qing Huan from the emperor, and he decided to let Qing Huan have a different Lantern Festival on this day.
And after doing all this, whether Qing Huan wants to forgive her or not, he decides to leave. Go to the Western Regions to find medicine for Qing Huan. At noon, Changge and Su Lu went to help, and Su Ying's smiling appearance at that time stabbed his eyes.
In this life, Changge and Qinghuan can only be brother and sister, but Su Ying can occupy all of Qinghuan, and Qinghuan gives her whole heart to Su Ying. Qing Huan and Su Ying are a real husband and wife, even if Qing Huan is heartbroken, Changge knows that Qing Huan still has Su Ying in his heart......
Qing Huan left Changge behind, and went to talk to Qiumei and Wenle by himself. Sure enough, as Wenle said, the emperor ordered people to make many lanterns.
Everyone was in the imperial garden, gathered around the stone table, and many lotus lanterns were placed in the pond of the imperial garden, illuminating the entire lake sparkling.
Tonight, the moon and stars are scarce, although it is still winter, but there are many heaters around, and everyone is talking and laughing together, but they are also very happy.
When the dessert was served halfway, the Lantern Festival made today was served, and Qinghuan rushed to eat the mellow and good-looking ones, because she knew that the good-looking ones were all made by Qiumei.
The queen gave the emperor everything that was not good-looking, and the emperor was still majestic, but they all ate it obediently, and those who came did not refuse.
provoked the two small milk bags on the side, both gave the emperor the clip in their bowls, the emperor's face changed slightly, this Lantern Festival was eaten for the first time, although it was delicious, but it was too sweet and greasy, and it was not his taste, but on the one hand, it was given by the queen, and on the other hand, it was given by the two little nephews, and he was not good at refusing, so he had to eat them all.
After the Lantern Festival was withdrawn, I don't know who said it, it was better to guess the lantern riddle, so the emperor said, "Okay, then send someone to make the lantern, and we will guess the lantern riddle together." Let me decide the rules of the riddle this time. One person is the banker, the other person can challenge, two wins in three games, and the person who loses can promise the person who wins a condition? ”
Qing Huan suddenly became interested, put down the nuts in his hand and said, "That relationship is good, then I must be the first to challenge my father!" ”
The emperor raised his eyebrows, "Oh? What does Huan'er want me to do? ”
Qing Huan smiled slightly, "Hehe, this is kept secret for the time being." ”
Everyone thought it was a good idea, so they made lanterns, each with a riddle on it. In the folk, guessing the lantern riddle will write the riddle on the good-looking lamp, and the person who answers the lantern riddle correctly can get the lantern.
It's just that the emperor changed the rules at this time, which also made everyone feel novel.
The master who made the lantern invited by the emperor was also a master of the lantern riddle, and the lantern riddle was done after a while, and a row of lamps was brought up by the palace maid.
Qing Huan was gearing up and eager to try. Before she could speak, Changge, who was next to her, suddenly spoke, "In the first game, I'll sit in the village and pick Qinghuan, how about it?" ”
Qing Huan was stunned, that's not good, Changge has read poetry and books since she was a child, and she has seen a lot more things than her, she has followed her grandfather since she was a child, and she has traveled north and south, and what she has learned is not the knowledge in books, where can she compare to Changge.
"You're a bully...... You know I can't beat you......" She finished pursing, muttering in a low voice, and then secretly kicked him in the shin.
Everyone laughed secretly when they saw Qing Huan cheating, the emperor raised his eyebrows, made the decision, and said, "If Huan'er doesn't fight, then you will lose, then we think you need to agree to Changge's condition!" ”
"Wait!" Qing Huan got up from her seat, she didn't like "defeat without a fight" very much, so the emperor's words at this time aroused her fighting spirit, and she said to Changge arrogantly, "Anqinghou, please!" ”
Changge smiled, he called out "Anqinghou" at this time, it seems that Qinghuan is really serious.
The two stood in front of a row of palace lamps, and Changge was more graceful, so he said, "Princess, please!" ”
Qing Huan snorted and nodded slowly, "The third one!" ”
The third little palace maid smiled and opened the riddle, only to see that the lantern was written on it, "Liangtian (clutch)".
Qing Huan saw this riddle and pondered for a while. When she and her grandfather were on a trip, they had heard of the word clutch. The so-called clutch word is a puzzle composed of more than two "child words" and a "mother word", the child words are put together to become the mother word, and the child word and the mother word are combined to close the puzzle surface.
Changge only glanced at it, and then had the answer in his heart, looked at Qing Huan and said, "Princess, have you guessed it?" ”
Qing Huan was already driven by the emperor to put ducks on the shelves, and at this time, she was very upset when she heard Changge take a bite of a "princess", so she glared at him and said, "Wait!" ”
Changge smiled dumbly, so he had to nod and say, "Okay." ”
Qing Huan held his cheeks, thought about the word "good field", and his frowning brows suddenly relaxed, good land and good field, isn't it a good field! So he said, "The soil is not bad! ”
Changge smiled and nodded, and the palace maid looked at Changge and then at Qinghuan and said, "The princess is right!" ”
Qing Huan raised his eyebrows proudly, and his eyes seemed to say, fight with me, you are tender! Changge smiled and said, "Don't be complacent, there's more to come!" Best of 3 games! ”
Hmph, Qing Huan pursed his lips, don't fight with him, try to suppress IQ if you can use IQ to suppress it, don't talk nonsense with him!
The second lamp, the riddle is "the predecessors planted trees (type)", this time it was Changge's turn to answer, Changge didn't think about it, and broke out, "Hugh!" ”
The palace maid carrying the lantern said with a smile, "Master Hou is right!" ”
Qing Huan hated her teeth, she was not jealous that Changge had answered correctly, she just didn't want to lose, and she had a strong desire to win, so in the third round, when the two of them rushed to answer, Qing Huan didn't think about it and spoke first.
As a result, the little palace maid with the lantern said regretfully, "The princess answered wrong!" ”
So Changge slowly said the answer. The result was obvious, Changge was victorious, Qing Huan pouted, and said unconvinced, "Okay, what do you want to ask this princess to fulfill for you!" ”
Changge narrowed his eyes and said, "I just hope that when the princess takes medicine in the future, she must not pour out half a bowl again!" Good medicine is good for disease! ”
When Qing Huan heard this, he sighed in his heart, "You, you, you, I take it obediently every time I take medicine, okay, change this condition!" ”
Changge smiled lightly, "Don't change!" ”
The two looked at each other, and after a moment, Qing Huan was defeated, and said helplessly, "Okay, okay, I promise you!" Although he said it, he was muttering in his heart, the herb he drank every day was really bitter, and it didn't have much effect, it didn't matter what happened when he drank it, he still had pain in his lower abdomen every night.
So she simply drank half of it and poured half of it, but how did Changge know about this kind of thing, she looked at Qing'er and Xin'er on the side with resentment.
I saw the two of them standing in place with their eyes and noses and noses, looking decent, looking up to the sky and sighing, unladylike when they meet people!
Changge saw Qing Huan's depressed face, a faint smile flashed in his eyes, he had long heard the imperial doctor say that Qing Huan's illness was a little strange, and he didn't know why his recovery was so slow after taking medicine. With his understanding of Qing Huan, perhaps the problem lies with Qing Huan.
So he asked Qing'er and Xin'er in Qinghuan's bedroom to watch Qinghuan drink the medicine carefully, only to know that Qinghuan felt that the medicine was too bitter, so he drank half and poured half of it.
When the queen and the emperor heard Qing Huan doing this, they both educated Qing Huan and said, "Huan'er, you are not a child anymore, how can you disregard your physical safety like this!" It's not good to take medicine, if there are three long and two short in the future, what should I do if I let my father and queen mother? ”
Qing Huan flattened his mouth, looked like he was educated, bowed his head and confessed, "Father, mother, Qing Huan won't dare next time, I hope that my father and queen mother will be discouraged!" ”
Talking like this, it was as if she was back when she was a child, so Qing Huan sighed secretly in her heart, alas, she knew that Changge was a big bad wolf in sheep's clothing!
On the surface, he looks humble and polite, but in fact he is bad! She sighed, careless in making friends, careless in making friends!
After Qing Huan's incident passed, everyone started a new round of competition, at this time Qing Huan sat in the seat with nothing to do, with a sad expression, just now I wanted to ask my father for something, but now looking at my father's face, where did she dare to speak!
He glared at Changge with resentment, and the latter looked at Wenle and Su Lu as if he hadn't seen anything.
At this moment, Wenle and Su Lu confronted each other, and Su Lu was defeated and promised Wenle to do all the laundry and cooking in the future. After a while, Qiumei and Xue Yuting confronted each other, Xue Yuting was defeated, and promised Qiumei that he would do all the diaper feeding in the future!
Whew...... Qing Huan is even more wilted, one by one, either to guess the lantern riddle, or to abuse her! Naked-naked, oh my God!
Everyone ended the riddle and was about to disperse, but the emperor suddenly asked Qing Huan to stay, saying that there was one last show, which was given to Qing Huan himself.
Qing Huan was a little stunned, why did she give a gift just to herself! She was about to drag Changge to ask, but she didn't expect Changge to leave with a smile in the crowd.
Yes? What's going on? When she turned her head again, the two little girls who were still behind her just now, Qing'er and Xin'er, were gone! This, this, this, why are they all gone? Could it be that you are dreaming?
She reached out and pinched her face, hiss, it hurts, it was too hard just now! Well, it's true, they really went and left her here to admire the moon by herself!
The lake is rippling, the waves are sparkling, the lotus lamps in the lake are flickering slightly, the whole lake is flushed red, the breeze floats, with the heat of the stove, on Qinghuan's face.
She gathered the cloak on her body, and at this moment, the silence made her a little stunned. The noise just now, and the silence now, made her suddenly a little lonely.
To be honest, when she saw Su Lu and Wenle, Qiu Mei and Xue Yuting just now, she was very envious of her two sisters, who could spend this life lovingly, and she herself ......
I don't know when, the scenery in my eyes began to blur, and my heart also throbbed for a while, this feeling was really bad! Bitterness suddenly crossed his mouth, making Qing Huan sigh slightly.
There was a slight sound of footsteps behind him, Qing Huan came back to his senses, hurriedly wiped his tears, a smile hooked the corner of his mouth, and turned to face the person, but the smile suddenly froze on his face.
She thought it was someone who went and returned, she thought that Xu was teasing her, but she never expected to see Su Ying under such circumstances.
The man was still dressed in black, a world away from the white he had seen when they first met. At that time, he was like a fairy, which made her fall in love at first sight. But now, she shuddered, and took a step back.
Su Ying's throat slid up and down as if he had something to say, but when he saw Qing Huan's movements, he stopped talking. Today, he is here to say goodbye......
Every time he took a step, Qing Huan took a step back. With distrust in her frightened eyes, she crashed into his Gujing Wubo's eyes, turning into a wisp of distress.
Qing Huan looked at him, he had lost weight, he didn't look energetic, he wasn't as high-spirited as before, and he wasn't as domineering as before.
She was suddenly stunned, why did she feel sorry for him, how was he, and what did she have to do with herself! She looked away in a hurry, turned around and grabbed the railing by the lake, her voice cold, "What are you doing here!" ”
"Qinghuan, forgive me, I really didn't know you were pregnant with our child...... " Su Ying was a little weak. Actually, he just wanted to take one last look at her and explain it to her one last time.
He mentioned the child, which made Qinghuan's heart sting again, "Enough, I can't conceive a child, what does it matter?" You still won't believe me in the end! ”
Her voice trembled, and the whole person was trembling like a sifting chaff, Su Ying was afraid that she would not be able to support it, but as soon as he took a step, he heard Qing Huan shouting, "Don't go any further!" ”
"Qinghuan...... It's not that I don't believe you, but Li Chuyun ...... "Su Ying stopped in place, no longer took a step forward, her voice was a little dry, and she suddenly couldn't speak.
Yes, he didn't believe in Qinghuan at the beginning, but now he wants Qinghuan to forgive him, he is really selfish. His lips jumped in a straight line, not knowing what else he could say.
Qing Huan turned his back to him and sneered, "What do you want to say, do you want to say that Li Chuyun is pregnant with your child!" That's why when something happens to her, you will be nervous, so nervous that you will push me down on the stone table, so nervous that I will go to the Siguo Pavilion, and give me the white silk poison! ”
"What did you say?" Su Ying's brows furrowed.
Qing Huan turned around suddenly, his eyes were red, as if he was enchanted, and stepped forward to grab Su Ying's clothes, "You are nervous Li Chuyun, but have you ever thought about me, that day, I was framed by Li Chuyun, and you refused to believe me, do you know how scared I am!" Do you know how hard I worked to protect this child, Su Ying, Su Ying, you killed him with your own hands! You killed him with your own hands...... I hate you, I hate you! ”
Qing Huan gritted her teeth, tugging at the placket of his clothes, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, if she let go, she didn't know if she still had the strength to support it.
The bursts of pain in the lower abdomen made Qing Huan lose his strength. Only then did Su Ying realize that something was wrong with her, he pulled her in his arms and asked in a low voice, "Qinghuan, what's wrong with you?" What happened to you? ”
Qing Huan's eyes were in a trance, Su Ying's face seemed to be blurring, but she still grabbed him, with a look of hatred, she said, "Su Ying, you killed my child, I will not share the sky with you in this life, I will never see you again, please get out of my world......"
She used up her last bit of strength and finally collapsed in Su Ying's arms. Su Ying picked her up horizontally, her eyes were blood-red, and she walked towards her dormitory.
Qing Huan hated him to the bone, he owed Qing Huan too much in this life. From the first time he came to Beiqing, he knew that Qing Huan was secretly looking at him, and he didn't seem to reject it in his heart, but felt that Qing Huan was cute. So he knew that Beiqing had changed his relatives, but he still turned a blind eye.
Later, when she came to South Vietnam, she was paying attention to the affairs of Longyue Palace day and night, he thought she was a spy sent by Beiqing, and after figuring it out, she realized that she was paying attention to what he liked to eat, what he liked to do, and what he liked to drink every day.
Later, she was wronged, but he didn't help her in time, and he knew all the efforts she made to stand with him.
But now, he hurt her like this, he owes Qinghuan so much that even he can't figure it out himself! He is willing to pray in front of the gods, as long as Qinghuan can be happy in the future, he Su Ying can die!
Su Ying put Qing Huan on the bed, touched her pale little face, and a wry smile crossed the corners of her mouth, so be it, Qing Huan, as you wish, Su Ying will definitely not appear in front of you in the future.
He bowed his head and kissed her on the forehead. In this world, there are many people who can protect you except for me, Su Ying, but the one who can give you happiness is ...... It's not me anymore!
Let me be a knight and protect you in the dark. As long as you can be happy, I can do anything.
As long as...... You are happy.
Su Ying's kiss fell on Qing Huan's forehead, and he left in just an instant. A crystal "pop" fell on Qing Huan's forehead, making her brows furrow.
The red candle floated in the house, Su Ying folded the quilt for Qing Huan, turned around and left. The red candle, also when he left, shed the last drop of red tears, flickered a few times, and then suddenly extinguished, leaving only a wisp of green smoke, slowly floating.
Following.
Qing Huan woke up quietly, the morning light outside the window was faint, and there was some dark gray, Qing Huan felt a little cold, so he pulled the quilt and curled up in a warm place.
My thoughts are still a little chaotic, I don't know where I am, I don't know what time it is. The neck was suddenly cold, she frowned, she didn't like this feeling, and reached out to pick up the cool thing, but she was suddenly stunned.
In her hand, there is a pure white hairpin with the same body, and at the bottom of the hairpin, there are several flowers, spitting red stamens, which is the hairpin that Su Ying gave her on her birthday.
She was slightly stunned, but suddenly clenched the hairpin in her hand, she remembered, last night, she seemed to see Su Ying, so this hairpin, did he bring it!
Yesterday's events appeared in front of me, which made Qing Huan's heart stagnate, did Su Ying send her back last night? And the father said that Su Ying was her gift, so the father also knew that Su Ying was coming to her, but the father didn't tell her, right?
Her hand holding the hairpin trembled slightly, I don't know why, her heart was empty, Su Ying took the hairpin back to her, what the hell did he ...... What is the meaning?