After this time, Lin Mengxue decided to forget about Meng Yuan and let him disappear completely in his life.

She studies hard every day, three points and one line, simple to the extreme.

She knows that only by working hard to learn professional knowledge can she find a good job in the future, and only when she finds a good job can she live the life she wants.

……

The years passed, and the youth was quiet.

Time is like a drop of sand, quietly slipping from between your fingers, silently.

Being alone in a foreign land as a stranger, thinking about her relatives every festive season may be Lin Mengxue's biggest feeling in the past five years.

The grass, trees, flowers and water of that hometown often fall into dreams, the high and ethereal peaks, the ancient tiled alleys, the catkins flying under the moon, or the things of that person, the hazy and low face, the distant and familiar voice, are always the fetters of their hearts......

The hazy eyebrows and eyes in the dream, the charm, beautiful like a painting, beautiful like a fairy, beautiful like a demon, and like a ghost, with a mysterious veil, sometimes simple and fashionable, sometimes long clothes charming......

Lin Mengxue wanted to see his face clearly countless times, but she couldn't see who he was anyway.

Although she didn't want to admit it, she knew better than anyone that that person was none other than Meng Yuan.

She also knew very well in her heart that there was only one person she loved deeply, and that was Meng Yuan.

No one mentions it, and it can't erase it, those wounds engraved in the depths of memory.

She laughs loudly every day, talks and laughs with friends, discusses her condition with teachers, and is like a family with her patients.

There is no shortage of suitors around her, and most of those suitors are people who fall in love with her at first sight, some are classmates, and some are teachers.

But her heart is like a jar of dry water, without the slightest ripple.

There is always endless sadness hidden behind that bright smile, only she knows that she can't ask for it, and she is helpless and bitter.

Loneliness is engraved in the depths of the soul; Smile, but just to hide the loneliness.

No one has ever read this girl, and most people just think that she is only trying to gain fame, so they dare not get involved in the world.

5 years is just a flick of a finger, fleeting!

She dragged a large suitcase and set out on her way home alone.

A tall and handsome man chased after him, and he shouted: "Mengxue, Mengxue, wait for me." ”

Lin Mengxue looked back silently, stopped, and said with a smile: "Teacher Jiang, why are you here?" ”

She seems to be particularly loved by teachers, both men and women, young and old, who seem to be fascinated by her, and some appreciate her knowledge; Some like her talent; Some admire her looks.......

This Teacher Jiang was met by Lin Mengxue when he realized it, he is 183cm tall, he looks very much like Wu Zun, and the two get along very well, but, it's just, a heart, can only be given to one person in a lifetime.

He ran to Lin Mengxue's side, panting, and suddenly grabbed Lin Mengxue's hand. He blushed to his neck, and said excitedly: "Mengxue, can you."

Don't leave, is it okay to leave Hubei? ”

Lin Mengxue smiled and shook her head, like a clear breeze and a bright moon, Yun said lightly: "Thank you, Teacher Jiang, but I still have to go back to Chongqing." ”

His eyes were red, and he wished he could keep her by his side, and said, "You once said that you wouldn't go back to Chongqing, have you forgotten?" ”

Lin Mengxue smiled, Chongqing is a place for herself, and she naturally wants to go back, even if she says most of it, she is angry, and said: "I thought I would escape from my parents when I was in college, but I didn't expect that I missed them very much, loved them very much, I couldn't do without them, in the past five years, I have had enough of this feeling of wandering, so I want to go back." ”

He swallowed his saliva like a fish in his throat, and said, "Can you not go back for my sake?" ”

The June sunshine, incomparably warm, sprinkled on this big boy, so sunny, so handsome.

He was 2 years older than her, and he met intern Lin Mengxue as soon as he graduated and went to work in the hospital, he fell in love with her at first sight and pursued her hard, but Lin Mengxue seemed unmoved.

He was known as the courtyard grass in the hospital, and many nurses and female doctors were haunted by her dreams, but he was only attracted to her.

Lin Mengxue's eyes were like water, tender and tender, looking at the handsome person in front of her, she also liked it very much in her heart, and she just liked it, and her heart never beat more than once.

She immediately lowered her head, remembered all the things in the past 5 years, and said firmly: "No, I don't like the weather in Hubei, the wind is too strong, the winter is too cold, so I want to go back." ”

Mr. Jiang is from Hubei, so he naturally thinks that his hometown is the best, his eyes are extremely gentle, and he wonders: "Really? ”

"Well, really!" She then turned around and waved her hand, "Goodbye." ”

Teacher Jiang looked at Lin Mengxue's departing back, and finally didn't say those words: I love you!

Because he knew that she had never been emotional, and she was just a teacher of respect for herself.

The whistle sounded, and in the sound of the train, the man's eyes were hazy, and he watched the train slowly disappear from his sight.

The girl with the biggest smile, she's gone!

……

What is Nostalgia?

Lin Mengxue suddenly remembered that she had read that poem:

Childhood

Nostalgia is a small stamp,

I'm on this end,

Mother is over there.

When you grow up,

Homesickness is a narrow ticket,

I'm on this end,

The bride is on that end.

Later,

Homesickness is a low grave,

I'm out there,

Mother is inside.

And now,

Homesickness is a shallow strait,

I'm on this end,

The continent is on that end.

- The ancients said that their parents were not far away, and they didn't want to have that kind of regret.

- The woman she swore to protect, the woman she swore to support, I'm back!

- I'm back, just

I won't go, I'll always be by your side and be your little padded jacket!

- I have loved you, I have hated you, I have left you, but in the end, I have to come back to you, my mother.

Since Lin Mengxue left Chongqing, she has never been back except for Lin Zehao's marriage. During the winter and summer vacations, she always works and studies in the field, hoping to reduce the burden on her family.

Whenever she celebrates the New Year, she is always lonely when she sees other people's laughter and laughter. Loneliness is like a worm that can bite the heart and bones, making people extremely uncomfortable.

She always pretended to be happy and laughed; She always plays a big grin, heartless; She always pretended to be strong and had no tears......

But whenever a person walks among the snowflakes flying in the sky, she always takes off her guard and loses her soul......

That home is not perfect, but it is haunting; That woman, very stupid, but always makes people want to protect; That man is very bad, but he always makes people hate.......

Escape, escape, escape, seems to be Lin Mengxue's solution to the problem.

In the end, she still understood that it was useless to escape, and she had to face the difficulties.

She has already seen too many lives and deaths, too many cases like her mother, and she will not be at a loss when she encounters her mother's illness again.

Presumably, the biggest gain of studying medicine is that you can protect your family.

……

The train moved forward slowly, and the carriage was so drained that it was difficult to breathe while standing.

I got off the train in the middle of the night, changed trains in Xiangfan again, and got on the train again, but there was still no seat, and my legs were numb and swollen when I got off the train......

In the early morning of the second day, she finally returned to Chongqing.

She dragged her big suitcase out of the train station.

The swarming bangbang army enthusiastically wanted to help her with her luggage, she couldn't help but shudder, and instinctively took a few steps back.

A sentence from Mr. Jiang suddenly came to mind: "Your mountain city is a little scary, it feels like a robbery." ”

At the beginning, I also argued with Mr. Jiang about this.

However, at this time, this scene made her truly understand Mr. Jiang's original feelings.

Being too enthusiastic is always misleading.

Not far away, Lin Zehao was seen waving his arms and shouting, "Xue'er, I'm here." ”

Lin Mengxue also waved her little hands excitedly and shouted, "Brother, I'm back!" ”

Lin Zehao stretched out his arms, Lin Mengxue pulled the suitcase, ran over, and hugged his brother excitedly.

Lin Zehao hadn't seen his sister for a few years, and he was obviously a little excited, and said: "It's good to come back, it's good to come back, let's go, go to my brother to pick you up first." ”

Lin Mengxue chuckled in her heart, thinking of the leader in his family, she looked at her brother embarrassedly, stood up straight and said, "Forget it!" It's good that I'm going home on my own. ”

Lin Zehao immediately understood his sister and said, "I told your sister-in-law when I went out, come and take you home, and your sister-in-law will arrange to cook a big meal for you." ”

After Lin Zehao and Xie Yaoyao got married, they took Xie Yaoyao's parents over to live together, just because this baby daughter couldn't cook or do housework.

If this eldest lady didn't have the service of the second elder and her husband, she would probably be a waste.

Although Lin Mengxue doesn't like to cook or do housework, she is also very skilled in these things, and she can take care of herself properly when she lives alone.

This sister-in-law arranged to cook a big meal, just to let her parents cook a meal, if she was really sincere, she would make it herself and wouldn't be better, but even Lin Zehao had never enjoyed this treatment, let alone Lin Mengxue?

After they got married, Lin Mengxue never came to the door, so she reluctantly agreed.

Seeing that his sister didn't move, his brother said again: "Ah, let's go," he pulled Lin Mengxue's suitcase, pushed Lin Mengxue, and said, "Let my brother take a good look, is he beautiful?" ”

When Lin Mengxue was still at the station, Lin Zehao had already seen her sister, she was already a big girl, and she was getting more and more smart.

He thought that it would not be too much to describe his sister with a sinking fish and a goose, and a shy flower in the closed moon, and praised: "Our Xue'er is getting more and more beautiful, and said, are there many people pursuing you at school!" ”

Lin Mengxue nodded and said, "Well, it's okay, there are a few." ”

Lin Zehao gossiped: "Tell me, handsome or not!" ”

My sister looked at her brother and said, "They must be more handsome than you!" ”

The elder brother was unconvinced, and pouted: "Impossible, I am handsome without an ancient, and there is no one after me!"

The younger sister was caught off guard by her brother's mischievous Su, and laughed out loud.

Mocking: "Narcissist! ”

The elder brother was still very interested in this topic, and said, "Tell me, what do you look like when you chase you?" Do you have a favorite? If you really like it, let him come to Chongqing, how about being a son-in-law!? ”

(End of chapter)