(Girls' Literature)

I'd rather go out to buy things in the heavy rain than accompany me, so I faced Su Xiaoyu in the house. "You're awake, come, drink some water first!" I took a glass of water, came to Su Xiaoyu's side again, and slowly helped Su Xiaoyu up, this time it was very abnormal, Su Xiaoyu did not refuse me again, but still cooperated with the water in my hand, and looked at me while drinking, although I was still a little nervous in my heart, but I was still smiling calmly, but the hand holding the cup was already trembling slightly, Su Xiaoyu seemed to be very thirsty, such a large glass of water, she drank it all in one go, but obviously, The water she drank didn't seem to solve all her problems, my God. How much water does she need? It seems to be almost a water buffalo-like drinking function.

It was also such a big run just now, and her mind and her physical strength had lost so much, and now she must have consumed a lot of body fluids! "Cough, cough, cough......" drank it too fast, at this time, Su Xiaoyu was choked by the water, so she kept coughing, I saw this situation, hurriedly walked forward, and patted him on the back, "It's okay......." I said slowly, Su Xiaoyu just stood in the moment.

She looked at me blankly, "Ai Xiaoya, aren't you tired of doing this?" I was almost confused by Su Xiaoyu's words, "Tired? Why should I be tired? I looked at Su Xiaoyu, Su Xiaoyu shook his head, "You obviously hate me very much, in fact, even if you deny it, I know it's fake, you definitely hate me very much, I targeted you so much before, and when you were setting up a stall, I stepped on your hand, why don't you hate me?" I'm really a little unbelievable that you're treating me like this, and it's really ......."

Su Xiaoyu's lips showed a thrilling blue and purple, I looked at her lips that were almost about to dry up, and a sad feeling suddenly arose in my heart, yes, sometimes, people always like to use their own thinking to determine the thinking of gender people, maybe in the eyes of some people, it is really not her thinking, and it is really not her thinking, but they are willing to use their own thinking to interpret or directly characterize.

That's why two people are prone to conflicts, I think that's why some people say that two people's thoughts are not at the same height, although I don't mean that my thinking height is high, and Su Xiaoyu's height is low. I took a deep, deep breath and looked at Su Xiaoyu, "I hate you, I really hate, when you stepped on my hand, when you stood in front of my stall, and said insulting words to me, I felt that you at that time were really as hateful, as hateful as you were, very hateful......"

At this time, there was a huge thunder outside the window, I was shaken, looking at the rain outside the window seemed to be falling again, I felt that my heart was also a little shocked, and I was a little worried about Tang Mimi. "But Xiaoyu, do you know? At that time, it can be said that I had the most difficult time, not only at work, I had such a problem, but also my father also left me, not long after my accident, my father died, I was very depressed, very depressed, after my father died, I felt the heat of the world, there was no job in the provincial capital, my mother was a housewife, I not only had to carry the matter of repaying the loan for the family on my shoulders, returned to the provincial capital, I also had to face such a big mess before, I thought why was I so miserable? I laughed twice by myself, but Su Xiaoyu, who was sitting on the bed, looked at me intently, as if I was telling a fantasy. I don't think I've ever seen such a person in her eyes.

"But what is the way back, although I know that the next road is very difficult to walk, but I still have to go, although I know what I will face next, but I still have to face, there are some things, not if you don't face it, then there is nothing, I know that this sentence may seem that I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, but that's the case, you see, I'm not also alive, although I have been scolded by others, beaten by others, and stepped on a piece of skin on my hand by you, but now I haven't survived it?" I let out a long breath as I spoke, but Su Xiaoyu, who was sitting across from me, slowly lowered her head, "I admit it......" she said with some hatred.

"I just hate you, I think you are the most hateful person in the world, I didn't expect that everything I worked so hard to get, but you easily took it away from me, I didn't expect that you would be such a person, but what right do I have to hate you? At that time, Li Yunxiang and I started with a mistake, if it weren't for you, he might not even look at me, but I thought, as long as I try to be good to him and try to move him, maybe we can be together well, maybe we can live together happily like everyone else, but everything is just a dream in the end, and now I have to wake up......"

Su Xiaoyu slowly moved back and coughed again, I quickly took out a tissue from my pocket and wiped her mouth. There were still wisps of saliva hanging on the corners of her mouth, hey, how did you do it.

"Actually, if I had left him at that time, I wouldn't have been so depraved myself, and I wouldn't have fallen into the current field, but when I left him, my consumption level was raised to a level by him, and I found myself standing on top of this level, very comfortable, very enjoyable, I can look at so many people below very clearly, you see, others are looking up at me, they are all trying to look up at me, I am appreciated by them, I am envied by them, so, I turned my gaze to other people, to some old men with families, although I know it's not good, but they can give me what I want, they have what they need, I have what I want, since there is a need, that's it, I started my own day of the day upside down, I also started my own day of almost every day There is no way to look at myself, I even think, it's good like this, don't look at yourself, if you really look at yourself, I'm afraid I will really not be able to stand it, very likely, I'm going to be disgusted to death with my own ......," Su Xiaoyu said, and actually laughed to herself. I looked at her.

"But it's come to this point, it's already here, what way do I have to retreat, what else do I have to go, to this point, I know that if I don't take a step, the closer I get to death, the farther away from the normal road, but I have no choice but to run wildly on the road of death......" Two lines of teardrops flowed down Su Xiaoyu's cheeks like this, slowly flowing down her dry and chapped lips, I think tears contain salt, It just flowed directly on her mouth, and it must have been very painful. "Don't cry, don't cry, Xiaoyu, don't cry anymore, okay......" I patted her on the back and just took her in my arms, remembering, we haven't been so close for a long time.

Yes, it's been a long time since we've been so close, we used to be as close as a person, but now we're almost-for-tat, seeing each other seem to want to give each other a blade all the time, Xiaoyu, I know that's not what you think, right? At this time, there was a knock on the door, and I knew that it was Don Mimi who had returned. Sure enough, Tang Mimi, who was standing at the door, was carrying several lunch boxes in her hands, "Oops, it's raining too much, it's almost drenching me!" I really can't stand it anymore, you see that this rain is really perverted, just like that, it's soaking wet. ”

This is true, Mimi from head to toe, as if she had been soaked in water, but there was still heat on the lunch box, I gave it to Su Xiaoyu to eat, she was so hungry, so she ate the porridge in the lunch box all at once, snoring, "Hey, please have a good place to eat, I braved such a heavy rain to buy it back for you, can you thank me too, don't be so rude, just eat it directly, okay?" Tang Mimi rolled her eyes as she spoke, Su Xiaoyu smiled at her, and continued to eat, "It's been so many days, the first hot meal I ate ......" In this instant, I felt that the previous Su Xiaoyu seemed to be back.

After dinner, Mimi and I helped her clean up the house, and the unpleasant smell of fermentation in the house was greatly reduced, "Look, isn't this very good?" I looked at Su Xiaoyu, she didn't speak, just smiled and nodded, "I said, Xiaoyu, what are your plans next?" Mimi said, "I didn't say you, this thing, you have to quit, it's no good, you know?" It's really no good......" Mimi said seriously, Su Xiaoyu's face darkened again, "Let's take a step and talk about it......" I know the power of drugs, if it is really contaminated a little, the harm to people is conceivable, "Xiaoyu, this must be borrowed, it's not a matter of whether you look at it or not, you still have a long way to go......" I also said righteously, "I have friends in the drug rehabilitation center, Xiaoyu I think I can help you, really ......" But my words are not finished, was interrupted by Su Xiaoyu, "Okay, don't say any more, I'm tired......" After speaking, he pulled the cup and wrapped himself in it again. Mimi and I looked at each other and didn't know what to do for a while?