In the dust, it is difficult to say goodbye, and the friendship gap is difficult to overcome
The pill was in Blake's hand.
"Give me a night to think about." He looked at Rey.
ββ¦β¦ Well. Rey nodded, "Tonight, stay in the house by yourself." I told Neuer to go to another room. β
"Okay." He spat out a word as if he were nothing.
Rey stepped back and closed the door for him.
Blake sat on the bed against the wall, temporarily relinquished control of his body, and looked at Zaichen in the sea of spirits, "What do you think?" β
"Of course I'm sealed." Jaechen replied lightly.
ββ¦β¦ Why. β
In the dust a stunned.
Why?
I don't think I've ever thought about why.
It seems that it is a matter of course that he has been sealed.
Zaichen smiled, "I love you." β
ββ¦β¦ In the dust,......" Blake lowered his eyes.
"You go to sleep first, you're tired. I'm going to control my body for another night tonight, okay? Zaichen said softly.
"You should rest early...... "Blake slowly closed his eyes.
Zaichen controlled his body, stood up and lay on the windowsill and looked into the distance.
β¦β¦
When Blake woke up, it was dawn.
He stood up a little dazed, leaning on the table and shaking his head.
"Good morning, in the dust." Blake said lightly.
I just didn't answer.
His heart trembled, "In the dust? β
He looked at the empty Linghai Sea, and the demonic chains formed a net separating him from the Linghai Lake.
As soon as he looked down, an envelope lay quietly on the table.
The envelope reads:
I Love YouοΌBlackeγ Z
chai
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γZ
chai
It is the English name of dust.
Z
chai
βZ
οΌchai
βZinc + chainsβ heart + chainsβ imprisoned heartβ I can't love you freely]
Blake felt his heart skip a beat, and he almost fell under his hand. He opened the envelope with trembling hands and looked at the familiar handwriting on the yellowed paper.
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Tiny Black:
The devil has only shed tears twice in this life.
Once because it left you.
Another time, it was because he left you.
I couldn't sleep at night, and I thought about it a lot.
My mind flashed through the memories of past lives, past lives, and even earlier, many different memories.
I think of a lot of different people, whether it's another personality or a comrade in the barracks.
I still think you're the cutest. Because of you, small.
I reminisce about what we've been through together, from Twilight to Black, from Dark Souls to God of War, from fighting side by side to petty fights......
Tears finally broke the embankment.
I don't know why I'm crying, after all, it's all about what I'm supposed to be dealing with.
I'm going to miss you.
I will miss youγ
I wa
t you to stay with me i
my d
eamγ
I love youγ
in the dust
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There were still faint tear stains on the paper.
Blake was silent for a moment, so sad that he forgot to shed tears.
β¦β¦
"Zaichen has chosen, don't you say goodbye?" Rey lowered his eyes.
"Yes." Blake said softly.
Tears ran down his cheeks.
Everyone didn't want to think about what to do next.
The shattering of friendship and the departure of close friends have disturbed everyone's train of thought.
And An Liang is being routinely interrogated and investigated by the Cell, and the Zhan Dark Alliance is too lazy to care.
"......" Gaia stood up, "Blake, I think...... I apologize to you. β
"What." Blake looked up and wiped away tears.
"I ...... I didn't trust you," Gaia hung her head, "and I gave up my friendship with you after hearing a few words. β
"I don't blame you......" Blake grinned reluctantly.
"And me," Yumina said, too, as she stood up, "and I said something nasty. Even though you didn't hear it, I still have to apologize to you. β
Blake shook his head, "I don't care. β
"I'm sorry, so am I." "I'm the same." "It's really hard to maintain mutual trust...... I'm sorry. β
The comrades-in-arms apologized one after another.
Blake looked indifferent on the surface, but his heart was bitter as if he had fallen into an ice abyss.
"I'm sorry!" Everyone said in unison, looking nervously at Blake.
ββ¦β¦ Never mind. Blake smiled, "...... I'll go and rest first. β
He stood up and quickly disappeared around the corner.
Rey could feel the gap between them.
It will take time for Blake and their friendship to be reunited.
Blake didn't know when he would really let go of the estrangement between him and them.
The more he got to this point, the more he missed the dust.
"Ontology......" Neuer knocked lightly on the door.
Blake opened the door, "What's wrong?" β
"I ...... Not much. Neuer turned to leave.
Blake grabbed his wrist, "It's okay, what do you want to say, come in and say." β
Neuer hesitated, but went in anyway.
Blake sat down next to Neuer, "What's the matter?" He looked at the closed door and looked at the closed window. Go ahead. β
"I want to ...... I want to apologize. Neuer said with a slurp.
ββ¦β¦ No need to apologize. Blake said softly.
"I ...... yesterday Didn't sleep all night. I think a lot......" Neuer looked at Blake.
"Let's talk about it." Blake smiled.
"I think...... I think trust should be two-way," Neuer gestured, "did you leave because you didn't trust your comrades, didn't think they could take care of you or, or couldn't take time out to take care of you in the rest of the battle......
Blake froze.
"You're not in good shape, and you think you're going to be a drag on everyone," Neuer said, "In other words, you don't believe that people can take care of you without being dragged down by you." β
Blake really didn't think about it.
"If you don't leave, maybe the Black Soul won't and won't come up with these strange ways to frame you." Neuer frowned at him.
Neuer's contrarian thinking was somewhat unexpected.
Blake was silent.
"Of course, most of the responsibility is still on our ......" "No, it's on me."
Blake hugged Neuer, "It's me who says I'm sorry." β
Neuer hugged Blake tightly, "It's okay...... It's all gone. Whoever says the apology has ...... It doesn't matter anymore. β
"I just hope everyone is okay."
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[It's a song written for Jaechen]
"I vaguely see you in the dust"
You chose to leave
Without saying goodbye without sayi
g goodbye
I pretend to be used to your comings and goings
It's just that it's not suitable for you anymore
Confusing black and white
Hate and love are forgotten
Who's going to guess what I'm thinking like you?
Who's going to make a joke about me like you
I want to continue peeking at you in a daze
Look at you quietly and smile without changing your mind
Thoughts make tears flow into the sea
Loneliness makes sighs and only sorrows
The mouth does not choose to dismantle the illusory disguise
Incoherent words betray the last stubbornness
My attachment to you still forced me to admit defeat
Separation from you finally makes the heart hang
Whatever you say is self-inflicted, you deserve it
With tears in his eyes, he said that it was really bad to cry for goodbye
Hide your face and wipe that bit of crystal silently
The time to get together always goes by quickly
Heh, who doesn't know that you're in breach of contract
Try to speculate on my bottom line of patience
Broken and fragmented memories line up the good
I vaguely see you leaving dust