056 The hope of a woman's heart
"Murkey, thank you for saving me." Yu Fei, who had never been so close to anyone, stiffened up after listening to Moqi's hoarse whispers in his ear, skillfully pushed Moqi away, and said something that surprised him with a straight face.
"But even so, our relationship won't change in any way." Yu Fei pointed to the kiss marks that had been covered on her body, and continued in an indifferent tone, "All this is a dream I had, and nothing happened. ”
Although Yu Fei is not alive, she should understand that she is imprinted in her mind word for word, except for those rough kiss marks on her body, there is nothing unusual about anything else, which shows that Ye Yang Moqi only kissed her when she was unconscious, and no matter how deep she was, there was no further action.
But even so, Yu Fei herself was a little surprised that she could discuss this issue so calmly, if it was before, let alone leave traces on her body, just 15 centimeters close to her, such a person except Yu Xin, no one in this world can do it.
She was stunned before and had no power to resist, which was reasonable, but just now, why didn't she resist Moqi's closeness. And after knowing what Murkey had done to her at the bottom of the cliff, she just wanted to reveal it quickly and didn't mention it again.
What do these abnormal behaviors represent?
Yu Fei is not unaware of her abnormality, but. In the blink of an eye, the confusion that flashed under Yu Fei's eyes was immediately replaced by sharpness. She doesn't need to be confused, no one can stop her from going home!
"Yu Fei, what happened at the bottom of the cliff, I still remember it vividly, and I will definitely be responsible for what I have done!" Although he was surprised by Yu Fei's attitude towards this matter, Mo Qi's firm determination would not change, he must be responsible for Yu Fei, even if he can't marry her, he must give her a name, this is one of the few things he can do for her.
For Mo Qi's insistence, Yu Fei raised her eyebrows, and she also had a slight idea of what she was responsible for, but these, would it be what she Su Yufei wanted? She still disdains it, not to mention Ye Yang Moqi's mere fraction.
"Ye Yang Moqi, the name you want to give me may not be what I want."
Yu Fei's intelligence, Murkey has long been aware, so he is not surprised that she can find out his own mind. In fact, Mo Qi was also bitter in his heart about not being able to give Yu Fei the title of the main room, his marriage was just a means of marriage, and who the main room was had no practical meaning to him.
But in the eyes of the world, the title of the main room represents her status and the weight in her husband's heart, if he can, Mo Qi also hopes that Yu Fei can become his main room, but these are delusions.
"Yu Fei, your status will only be one level lower than the main room, as long as," Maybe Yu Fei's firm attitude had already exceeded Mo Qi's expectations, so he looked a little embarrassed at this time, and the panic in his eyes was only as simple as Xiao Yue could see a few points, not to mention Yu Fei, who was a human spirit.
"Murkey, have you ever heard such a saying?" When Yu Fei, who had a firm attitude, saw the panic in Mo Qi's eyes, the conversation with him at the mausoleum that day suddenly came to mind, thinking of the forbearance and deep helplessness he had to learn for the sake of his family, and also thinking of the loneliness of looking up at the starry sky on the vast grassland that day.
Ye Yang Moqi, how similar he is to her, carrying the same heavy responsibility, living such a tiring life, in order to complete his mission, how many times he has made a helpless and sad decision.
If even the hard-hearted her has such feelings, then Ye Yang Moqi, who has strange feelings for her at this time, can also hope to guard such a similar her and give him some comfort?
Just like under the lonely night sky, she hoped that Murky would be smarter than her and see through it earlier, so that she wouldn't lose herself for the sake of the Ye Yang clan and reach the realm of no return?
Is that so, Mochi, that you are thinking of finding comfort in me, of giving me all that is good for you, of fulfilling my mission, of making up for the imperfections that you will never fulfill?
Yu Fei thought so in her heart, even looking at Mo Qi's eyes revealed doubts, but under this question, there was more hidden sadness.
It's just that, Ye Yang Moqi, you are really not blinded by feelings, thinking that this will help me, do you think that such an ethereal and ethereal idea can really be realized? Have you ever wondered how you will feel when this thought is truly disillusioned, in the face of overwhelming despair, and will you be able to survive to the end, until the day when you complete your family's mission?
Oh, it turns out that she was so stupid that night, she and Ye Yang Moqi have long had no way out, and the comfort they could find from each other has long since disappeared, just because they are people from different worlds.
Then, let her, who has penetrated it first, shatter this empty thought.
Murkey, the day you really figure it out, maybe you'll be grateful to me, hehe. Although you are interested in me, and I am not ruthless to you, but the road you are going to take is so contrary to the bridge I want to cross, so cut it off here.
In this way, for you and for me, it is the best ending.
"Yu Fei?" After waiting for Yu Fei's next sentence for a long time, Mo Qi couldn't help but become even more anxious.
If he didn't want Yu Fei to know the truth before, he was ashamed to come up with this plan, but at this time, he wanted to give Yu Fei a name and keep her by his side.
It wasn't until he came to this point that Mo Qi understood how eager he was to keep the woman in front of him who had a delicate face, but was strong and indestructible, and was so thoughtful that he was willing to bow down.
Although he and she both have their own helpless sufferings, Moqi hopes that the happiness he can't get, the wish that he can't get, can be fulfilled in Yu Fei one by one, as if as long as he sees her happy, he can be redeemed.
"Murkey, you and I are so similar." Closing her eyes, Yu Fei let out a sigh, not wanting to see the pained expression that followed on Murkey's face.
"That day and night, I also hoped that you could get rid of the demon barrier in your heart as soon as possible, and don't live so painfully for the sake of responsibility, and in the end you will never recover."
As Yu Fei paused, Murch felt as if his heart had stopped, and he couldn't believe what he had heard. How could it be, how could Yu Fei think the same way as him?!
"But, Mochi, do you think you can protect me for the rest of my life and take the responsibility off my shoulders?"
"Yu Fei, as long as you want, even if you have everything, I,"
"Now I'll tell you what that sentence is."
Interrupting Mo Qi's eager statement, Yu Fei finally opened her eyes slowly, and the pain in her eyes, along with the words she spoke, also went straight into Mo Qi's heart.
"A lifetime, a lifetime, a couple, holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son!"
Yu Fei broke away from Mo Qi's tightly clenched hands, and said sincerely without the slightest scheming, "Mo Qi, if you can, I also want you to be happy, just as you want me to be happy." ”
Lowering his head melancholy, Yu Fei continued lonely, "It's just that none of us have the right to it now. ”
"Yu Fei ......"
After listening to Yu Fei's "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son", Mo Qi was already heartbroken, and his current identity could not promise Yu Fei's promise. Hearing that she has the same desire as herself, it sounds so ironic at this time. Yes, what qualifications do they have to have happiness now, and how dare they have such extravagant hopes for Yu Fei's use of themselves-
"Xiao Yu."
When Mo Qi left Yu Fei's room, he had been guarding outside, Ou Mei, who had also heard their conversation, came slowly, with a calm face, but at this time he looked at Yu Fei with pity, his eyes revealed sadness, and he opened his mouth, but Ou Mei didn't know how to comfort the calm face in front of her, as if nothing had happened, but her eyes were empty.
A lifetime and a couple, this is the hope of many women's hearts, and the man who can really fulfill this promise, is there really someone in the world?
"Xiao Yu, forget it, all this is a dream." Choked up, Ou Mei's melancholy eyes were stained with wetness, hugging Yu Fei, who was still stiff, silently leaving that sad tear for her.
Who is the man outside the door, Ye Yang Moqi, he is a peerless family master who has only been born in the Ye Yang clan for several generations, and now he is the most favored courtier of the Nanque Emperor, how can his marriage be rash.
And such a man who is as gentle as jade, but walks into the court, and can't help himself, even if he has you in his heart, how can he keep the oath of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son".
Xiao Yu, your mind is as pure as clear, you can see it so clearly, how did you meet Ye Yang Moqi.
Until this point, Ou Mei couldn't believe that the person who rescued her from the Floating Cloud Castle would be the weak woman in front of her who looked so thin and grieved that she couldn't even make a sound. She pretended to be stupid, her sharp eyes, her determination to save herself, these scenes that seemed like a dream and didn't dare to let Ou Mei think about it really happened.
She really escaped from the demon cave that imprisoned her for two years, and all of this is due to the only woman in front of her who is trapped in love and always sticks to her love.
"Xiao Yu, don't be sad, forget it, all this is just a dream."
Closing her empty and feeble eyes, Yu Fei leaned on Ou Mei's tender left shoulder, as if she had found a sense of belonging, as if she had returned to the kindness of her mother when she was still alive.
For the first time in 8 years, Yu Fei had the urge to talk, but years of self-suppression had worn out her true temperament.
After rubbing Ou Mei, Yu Fei said something from the bottom of her heart that made Ou Mei sad, "Sister Mei, I'm not sad, it's just that this dream is so long, and I'm so tired to do it." ”
"Xiao Yu, don't push yourself so hard, sleep well, everything will be fine when you wake up." Ou Mei patted Yu Fei's back with her left hand, and covered her mouth tightly with her right hand, for fear that she would cry.
Xiao Yu, everything will be fine, just like you can save me from the bandits' den, as strong as you, I will definitely get through, it's just a "love" word, what's so difficult. Just as he was thinking so, a whimper like a trapped beast came out of Ou Mei's right hand.