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Once I was lying on the bed playing Go with myself, suddenly I heard a soft knock on the door, I walked to the door curiously, and heard a boy's voice, he spoke a little broken Chinese, "Hello, my name is Nesto, I am from Greece, I always hear them talk about you, can I look into your eyes?" ”

There are a lot of failed experiments in this experimental base, they either have a rejection reaction to the experiment of implanting information directly into the brain, or they can't remember this information after implantation, and I am the most perfect experimental subject so far, and I am also the pride of my parents, because of this, I have lost one thing, that is, freedom, because of the attention of my parents, I am afraid of any mistakes, so I limit my freedom. While the other subjects are not allowed to leave the base and are limited to the dormitory area, they are able to move around and interact with each other in this area, all of which is out of reach for me.

Like me, most of them are the children of the researchers here, and their parents don't value them because of the failure of the experiment, and they often vent their frustration at me because I am a successful test subject, and come to me verbally insulting them, but how I wish I could be a failed test subject like them!

One of the things that kids my age do often do is run over to the window and make me open my eyes, and then they scream and run away, as if I was a horror movie that I never get tired of watching, and I always cooperate with them and see it as a little pleasure in life. I'd never heard of this Nestor before, but I slowly opened my eyes, waited for him to scream and run away.

A few seconds passed, and the expected scream did not appear, I was a little curious, but I couldn't see his expression, so I asked, "What?" Scared silly? ”

"Ahh No, your eyes are beautiful and jealous of you, those who say you. I could hear that Nesto's already unfamiliar Chinese was even more confusing due to nervousness, but I understood what he meant, and I was stunned, although I knew that he was lying, but I felt a warmth in my heart inexplicably, it was the first time someone said that my eyes were beautiful, and it was the first time in more than 20 years that someone used the word beautiful on me.

In this way, Nestor became my first friend, he would come and knock on my door every day, we talked about everything, and slowly I learned that he was an experimental subject of a research organization in Greece, and that institute had some cooperative relationship with my institute, and because some technical problems had not been overcome, his parents brought this most successful experimental subject of their institute to China to find a breakthrough.

He was very smart, he could teach everything, and soon he and I learned to play Go, and sometimes we sat on the ground across the door and played blind chess, so as not to embarrass him, I tried to play a draw with him every time.

With Nesto, I felt that my life was no longer boring, and I lay on my stomach at the door every day waiting for the gentle knock, and I didn't want to waste even a second of my time with him. And every time he leaves, I feel an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart, he has become an essential part of my life, I really can't imagine how I would live without him.

But fate always seemed to play with me, and I lay at the door that day and night, but did not wait for his arrival, which had never happened before. One day, two days, he still didn't come, and on the third day, I learned from my aunt who took care of me that the boy from Greece had a severe rejection reaction in the information implantation experiment a few days ago, and he lost his life after failing to resuscitate.

When I heard the news, I felt like a bolt from the blue, and my heart was like a knife, and I was so grief-stricken that I fainted all of a sudden. When I woke up, my heart still hurt, more so than the pain of that information being implanted in my brain. I felt that I had lost the meaning of life, in fact, I had not thought about ending my life before, but I had no access to any sharp weapons, and hitting the wall or other methods would not help the excellent medical conditions of the institute, but only added pain to myself. But perhaps God was also overwhelmed by my misery, and I inadvertently found that a small screw on my bed was a little loose. Since there is a surveillance device in the room, I have to wait until I go to bed and turn off the lights, unscrew this little screw, gently rub it under the bed, and wait until the morning to screw this screw again. After 10 days, I finally sharpened the tip of the screw, and that night, I cut the artery in my wrist, and felt the blood slowly flow out of my body, taking away my life that did not belong to me, and my consciousness gradually blurred.

But just when I thought I had ended my miserable life completely, I came to another world, a strange world of reincarnation. In fact, I don't have the idea of living anymore, no matter how terrifying and bloody this reincarnation world is, it has nothing to do with me, because I don't care about death, I even look forward to death.

"No, no, your eyes are beautiful, and those who say you have terrible eyes are jealous of you."

It was the same sentence that made my heart throb, this sentence was so familiar, although I knew it was a lie, but it once again aroused my desire to live, I wanted to accompany him, I wanted to accompany him all the time, even if I died, even if he had forgotten my appearance many years later, I also wanted to be greedy for this moment of comfort, as long as he could live.

His name is Zhang Cheng, although he is not very mature, he can make the people around him feel very down-to-earth, at least I think so. I love to hear him talk, to hear his laughter, even the sound of his breathing. At the same time, I also fell in love with ice cream, he brought me this kind of food that I had never tried before, and the cool, refreshing, sweet feeling slowly melted in my mouth, stirring every nerve in me, making me feel that I was so happy.

This kind of happiness, which was unattainable for me before, can finally be touched, and I feel more satisfied than I have ever felt before. But once again fate wants to rob me of my happiness, and I will not allow such a thing to happen. Against a strong Texas team, I could only do my best to keep him safe and give him a chance to live, and everything went according to plan, even better than planned. So much so that when the beast of the Texas team ** me, I didn't feel a trace of hesitation, as long as he could live, I would be satisfied. But why! Why did he still show up, and let me suffer the pain of loss.

In the end, the nasty guy named Lucas didn't die, but he seemed to be very badly injured and kept **. Xiao Wei also killed another member of the Dezhou team, and as for the mental ability of the Dezhou team, he also escaped without a trace. It can be said that this time the Nakasu team won, but I didn't feel happy at all, and the feeling of no nostalgia for life was once again enveloped in my heart.

Terror walked up to Lucas, and I heard screams of pain, as if Terror was torturing Lucas for more information. Lucas's screams were like a pig to me, and I hated the man who had robbed me of my happiness, and I wanted him to die in agony, and I was amazed at how cruel I thought.

Suddenly, Lucas said a message that exhilarated me, people who die in the world of reincarnation can be resurrected, and many horror films involve props that can resurrect people, such as the resurrection scripture in "Legend of Gods and Ghosts". I was thrilled to hear the news, because I had a way to resurrect him, and I was so immersed in fantasy that I wanted to resurrect him, not even noticing when Lucas died.

"Your burdensome feelings almost killed all of us!" Xiao Wei dropped a cold word and left.

I was suddenly stunned, as if I had been struck by lightning, my burdensome feelings? I think back to "Midnight Bell", I lost the best opportunity to eliminate Sadako because of my childish emotional impulses. And in "Men in Black 1", because I just wanted to protect his safety, I made the most unreasonable layout, which killed him. If I had focused the attention of the top management of the Men in Black organization on the Texas team instead of him after entering Men in Black 1, maybe it wouldn't have ended like this.

Cumbersome feelings affect my analysis and affect my layout. If I make the most reasonable judgment again because of that useless emotion in the future, then the Middle-earth team will still be in danger, and the resurrected him may still die, so I made a decision to give up my feelings, in order to better help him, in order to let him not die again.

Back in the main god space, I asked Xiao Wei to perform some minor surgery on the nerves that control my feelings, this kind of surgery is no problem for Xiao Wei's medical skills and the powerful repair ability of the main god space. I will lose all affection, including affection for him, but what is it? As long as he is alive, this is enough.