Chapter 14: Repentance
"Luzhen! How can you listen to them! It's a crime to kill! Luzhen, put the stick down! ”
"I know it's wrong, you know mine, I've just had a bad temper all these years, you also know that I'm so tired outside, so much socializing, I beat you because I care about you too much. I promise I won't beat you when I go back, and if I dare to do it, you'll ...... You just hit me, I will never fight back! ”
"Mom, that's a rural thought, I can't help it, you see that I've been a girl for so many years, and I've never disliked Jiaqi! I'm her father! Can you bear to let Jiaqi not have a complete home!? I was wrong, you forgive me this time! ”
Zhang Yeran slapped his nose and tears, and said it heartbreakingly, and slapped himself twice. His eyes were full of sincerity and pleading, and he even left tears of remorse.
Qin Luzhen's eyes were a little loose, Zhang Yeran's eyes flashed, and he hurriedly increased his strength.
"Luzhen, haven't we all been here for so many years? We are a family, look at me now, can you bear to let outsiders beat me all over my blood? My head hurts! Luzhen, I've bled a lot! Let's go to the hospital! ”
There are too many struggles and confusions in Qin Luzhen's eyes, and there are two paths in front of her, forgiveness and denial, each of which corresponds to a different result.
Looking at the look on Qin Luzhen's face, the corners of her mouth rose silently.
As long as this stick falls, Qin Luzhen will not be able to turn back, there are many ghosts under the Yellow Spring, and the door of the underworld is open in the world.
Chen Yu on the side bit the cigarette butt and dusted off the dust and broken glass scraps on his head with his hands, and neither of them said a word.
Qin Luzhen slowly stood up. The bitterness in his eyes, a faint sigh of helplessness in his mouth.
A hint of anticipated joy flashed in Zhang Yeran's eyes, and he knew that this was the other party's expression of resignation.
The fierce light in his eyes flashed, and the struggling buttress boldly took two steps forward and got closer, but he was still a little jealous of the two behind Qin Luzhen, and he didn't dare to step forward, and called Qin Luzhen weakly.
Qin Luzhen lowered her head and laughed, the smile on the corner of her mouth was full of desolation.
Zhang Yeran ...... You're still like that. Every time I hit someone, I always apologized and begged for forgiveness again and again. Even the words of apology are the same. ”
Qin Luzhen had a wry smile on her face, and Zhang Yeran in front of her pleaded bitterly with a smile that she thought was kind.
"Lu Zhen, come here, let's go back."
The light in Qin Luzhen's eyes faded a little, and was replaced by more disappointment. She shook her head at Zhang Yeran and said in a low voice.
"I used to believe that there was a relationship between us, but this relationship in exchange for my injury, Zhang Yeran really care about me? What the do you care about me is hit me!? ”
Then the crying became louder and louder, and the anger and grievances that Qin Luzhen had suppressed for too long all broke out at this moment!
"I just want to ask, what the hell did I do wrong to beat me like this!? For the sake of the child, for the reasons you said, I endured it, I believed it. This forbearance, one boil, is eleven years! It's 11 years! Do you know how I survived? ”
With this questioning, Qin Luzhen seemed to dig out her heart, and cut out the bloody wound again.
The Qin Luzhen in front of him made Zhang Yeran feel strange, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only stand there stupidly, looking at Qin Luzhen's distorted face.
"For your sake, I fell out with my family. For your sake, I will admit my mistakes after every domestic violence, I believe it. For the sake of the child, at least I think you are a good father to her, and I put up with it. The neighbors around me were all trying to persuade me, and even I began to suspect that I had done all this wrong, and that I should be better, better......"
"But I've been thinking about it for eleven years...... I don't understand, I really don't, what the was wrong with me! Zhang Yeran! You've beaten me for eleven years! I don't want to put up with it! I'm going to die now! Why should I put up with you! ”
With Qin Luzhen's heart-rending accusation, the iron rod in her hand was slammed to the ground by her, and the crisp sound of falling exploded like thunder in the narrow alley!
Zhang Yeran's voice frightened a spirit, and even his heart trembled. Looking at the person in front of him, he couldn't say a word.
Qin Luzhen, who was so sad and angry, so angry, and emotionally suppressed to the extreme, burst out was something he had never seen before!
He subconsciously felt as if he had done something wrong, but some voices told him that it wasn't a big mistake! The anger that followed in his heart kept invading his brain.
Now that he thinks about it, it's more of the person in front of him who is making trouble!
Yu Xi's eyebrows moved, her face was not very good, such a scene was not the result she wanted to achieve at all.
Yu Xi stepped forward and pulled Qin Luzhen, who was already in tears on her cheeks, and the two walked past Zhang Yeran.
But a mistake, Yuxi glanced at his face. Disgust, contempt.
It's just a little bit, as long as Qin Luzhen is a little more ruthless, she can turn people into evil ghosts, just because this person is useless, it's really a pity!
There was more resentful light in the coldness in Yu Xi's eyes, like a poisonous snake that has been taken from its mouth!
The figures of the two disappeared around the corner of the alley, and Chen Yu pressed the cigarette butt in his hand against the wall.
He bent down to pick up the iron rod on the ground, his eyes swept around to see if there was any surveillance, and then followed him out of the alley.