Chapter 84: Dreaming of Xu Zhimo's death
"As an underground party member, you don't even know who the enemy is, so how can you work? Isn't this a dissolution to the lives of our party comrades? But they don't know my identity, otherwise could this document be with me? ”
This kind of hidden ability is really great, I can't help but admire Zhou Qin. Just what she said just now, she was full of courage and strength.
"Can you tell me who she is? I'd better prepare in advance, in case I encounter it and I don't know it, won't it be bad? ”
I looked at Zhou Qin tentatively and asked.
"No, this person's identity is relatively special, I can't let you know it now, I will naturally let you know when it's time, but not now."
Zhou Qin was very decisive, she didn't even look at me when she spoke, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"What's more, it's not good for you if you know!"
She added, I was a little curious, and I kept thinking about her words in my mind, what does it mean to be bad for me?
Am I still not familiar with this person? It's a thought that pops into my mind, but then I deny it, how is that possible?
I still know, I don't know a few people at all in this Republic of China, how can it be that I know?
Zhou Qin didn't want to say it, and I didn't want to ask more, as long as I could help her, forget it. As for her little ghost, I don't want to ask any more, she's not there to deal with me anyway.
For the rest of the year, we all lived at home, and in order to disguise her identity, she claimed to be my maid and followed me to take care of me.
Anyway, I don't have an opinion, at most it's just an extra pair of chopsticks.
"Fusu, I feel like something is going to happen lately!"
On this day, while Zhou Qin went back to her room to sleep, I hurriedly summoned Fusu over.
"Something happens? What could happen? Is it because of the documents on the woman you were talking about? ”
Fusu pointed to Zhou Qin's room outside, with a somewhat disdainful look.
"I don't know, but I suddenly felt tightness in my heart, and I felt very uncomfortable, and I had this feeling before, that is, when I was about to kill Zhang Huai in the haunted house."
"Could it be that Xu Zhimo is coming back? Do you have a chance to kill him this time? ”
Xu Zhimo was clever, stood up and looked at me, very excited.
"Who knows? Why don't you say he killed me? It's like Zhang Huai! ”
I glanced at Fusu angrily, at this time I really didn't want to kill Xu Zhimo immediately, if he really came back, I wanted to stay with him for a while, and live a happy life before starting.
I feel that my thoughts like this are very cheap, I am especially sorry for Xu Zhimo, my mind is full of ideas to use Xu Zhimo, and I want to kill him in the end, I feel that I am not alone anymore.
However, I don't want my current life to live to kill people, after so many years in the Republic of China, there is not a day when I don't think about killing people with all my heart, but in the end?
It's not like I didn't kill Xu Zhimo in the end, I spent more than ten years of scheming, and in the end I didn't get nothing.
"Wait, everything is useless for you to be anxious about now, but in vain, it's better to calm down and wait for things to happen when they happen, don't worry, when I am by your side, you won't be able to do anything."
After listening to Fusu's words, I felt a lot more relieved, it was indeed a lot more comfortable, and I had a great sense of security.
"Xiao Man, I'm sorry! Xiaoman, I'm sorry! ”
I slept in a daze, and felt that someone was calling me, I listened carefully, and the person who called me turned out to be Xu Zhimo.
"Xiao Man, I'm sorry for you! Xiaoman, I'm sorry for you! ”
I opened my eyes, and there was nothing in the whole room, but Xu Zhimo's voice kept echoing.
"Shima? Shima, is that you? ”
I asked tentatively, a little afraid that I was having auditory hallucinations or that I had encountered a ghost.
"Xiaoman, I'm sorry, I won't be able to accompany you in the future, I won't be able to be by your side in the future, and there will be no Xu Zhimo in your life in the future!"
Before my words fell, Xu Zhimo's voice sounded again, his voice was a little bleak and terrifying, listening to it gloomy, not at all like Xu Zhimo's usual masculinity.
But the voice is Xu Zhimo's, I can be sure of this.
"Xu Zhimo, what nonsense are you talking about? You come out, don't scare me! ”
All of a sudden, I felt lonely, lonely like I had never been. Xu Zhimo won't be dead, right? If he's dead, I'll be finished, so how can I go back? Am I not going to die of old age in this Republic of China?
"Xiaoman, you have to take care of yourself in the future, I can't be by your side anymore, you have to take good care of yourself and live well!"
"Live well!"
Before I could answer, Xu Zhimo's voice rang out very long, a very sad voice, full of reluctance, full of unwillingness.
"Xu Zhimo? Xu Zhimo? Xu Zhimo? ”
I yelled a few times and sat up from the bed, it turned out that it was a dream.
How is it another dream? But in my heart, I was secretly glad that it was a dream. If Xu Zhimo really died, then I really had no choice, and I really didn't know what to do.
Especially thinking about the fact that I want to go back, it's really hard to say.
"Are you dreaming again?"
Fusu leaned over, his tone was full of magnetism, and it sounded very comfortable.
I remember he left my room last night when I went to bed, and I don't know when he came back or what he was doing, but I don't know how strange he was.
"Well, I dreamed of Xu Zhimo, his voice was very miserable, and he said that he wanted me to take good care of myself, which felt a little strange."
I rubbed my eyes, and lay back on the bed again, my mind was full of Xu Zhimo's words just now, and I was really worried that something had happened to him.
I fumbled around the bedside and wanted to take out my mobile phone to make a call and ask him how he was doing, but it took me a long time to realize that this is the Republic of China, and there is no so-called mobile phone at all.
I'm very annoyed that I'm confused, but I'm helpless, there is really no mobile phone here, and it's worth calling tomorrow if you want to call, and there is no phone in this courtyard.
In the past, when they were in Wang Geng's house and Lu's house, their conditions were better, and there was a telephone in the house, and the teacher's landline was already an antique.
It's not easy to live here now, and where can you still enjoy the treatment of using the phone.
"Sleep well, it's just a dream."
Fusu said a word, and also lay down on the bed, hugging me from behind. I instantly felt a sense of security that I had never felt before, and my heart was a lot more relaxed and comfortable.
I am very grateful to Fusu, every time in the most difficult time, he is by my side to comfort me and solve my problems. He is there when he needs it most, and it is difficult for me not to have feelings for such a person.
"I have to go out and make a phone call to ask Xu Zhimo how is going over there!"
When I got up the next day, Zhou Qin got up earlier than me, during this time she lived here with me and always got up earlier than me, I thought that she would not get up if she got up earlier today, but I didn't expect to see her standing in the yard just after I got out of the room.
She didn't do anything every day, and she didn't see her doing gym exercises, reading books, etc., but she just got up early, and I don't know why.
Can't you sleep?
"Do you want me to come with you?"
Zhou Qin asked, her expression was still the same as before, not much changed, I felt that she was neither good at communicating with words, nor good at giving a good expression to show that we were actually quite close.
"It's okay, it's not far from here, it's winter, I'll just go!"
In fact, the winter in Shanghai is not cold at all, but I really can't find an excuse, and I still feel uncomfortable with her by my side.
If you want to say that she has more words and a little more cuteness, then there is something to say, but her profession is destined for her to be like this, and if she talks too much, it is very likely that she will leak her mouth and say what she shouldn't say.
I can still understand this.
"Aren't you afraid that you will be targeted by some spy after you go out?"
Zhou Qin blinked her eyes and raised her head as she spoke, as if she would be very happy if she looked at me and was scared.
"Afraid of what? I haven't done anything, and they don't know, so what am I afraid of? ”
Zhou Qin glanced at me helplessly and didn't speak. I quickly washed up and prepared to go out and call to ask if Xu Zhimo was okay.
Besides, if there is such a ghost as Recovery on call, I am still afraid that a few of his Kuomintang spies will not succeed?
If anyone who does not know each other dares to trouble me, I guarantee that his fate will be miserable, and the consequences will be severe.
Just like when Wang Yaoyao cleaned up her pig and dog, she cleaned him up first and let her die, and it was a miserable death.
"Fusu, come out quickly and go out with me."
Seriously, being so frightened by Zhou Qin, my heart was really a little empty, I secretly screamed, and I was a lot relieved when Fusu appeared in front of me.
"I saw that you didn't sleep well yesterday, and I knew that it must be because of this incident, I was mentally prepared, and I guessed that you would call me today."
Fusu yawned, I couldn't tell if he was complaining or what, but he wasn't very happy.
"Where is all this nonsense, if there are really spies out there targeting me, do you really feel at ease that I will go out? What a conscience! ”
I said Fusu angrily, turned around and prepared to go out.
"May I ask if you are Miss Lu Xiaoman?"