Chapter 272: Talking to Zicheng
Fengluo City at the end of May should not have been raining continuously, but somehow, this year it was like God was crying for someone, and there was no sunny sky for several days.
Lian Song took Concubine Silk to Dingyuan County, and finally gave Wen Mozheng a chance to breathe, and stayed away from the imperial study for two days without touching any twists and turns.
"It hurts to die every day when I look at those folds, but there are fewer and fewer useful ones, it's a lot of nonsense, and there are still many people singing praises in the excerpts, it's just not long-hearted!" Wen Mozheng lay on the couch and kneaded the corners of his forehead vigorously, chattering and complaining, his face was much paler than Tang Jinyi.
Tang Jinyi closed the door and took out four dishes, one soup and a bowl of rice from the food box, but did not hand them to Wen Mozheng, but poured them all into the wooden barrel in the corner.
"Previously, Concubine Yun sent food to His Royal Highness, and I took some and handed them to the Imperial Doctor's Mansion, and I haven't found out if it's poisonous yet, but it's sure that something that shouldn't be added to it." Tang Jinyi's figure didn't stop, and after pouring out the food, he took out a few pieces of dim sum from the secret compartment of the bookcase, soaked the hot tea to soften, and looked at Wen Mozheng with a little guilt, "Right now, Concubine Yun's eyes and ears are all over the place, and if she doesn't want to know that His Royal Highness didn't eat the food she cooked, she can only grieve His Highness to use some coarse tea and light rice to satisfy his hunger." Recently, His Highness has lost a lot of weight, but his complexion has not continued to deteriorate, and it is obviously right not to eat those problematic meals, and please be patient and persistent. ”
Wen Mozheng lifted his eyelids to look at the rough dry food, snorted twice, and softly stretched out his hand towards Tang Jinyi: "I don't want to eat, even if I starve to death, I don't want to eat this kind of thing, my tongue and teeth hurt when I eat." Jinyi, let me hug you, as long as I hold you, I won't feel uncomfortable anywhere. ”
Tang Jinyi was helpless, knowing that Wen Mozheng was coquettish, he still couldn't help blushing his cheeks: "Your Highness is messing around again, they are all people who are princes, and they should behave in their words and deeds." Get up and eat something, fill your stomach so that you have the energy to deal with difficult things, if Your Highness is exhausted and tired, who else can protect our mother and son? ”
was pregnant in October, and the third quarter was about to pass, and there were only less than two months left before Tang Jinyi gave birth. Wen Mozheng stared at the high bulging abdomen, and his expression became gentle and peaceful: "When our child is born, I will immediately contact Wunian to take the child away." Jinyi, will you blame me? In the past, I was always self-righteous and self-serving, and I was angry and thoughtless, which made you worry day and night; Now I understand, I understand how ridiculously wrong I was, but I have to continue to pretend to be confused, and I can't even stand up to protect you and our children......"
His Highness blamed himself again. Didn't I say it, I don't have the slightest objection to the decision to send the child away, after all, this deep palace is in crisis step by step, if Lian Song finds out that His Royal Highness's plan is to jump over the wall in a hurry, with our ability, there is no way to protect the child, it is better to keep him away from danger for the time being, and then take us back after everything has passed. ”
Tang Jinyi's empathy can always make Wen Mozheng calm down, close his eyes and take a nap, and a painful feeling gradually comes from his internal organs.
"Jinyi, it's started again...... It's so uncomfortable......"
The gentle voice turned into a low moan, Wen Mozheng pulled his chest and curled up into a ball, large drops of sweat rolled down, even if he desperately bit his lip to force himself to make a sound, the trembling breath caused by the pain still revealed how hard he was tortured.
As if he had become accustomed to Wen Mozheng's situation, Tang Jinyi methodically poured water and handed over the medicine, and then hugged Wen Mozheng's trembling body tightly, and his cheek was silent on his back for a long time.
Even if he found it early, Wen Moshu still couldn't escape the clutches of Lian Song and Yun Guifei, and a certain poison that Yun Guifei added to the meal had already invaded Wen Mozheng's body. The poison is terrible, it does not take a person's life quickly, but torments the poisoned person with constant pain, the feeling of weakness, the mad thirst for poison, and the disillusionment of all thoughts when there is no liberation.
You can't really survive, you can't die.
"I can't take it anymore, Jinyi...... Jinyi: I really can't stand it...... You kill me, kill me......" The tingling itch that penetrated into the bone marrow made Wen Mozheng almost collapse, no matter how he twisted his body and gritted his teeth desperately, that pain would never be alleviated by pity, but it was worse and longer each time. When he endured to the limit, the young Wen Mozheng finally lost his patience and grabbed his wife's wrist and begged bitterly.
Tang Jinyi bit his lip and didn't look at his wrist, which had been bruised by Wen Mozheng many times.
"Your Highness, Your Highness, look at me, look at our children." Tang Jinyi forced a smile on his face, and pulled Wen Mozheng's hand over his bulging abdomen, where there was a slight vibration from time to time, announcing that a new life was being born. Gently brushing away the sweat on Wen Mozheng's head, Tang Jinyi held his young face that was distorted by pain: "Your Highness, anyone can give up lightly, but you can't." You are the crown prince, and you are the prince who wants to pick up the heavy burden of the great abyss, if you give up yourself, it is equivalent to giving up the people of the great abyss, and giving up the homeland that belongs to the people. I know that you are very painful and uncomfortable and want to die, why not when I was demoted to a commoner, expelled from the palace and abandoned by my relatives? But no matter how painful it is, we have to live, for the responsibility on our shoulders, and the people who love you more deeply. Your Highness, it was you who saved me from despair at that time, and this time I will be your support, I want you to live, don't leave me and my children behind......"
Whispering softly until the end, only choked and sobbed, and big hot tears fell on the back of Wen Mozheng's hand, which made Wen Mozheng's heart hurt.
The mind suddenly became in a trance.
That year, he went to the Leadhua Palace to arrange a residence for Yan Liwu, who had just entered the palace, and looked back to see her carefully serving by the flower bed, rubbing a warm smile with a serious expression. Inexplicably, he was heartbroken for a while, and then he always paid attention to her, consciously or unconsciously, looking at her from afar, and found her quiet and calm, and also discovered her wisdom and intelligence. Later, the imperial concubine wanted to clear the harem to clear the monarch's side, and he inadvertently praised Tang Jinyi to become one of the most trusted people of the imperial concubine, but he was not happy, he always felt that he had harmed her and involved her in a dirty and dark battle.
After a long time, he realized that whether it was that heartbeat or that guilt, it was a sign of liking someone.
He once drank with several brothers, and when he got drunk, he boldly said that he wanted to marry a woman, a woman he liked for a long time, even if it would make the emperor angry; As long as I can marry her, I will definitely protect her and love her well in this life, and I will only love her for the rest of my life.
God treated him well, and what was originally hopeless turned out to be a dream come true. Every night, when he looks at her sleeping beside him, he will unconsciously show a happy smile, close his eyes, and sleep more soundly.
"Jinyi...... Our children...... Must be as smart as you are...... Right? Don't be as stupid as I am......" The whisper grew weaker and weaker, and the vivid images in the memories faded away, melting in the warm palms of the hands and the hot tears.
The medicine was working, and then Wen Mozheng would fall into a deep sleep until the pain slowly dissipated in his lethargy, which was the only way to alleviate his pain at the moment.
"Wait for Wu Nian to come back, and wait for the world to settle down...... I'll take you to the most beautiful places...... We, and the kids...... Jinyi, I will protect you, I will definitely ......" The murmur was weak, and even breathing was replaced, so that Tang Jinyi's painful expression was no longer tense, and Wen Mozheng, who was asleep, was still as peaceful as a child.
A little tear finally couldn't help but turn into a line of ripples and fell, Tang Jinyi's heart hurt so much that he hugged Wen Mozheng's hand to hide his face and cry bitterly.
It turns out that being strong is not so easy to say, and people can't really be strong without going through the pain and ups and downs, and without experiencing a great understanding. When the whole country is close to collapse in the wind and rain, who will pay attention to their joys, sorrows, and sorrows? To survive, they have to do it on their own.
Wiping away his tears, Tang Jinyi took a deep breath and put on a calm smile for himself in front of the bronze mirror.
The country is a chess player, the road ahead is dangerous, for the people she loves, she will still walk forward without hesitation, whether it is life or death, this life will start from now on, and she will never escape and retreat.
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"Looking at Lian Song's posture during the day, the emperor and the second prince are undoubtedly under his imprisonment and control. I don't know how the second prince and Sister Jin are doing now, I hope they and Sister Jin don't have anything to do in their wombs. ”
The red candles are flickering, the tears are dripping, the newlyweds are not ringing in the bedroom, but the endless worries mixed with sighs.
The warm palm was attached to Yan Li's worried cheek, and he wanted to touch the palm gently, but his cheek hurt coldly, and he was pinched by Wen Moqing.
"What for?" Yan Away from the sorrowful eyes.
"What? I also want to ask you what you do. Raising his eyebrows with a dangerous smile on his face, Wen Moqing withdrew his hand, lazily and lazily dissolved the cumbersome decorations on his wedding clothes, "On the day of the big day, you just say these upsetting words to me?" Do you want me to call Bi Xiao to teach you how to speak and how to serve your husband? Well? ”
Yan Li rolled his eyes: "On weekdays, I always boast that I have the world in my heart, worry about the country and the people, but I turned out to be a wolf in human skin, and I began to expose my true nature when there were no outsiders." ”
"Do it at the right time, so as not to violate the original intention of the world." Wen Moqing's face did not change, and he calmly provoked Yan Li's jaw, "Candle night in the cave room, don't fool me with those nonsense, since you have already married, is it time to change your name?" Call me to listen. ”
In the past, Yan Liwu always thought that people in this era should be very conservative, Wen Moqing, a man with a somewhat cold and righteous temperament, has absolutely nothing to do with the word taste, and then she slowly discovered that perhaps the thickest skinned person in the world, the most able to say love words naturally and fluently, is none other than Wen Moqing.
Scale or something, Wen Moqing doesn't seem to have a lower limit at all.
"Want to hear it? Come here. As soon as his eyes turned to his heart, he hooked his fingers and deliberately made a mysterious look that wanted to whisper.
No matter how smart a person is, there will always be a day when he is deceived, such as Wen Moqing, and his fame is ruined when he bows his head when he believes in the words of sorrow, and with it comes a warm slight pain in his earlobe, and the sound of giggling in the success of the conspiracy.
Straightened up and rubbed his earlobe, the ** feeling of being bitten was still a little remnant, and the eyebrows of Wen Moqing were raised higher.
"Death."
When that malicious look passed, Yan Liwu immediately realized that he had provoked the monster, and did not hesitate to bounce up from the stool as fast as possible, but he still couldn't escape the catastrophe.
Poof.
The bed behind him is soft, and the weight on his body is warm.