068 Visiting
When Yelu Jiena saw Fang Qingxi, she was rushing to take medicine from Qingxi, and when she saw Fang Qingxi taking medicine, Yelu Jiena hurriedly took the medicine bowl from her subordinates.
"Jena, you're here."
Seeing Yelu Jiena, a rare smile appeared on Fang Qingxi's face.
"How? Are you feeling better? ”
"Well, it's much better. Jena, I've been lying here for the past few days, and I hope I'll forgive me for not taking good care of me. ”
"Look at what you said, you and I are like sisters, aren't you slapping me in the face when you say this?"
"You know I didn't mean that."
"Of course I do."
What kind of person Fang Qingxi is, Yelu Jiena still knows very well, Yelu Jiena knows that Fang Qingxi feels that she has neglected her from the bottom of her heart.
"Jena, you've been in the Fang Mansion for a few days, and if you stay in the palace any longer, I'm afraid you'll have to send someone to spread the word."
Fang Qingxi is still quite concerned about this aspect, no matter what, Yelu Jie Na is the princess of Chen Guo, and living in the National Teacher's Mansion for so many days will make people suspicious, and people who don't know the truth still think that Fang Weizhong and Ye Lu Jie Na have reached some unsightly consensus.
"Qingxi, I understand what you mean, I will go back to the other courtyard tomorrow. Blame me, I've been worrying about you for the past few days, so I forgot about it. ”
"Jena, you have been in the capital for a long time, and you will be able to return to Chen Kingdom in a short time, now is the critical time, don't let anything happen."
What Zuolu Qingxi was worried about before had not happened, Yelu Jiena's days in the capital, there were not a few noble sons who came to visit her in the other courtyard, but Yelu Jiena has never dealt with these people, but she always stayed with the ladies of the big families, and after a long time, it was rumored in the capital that Princess Chen Guo liked women's style, and no one knew that this was a plan that Yelu Jana and Fang Qingxi came up with. In this way, Yelu Jiena avoided a lot of unnecessary troubles, and Fang Qingxi and Zuo Lu Qinghua could also feel at ease.
"Don't worry, I know what to do about it. Come, drink the medicine while it is hot, the bitter taste of the medicine is good for the disease. ”
Taking the medicine bowl handed by Yelu Jiena, Fang Qingxi shook his head helplessly and said:
"Where am I so delicate that I can't even drink a pill?"
"Our Lord Fang is a heroine among women, and she will naturally not take this little matter of drinking medicine to heart."
"You!"
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Seeing that she was about to leave for March, Fang Qingxi's illness was still not cured, and she still stayed in the Rong Pavilion to recuperate.
After breakfast, Fang Qingxi was half-lying on the soft couch and looking at the book, Wanxin was waiting on the side, and Rosary was watching the maid boiling medicine in the kitchen.
The morning sun was not very sufficient, Wan Xin stood aside but took a nap, Fang Qingxi was so focused on the book that he didn't notice that Wan Xin was wrong.
In this way, Wanxin squinted her eyes and stood beside Qingxi, and her body leaned more and more to the side while she fell asleep, almost falling to the side.
"Wanxin, are you okay?"
"Oh, me, I'm fine."
"Why don't you go back to your room and sleep for a while?"
Fang Qingxi knew that Wanxin hadn't rested well in the past few days, since Yelu Jiena returned to the other hospital, Wanxin kept vigil for her all day, how could she stay up for a long time?
"Miss, I'm fine. Miss is thirsty, I'll pour you water. ”
Fang Qingxi's proposal Wanxin did not agree, Wanxin really felt sorry for her own Miss and didn't want to leave Miss, she wanted to take care of Miss wholeheartedly and didn't want to be distracted.
At this moment, the rosary came to the inner and outer chambers with the medicine bowl, and when she saw the rosary, Fang Qingxi naturally noticed the strange look on her face.
"Rosary, what's wrong?"
"Miss, Mr. He is here."
When Rosary said this, she didn't forget to pay attention to Fang Qingxi's expression, she was a little worried, she was afraid that Fang Qingxi's mood would change when she heard the news.
Knowing that it was He Wuji who came, Fang Qingxi didn't know what to do. He Wuji, they hadn't seen each other for a long time, He Wuji didn't come to her, and she didn't think of taking the initiative to find He Wuji. He Wou-Ki came to her today, and she didn't know why, she didn't want to invite him in, but she knew she couldn't be so selfish.
"Rosary, please come in."
"Yes."
Having been instructed, the rosary went out of the house. Wan Xin was very puzzled when she saw this, but she had been fighting for her own young lady, and He Wuji's previous indifferent attitude towards the other party had made her extremely disappointed in He Wuji.
"Miss, why did you let the rosary invite Mr. He in, Miss knew that Mr. He ...... him"
"Wanxin, I know what you want to say, Mr. He may not come as you think, maybe he has something to tell me."
"Miss, you are deceiving yourself."
Wanxin didn't understand, Fang Qingxi would let He Wuji come in was not what she said at all, obviously she was reluctant to let go, but she still had to find a reason to prevaricate others, and by the way, she also prevaricated herself. She didn't understand what position Fang Qingxi and He Wuji put each other, they didn't start but were about to end, the two people who could obviously love each other became like this, I don't know if God made people, or they deceived themselves.
"Wanxin, don't say it."
Wanxin's words entered Fang Qingxi's heart, and Fang Qingxi didn't know what to say at this time. Yes, she is deceiving herself, but, judging from the current situation, she has no choice but to deceive herself. She loves He Wuji, and He Wuji is the only person who can tug at her heartstrings, but she knows that he no longer belongs to her, he belongs to another woman, a woman he is marrying. She had no qualifications, no position to tell herself, that she could stand with him.
Just when Fang Qingxi was sad, He Wuji came to the outside with the rosary, Wanxin saw that He Wuji's face was very bad, she didn't want to see him now. To her he was an ungrateful villain, a hypocrite.
"Rosary, you're waiting here, I still have something to do."
After that, Wan Xin walked out of the house regardless of everyone's embarrassment, and she didn't forget to give He Wouji a look before leaving.
After Wan Xin left, Rosary obviously noticed that He Wuji's face was not very good, and her own young lady sat there dumbfounded without saying a word.
"Miss, Mr. He is here."
"Pour tea."
"Yes."
Seeing He Wuji, the originally calm lake in Fang Qingxi's heart rippled, and she tried her best to restrain her emotions and prevent him from seeing the slightest clue.
"Mr. He is here, sit down."
Noticing the calmness in Fang Qingxi's eyes, He Wuji felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
"Mr. He, please have tea."
The rosary handed the teacup to He Wou-Ki and left in a familiar manner.
Seeing the rosary leaving, Fang Qingxi was silent again, and He Wuji's tone was as gentle as ever.
"Are you feeling better?"
"Much better, Mr. Xie cares."
Fang Qingxi's cold tone and indifferent expression made He Wuji feel strange, the cute Fang Qingxi in the past was long gone.
"You, how are you in the palace?"
"There are strict rules in the palace, and I can only do my part as a female official, there is nothing good or bad, and my husband's concern is too much."
"Green ......"
"Sir, I haven't seen Mr. for many days, I don't know how Mr. is doing?"
Fang Qingxi deliberately avoided He Wuji's eyes, she didn't want to see the tenderness in his eyes, she was afraid that she would fall into it.
"I'm fine, but I've never met anyone who can appreciate music and listen to music."
"Sir will meet better, won't he? The past is the past after all, and there's nothing to be nostalgic about, isn't it? Sir shouldn't have come to see me. ”
Her gentleness is not blessed for her. He knew her heart, but he drove her to a dead end. He married someone else, and why did he appear by her side.
"It's me who is abrupt."
Her indifference made it difficult for him to move an inch. The evasion of her eyes made him feel helpless. The loss on her face made him nervous.
Since she chose to escape, what reason did he have for her to face? If he was braver and she still dodged, what would he do? She didn't know who he was, and he couldn't take this risk easily, after all, she was his master, and he shouldn't have loved her.
"Sir, there are some things I don't want to say, I know you must understand. The past is gone, and we don't have to be like this, we can't go back to anything. You have your life, I have my beloved, you and I are destined to have no chance in this life. ”
It was the first time that Fang Qingxi had said so clearly in front of He Wuji, she wanted to drag it out like this, thinking that he would suddenly come to see her one day, they could play chess and listen to music together, and she could continue to dream of herself. But she knew that she shouldn't be like this, he was a man with a wife, and she shouldn't be able to let go.
He and her have never started, so why should she be amorous?
"Qingxi, I ......"
"Is Sir trying to embarrass Qingxi? Is the gentleman planning to make Qingxi cry? He Wuji, my Qingxi is not a casual girl, not something you call and come and go! I've already put it down, why are you still coming to me! Yes, I don't want to be a couple for the rest of my life, but I can't tolerate it! Hew-Ki, see better! We are basically people of two worlds, why should you deceive yourself! ”
Looking at the tears in Fang Qingxi's eyes, He Wuji's heart could no longer be calm, he wanted to hug her all at once, tell her how much he loved him, tell her that he had been waiting for her, tell her, his mission and wish.
But he couldn't, because, he was a proud man, and he didn't allow anyone to embarrass him.
Fang Qingxi is also included.
"Qingxi, I didn't have any other intention to come here today. If you are not yet healed, do not move. I'll leave first if I have something to do, take care. ”
"Sir, go slowly, don't send it."
Knowing that He Wuji was leaving, Fang Qingxi's face didn't have much expression, from beginning to end, she didn't look at him, her heart was dripping blood, and so was he.
They are all proud people, like two hedgehogs covered in thorns, they are destined not to hug each other for warmth, that will only make them bruised all over their bodies, and no one can afford to gamble.
Perhaps, there is no love between him and her, just a kind of unwillingness......