42. Military love troubles

After Xiao Lanmo returned from the hospital, she also raised herself in the unit for a period of time, and would call Shen Xinjing and send QQ messages every day, which made Shen Xinjing feel that her emotional life was as normal as three meals a day.

Although he only contacted through his mobile phone, he felt at ease, as long as he looked for it himself, Xiao Lanmo was there.

Lin Jiayi and Zhang Xiaojie are also very happy, they can follow the light, they used to bring good food every time they came back, but now Shen Xinjing cleans everyone as soon as she is in a good mood, saving worry and trouble.

Xiao Lanmo's situation is getting better day by day, Shen Xinjing is starting to get very busy, and when it comes to the critical stage of the final exam, he has to soak in the library for almost fourteen hours a day to brush up on questions, or go to the teaching building to occupy a corner of the stairs, sit on his schoolbag and start memorizing.

Shen Xinjing felt that he was under a lot of pressure and was very irritable, resulting in ulcers in his mouth, and he couldn't eat, and he had to vomit when he drank white porridge every day.

Xiao Lanmo ignored the doctor's advice to let him continue to rest, started rehabilitation training, and usually followed the company to participate in the basic one-day life system, and returned to a state that Shen Xinjing could not find.

Seeing that the campus was full of couples, studying together, preparing for exams together, and the boys would buy breakfast for the girls and bring tea, Shen Xinjing's estrogen in his body soared, and he picked up his mobile phone and called Xiao Lanmo, and lost his temper.

"Hello, your call is currently unanswered!" Shen Xinjing hung up the phone angrily.

Looking at the QQ messages, the most is, "The assembly went, the training went, the running went, the meal went, and the check-up went!! ”

"Go, go, Xiao Lanmo, go to your sister!" Military love, even if you practice Shen Xinjing's big personality and positive state, you can't help but have a temper.

What about a city? It's not that I can't see you, and I can only call you if I want to think about it.

Even, even making a phone call is a luxury.

The saliva that hurts in his mouth hurts for a long time, and the tantrum just now aggravated the pain, and the more Shen Xinjing thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, and the tears fell.

Shen Xinjing sat at the corner of the stairs, no one walked back and forth anyway, and he didn't memorize the book, so he just sat and let the tears flow quietly.

I don't know how long it took, the phone rang, Shen Xinjing didn't want to answer, even if it was Xiao Lanmo, he didn't want to answer, this relationship was really fed up!

But Shen Xinjing couldn't betray his heart, he still wanted to take it, he had to send out the fire, he had to find Xiao Lanmo to theorize and clean him up.

"Hey!"

"What's wrong? I just went to training. Xiao Lanmo's tone was full of joy, maybe he had recovered well and could keep up with the training. 、

Shen Xinjing felt that he was very far away from Xiao Lanmo all of a sudden.

He can't understand his happiness, he doesn't know his troubles and pressures, he can't be happy with his happiness, he can't even find out that he has ulcers and mouth pain.

Shen Xinjing couldn't think about it, and suddenly his anger came up, "Is there only training left in your world?" You've always focused only on your own happiness. Have you ever taken care of me? Do you have the attitude of being in love?

What do you say to be good to me, willing to give me your life, you don't even know that my mouth is full of ulcers and hurts to death!

I drank porridge and drank so much that I was about to vomit, you know? You don't know what to eat, you know?

Why should I get a boyfriend like you?

Other girls have boyfriends by their side, buy breakfast, make tea, accompany them to the library to study, and fetch water to the bottom of the dormitory.

I have to do everything by myself, I have to do everything by myself, study alone, sleep alone, eat alone, and carry it on my shoulder.

Other girls are little princesses, I'm just a tough guy, why?

Why? Why can't you be by my side? I don't think anything has changed in my life without you.

Then it's better for you to be alone, don't fall in love, I provoked you, but you can refuse, make me so sad now. Shen Xinjing didn't care that his mouth hurt, so he felt that if he didn't say it, he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe.

"I'm sorry, A-Jing." Obviously, Xiao Lanmo heard these words all of a sudden from his recovered enthusiasm, and he couldn't change it, and he didn't know what to do with his current state. When Shen Xinjing heard these apologies, he knew that he would definitely break up and bless later, but he didn't want to listen to it, so he hung up the phone directly.

Usually, Shen Xinjing calls Xiao Lanmo with grinding and chirping, and he will definitely not take the initiative to hang up the phone, he has to grind until the last second, and he talks to Xiao Lanmo, it seems that he is really angry today.

Shen Xinjing stood up just after the quarrel, feeling more imposing, and sat down as if deflated after hanging up the phone, leaned his head on the staircase, and wept silently, not caring about the pain in his mouth.

Is it to break up? Do you really hate being with Xiao Lanmo? Neither.

I just don't like the current state and don't want to be alone.

But isn't it usually good? I have been under too much pressure and temper recently, which has affected my feelings.

Shen Xinjing thought, the words had already been spoken, so he didn't think about it anymore, picked up the book and started reading, getting busy, not thinking about this person.

Until the evening, Xiao Lanmo didn't call again, and Shen Xinjing kept looking at his phone.

When Lin Jiayi returned to the dormitory, Shen Xinjing was already lying on the bed, lazily looking at his mobile phone and doing nothing.

"Ah Jing, aren't you staying up late to read today?" Walked to Shen Xinjing's bed with a wicked smile.

"Ulcers in your mouth? Does it hurt? Tut-tut! Lin Jiayi continued, then took out a pack of medicine from his schoolbag, and teased Shen Xinjing, "Your Lanlan specially called me and asked me to buy these medicines for you, saying that I checked it from the Internet, and it is very effective in treating ulcers." ”

Shen Xinjing was surprised, sat up, looked at it and said, "I broke up with him, I don't want his things!" ”

"Yo, you have such a big temper, you have counted people, and you haven't relieved your anger yet, such a hard-working man, don't really want it! Don't be half-hearted, talk and count. "Lin Jiayi can't get used to Shen Xinjing's frequent work!

"Bring it, I'm going to eat, get well early, and prepare for the exam." Shen Xinjing took the medicine and ate it, and asked Lin Jiayi to apply the ointment to herself.

When he went to bed at night, Shen Xinjing felt very guilty in his heart, and in the bed, Shen Xinjing sent a message to Xiao Lanmo on QQ

"Lan Lan, I'm sorry, I've been under too much pressure lately. I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, I was wrong. "Shen Xinjing is a gummy candy, angry and able to say the words of heaven and earth, lose his temper and bow his head to admit his mistakes, just like that.

"If you take the medicine, you can sleep well, and it won't hurt if you sleep all night." Xiao Lanmo replied, and Shen Xinjing's heart warmed after reading it.

Soon another message came in, "Ah Jing, you don't have to be deliberately gentle, you can lose your temper at me, you can frown, I will give you my Xiao Lanmo's whole life, I will definitely wait for you in the same place." ”

To fall in love is: to be in love, to quarrel, to break up and then to reconcile; And the true meaning of love is to be willing to cycle these four things to old age.