Xu Lingjie spoke very slowly, her voice trembled, although it was very light and she stammered when she broke sentences, but Gu Yunjin still heard every word clearly.

Gu Yunjin didn't mean to interrupt Xu Lingjie, just listened to her like this, and then sat back down.

Without breaking Xu Lingjie's hand tugging at the corner of her clothes, Gu Yunjin looked at Xu Lingjie in a deep voice and said in a low voice: "Yes, it's very cold." Although it was all spring, it was only the beginning of March, and the winter was long, and I fell into the water unprepared, even though I knew that I would not die, I was very cold and afraid. ”

Xu Lingjie's eyes tightened, and her tears flowed even more fiercely: "I don't know if it's like this, I ...... Sorry ......"

"Excuse me?" Gu Yunjin laughed, not mocking or questioning, but with a sense of surprise.

She never thought that she would receive a "I'm sorry" from Xu Lingjie for the old things of that year.

So much so that this kind of accident made Gu Yunjin not speak again for a long time.

Xu Lingjie was obviously not very comfortable with Gu Yunjin's silence, especially after laughter, she was not a person who could keenly distinguish the unspoken words of others, and at this moment, after being frightened, she became more and more unclear, only when that sound was ridicule.

"Yunjin ......" Xu Lingjie's voice trembled more and more, "I pushed you into the water at that time, I didn't want to harm you, I said so, do you believe it?" ”

Gu Yunjin nodded: "I believe it." ”

Xu Lingjie is just stupid, but not bad.

She believed Yang's words, she thought that Yang Xiyu was a good person, and she felt that Gu Yunjin and Yang Xiyu could be happy with each other and finally reconcile with each other......

She became naïve, even more innocent than Gu Yunjin in the past.

Therefore, Gu Yunjin will be annoyed with Xu Lingjie, but he will not really hate her.

In the end, it wasn't the malice that really wanted Gu Yunjin to fall into purgatory.

Xu Lingjie's eyes widened, Gu Yunjin's slow but heavy chin gave her courage, and she continued: "But I pushed you after all, and after that, you and we will be separated." I know that I owe you once, just now Liu Yuan forced too much, and my mind was full of tricks to take revenge on her, but I was also thinking, pay you back......

I have suffered once you have suffered, are you just ......?"

Xu Lingjie said it while crying, she kept crying and hiccups, and she couldn't catch her breath anymore when she said this.

After slowing down for a while, Xu Lingjie looked forward to it and hesitated and asked, "We, okay?" ”

Gu Yunjin subconsciously pursed his lips.

She thought that Xu Lingjie was really naïve, and she was still naïve until this moment.

In this world, how can there be such a thing?

If something happens, it can't be erased.

It was true that he fell into the water that year, and the experience of the next ten years was also true, if it was smoothed out, what was Gu Yunjin in the previous life?

The damage will not be erased, everything in her previous life is what she has experienced in her own life, and it has become the deepest imprint in her heart.

In the end, she was created now.

There is no such thing as forgiveness, it is useless to just dig deeper.

Gu Yunjin looked at Xu Lingjie and said, "I can't go back between you and me, and I can't go back between my aunt and my aunt, just like my aunt and the Yang family, I can't go back." Let's look forward, after all, there is nothing wrong with being like this. ”

Xu Lingjie bit her lip tightly.

Gu Yunjin said again: "I'm already married, you can only be in the past two years at most, I am good or bad with you, that is, I met by chance like today, it is impossible to be in the same place from morning to night like in previous years......"

"I know, but I ......" Xu Lingjie sniffed the tip of her nose, and all the expectations in her eyes disappeared, leaving only sadness, "Because you don't lack someone to protect you?" Isn't there a shortage of people to treat you? ”

Gu Yunjin was slightly stunned, thought about Xu Lingjie's words, and suddenly bent his eyes and smiled lightly.

Who doesn't want to be treated well by someone around them?

Gu Yunjin was awkward when he was a child, pushing away his father and brother, and pushing his stepmother away, until he entered the capital and met the Xu family.

At that time, there was no love she hoped for, so even a little warmth would want to be collected in the palm of her hand, and the dripping water would be a spring.

What's more, the Yang family and Xu Lingjie really treated her well at that time.

In other words, in the Xu family, except for Mrs. Min who spoke ill of her, others treated her, even if she was not as good as the Yang family, she was not bad.

Old lady Xu prefers her son, and there is no difference between Gu Yunjin's granddaughter and her own granddaughter, and it is inconvenient for the uncles to say anything alone with their nieces, and the attitude of the two uncles is the attitude of the uncle.

The Wei family only has a knot with Mrs. Min and the Yang family, and they will not come to get along with Gu Yunjin at all.

And brothers and sisters, no one feels sorry for her.

The masters are like this, and the people below naturally value Gu Yunjin, if it weren't for this, how could she live happily in the Shilang Mansion for a few years with her previous temper that didn't even care about the face of her brother and sister-in-law?

It's just warmth.

It is precisely because they are like this, although they hesitate to fall into the water in their hearts, they still believe in the Yang family, and according to the arrangement of their uncle, they married the Yang family.

When Gu Yunjin suddenly came to his senses, he thought of Yang's knife that pierced his heart and lungs.

All the warmth that had been created collapsed, and she watched the carved fences and jade bricks become ruins, standing in the ruins dazed and helpless, not knowing what was true and what was false, and she couldn't even believe the beauty of the past few years.

Is that good part of a lie......

Once suspicion and suspicion begin, it is total denial and unbelief.

In the previous life, Gu Yunjin was too late, and he couldn't advance or retreat from the Yang family, so that he rushed to the Yang family to ask about the past, and in this life, she just woke up after falling into the water, and when she met that juncture, the qi that had been suppressed in her heart for several years burst out together, and she hated to tear everything apart and ask for a bloody result.

She made a fuss, tore it up, and moved back to Beisan Hutong in the wind and rain of the city.

At that time, she was open-minded, and naturally she didn't care about anything, but after all, there was such a person who took care of her, held her hand, led her to push away the layers of dark clouds, and saw all the past clearly.

She knew that the goodness of those years was true, even if the Yang family was mixed with selfishness, but in the end they took care of her.

Xu Lingjie is also really stupid, but she didn't hurt her.

The ruins and broken walls are real, and the carved railings and jade masonry are also real.

There is no need to deny one side for the sake of the other, because it all exists.

As now, the ruins are still there, and they are not what they used to be when they were moved away and rebuilt.

No one should try to erase anyone's past.

It's just that among them, there are new pavilions and pavilions, which Jiang Muyuan built for her little by little, which is more desirable than the Qiong Palace in the middle of the month.

"Yes, I really don't lack it now." Gu Yunjin said.