Chapter 40: The Last Farewell!
Chapter 40: Final Farewell!
Although this news is a little difficult to accept, they still have to adjust their emotions in a very short time, although they can't change the current fact, but at least let the people who are about to die have no regrets!
Xiao Ling quickly adjusted himself and walked towards Wang Su's room, at this time, Wang Su had already thought that he had become a little restless when he didn't see Xiao Ling come back, worried that he had just seen Xiao Ling just dreaming, in fact, Xiao Ling had never appeared at all, and as soon as he was worried about his body, he began to have problems.
Just when Xiao Hui was about to be powerless, Xiao Ling appeared in time, and when he appeared in front of Wang Su, Xiao Ling had completely put away the sadness he had just had, and stopped Wang Su from wanting to get up with a smile on his face: "Brother Wang, your body has not fully recovered, and you can't get out of bed." ”
Xiao Ling pressed Wang Su back to the bed, Wang Su was originally going to find Xiao Ling, but now that Xiao Ling came back, he obediently let Xiao Ling press him back, but his eyes didn't leave Xiao Ling for a moment, as if he wanted to see enough Xiao Ling at one time, Xiao Ling didn't stop him, and now to her Wang Su should be satisfied with whatever he does.
Wang Su was very happy to hear Xiao Ling's concern, but Wang Su said with a look of grievance: "I thought you were leaving alone again and wanted to find you." ”
Xiao Ling was slightly stunned when he heard Wang Su's reason, no one had ever made Xiao Ling feel that his existence was so important, except for Wang Su, although it was only a short sentence, Xiao Ling heard his dependence on him, and let himself know that he was still valuable in this world.
"How so? I promised you that I would always be with you, when did Ling Er lose her word? Xiao Ling came back to his senses and adjusted his emotions and said, "Is there anything you feel uncomfortable about now?" If there's anything wrong with me, be sure to let me know! ”
Although he knew that doing anything now would be useless for Wang Su, Xiao Ling still wanted to do his best, wanted Wang Su to be by his side all the time, and hoped that he could make some efforts from Wang Su's own feelings.
But Xiao Ling was disappointed, Wang Su seemed to have lost the ability to perceive his body, and when he heard Xiao Ling's words, he just shook his head gently: "There is nothing uncomfortable, Ling Er feels much better now, I have never felt that my body is as good as it is for more than ten years!" ”
Wang Su was just stating a fact, but Xiao Ling couldn't help but have a feeling of distress that was about to overflow, it was difficult for a healthy self to truly understand the pain of Wang Su's illness since he was a child, but at this moment Xiao Ling felt that he could understand it.
His eyes felt astringent because of Wang Su's words, as if something was about to overflow uncontrollably, Xiao Ling tried hard to make his emotions no different from usual: "It's good that there is nothing wrong with your body, are you tired now?" Do you need a break? ”
Wang Su still shook his head: "I'm not tired, how about Ling'er talk to me?" ”
For the request made by Wang Suo now, how could Xiao Ling still refuse? She nodded, forced a relaxed smile and said, "Okay! It's been a long time since I've talked to Brother Wang! What do you want to say? ”
"You can say anything!" Speaking of this, Wang Su suddenly thought of something, so he said with an envious face: "I heard Wei Da say that you and General Meng Tianmeng are married?" Is he good to you? I'm really stupid, of course he's so nice to you that he likes you so much! ”
Wang Su said this and denied his own statement, and did not give Xiao Ling a chance to speak at all, but the obvious and incomparable envy on his face could not be concealed, and Wang Su, who only cared about his own thoughts, did not notice Xiao Ling's obviously dim gaze and more bitter smile because of his words.
In the following time, Xiao Ling finally found out that Wang Su was very wrong today, he said that he wanted to talk to himself, but in fact, he was always the one who spoke later, sometimes talking to himself, sometimes holding Xiao Ling's hand and talking non-stop.
It was in these self-talk and confiding that Xiao Ling knew that he had always regarded Wang Su as his eldest brother, but in fact, in Wang Su's heart, he was not her sister, he was silently loving himself in his own way, and Xiao Ling knew that he was also loved.
But Xiao Ling couldn't respond to Wang Su's love for him, even at such a moment. There is only one in her heart that has already been about her lover, and even if she is covered with bruises, she will never be able to get it back, and the only thing that can be given to Wang Su and Weida is about her brother.
This is not the Wang Su that Xiao Ling knows, Wang Su should be a man who is restrained and deeply buried in his heart, such words should not come out of his mouth, this is also what Xiao Ling is worried about, such Wang Su is too unusual.
Wang Su said that Xiao Ling was listening all day long, Wang Su kept saying that he was tireless, even if he was eating, he almost missed it, or because Xiao Hui and Ah Jing said that they were afraid that Xiao Ling would be hungry, and Xiao Ling also said that he was hungry and asked him to accompany him to eat some together.
After eating, Wang Su finally had a rest under Xiao Ling's persuasion, during which he had not slept steadily, Xiao Ling was worried that something would happen to him and never dared to leave, and Wang Su could only sleep peacefully when he held Xiao Ling's hand.
It wasn't until dawn that Wang Su woke up again, but this time he woke up and was not at all in the spirit of yesterday, as if it was a balloon that was slowly deflated, even a simple action of raising his hand to sit up could be said to be quite difficult.
This kind of Wang Su also made Xiao Ling believe that what the doctor said had returned to the light, and the worry that had been slightly dissipated by Wang Su's behavior yesterday immediately returned, and it was even more surpassing before.
Xiao Ling wanted to keep but couldn't come up with a reason to persuade the doctor to stay and treat Wang Su, because all the reasons she could come up with couldn't even convince herself, how could she convince others?
Wei Da, Wang Yuan and others also understood the doctor's meaning, everyone's faces were covered with mourning clouds, and Xiao Hui, who had the weakest ability to bear, couldn't help crying, but he was afraid that his crying would disturb Wang Su, so he covered his mouth tightly with his hand, but he was able to make a "woo" sound.
"Ling'er ......" A faint barely audible voice came from the bed, Xiao Ling immediately shifted his attention to Wang Su's body, Wang Su did not open his eyes, in order to be able to hear Wang Su's voice clearly, everyone held their breath, trying not to let themselves make a sound that affected listening to Wang Su's speech.
"I'm here, I'm here, Brother Wang!" Xiao Ling quietly grabbed Wang Su's hand and suppressed her sadness, but now she couldn't say the words of comfort, the only thing she could do was to let Wang Su say what he wanted to say, at least let him leave with less regret: "What do you want to say to me?" ”
"Ling'er...... You will be happy in the future! ....." Xiao Ling didn't hear what Wang Su said clearly at first, but he only heard it when he put his ear close to Wang Su's mouth, Wang Su just kept repeating this sentence, and no one knows how many times he repeated it.
Xiao Ling didn't know what to say, and finally couldn't help but burst into tears: "Hmm! I will, I will...... I will...... You also have to persevere, and we will be very happy when you get better! ”
Xiao Ling knew that saying such things now was just to comfort Wang Su, and at the same time, he was also saying a wish in his heart that was probably impossible to fulfill.
After Xiao Ling's words came out, Wang Su probably finally gathered the strength and slowly opened his eyes, from the moment he opened his eyes, Wang Su's eyes were even if they had been stuck to Xiao Ling's body, and he never left for a moment, and when he saw tears flowing from the corners of Xiao Ling's eyes, he was distressed and wanted to reach out to wipe her tears.
But now he is too weak, even a simple gesture of raising his hand has become difficult, Xiao Ling found out his intention, and immediately grabbed Wang Su is hand and put it on his cheek, and Wang Su gently slid his fingers to wipe away Xiao Ling's tears with difficulty.
"Ling'er, don't cry! I like to see you laugh, do you smile well! Wang Su looked at Xiao Ling and said to Xiao Ling weakly in an almost pleading voice, "I hope to see your smile and leave!" ”
Now, no matter what kind of request Wang Su makes, Xiao Ling is afraid that there is no reason to refuse, not to mention that it is just such a simple request, which is not a request!
Xiao Ling showed a small face to Wang Su distressedly, with a slight bitterness in the brightness, but it was just the sunshine in Wang Su's heart that made him feel that everything was beautiful when he was tormented by illness, and he also showed a smile. At this moment, he is also reluctant to give up on this world, even more than any other moment!
But he only knows that even if he is reluctant to say goodbye, it is time to say goodbye, this goodbye is what he has to say, and it is also the end of his life that comes to his own farewell to this world, no matter what kind of life he has, it should be time to draw an end!
Xiao Ling is just a ten-year-old girl, she should be carefree and innocent, but such a wonderful experience made her start to contact the various states of life too early, began to face death, and had to accept the fact that the person she cared about passed away, which is an opportunity for Xiao Ling to grow, but the price paid for this growth is too high.