Chapter 131: Particularly Shameful
He shook his head, Jiang Ruonan couldn't pretend to be another person like Cheng Xue to live.
With this girl's upright temper, she can't pretend to be it!
Think about it, if she listens to him like Cheng Xue, why does she still feel wrong?
Lu Zhenjun was helpless when he thought of this, obviously Jiang Ruonan had not lived with him for long, but from the beginning of talking about marriage to now, Jiang Ruonan's straightforward character seemed to have been imprinted in his heart.
The white head is as new, and the cover is as old as ever. One sentence completely describes the situation between him and his two wives.
However, he looked down and saw Jiang Ruonan as before...... For her, I guess it's a little worse. However, little girl, he is older than her anyway, be patient, wait slowly, you will always wait.
didn't expect this glance, but it just happened to meet Jiang Ruonan's gaze.
As a result, the little girl swooped down her eyelids.
What's going on?
Lu Zhenjun raised his eyebrows. Don't believe him?
He didn't know that Jiang Ruonan's heart was beating a little fast at the moment.
Lu Zhenjun: Is that an affectionate look? Especially when you say something like a promise, it should be a promise, right?
What does he mean?
Do you really want to live with her for the rest of your life? And what about herself? Does she want to?
Phew!
What do you think?
It's because she has never had such close contact with a man other than her relatives, not to mention that Lu Zhenjun is still the kind of man she already admires...... Beauty misleads people, beauty misleads people!
Jiang Ruonan slapped his face, then lowered his head and continued to walk.
"Hey, why are you walking so fast, waiting!" Lu Zhenjun was still thinking about the little girl's expression, and after a while, Jiang Ruonan walked away again.
He chased after him in a few steps: "What's the matter?" He reached out to pat Jiang Ruonan's arm.
"Go to the post office, let's go." Jiang Ruonan didn't look back, and his voice seemed to be urn-like.
"Are you alright?" Lu Zhenjun stepped over with his long legs, and walked in front of her in two steps, "Are you still afraid?" What are you worried about with me? Don't think about it. ”
Jiang Ruonan didn't want to look at his expression, and at a certain moment, she felt that she was particularly ashamed.
She used to think that marriage was trouble, so even not falling in love can be said to be afraid of trouble, and in the face of other people's cynicism, she will always ridicule her on the grounds that falling in love is a waste of time, money, and feelings.
But sometimes, she is still very painful that marriage is a trouble and a shackle, but to love and be loved is a human need.
As for her, because of her inferiority, she is not loved, and she has extreme self-esteem and no one loves me, so I don't need to love others, don't be sentimental, and I won't end up with a bleak ending of falling flowers and intentionally flowing water. Maybe just like that, I gradually lost the ability to love others.
She will appreciate all kinds of beauty, but except for the spring heart sprout when she was young, the later she goes, the more she enters society, the more her heart is like stagnant water.
She once thought that she would be lonely for the rest of her life, and she would never have the throbbing of love.
But now?
How long has she been in this world? How long have you known Lu Zhenjun? Why can't she always think about what she doesn't have in the face of him? Does she even have such a girl's heart?
What does she rely on? A young and beautiful skin? What a shame!
No, it's because she has come into contact with too few men, like Lu Zhenjun, who lives under one roof again, that's why she is so abnormal. It's not a heartbeat, it's just a normal feeling...... Yes, it must be.
How self-aware she is, don't start things that don't come to fruition.
What's more, she has always thought that when ten years later, she will go to see her parents in her previous life, the place where she was born and raised, and the place where she desperately escaped in her previous life, she remembers it clearly. She wants to know, in this world, will there be a Wang Lan born? If she could, she wanted to go back and hug her, she wanted her to be a rich girl, and she wanted her parents in her previous life to live better......
Thinking of this, Jiang Ruonan's heart gave birth to an indescribable sourness and sorrow. The charm that Lu Zhenjun had just now has long since disappeared.
"Walk well and go to the post office."
"Go ahead." Lu Zhenjun saw that her expression had returned to Su Rili's cold and mature appearance, and he was inexplicably unhappy, "What were you thinking just now?" He flashed to the side, out of the way, and asked as if nothing had happened.
"Thinking about home." Jiang Ruonan replied, "I'm going to send a letter to my family later, regardless of whether they send a letter or not." ”
"Are you still worried about the Meng family?"
"Hmm. I don't think they'll give up easily. "Of course, if the Meng family is really smarter, they should also pat their butts and leave early, so of course they won't be involved anymore.
Lu Zhenjun comforted her: "Don't worry, although the Meng family is powerful, it is not so easy to find out your family." "It's just that the Meng family has a lot of investment in Liangcheng, but in Lingcheng, it's hard to say what attitude and treatment a returned overseas Chinese can get now, and if you want to find out about the Jiang family, and then go to find out what happened twenty or thirty years ago, it's tantamount to looking for a needle in a haystack.
"Well, I'm just going back and reminding you." She hasn't told him yet, she has been targeted by someone and the rumors spread by Zhou Lezi have not been resolved! She didn't want the Jiang family to be targeted.
What's more, although it is not a strange thing for her to comfort herself that she looks like, but when Meng Dunru said that, Jiang Ruonan's heart is always not down-to-earth enough. Orphans or something, in fact, the identity is better faked. Is Jiang's father and Jiang's mother really have nothing to do with that Ms. Jiang?
Meng Yajun is right, she is only twenty years old, what can she know about those old yellow calendars? She can only hope that if there is really anything to do with it, and Jiang's father and Jiang's mother are hiding it, she will continue to hide it, and she will hide it a little better, at least not to have anything to do with the Meng family at this time.
When the two of them arrived at the post office, Jiang Ruonan searched for it, but did not find the letter, so the two of them were there, took paper and pen, wrote letters to the Jiang family and the Lu family respectively, and sent them back.
As a result, when the two went back, they found that there were letters sent from Jincheng and Lingcheng. Someone had already retrieved it from the post office for them first.
The Jiang family was naturally written by Zhang Xiaofu, to the effect that after Jiang Sanmei was confined, she had already separated from the Zhang family. Now she is planning to build a house, and she said that everything is fine at home, and she received the teaching materials she sent back, and Jiang Mei is going to school in the village school this year. Then he finally mentioned it, saying that Zhou Lezi had no clue, and they couldn't find out Wang Baozhu's house, and asked her what she should do.
Jiang Ruonan was so anxious, why did he only remember the Meng family and forget about this stubble when he wrote the letter just now? How to solve this problem is indeed a problem.