The boss sat down again and turned his head to look at me, "Actually, I don't dare to tell anyone, I'm afraid that others will laugh at me, but it's really uncomfortable to hold it in my heart." ”

I shook her hand and wow, how cool it was!

"I know you must want to know who my boyfriend is, I think you and Mimi must be able to guess, yes, it's Xu Hu." The Boss said this lightly, but I felt a thunderbolt ringing in my ears.

"Why? He hurt you like that before, why do you want to fall into it again? "Although I had almost guessed such a situation before, I was still shocked when I heard this sentence from the innermost part of the boss.

The boss sighed and grabbed me with her weak and boneless hand, "Yaya, you don't understand, what is his place in my heart, even if he makes me like this now, I still can't hate him." ”

The boss told me about her relationship with Xu Hu, "Yaya, do you know? I first met him when I was 14 years old, and when he was still in his third year of junior high school, it was a spring afternoon, and purple paulownia flowers were blooming all over the campus. The sun was shining that day, and he transferred to our class at this time. ”

The boss said that there was a faint flush on his face, "He carried a schoolbag on one shoulder, dressed in white, and stood at the door of the classroom. The sun cast a halo on his body, in fact, he was very handsome, and many girls in our class were whispering when they saw him. At that time, I thought that this boy was really a prince who came out of the fairy tale world, so clean, so handsome, and had a warm and pure feeling. And then a lot of the girls probably prayed for him to sit next to them. ”

I lay on the table and stared at the boss blankly, slowly being brought into the memories by her, yes, the boy in white who appeared in our adolescence like what she told us about would really make us girls have no resistance.

"And then?" I asked her.

"Then he sat in the back right of my back row, and there was a walkway between us, and at that time the teacher was talking about Song Ci, and there was a sentence that was, 'Yingying is in the water, and the pulse is silent'. I think it's a true reflection of my mood. He just sat there, and I couldn't help but look back at him, and after reading him, my heart felt like I had eaten pistachios, and I felt an indescribable sense of relief. ”

Two red clouds flew on the boss's face, "Then, I came up with a way, I bought a mirror and held it in my hand, through the reflection of light, to observe his every move, so that I can see his every move without looking back." Until I graduated from junior high school, my method was never discovered. ”

"There are so many tricks for women in love." I couldn't help but sigh too.

"When I went to high school, I was lucky enough to be in the same school as him, but in a different class. After school, Xu Hu always likes to play basketball on the playground. Do you know? He played really handsomely, and then I sat in the stands on the playground, in an inconspicuous corner, silently watching him. Sometimes I can even watch him play for more than an hour and stay still. ”

The boss's face was shiny like a beautiful sunset, "I felt really persevering at the time, I have been sitting in the stands, whether it is spring, autumn, winter or summer, holding the water bought for him in my hand, but every time I muster up the courage to send him over, I still can't take a step." So the water I bought for him was drunk by myself every time, I know that I am really not brave in this way, but I am really inferior, Xu Hu had a good family background at that time, good grades, and a large group of beautiful girls around him. In fact, every time I bought him the bottle of water, it was pulled out of my lunch fee, but until that day I vowed to give him the bottle of water in my hand, but it was too late, and a girl was already one step ahead. ”

"Huh?" I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart.

"You know what? How painful it feels to be to watch my favorite person lead other girls to school and after school every day, walk in the playground between classes, and go to the cafeteria to eat together. But I followed both of them like a ghost every time. The boss remembered his youthful and absurd behavior, and couldn't help but laugh "sneering".

"Later, he broke up with that girl. After the college entrance examination, it was rumored among our classmates that Xu Hu's father had been investigated, and the situation in their family could be said to have plummeted. After the college entrance examination on a rainy afternoon, the head teacher called me to get the admission letter, the rain that day was so heavy, there was no one on campus, I passed by the playground and saw a person shooting basket in the rain, I recognized it at a glance that was Xu Hu. ”

The boss's eyes lit up with memories, "I don't know where the courage came from, I actually approached him slowly, I watched him shoot like a fan: kept repeating, but not a single goal was scored, I was standing two meters away from him, and he didn't notice it." And then I saw that basketball flying straight like me, and I don't know why, I didn't even dodge. Then I hit my head hard with a basketball. ”

"Isn't that where you're together this time?" I couldn't wait to ask, but I didn't expect the vitality of the "gossip cells" in my body to be so vigorous.

The boss smiled and shook his head, "No, he saw me hit by a basketball and walked over quickly." Ask me if I'm okay, and of course I say it's okay, but the devil knows how much my head hurts. Hehe, and then I don't know if I was hit on the head by a basketball, and I blurted out a sentence to him, 'I like you'. ”

"Huh? That's it. "I felt a little bit of an incredible and faint sense of loss. The boss repeatedly saw my doubts, so he added, "I was thinking about it, if I don't confess to him now, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future." ”

"Then your love is quite brave."

"yes, and then he suddenly asked me, do you have any money on you? I gave him the only one hundred dollars I had left. He took me to the commissary to buy two 'Cutie Duo' and a pack of cigarettes, and we sat under the school gazebo, eating ice cream, watching the rain, he smoked one cigarette after another, my heart was pounding, I was disgusted with smoking before, but the smell of tobacco burning that day, in my memory, was fragrant. ”

Everyone says that girls in love, IQ is negative, I think this is really correct, I can understand that I like a person, I can't help but love the house and Wu, but what I can't figure out is that the smell of tobacco is fragrant.

"When the rain stopped that day, he rode me home. We left each other's phone numbers, and in September of that year, he and I boarded the train to the provincial capital. The whole carriage was as hot as a big steamer, and I leaned on his shoulder all the way, Yaya, you don't know how moved I was at that time. That was the day he said to me, let's be together. I feel like my world is full of flowers. ”

"But I don't think he deserves your comeback." Although I was moved by the story told by the boss, I still hope that she will not continue to focus on this scumbag.

"You can't understand the place in your heart that a guy you've liked for almost 10 years. I feel that the memories of my adolescence are gray, but all the memories with him are glamorous, even if I was deceived by him, even if you think that it is not worth it for me to fall in love with him, but at least this makes me have no regrets. ”

How deep can a person's feelings for another person be? is also the first love, when Shen Hanchang split his legs and came back to ask me for forgiveness, I was sure that I would not accept him again.

"Actually, I'm still very grateful to him, it was he who made me have no regrets throughout my adolescence." The Boss's words have been echoing in my ears. In fact, this sentence is still very reasonable when you taste it carefully, although Xu Hu has hurt her to the point now, but she has this relationship experience with him after all. But if he hadn't started this relationship with him, Xu Hu might have been the only regret of his adolescence, and she might have spent the rest of her life with this regret.

It's like looking at a person's purity as if it was the bright moonlight in front of the bed, but after deep contact, I found that he was like a rice particle rubbing against his clothes. And without this experience, it is like leaving a cinnabar mole in my heart that hurts forever.

The bus swayed around me, and I couldn't help but feel sad as I looked out the window at the yellowing leaves. "Is the departure of the leaf the pursuit of the wind, or the unretaining of the tree." Autumn is originally a season that is easy to be sad, just like after autumn, the lutein that gradually accumulates inside the leaves replaces the original vigorous chlorophyll, making people's emotions in the body no longer so positive and active.

The Zou family's mansion is a thriving scene, as if it has not been affected by this lonely autumn at all.

"Xiaoya." I was making up for Ning Han's class, and the old lady of the Zou family stood at the door of the study.

"Aunt Zou." When Mrs. Zou arrives, I'm sure I'm going to get up.

"Oh, you sit, you sit, how do you see that you have become thinner and thinner in the past two days, and the dark circles under your eyes have also come out, you have to be careful of your body." The old lady looked at me with concern.

I smiled and nodded, "Okay, I will." ”

"You can eat dinner here, I just told Sister-in-law Liu to make soup for you."

"Auntie, this is not good, I always trouble you." I'm really scared of meeting Zou Jialiang now, and the reason I'm scared is that I don't know how to get along with him.