004 The thoughtful gentleness of the man
My name is Yunyin, and I am an orphan, and this name was given to me by that person.
I always thought that I was an orphan who was lucky enough to be picked up by him, but it wasn't until one day many years later that I realized that I was not an orphan, and I was not lucky.
For the sake of that person, I betrayed the young lady who considered herself a relative; For that man's sake, I turned my back on my years of faith; I killed so many people for that man.
But even so, I don't regret it at all, and if God gave me another chance to choose, I would make the same choice.
In this life, if everything is unfortunate, then only meeting that person is the best time of my life.
Until I died, I did not tell that man what I meant for him. Still, with that man's intelligence, I knew he could guess, but he didn't tell it.
This is the person, thoughtful and gentle......
——Yunyin Chapter——
When I was younger, I didn't have any memories of the past, and on the street, I begged with the older children, and I had to give the things I wanted to my uncle.
Every day, if I don't have enough to ask for, my uncle not only won't give me food, but he will also beat us up.
Uncle said that this would make those people sympathize with us more, and the chances of asking for something would be greater.
And the truth doesn't seem to be the same as what the uncle said.
When I couldn't get food for five days in a row, and I could only shrink in the corner, and I didn't have the strength to return to the ruined temple, there was only one thing in my mind, and that was that what my uncle said was not all right.
"Little sister, would you like to come with me?"
Such a soft tone, the willow eyebrows that are more slender than a woman, the narrow phoenix eyes, and the flawless and crystal clear slender fingers.
This is a little beggar, like a heavenly being, how could I refuse at that time, and how could I refuse.
So, I was so hungry that I didn't have the strength to open my eyes, and I didn't know where the strength came from, so I took the initiative to take the person's hand and nodded loudly and replied, "I do." ”
"My name is Yun Yichen, do you have a name?"
"Nope."
"Don't have a name? Then take my surname and call it Yunyin, okay? ”
"Hmm."
So on this day, "Yunyin" was born.
In the beginning, he and I didn't live in the Yanwang Pavilion, nor did we live in the imperial palace in Eastern Chu. He took me to a place, a place dedicated to training guards and pharmacists for His Highness Ye.
My health is not good, and if I want to be a secret guard, I am not a good seedling, so he personally took me to learn some pharmacology.
It was also at that time that I found out that his health was not good, and his slender size was a disease, a disease that no medicine could cure!
On the day I knew, I cried, but he just laughed, smiled so ethereally, pinched my nose, and said indifferently.
"What is there to cry about, life and death are fateful, as long as you live with a clear conscience in your lifetime."
It was also on that day that I secretly decided in my heart that I must find a cure for his illness.
It was only after many years that I realized how naïve I was, it was a legendary Gu curse, and even His Highness Ye of the Eastern Chu Kingdom couldn't lift it, let alone him!
So when Ye Hebo appeared and said that there was a cure for him, I hesitated again and again, and finally violated my conscience and agreed to the other party's conditions, to be the internal response of their Northern Tiger Country, and poison the girl......
I had been with him for many years, and suddenly one day, he told me that there was something I needed help with, but if I didn't want to go, I could refuse.
But as far as I'm concerned, as long as I can help him a little, no matter how insignificant, I'm willing.
So with reluctance, I was sent to the Nanque Kingdom, just like the fine works that were sent to the Eastern Chu Kingdom.
However, the result was a little unexpected, I did not become the maid of the palace or any of the princes, by mistake, I entered Yeyang Mansion and became the personal maid of the then head of the family, Ye Yang Moqi.
He was very happy with this result and asked me not to contact him and the Eastern Chu Kingdom again, and if necessary, he would contact me again.
In this way, I did not contact him again for many years. I know that he is afraid of being discovered by Ye Yang Moqi, after all, this man is so keen, he may be exposed if he is not careful.
Wait, wait, finally after Ye Yang Moqi brought back a strange short-haired woman, he sent me a message.
[Protect her, don't let her get too close to Ye Yang Moqi. 】
I think it's strange to have such an order, but I won't disobey any of his orders.
So when I implemented it seriously, I found that there were a lot of people who protected the woman named Su Yufei, and basically didn't want her to bother.
As for Ye Yang Moqi, Miss automatically distanced herself from him, which made it even less necessary for me to interfere with it. But about Ye Yang Moqi's poisoning of the young lady, I reported it to him afterwards.
Later, in the attack on the temple, I failed to protect the young lady and let her hang.
Afterwards, I confessed my mistake to him and asked for punishment, but he did not punish me.
Just sternly told me that if something like this happens again, regardless of whether or not your identity will be exposed, you must take the protection of Miss as the top priority!
It wasn't until this time that I realized that Miss's identity might be unusual, whether it was for him, for Ye Yang Moqi, or even for His Royal Highness Ye, she was a very important person!
So I tried to protect Miss more carefully, in fact, it was not all because it was his order, it was Miss's sincerity that made me feel ashamed, and at the same time I wanted to protect her well, so as not to hurt Miss who looked strong on the surface and was actually gentle in her heart.
The young lady is very similar to him, she pretends to be cold on the surface, but she is very soft on the inside, and she has enough patience for weak people and animals.
This can be known from Miss's treatment of the White Tiger, and the treatment of Xiaoyue and Ou Mei.
At this time, I really couldn't imagine that one day I would have to choose between Miss and him.
And I finally chose to hurt Miss, and even the child in Miss's belly was also hurt......
That time in Fuyun County, when Ye Yang Moqi deceived Miss and said that he had slighted her, I really wanted to tell Miss the truth. But he told me not to say it, saying that the time had not come, so I endured it.
But seeing the ambiguity between Miss and Ye Yang Moqi, I was really scared. Miss is the key to unlocking his Gu spell, how can she be with Ye Yang Moqi!
Fortunately, Ye Yangjing even came forward, and she designed the young lady to be in the cubicle and heard about Ye Yangmoqi deceiving and using her.
Although I sympathized with Miss at that time, for his sake, I would never say a word for Ye Yang Moqi.
What's more, in the matter of cheating on Miss's feelings, Ye Yang Moqi had done something wrong, and it was indeed not worthy of forgiveness.
At that time, I was still naïve, thinking that feelings could not be deceived, and once the factor of "deception" was mixed in, it was not pure feelings.
But later, in order to save him, in order to get the so-called "antidote" from Ye Hebai, I also deceived him.
It wasn't until that time that I understood what kind of feelings Ye Yang Moqi had for Miss, and that kind of feeling, even if it was a deception, was deep love. And after the deception, it was still himself who was scarred......
After following the young lady back to the Eastern Chu Kingdom, it didn't take long for the young lady to get married to Ye Wangye, and on the day of the wedding, I saw Ye Yang Moqi, and I found that he was haggard.
suddenly remembered the conversation between Ye Yang Moqi and the princess the night before they got married. There is no "if" in this world, and "if you miss it, it will be a lifetime"......
Maybe this is the reason why the prince stayed outside that night and didn't let himself disturb the princess and Ye Yang Moqi's conversation, which made Ye Yang Moqi completely dead!
At that time, I found out that the prince was really attentive to the princess, and I also found out that the prince was really ruthless.
In this way, let the princess cut off every bit of her relationship with Ye Yang Moqi, so that they were not implicated at all.
In order to find a way for the son of Tianlong to awaken, the prince and the princess ran around the Tianlong Continent, and during that time, Ye Hebo came to find him.
When I found Ye Hebo that night, I wanted to scream for the guards to take him away! It is because of the Northern Tiger Kingdom that the princess and him work so hard, as long as Ye Hebo is caught, then they are not far from victory!
"Yunyin, you have thought about it clearly, I have an antidote to save Yun Yichen in my hand, do you really want people to arrest me?"
In a word, I froze all my movements, my mouth open, but I didn't know what to call.
Ye Hebo has an antidote to save him?!
"Yunyin, in fact, you should be the child of our Yehe family, do you know why Yun Yichen adopted you in the first place? It's because of the birthmark on your body, because it's the birthmark that the Yehe clan still has. ”
"Yunyin, think about it yourself, do you want to save Yun Yichen? Want to work with me? Do you want to come back to the Northern Tiger Country with me? ”
Under a series of questions, when I came back to my senses, I didn't know when he was gone......
So, is he so good to me, what he has done in the past few years, just because I am a child of the Yehe family? Is he just taking advantage of me?
My head hurts, my heart hurts, I don't know what to do!
Years of faith, overnight, were all overthrown. The feeling that the world was going to collapse made me feel helpless.
Perhaps Ye Hebo also knew how impulsive this matter was for me, so he didn't appear again in the half month that I had made a decision.
It's just that when Ye Hebo appeared again, I already made a decision, and this decision made him stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect that my admiration for Yun Yichen would reach such a deep point.
"Give me the antidote, you can do whatever you want me to do!"
Working with Ye Hebai, I always thought that this would be the most sorry decision for the princess in my life, but the least regretted.
It's just that when Yun Yichen's sword pierced my heart and ended my life, when I looked at his painful eyes, as if with crystal light, I suddenly regretted it a little.
It turns out that my decision made him sad, didn't he?