126 The heart is too big, and the hand is too small

"Where are you going?"

In the spacious and empty underground parking lot, Huo Siyan pulled Yan Xin, who was in a hurry, and seemed gentle. οΌ₯οΌ΄

Yan Xin struggled hard, grabbed his arm, shook it fiercely, and choked: "Don't worry about it!" You let go! ”

Ignoring her struggles, Huo Siyan made a skillful force with her hand, she fell into his arms, glared at the man holding her with red eyes, and said impatiently: "What do you want?" You should have known I didn't like you! Why are you pestering me without a face! ”

Huo Siyan was not angry at her words, his hand gently stroked her red and swollen face, there were five finger prints on each side of her fair face, frowned slightly, and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”

The obvious distress in his eyes made Yan Xin stunned for a while, and then he showed a sarcastic smile, "Huo Siyan! Do you think I'm particularly ridiculous? ”

Huo Siyan looked at her, did not speak, and there seemed to be something indescribable hidden in his deep eyes.

Yan Xin smiled and said willfully: "If you want to laugh, laugh!" You've seen the excitement you should have seen, and I don't mind if you laugh at me again! I just don't like you, I just like Gu Jifeng! Even if he empathizes, don't fall in love with that slut! ”

"She's your sister!" Huo Siyan corrected faintly.

"Sister?" Yan Xin asked rhetorically, as if she had lost her mind, and in an instant, her emotions became excited again, "Is there a sister like her?" ”

Clear tears rolled down her cheeks, slowly washing her face, and she almost hysterically shouted: "Sister will take advantage of her sister's absence to rob her boyfriend?" Will my sister collude with someone to imprison my sister? What a sister she is! What is she! Who knows if she's impersonating her name! ”

"Woooooooooooo

A heavy cry overflowed from her throat, and the long-term pressure finally made her break down and cry, echoing in this huge underground parking lot, which seemed extremely clear, and the pain hit the eardrums of the listener!

She squatted on the ground, like a lost child, uncontrollable and repeatedly complained, "Why is she? She knew I trusted her so much...... Sheβ€”why did she do this to me......."

"I don't think I'm sorry for her! I've never been stingy with anything delicious or fun! Why would she be like this? You say! Why would she still treat me? Doesn't she know how cruel it is to be hurt by someone she trusts the most? ”

She couldn't cry, her little hands tightly grasped the placket of Huo Siyan's clothes who were squatting down with her, shaking wildly, trying to find a reasonable answer, but unfortunately,. οΌ₯οΌ΄

He sighed helplessly, reached out and took her into his arms in distress, letting her tears wet his expensive suit, but he couldn't give her anything but wordless comfort......

**

The sunset is gradually setting, and the soft glow is gently sprinkled on the green grass, which gives the grass a layer of golden brilliance! Children laughed and chased each other, and many patients walked slowly with the help of relatives and friends.

The peaceful scene soothed Yan Ke's almost broken heart, and her running speed gradually slowed down, and her eyes inadvertently fell on a pair of children playing.

They held a small bottle of water in one hand, pinched the handle of the plastic ring in the other, and gently blew their mouths into the plastic ring, and the colorful bubbles in the sky flew up, shining brilliantly in the sunlight!

Those colorful bubbles scattered in the breeze and surrounded the two little girls, occasionally bursting, and exploding into countless Mercury, which was wonderful and funny!

"Xiao Ke?" Ji Ziqi caught up with Yan Ke who ran out, and saw that she was looking at the pair of children with a smile on the corner of her mouth, but there were crystal tears in the corners of her eyes, and she was so distressed that she couldn't help herself, and asked tentatively, "Are you okay?" ”

Yan Ke glanced back at him, and then looked at the children over there, one of the girls had stopped blowing bubbles, and one hand was vigorously grabbing the bubbles blown out by the other girl, and kept chasing, but unfortunately as soon as the bubbles touched her hand, they immediately burst.

"Do you think she doesn't look like me?"

asked such a sentence in a low voice, and without waiting for Ji Ziqi to answer, he said to himself: "I feel like it!" We are all too greedy! We always want to grasp everything, but unfortunately our hands are too small, our hearts are too big, and we can't grasp anything! ”

A colorful hollow bubble flew from not far away, she couldn't help but reach out and want it to stay, but unfortunately the bubble burst as soon as it touched her palm, and it fell apart for a while, and the colorful Mercury flew around, so dazzling!

She smiled, but there was a hint of broken brilliance in her eyes, "We all seem to have forgotten that foam can't stand the toss, although it is beautiful, it is difficult to have!" ”

"Xiao Ke!"

Ji Ziqi's throat choked, and he was suddenly speechless, such a Yan Ke made him feel uneasy, her eyes were too indifferent, as if she had seen through everything, but the thick sadness kept coming out of her body, entangled in his breath and his soul.

He stepped forward, held her head, didn't let her have any possibility of escape, and said softly, "Why do you think so? We may all have different abilities, but there is nothing wrong with us wanting to protect the hearts of our loved ones. Maybe we're doing it the wrong way, but who can guarantee that he won't make a mistake? ”

He stared at her seriously, and said word by word: "Xiao Ke, believe me, everything will be fine!" Well? ”

Yan Ke smiled lightly, as if agreeing with his words, stroked his bruised face with his hand, and asked with guilt, "Does it still hurt?" Sorry ......"

Before the words were finished, the tears fell first, and all of them seemed to be suffering an unjustified disaster because of her!

Ji Ziqi's heart tightened, and he quickly reached out to wipe away her tears, and said softly: "It doesn't hurt!" It doesn't hurt! Don't cry! Yes? As long as you don't cry, it doesn't hurt! ”

Did she ever know that her tears were always a wound in his heart!

The more he was like this, the more uncomfortable Yan Ke felt in his heart, avoided the hand he put on his face, pushed him away, and shouted in a distracted voice: "Why do you still care about me? I'm not worth it! I don't believe you don't know I'm really using you! Use you to get rid of Gu Jifeng! ”

She tilted her head, stubbornly not wanting to let tears slip from the corners of her eyes, but the feeling of being cherished was so good, she couldn't hold back her tears, no matter how she held back!

Ji Ziqi couldn't care about it so much, hugged her hard, let her pat his back, and said firmly: "I know!" I know you did it on purpose to show Gu Jifeng! But I willingly! Willing! Do you understand? ”

The four words "willingly" smashed into Yan Ke's heart like a lead block, and at the same time, countless touches poured out from the bottom of his heart, what a beautiful four words! But why did you say it to her......

Did he already know that she was using him? So why be so cooperative......

Ziqi, you are so stupid! What silly! Why isn't the person I'm in love with you......

She finally stopped struggling, put her hand behind his back, and muttered to herself, "You'll regret it!" You're going to regret it! I'm not worth it, it's really not worth it, chess ......"

"Nope! It's worth it for me to say! ”

She has been so cowardly since she was a child, and the few years she was left in the orphanage left a deep shadow on her, and she lost the courage to face everyone!

She laughed and made a fuss, giving everyone a false impression! makes everyone think she is happy, but in fact, she is just hiding her true self, just to find some sense of existence in front of others.

This is Yan Ke, a timid and humble Yan Ke!

She thought she was hiding it well, but unfortunately he found out anyway. From the curiosity at the beginning to the big discovery at the end, this process was long, and he was glad that the person who found her was him, not Gu Jifeng......

He is willing to spoil her and love her, as long as she is willing to smile at him, even if it is to take advantage of it!

Under the tall trees, men in white coats hugged petite women, hugging each other intimately, and the blue sky and white clouds became a foil, less than their color.

Many people stopped to watch, and some who knew Ji Ziqi immediately let out a burst of shocked exclamation, and then quietly left, unable to bear to disturb this beautiful scene.

"Xiao Ke, I never told you, in fact, when I first saw you, my eyes couldn't leave you."

The wind blew softly, blowing away the boredom in the hearts of the two, he felt her gradually steady breathing, kissed her forehead, and whispered: "At that time, I was just curious about you, and I didn't know what liking was." Later, we played together, and the adults often made jokes about us, and we all laughed at it ignorantly. ”

"I take you with me to skip class, study together, ride together, travel together. Your thin appearance makes me want to protect you more and more, I thought it was the machismo in my heart that was causing trouble, and it was my brother who was protecting my sister! But your innocent appearance also makes me more and more unable to let go of you! I just want to hide you under my wings and not let you suffer the slightest grievance. I didn't expect that in the end, ......"

He paused, as if self-deprecating and as if he smiled calmly, "In the end, it became like this, so everything is willing, you don't have any burden in your heart, okay?" Just enjoy it, okay? ”

I love you for me, it's none of your business!

How do you not understand it? I'm a dead brain, how can you die with it?

**

Yan Ke came back from outside and walked to Yan's mother's ward, thinking about what Ji Ziqi said all the way.

"Xiao Ke, I know that you have always known my feelings for you, I don't want you to respond to anything, nor do I want to ask you for anything! It's just that you don't suppress yourself too much, relax yourself, and try to accept it!

At that time, his hands were on her shoulders, and his inky eyes stared at her seriously, but she could feel a little more nervous about him, who had always been calm and dashing.

"I've let go for six years, so I regret it for six years, do you want my future to continue to regret it? Even if you want to, I don't want to! I don't want to lose you again! Give me a chance, and give myself a chance, okay? ”