Everyone has a pure land in their hearts, filled with the best time and the loveliest person.

——— inscription

Zixuan finally went home.

She's happy, and so am I.

She's happy because I'm with her, and I'm happy because she never asks.

We had a weird meal, strolled from Little Cross to Central, and all the way we talked about some idle and interesting things, she didn't ask me what my background was, she didn't mention what my identity was, and along the way, she kept talking about her life in middle school and college.

It turned out that what she needed was a listener.

She said happily, I listened carefully, and I found that I liked this way of getting along very much, relaxed, and natural.

The world is impetuous, there are huge crowds, and it is too difficult to find someone who listens to you carefully.

On the other hand, if you are patient, or if you can listen to a person's words with relish, it means that this person has already lived in your heart.

There is no doubt that inadvertently, Zixuan pried open the door of my heart and walked into the cleanest world in my heart.

I think she deserves the world.

At nine o'clock, I sent her home, and her routine was like this, methodical, and she didn't linger much outside.

Her family lives in the villa area in the east of the city, not far from Central.

I found out that in addition to the BMW 740, she also had a Porsche and Ferrari, and she drove the BMW to work, not ostentatious, but too low-key.

I learned that her brother, named Wu Dazhuang, was as his name suggested, a sturdy and burly man, who saw me at that time, and kept scrutinizing me, as if he was going to eat me.

I learned that her mother was the most respected sixth aunt in Longtan Village, an amiable old man.

I understand, it turns out that Zixuan is Wu Zhiyuan's little sister, and her scientific name is taken by Wu Zhiyuan.

Unlike other Longtan Wu families, she is a real little princess of Longtan, worthy of her name.

She is also the first batch of students to graduate from Dawn School, and she has been loved by thousands of people since she was a child, no wonder she is always a little coquettish and willful, but she is really kind in her heart, and she is also very peaceful and lovely to people outside.

I like her the most, that's it, there are really not many people like this.

I also finally understood why the fat woman used her so much, and also gave her a part of the shares, one is her own talent, the second is that she is likable, and the third and most important point is the huge network and resources behind her.

The sixth aunt wanted to invite me to sit at home, but I refused.

Zixuan and her family, for me, is a beautiful and hazy dream, just hide it in my heart, I don't want to be alienated from her, and I can't get too close.

As I left, I bowed respectfully to the amiable old man. Without it, because she is a great mother.

It is said that Wu Zhiyuan's mother died early, and the two brothers, Zheng Yong and Wu Zhiyuan, were actually taught and raised by this old man, not her own child, but she treated them as her own.

In addition, the two Zixuan brothers and sisters are four children, and she has never given up with such hard work.

And my mother, who was the only child with me, always regarded me as a burden, thinking that I had delayed her future, and on the day I left, I held her feet and dragged ten meters away, and she finally left.

I've been thinking, what are you going to do with me if you hate me so much?

She married her father, which was the result of the two of them, so why did she keep insulting her father as a waste? Is it because my father is an honest man?

Love, really sweet words and a big bed.

And I, on the other hand, am just a victim of their passion.

So, I killed those three women.

The night breeze was gentle, and I walked out of the villa area quickly by myself.

I suddenly realized that I didn't fit in here.

I'm not short of money, but I'm not as rich as them, and more importantly, the smiles of everyone here, except for Zixuan's family, make me shudder.

I'd rather face the miscellaneous dog in the community.

Finally returned to the pedestrian street, the strange old seven did not close, I fried a strange rice and came to the door of Xiaoxin's store.

It was a business place, and its name, like its decoration, was century splendid, and from every point it looked like it was full of nouveau riche flavors, ostentatious and vulgar.

It is precisely like this that I dislike a night club, very strange, the business is very good, although the greetings are very beautiful, but their dress, too little, as if they want to be naked, standing at the door, low and kitsch.

I carried the strange rice and walked into the "glory of the century".

Led by a welcome guest, I walked into a private room.

It's very spacious, but it's no different from other places, except that there are a few more things to have fun.

I didn't bother and lay down on the couch leisurely.

Unexpectedly, the flower label field disappeared, and this business field is still the same as before, and everything remains the same, nothing more than money, wine and women.

I couldn't help but be shocked when I thought of this.

Every inch of here, who knows what unclean things have been stained, although the flower label field was messy before, no one would mess around in the private room, but the business field is different, the surface is tall, but it is actually notoriously dirty, here, women, has become the most thorough toy for those rich people.

I always thought that love was a sacred thing, that it needed to be connected and that it was a human thing, and that it was just a place for a bunch of beasts to vent.

Pulling a chair and wiping it repeatedly, I sat down a little more at ease.

Not long after, Xiao Xin came, dressed in a short skirt and with a sign hanging from her waist.

When she saw me, she couldn't help but be stunned.

"Brother Dabao, why are you here?" Xiao Xin opened her mouth and said, subconsciously pulling her skirt, but she was wearing too little, no matter how she pulled, she still couldn't stop the pieces of snow white on her body.

I don't know why she is like this all of a sudden, at home, she can even undress in front of me, but here, she is like a different person, she is actually shy.

"Get off work early, boring!" I chuckled, "So I came to see where you worked, but I couldn't find any excuses, so I opened a private room!" ”

"I ......" Xiao Xin wanted to say something, but she stopped talking.

"It's okay!" I said, "It's just going to work, it's the same everywhere, I haven't eaten, I've fried a weird rice for you, you eat a little to pad your stomach, otherwise, it's not a problem to drink on an empty stomach all the time!" ”

Xiao Xin didn't speak, just nodded, sat down on the sofa, picked up chopsticks, and chewed slowly.

As she ate, she suddenly began to sob.

"That person last night, it was our manager, I slapped him at the time, tonight, he called me a slut in front of everyone, a few guests came, forcibly pulled me over, touched and hugged, from this to that person, kept pouring me wine......"

"You don't have to say it!"

"Brother Dabao, you say, am I cheap? I know what kind of place this is, and what kind of high is pretending, you look at others, I wish there were more people cheering the better, they are all sitting on the stage, and they want to make money, and they want to maintain their innocence! ”

"You can choose!"

"Is there a choice? Go to work in a factory, or work as a waiter in a restaurant? After doing it in a month, it's not enough to pay a month's mortgage, and it's not even enough money for someone else's lipstick! ”

"I'm also working in a factory, isn't that nice?"

"That's because you have your own house, you have your own money in the bank, you don't have stress! I just said, make money and make money, what kind of dignity do you talk about! ”

"I have a house, don't I live in it? It's not like you, renting a house! ”

"It's different, you're just here to experience life, I'm here to live! Do you know why I went back and took a shower as soon as possible? Because I'm dirty, but ...... There are some things that can't be washed off no matter how much you wash them! ”

I was silent, not knowing how to answer.

I could feel the powerlessness and sadness revealed in her words.

But what can I do?

"Brother Dabao, you write novels, have you ever read tear moles? Written by Mr. Xiuwen! Xiao Xin said with tears in her eyes, "Do you know why I said that even if I die, I have to die in the season when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom?" Because, the blue button is also like that, poignant and romantic...... Her identity is the same as mine, abandoned by the whole world, adrift alone in a foreign land, but in the end, she found her love, she loved really, loved deeply, and finally lost her sight, and saw her path clearly, although she died, but her boyfriend, holding her ashes, walked the road they walked together, in that cherry field, buried her......"

I was silent again.

Blue Button committed suicide out of despair.

Two lonely souls help each other, they are the so-called black households, they have been hunted by the police, and they have been chased and killed by the underworld, no matter how beautiful the cherry blossoms are, they can't carry their thin love.

The love of the blue button, sincere and persistent, is just too deep, so it has come to a dead end.

That is Mr. Xiuwen's best work.

But my work, this is not the case, Mr. Xiuwen's me, too cowardly, although he loves blue buttons deeply, in my opinion, is not worthy of her.

I'm me, and Xiao Xin is not a blue button.

"You're not her!" After a long time, I said, "You don't have to be her, there is no Mt. Fuji here, there are no cherry blossoms this season, you just have to be yourself!" ”

"Myself?" Xiao Xin was stunned for a moment, and then shook her head, "I don't know who I am for a long time, so I want to be the protagonist again, although, only in your novel!" I'm not afraid! ”

"Huh?" I raised an eyebrow.

"I'm watching the news!" Xiao Xin explained, "This month, three women died in a row, all wearing red dresses, the most recent one, just last night, died in the back alley of Nanma, when I saw your book, I knew, but I'm not afraid, I just want to don't let me die in a daze when the time comes, I'm just curious, do you kill people to write books, or write books to kill people?" ”

I looked at her deeply, didn't answer, and stood up.

"So, both?" Xiao Xin raised her head, wiped away her tears, and suddenly smiled, "It's good, it's good!" ”

"If that man embarrass you again, you call me, I'll go first!"

I took out a wad of money, gently placed it on the table, and walked out of the private room without looking back.

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