Lin Xin didn't care about the sudden silence of his younger brothers and sisters, his mind had already returned to before.

When I first saw her, she was not as bright and moving as she is now, although she could see that she would be a beauty in the future, but she was still a little girl at that time. Because there is a Lin Yue in the family, Lin Xin only regarded her as a younger sister at the beginning. However, I don't know when it started.,I didn't treat her as a sister anymore.。 Probably started when I realized that she was different from my sister.

They are military generals, although they have a mother who was born in a famous family, but after all, they have not been able to bring a few of them into literati, since they were children, they have been martial arts and guns, that is, Lin Yue, the female doll, although they did not practice martial arts like a few of their brothers, but they also did not learn to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting like a lady.

And An Ruyi is different, she speaks softly, often thinks about each other, is delicate and kind-hearted, compared with Lin Yue, Lin Yue is a wild girl.

One day, because he was too tired from practicing on weekdays, he was lazy to take his younger siblings out to play, and when he came back, he was punished very badly. So he hid in the corner alone and cried. It happened that afternoon An Ruyi followed her mother to see her mother. When An Ruyi came out to play by herself, she accidentally found Lin Xin, saw him crying, and didn't make fun of him, but sat quietly next to him. When Lin Xin saw her coming, she was embarrassed to cry anymore, so she had to say, "If you want to laugh, laugh." ”

"What's so funny about that." An Ruyi said softly, "Brother Lin is a man, he must have encountered something like this today." ”

"Let me ask you, is your father and mother strict with you?" Lin Xin wiped her tears and asked.

"Strict. I practiced piano, chess, calligraphy and painting all day long. An Ruyi said unhappily.

"I thought you were a girl, you were spoiled."

"Hehe, I'm not Sister Yue, she's still young, and she is protected by a few of your brothers, and she's still the general's daughter, even if she doesn't learn this, she won't be afraid." An Ruyi smiled, "It's like me, my mother often tells me that we are not from a high background, and if we can't even learn these things well, it will be difficult to find my mother-in-law's family in the future." ”

"Your mother's idea is not right." Lin Xin doesn't understand these sophistications.

However, An Ruyi didn't argue with him about this topic, probably at that time she felt that she was just a child. At that time, she changed the topic and said, "Brother Lin, but it's because the general is a little stricter with you?" ”

"Well, my dad was very strict with me, and he was kind to his younger siblings." Lin Xin always felt that this was very unfair.

"That's because you're the eldest son, the eldest brother. You have to protect this family and your younger brothers and sisters in the future. ”

When Lin Xin heard it, it seemed to be the truth. It was from then on that he subconsciously took on the responsibility of being the eldest son. But it is precisely because of this that when my mother wanted to give up An Ruyi by herself, she was so resolute.

Later, after An Ruyi's grandfather's birthday, because of her gentle temperament, she was very loved by her grandmother, so she stayed and lived for another year, and it was at that time that the two of them slowly developed feelings.

It didn't take long for this matter to be discovered by her mother, An Yuyan disliked An Ruyi's background, and didn't want Lin Xin to have any contact with An Ruyi again. At that time, he didn't fight for it, but his mother just didn't agree, and it was at that time that he clearly felt that it was not unreasonable for An Ruyi's mother to train her to be a lady for her marriage. As the eldest son, he was accustomed to following his parents' arrangements and trying to meet their requirements. So he didn't stick to it very much at that time. Soon, my grandmother sent An Ruyi back. When he left, he went to see her off from others. It's not that she doesn't know why she's in such a hurry to send her back. When she saw herself, she also asked herself, "Brother Lin, do you want me to wait for you?" ”

"You and I have no fate after all, and when you go back, forget about me."

At that time, An Ruyi should have been heartbroken when she heard her words, so she said, "Lin Xin, you are too calm, calmly consider anything, without any emotion, which makes people afraid." Fortunately, you and I have no fate, we leave today, and we will not see each other again in the future. ”

The more Lin Xin thought about it, the more sad she felt, she thought that it was right to obey the arrangements of her family in whatever she did, she thought that she had long lost An Ruyi in her heart, and she thought that they would never see each other again in their lives. It's just that when we meet again, it's already a matter of fact. Now that he's engaged, she's going to the draft. It's just that, after all, there are some people and some things that you can't forget if you want to.

"It's late, let's go back." Lin Xin looked at his younger brothers and sisters sitting quietly with him, and then spoke.

Lin Yue saw that this big brother really liked An Ruyi, so he was like this. I wanted to say a few words to make him happy, but he was also depressed, so he followed Lin Yi and left, and went back to rest.

"Miss, it's a pity that the eldest prince and Miss An are a pair." Xiu'er said as she walked.

"In this life, there are some things that cannot be perfected. Don't talk nonsense, beware of being listened to by someone who cares. Especially in the future, when Miss Zheng enters the mansion, she will have to pay more attention. Lin Yue remembered Wu Zihao.

She rarely remembered that Wu Zihao was coming. In the year after Wu Zihao left, only she knew what kind of life she lived, giggling and laughing during the day, living heartlessly. But at night, non-alcohol can't solve sleep problems. A year later, I felt that I couldn't live like this anymore, and if I continued like this, I couldn't stand Zihao, so I slowly walked out. Later, when I came here, I would think of him in the dead of night. Recently, I don't think about it often, probably since Mo Jinglin started to break into her life from time to time, and I rarely thought of Wu Zihao.

When Lin Yue thought of this, she struck a spirit, and she seemed to be getting more and more used to Mo Jinglin's existence. Habit is a terrible thing, once you get used to a person's existence, you will slowly become aware of it. That's not a good thing for her. She is really worried, worried that she won't be able to control her heart and fall in love with Mo Jinglin, in this way, if this Mo Jinglin likes other women in the future and marries her into the door, she will easily become a resentful woman. She didn't think she would be generous enough to share the man she liked with other women.

As soon as Lin Yue thought of this, he forced himself to stop thinking about Mo Jinglin.

No matter what Lin Yue thought over there, Lin Xin here couldn't control himself, he brought someone wine, lay in the courtyard, and drank alone in front of Mingyue. I was really young and ignorant back then, thinking that love was very simple, thinking that not loving was also very simple, so I easily obeyed my mother's words and gave up Ruyi.

"Big brother, I should call my brother when I drink."

Lin Xin saw that it was Lin Ping, so he sat up and ordered someone to bring tea to him.

"Didn't I let you go back?"

"Hehe, when I went back, I suddenly wanted to drink, so I came to you." Lin Ping drank wine and replied.

Lin Xin wanted to ask him how he knew he wanted to drink, but after thinking about it, he still didn't ask, obviously his mind was seen.

After Lin Ping drank a few glasses of wine, he said slowly, "Big brother, look at you, you probably can't forget Ruyi, but I don't understand, when my mother asked you to give up, you could have worked hard." Even if she doesn't deserve her identity, she can be small. ”

Lin Ping has never been able to figure this out, if his mother does not agree because of An Ruyi's background, then it is okay not to be a wife and a concubine. But the eldest brother gave up directly.

Lin Xin smiled bitterly, "If I say, I am reluctant to let her be wronged and become a concubine, do you believe it?" ”

When Lin Ping heard this, he didn't expect his eldest brother to think like this. Looks like I really like it.

"I naturally know that my mother dislikes her for not being a good background and can't be a wife, but if I insist, it is possible for her to be a concubine. It's just that I don't want to say whether I am willing or not, I myself am unwilling. She may not be a high background for us, but for others, she may not be. It's a young lady's family, and it's better to be a wife than to follow me and be a concubine. Look at those aunts in our backyard, what status can they have, and what status do our younger brothers and sisters have. I don't want her to live like this in the future, it's too wronged for her, with her heart, I'm afraid she will be unhappy. ”

After Lin Xin finished speaking, he poured another big sip of wine. The bitterness in his heart can probably only be relieved by wine.

"Sister Ruyi has never been married in these years, and I can't bear you if I want to come." Lin Ping sighed and said, "It's a pity, it's dragged until now, but she has to go to the city to come to the draft, if she can't be selected, she can find someone to marry when she goes back, if she is unfortunately fancied, I don't know if she can live a good life." ”

Lin Xin is most afraid of this, he can't help Ruyi, she is so tired that she has never married in these years, if she is chosen, with her heart, I am afraid that this day will be very unhappy.

"Ah Ping, you have a lot of ideas, can you think of a way to help her?"

"Big brother, do you think she might be chosen?"

"You haven't seen her, but now she is even more beautiful and moving. It's easy to get people hooked. Lin Xin remembered that when she saw An Ruyi, her heart beat uncontrollably, not only because of her past affection, but also because her appearance was indetachable.

When Lin Ping heard this, he only said, "If this is the case, I'm afraid that if she really enters the prince's mansion, the princess will also regard her as a thorn in the flesh." ”

When Lin Xin heard this, she was shocked, and she felt that she had to help her, otherwise what would she do, "Ah Ping, you must think of a way." ”