Hearing this, Shen Xianhe was stunned for a moment, but after a moment he understood.

"Have you already thought about it?"

Shen Xianhe turned his head to look at Meng Lansheng.

As if feeling her gaze, Meng Lansheng also turned his head slightly to meet her eyes, and smiled extremely easily.

"Well, I've thought about it, I used to feel that the court couldn't do without me, the people needed me, I couldn't leave, but, since the bell left, I had an epiphany, in fact, I'm not so needed, the person who really needs me is the bell, I missed the moment when she needed me the most, and now, I don't want to miss her life."

When he said these words, Meng Lansheng had an extremely happy and relaxed expression, without the slightest hesitation and entanglement that he couldn't let go of.

"My ideal ambition is to let the people be fed and clothed, I have been working hard for this goal, these years, I have given up a lot, for this goal to do my best, become not like myself, finally came to this position, I thought that standing in that position I would be satisfied, I would be happy, but, when I really stood in that position, I found that everything is so illusory, because what you think in your heart, and contrary to the superior, then this road is destined to not go long, I regret it, I regret that I only understand this truth now...... However, it was still too late, and everything was still ....... ”

Looking at Meng Lansheng's side face, Shen Xianhe nodded knowingly.

"That's right, it's not too late, everything is still in time, if the Daqing Dynasty is not Chu Xi in power, I think, you will do better, and you will have more achievements than now, but the current results are already the best results, the Daqing Dynasty has been supported by you all these years, and it is finally not so difficult, at least there are no people who are hungry, and the corpses are scattered all over the field."

What Shen Xianhe said is not false at all, over the years, Meng Lansheng's painstaking efforts to make these achievements for Daqing cannot be denied, judging from Chu Xi's single-minded efforts to gain power and not care about the people, how derelict he is as an emperor.

Fortunately, he has the support of ministers like Meng Lansheng and Huo Biao, otherwise, the people of Daqing Dynasty would have been miserable a long time ago.

"However, this is far from enough for me, I always feel that in the hard work, in the diligence, Daqing will be better, but I have forgotten, no matter how great a person's strength is, fighting alone will still be defeated, today's Daqing Dynasty, only by changing the world again, can we win the opportunity to be reborn, Su Nianjun's life experience I heard, originally, at this critical juncture, I should have stayed and fought side by side with you, but my heart is no longer here, continue to stay, will only drag you back, and I, After recognizing my own intentions, I can't wait to set off to find the bell, Xianhe, forgive me for my selfishness. ”

After speaking, Meng Lansheng turned around and made a big salute to Shen Xianhe, with an extremely apologetic heart.

Shen Xianhe hurriedly turned around and helped him up.

"You don't feel sorry for me, don't do this, my heart is very small, so small that I can't care about others, I only care about the people around me, when the bell left, I had a grudge against you in my heart, and I hate you for living up to the bell, now, you wake up and understand what you really want in your heart, I'm too late to be happy, how can I blame you, go, after finding the bell, help me ask her hello."

"Okay, it's just that the next situation will be more dangerous, you are pregnant now, and it is not safe to continue to stay in the capital, why don't you leave the capital with me first, and wait for the situation here to stabilize, will you come back?"

Meng Lansheng glanced at Shen Xianhe's stomach worriedly, although he knew that Shen Xianhe would not leave with him, he still couldn't help but try.

Sure enough, Shen Xianhe refused, as he expected.

"No, I won't leave at this time, I won't let him fight alone in this capital, I've lost too much, if I lose him, then, I don't have to live anymore, okay, you leave quickly, otherwise, later, you can't leave if you want to."

Shen Xianhe shook his head and said to him.

Looking at Shen Xianhe's resolute appearance, Meng Lansheng understood how hateful he was at the beginning, and he also regretted that he didn't understand how important the bell was to him until now.

Thinking about it, he solemnly made a big salute to Shen Xianhe, and this time, he took the lead in interrupting Shen Xianhe, who was helping him up.

"Xianhe, thank you for your help to me, let me change from a person who can be bullied at will to become today's Meng Lansheng, let me be upright to display my ideals and ambitions, if there was no you at the beginning, there would be no me now, knowing you is my greatest blessing, and, thank you for bringing the bell to my side, your great kindness, I am afraid that I will not be able to repay it in this life, now, you are in danger, you should have stayed, but I am really relieved not to get off the bell, I don't know what her situation is now, I'm really worried about her safety, forgive me for my selfishness, take care! ”

Shen Xianhe helped Meng Lansheng up from the ground, his eyes filled with tears.

"I didn't help you with anything, everything is your own step by step to get to today, I'm very happy, you and Bell are my most important people, now you have a lover and finally become a family, this is the greatest comfort to me, ...... in the future You have to be good, if you dare to live up to the bell, I will not let you go, go with confidence, Su Nianjun has arranged everything, I will be fine, when everything settles, you must come back to visit us, okay, don't talk about it, go, take care all the way. ”

"Xianhe, you ...... too. Take care...... When I find the bell, I will definitely bring her to you and the child! ”

Shen Xianhe nodded, and then watched Meng Lansheng leave.

On the day of Huo Biao's funeral, Meng Lansheng personally watched him enter the earth and settle down before leaving the capital with Meng's mother and embarking on the road to find the bell girl.

Shen Xianhe also changed into plain clothes in Qinyuan early, with a small white flower on his head, ready to go to Huo Mansion to see Huo Biao on his last journey, but was stopped by Su Nianjun and did not let her go.

Shen Xianhe, who was in tears, leaned on Su Nianjun's arms and roared heartbreakingly.

"Why? Why don't you want me to go? He died for me...... Can't I even give him one last ride? Why do you do this to me? I don't do anything...... I just wanted to send him off...... Can't you do both? ”

"Xianhe, listen to me, it's not that you won't let you go, it's just not now, Huo Biao's mother, she knows Huo Biao's thoughts about you, so she has a grudge against you, now, Huo Biao died because he saved you, if you go, she will definitely sprinkle her anger on your head, so you can't go, you are still pregnant, you can't make a big move, even if it's for the child, you can bear with it, I will find a way to let you give him a ride, but it's not ...... at this time."

Su Nianjun hugged the collapsed Shen Xianhe tightly in his arms and comforted.

Shen Xianhe, who collapsed, leaned on Su Nianjun's arms and silently shed tears, with incomparable self-blame and remorse in his heart.

Huo Biao's funeral was very spectacular, as if it was to reflect the scenery he was living in, Chu Xi attended his funeral with dignity, and hundreds of civil and military officials also appeared together, whether it was sincere or not, and no matter how the tide of the Daqing Dynasty was surging, but everyone showed a kind look on their faces.

Although Huo Mu knew from Su Nianjun that it was Chu Xi who killed Huo Biao, but because Chu Xi was the emperor, even if she knew, even if the enemy was in front of her, she couldn't do anything, and she had to make a grateful face to thank Chu Xi's Longen.

Although she hated it in her heart, it was for her. Huo Biao is dead, people can't be resurrected after death, and the living people have to continue to live, so for the last life of the Huo family, she has to hold on, and she doesn't dare to show the slightest resentment.

Because he was worried about Shen Xianhe, Su Nianjun did not go out to arrange the deployment today, but asked his subordinates to send all the information to the study in Qinyuan, and after comforting Shen Xianhe to sleep, he took the time to go to the study to deal with it quickly.

The day passed quickly, the night slowly fell, and after Shen Xianhe slept for a while, his mood was no longer as fluctuating as before, and he ate obediently under Su Nianjun's gaze.

Without a trace of appetite, she reluctantly finished the food in the bowl, and then put the clean bowl in front of Su Nianjun, and said inarticulate with the food in her mouth.

"Look...... I'm ...... Eat clean...... Isn't it...... Can you go and send Huo Biao? ”

Su Nianjun took the bowl in her hand and put it down, her tone like coaxing a child.

"Okay, but you have to swallow the food in your mouth."

Shen Xianhe immediately did so, and obediently swallowed the food in his mouth.

Looking at Shen Xianhe like this, Su Nianjun felt sad for a while.

"Okay, then? Are you ready to go? ”

After Shen Xianhe swallowed the food, he stared at Su Nianjun with blazing eyes, afraid that he would regret it.

Su Nianjun did not answer her words, but took the cloak that he had ordered to prepare from the handmaid on the side, and gently put it on Shen Xianhe.

"Well, it's okay, but you have to promise me that after you go, you can't have an emotional breakdown like in the morning, and after you send it off, you can completely let it go, you can't torture yourself, and live well,"

Shen Xianhe nodded repeatedly.

"Okay, I promise you, after sending him on the last journey, in the future, I will not be tormenting my heart with these sadness and sadness, I will live well with his expectations and Chu Yun's expectations, whether it is for the child in my womb or for myself."