Chapter 326: The Final Game (Medium)
"Yueyue, but I want to do this," Mo Xi raised his hand and pressed his chest and coughed lightly twice, "If I drag it out any longer, my results will only be worse than now, and it will always drag you to stay with me here, I think if I succeed and I recover, then we can also go out and walk in the future, we don't have to stay here all the time, if it doesn't work, the result will be death, the same result as what I am dragging now, but then at least you can be dragged by me for a few days,"
From Xin Yue, she heard that Mo Xi was short of breath when he spoke, and he was still coughing to talk to himself, so he reached out to help him caress his chest, "You talk too much, I know what you mean, I will think about it, you have a good rest, talk less, especially talk less nonsense,"
"Yueyue, I'm serious, you know that if I don't do this, my final result will either be death from illness or organ failure," Moxi said hard to understand from Xin Yue.
"I understand, but Moxi," Xin Yue withdrew his hand, lowered his head and spoke in a heavy and depressed tone, "I'd rather you stay with me for a while longer, even if it is a death in the end, I don't want you to die tomorrow or the day after tomorrow because you can't survive the medicine, I'm sorry, I know I'm really selfish, you're obviously so painful, but I just can't bear it, I'd rather you stay with me for a while longer, even if it's just lying like this and not saying anything, just looking at me like that, I also feel very at ease." I don't want you to die like that all of a sudden, I'm sorry, Moxie, I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't be like this, I'm sorry,"
From Xin Yue finally broke the agreement she had made, lying on Moxi's bedside and crying bitterly, she was really sad and didn't know how to choose.
Moxi didn't stop Cong Xinyue's crying, he just reached out and stroked Cong Xinyue's back until she stopped crying herself.
When Xin Yue gradually stopped crying, Mo Xi slowly spoke again, "Yueyue, you have to believe me, I won't die, I will survive, I will always be with you, Yueyue, you believe me, I won't die, because I can't bear you, because you said that I am the only person in this world who is rare for you, I won't die easily, you have to believe me,"
Xin Yue put away her tears and slowly raised her head, with a clear clarity in her eyes, "Moxi, I've been chasing you since the first day we met, trying to change you, I thought I could turn you into the way I was in my heart, but you never changed." I've resented and hated, and I've wondered countless times why he can't change for me, even a little bit for me. ”
"But today I really see that it's not that you haven't changed, but that you have been catering to me and protecting me in your own way, and what I love is actually you who have never changed. I'm even glad that you haven't changed now, otherwise there might have been no future between us, Moxie, it was your strength that protected me and protected our relationship. ”
Moxie's eyes flickered, and they looked deeper in the dim light, and he knew that this woman must have decided something, she was always like this, and she always had to say a lot of things before making up her mind, and she didn't know if it was to strengthen his heart or to strengthen his heart.
From Xin Yue's eyes flickering because of his words, he felt that the emotions in his heart could erupt from his dark and quiet eyes at any time. However, after waiting for a while, Xin Yue saw that Moxi did not speak, but was waiting for her to speak.
"Moxi, I want to say, you don't have to worry about me, I have become strong and can protect you, let me be your pillar this time, you can rest assured that you will hand yourself over to me, I will definitely take care of you and protect you, your decision is my decision, your will is my will, what you want to do, I will do my best to help you," Xin Yue said all the words in his heart in one breath, and then stared at Moxi silently, and after seeing Moxi's frown for an instant, he stretched his eyebrows and smiled at himself.
"Yueyue," Moxi finally understood Cong Xinyue's intentions, but there was no trace of joy in his heart, only reluctance and reluctance, "I never wanted you to be a strong woman, so you don't have to force yourself to be strong, force yourself to accept what you don't want to accept, if you don't want me to accept that kind of treatment, I won't do it, we will treat it slowly." ”
"Yueyue, I think you understand, I will support you in whatever decision you make, I just put forward my ideas, if you are afraid, we will not do it, you are here with me, let's take our time,"
From Xin Yue's heart, it is indescribably bitter, and to this day, he still only cares about her feelings and doesn't care about his own feelings. Moxie's words made Cong Xinyue's already determined mind hesitate again.
Moxi seemed to see Cong Xinyue's hesitation, and spoke comfortingly, "It's not that I don't care about my feelings, I just don't want to make myself sad, because as long as I see you unhappy, I will only feel more uncomfortable, why should I make myself uncomfortable, not to mention that I am like this now, what kind of treatment, the result will not be very good, so why should I be unhappy with you for this kind of thing?" ”
From Xin Yue's frowning, she understood that Moxi felt that she was the same no matter how she was treated, so it didn't matter. Cong Xinyue didn't want Moxi to give up on herself like that, "Moxi, I don't allow you to have such thoughts, no matter how you treat it, I just hope you can get better, and it's getting better and better,"
"I know," Moxie still smiled lightly.
"Moxi, since you have decided, I will go and tell Dr. Tong tomorrow that we agree to receive treatment," Xin Yue knew very well that if he continued to be treated slowly like this, the probability of Moxi's recovery would only get smaller and smaller, "It's just that there is one thing, you must promise me,"
"What?" Seeing that Cong Xinyue was very solemn, Mo Xi wanted to laugh a little.
"Tell me if you have any discomfort during the treatment, and don't endure it alone," Xin Yue stared at Moxi with deep eyes, "I can't share the pain in your body, but also let me share the pain in your heart, so that I can accompany you through this paragraph, no matter what the result is, I don't want to be an outsider,"
Moxi was just silent, he knew very well in his heart that he couldn't agree to such a request, what he originally wanted was to let Cong Xinyue avoid it when he was treated, and then let her go back to the observation room after the treatment, but Cong Xinyue actually took the initiative to make this request, and Moxi's heart was heavy.
"Moxi, you promise me," Xin Yue saw that Mo Xi was just looking at herself silently, as if she was thinking and seemed to be waiting for her to withdraw that request, only this time Xin Yue decided not to back down, "You said you would follow my wishes,"
Moxie finally smiled as if he had given up resistance, "Waiting for me here,"
"Will you say yes or not?" Seeing Moxi smile from Xin Yue, she hurriedly asked again.