Chapter 278 Sticking to the position of the left chest
The change in mood made Jin Yuxuan only feel that his home was becoming more and more deserted.
There was one less person, and it was so empty that even the footsteps echoed.
In the past, when Xia Qingya hadn't gone home yet, Jin Yuxuan had never felt so lost, let alone felt that there was anything wrong with being alone at home.
Because he knew that the man would return sooner or later, to the home they both shared, but this time, his heart was at a loss.
Jin Yuxuan understands Xia Qingya.
Knowing that this little woman's temper is more stubborn than anyone else, once she decides something, no one can easily make her change her mind.
She even left her engagement ring, how determined did she have to be??
For the first time, the wise and martial Young Master Jin was abandoned, but he still left a book and ran away, and he never even told him in person.
Irritably tearing open the two buttons of his shirt, Jin Yuxuan lay on the bed, not wanting to move.
It was as if I was soaking in a cold pool, and from the position in my left chest, there was a dull pain slowly spreading.
Bo'er, what happened to you? Am I so untrustworthy? You don't have any nostalgia at all??
How could this woman be so ruthless!
The relationship between them, how can you say don't want it?? It's so profound, it's almost all integrated into the soul and bone marrow, how can you let it go??
Jin Yuxuan's chest was surging with blood, and he wanted to question Xia Qingya, why did he abandon him, what did he do wrong!
Turning over and seeing the confetti in that place, and seeing Xia Qingya's familiar font, Jin Yuxuan slowly calmed down.
He would rather believe that this is a woman who is making a little temperament, maybe after two days she will figure it out, she will come back by herself, and tell him that she will never leave.
Yes, it must be.
Relying on such self-hypnosis, the man who had been spinning for a week fell asleep in a daze.
When I opened my eyes again, it was pitch black, and the sky had darkened for some time, except for the faint soft light of the street lamp outside the window.
Jin Yuxuan reached out to the head of the bed and took his mobile phone, only a message from Cheng Ziyi asked him to go to the old place to drink.
There was no other news, and I didn't see the contact person I had been thinking about.
Jin Yuxuan sat up slowly, and at this moment, he suddenly wanted to smoke.
Only the smell of tobacco can calm his irritable mood a little. In fact, he used to smoke occasionally, at least he didn't deliberately stay away, especially when he was with his brothers.
A few of them swallowed the clouds and spit out fog, and they would always hand one to Jin Yuxuan, anyway, Jin Yuxuan didn't have any addiction to smoking, and one or two would not hurt.
After being with Xia Qingya, Jin Yuxuan consciously didn't smoke, just because he didn't want her to smoke second-hand smoke.
Now that she was gone, he missed the smell of tobacco.
The phone rang again, this time it was Xu Jiafeng's message: "Brother, we are all here, you hurry up!" I didn't bring my family, if you did, I was afraid that my sister-in-law would be bored. ”
Looking at the words "sister-in-law" on the screen, Jin Yuxuan's heart was pricked by something again.
He still clearly remembered that when the brothers called Xia Qingya like this for the first time, her little face was crimson, and she nestled shyly in his arms, but the corners of her lips curved an arc.
Like a person, I always hope to fully integrate into his (her) circle and be recognized and accepted by the people around him.
So hearing that "sister-in-law", Xia Qingya was very happy, and she also wanted to know more about Jin Yuxuan from these brothers.
Now just thinking of the bits and pieces of the past, Jin Yuxuan felt that his heart was slowly throbbing.
It turned out that this woman had unconsciously integrated into his life, and without her, nothing was right.
Irritably, he brushed his hair with his hand a few times, Jin Yuxuan picked up his mobile phone and quickly replied to Xu Jiafeng: "I'll go over immediately." ”
I changed into casual clothes and drove to the meeting place.
Jin Yuxuan thought about it, this time of time should be regarded as a vacation for Xia Qingya, allowing her to be emotional, allowing her to be sexual, she can do whatever she wants.
Give her a month at most...... Oh no, a month is too long, just give her half a month, if she is still awkward by then, then he will have to get the person back anyway.
After making up his mind, Jin Yuxuan's mood was not so heavy, and his face improved a lot.
just entered the box, and Liao Yongkai's words knocked him back to his original shape.
"Yo, did you ask my sister-in-law for leave today? Are you willing to leave your wife at home and go out on your own? ”
Jin Yuxuan smiled bitterly.
I'm really afraid of anything, and the psychological construction that has just been done is like a balloon, which has been punctured by someone, how can I be embarrassed?
Laughing self-deprecatingly, Jin Yuxuan whispered, "I'm late, and I'm willing to be punished." ”
After speaking, he picked up an empty cup on the table, consciously poured it full, and when he looked up, the cup bottomed out, and when he put it down, his face was the most familiar smile.
Jin Yuxuan never thought that he would one day fall in love with a woman, and he was willing to go to the soup for her, and he would not hesitate to break his bones.
The only thing I want is to stay with her until I am old.
When I get along with each other day and night, I don't feel how much I love her, but after losing her company, I realize that love has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow.
It was as if it had taken root, sprouted, and flourished, occupying every corner of his body, all with the name of one person.
Even if you want to pull up this feeling, just a slight touch will hurt your heart.
The brothers were talking, smoking, drinking, and playing cards, and everyone was venting their stress in such a decadent way.
Only Jin Yuxuan, the more he sits, the more sober he becomes, and his mind is full of nothing else except Xia Qingya.
At this moment, he had to admit that it would be difficult for him to even survive without her.
The more noisy the surroundings were, the clearer the sadness and loneliness in Jin Yuxuan's heart became, he could only drink with his head bored, and the cigarette between his fingers never stopped.
It was Cheng Ziyi who first discovered that something was wrong with him.
"Xuanzi, what's wrong with you today? It's cigarettes and alcohol, you don't usually do that! ”
Jin Yuxuan shook his head with a wry smile, poured another glass, but muttered in his mouth: "What kind of wine is this?" After drinking so much, I was not drunk yet, and the more I drank, the more sober I became. ”
Several other people looked at each other, and Liao Yongkai came directly over and snatched the wine bottle away: "Okay, okay, it's almost done, don't drink it to death, this wine is expensive!" ”
Everyone here is from the past, and they all know Jin Yuxuan's temperament well.
Knowing that even if he encounters a big problem at work, he will not frown, and the only one who can make him care so much about such troubles is Xia Qingya.
"Quarreled with my sister-in-law?" Xu Jiafeng said the words without thinking.
Liao Yongkai rewarded him with a roll of his eyes: "How do you speak?" A good man like Xuanzi, where is he willing to quarrel with his wife? I think it's my sister-in-law's whereabouts, her temper is more unpredictable, and the two have contradictions. ”
Cheng Ziyi was completely in the tone of a person who came over, and walked over and patted Jin Yuxuan's shoulder: "The teeth will bite the tongue, how can the couple not have any friction at all?" Don't worry, there is a fight at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, just go back and coax a few words, the woman's ears are soft. ”
Jin Yuxuan put down his wine glass and leaned back on the sofa tiredly, only to feel that the crystal lamp above his head was very dazzling.
He raised his hand and rested it on his forehead, covering his eyes with the back of his hand, and his deep voice carried a sense of sadness and despair.
"My wife doesn't want me anymore, and the rings are all back."
As soon as the words fell, a few gasps sounded all around, and the other people all had ghostly expressions.
"Is it April Fool's Day?" Xu Jiafeng asked.
Liao Yongkai was also stunned: "This is definitely the most exciting news of the year, more shocking than Mars hitting the earth." ”
"Have you two been playing with spears to this extent? Don't make a fuss, you're ready to give red envelopes to both of you. Cheng Ziyi pretended to be relaxed, but his eyes were fixed on Jin Yuxuan's face.
Jin Yuxuan still maintained the posture just now, and the loneliness in his voice was distressing: "I was really abandoned by her." ”
Tut-tut, how aggrieved.
So, watching the lively crowd boiled, all kinds of divine speculations blurted out, but the ridicule didn't last long, because Jin Yuxuan was in that depressed mood.
The cold wine slid into his throat, not making him slightly drunk, but instead bringing a clearer and more bitter taste, just like his heart.
"I'll go back first, you continue." Jin Yuxuan suddenly sat up straight, grabbed the car keys and left.
He would rather go home and face the four walls alone than go crazy with her thoughts in such a place of sound and color.
After taking a shower and putting on his nightgown, Jin Yuxuan sat down on the rattan chair on the balcony, with a glass of vodka in hand, he rarely drank such a spirit, but today he was surprisingly wanted to get drunk.
The bitter liquid was swallowed down my throat, and I couldn't even breathe smoothly, and something seemed to be blocked in my chest, making it difficult to even take a deep breath.
The night outside is as cool as water, and in the late summer and early autumn seasons, the temperature is not high in the morning and evening.
Is even the air so appropriate? Knowing that he is cold in his heart, so he also cools down to accompany him?
Jin Yuxuan suddenly thought of something, got up and turned back to the bedroom, picked up Xia Qingya's ring from the bedside table, and saw the abbreviation of the two of them engraved on the inner ring of the ring by the light.
The big palm slowly tightened, holding the ring firmly in his hand, and making a clear mark on the palm of his hand, he was reluctant to let go.
With a thought, Jin Yuxuan took out a platinum chain in the drawer and threaded the ring into it.
Then, hang around your neck.
Looking down at the simple ring, it hung from the chain against his left chest.
No matter how far or how long you leave, you will always be in my heart, just like you never left, and only you can enter and exit here.
Even though you hurt me deeply, I still love you, love you deeply.
Jin Yuxuan picked up the ring, put it to his lips, printed a kiss gently and affectionately, and then solemnly put it down, letting it cling to his heartbeat.
Picking up his mobile phone, Jin Yuxuan sent a message to Xia Qingya, only a few short words: I won't break up!
It's really wronged to die.
His dignified prince will actually be "broken up", is that woman really spoiled by herself, so she will be so lawless?
Thinking that Xia Qingya might be at Mo Feifei's place at this time, the two women were chatting heartlessly, and there was a table of snacks in front of them, which was not as desolate as him at all, and Young Master Jin felt a little sorry for himself.
Took a deep breath, okay, if you want to be free, I'll give it to you.
But I'm not going to let you go too long, because I'm going to hurt, I'm going to go crazy.