Chapter 273: Fear in the Heart (Part II)
"I had a nightmare yesterday, I dreamed that you left me, that fear went deep into the bone marrow, I had nowhere to vent in the nightmare, I couldn't even scream, the pain of losing you now makes me can't help but break out in a cold sweat, Yueyue, I'm really scared, I don't know why, it's just an inexplicable fear, I'm afraid that the dream will come true," Moxi naturally couldn't tell the truth, and could only express his inner fear in the name of the nightmare.
"What's wrong with you? You've never been like this before, I haven't seen you so scared when I've been pregnant and left you for months, what's wrong with you this time, it's only been two months since you've been away that you're so scared, what are you afraid of? What is it about Moxie that scares you so much that makes you afraid that I will leave you? From Xin Yue, he felt more and more that something was not right, the fear in Moxi's eyes was not fake, what he said, his expression was not fake, so what was he afraid of in his heart?
"Yueyue," Moxi suddenly turned around and hugged Xin Yue into his arms, hugging him tightly, "My good Yueyue,"
From Xin Yue's heart was even more worried when she was hugged by Moxi, she even felt that Moxi's whole body was trembling slightly, "Moxi, what's wrong with you?" ”
"It's okay, I don't know why I've always been inexplicably depressed lately, sometimes I'm pessimistic for no reason, I don't know if it's the sequelae left by the injury in my brain, I'm sorry, did it scare you?" Mo Xi hugged Cong Xinyue and didn't let her see the sadness in her eyes, and tried to adjust her emotions when she hugged Cong Xinyue.
"Moxi, it's okay, I won't leave you, no matter what happens in the future, no matter whether you do something that makes me angry in the future, I won't leave you, don't be afraid," Xin Yue also reached out and gently hugged Moxi, and caressed his back, a little bit.
"I know, I just can't control my emotions like this occasionally, I feel very sad and sad, I feel like I'm about to be depressed, Mu Yachuan also helped me see it, but there is no way, this seems to be impossible to control with drugs," Mo Xi felt that he was much better, and he had withdrawn from the emotions just now.
"It's okay, if you feel depressed again in the future, you can think about me, think about Xiaoxia, think about your mother, if you can't do it, come to me, talk to me, like today, don't be there alone. Moxi, you remember one thing, no matter how many wrong and stupid things you do in the future, I will not leave you, even if you don't want me anymore, I will still follow you and stick to you, I will never leave Xin Yue again in this life," Xin Yue listened to Mo Xi's words and thought that when Mo Xi had not recovered his mind, he was often very pessimistic and often cried. I thought that Moxie would be fine if he recovered his mind, but he didn't expect it to be good. However, Xin Yue still felt that Mo Xi was weird, and there must be something to hide from him, but Mo Xi tried his best to hide it and didn't want him to know, since this was the case, Xin Yue thought that he wouldn't ask, just believe him once, and wait for him to tell himself in person one day.
"Well, I will work hard, I believe, we will be together for the rest of our lives," Moxi once again hugged Cong Xinyue tightly and pressed it into his arms, so that she could fit with him without gaps.
"Moxi," Xin Yue thought of what Moxi said before about wanting to find someone to come over, thinking that this might be because Moxi was worried that he would leave, so he wanted to know his situation all the time, and his heart softened, "What you said just now, if arranging a person to be by my side will make you feel at ease, then you can arrange it, as long as it can reassure you, I don't matter, it's also a good thing for multiple people to take care of me,"
"Really?" Moxi straightened up and stared at Cong Xinyue.
"Really, really, I agreed, you can send someone, but this time I want to say yes, I don't want men, only women, okay?" Cong Xinyue still didn't want someone to replace Mang's position in his heart, even if it was only a 1 in 10,000 possibility.
"I understand," how could Mo Xi not understand what Cong Xinyue meant, "It was I who did something wrong and killed Mang, I owe him a life, and when everything is over, I will 。。。。。。 ”
"Moxi," Cong Xinyue interrupted Moxi's words, he hated Moxi before, but now he can't hate it, Cong Xinyue feels that he is also sorry for Mang, "Don't say it, we all owe Mang, when everything here is over, you accompany me to find Mang's child, let's raise him well together and train him to be the best,"
"You mean, Mang has a baby?" It was the first time Moxi had heard this, and his eyes widened in surprise.
"Well, it's Mang's side, the woman who has been following Mang, she is pregnant with Mang's child, she also came to me, originally wanted to entrust the child to me, but I didn't accept it, I gave her a sum of money to let her leave Lanzhou City, promised her that when the child was born, the matter on our side was over, I would go to her." From Xinyue, she told Mo Xi what she said to Yin Si that day and the arrangements for Yin Si.
"Yes, I thought that Mang had no descendants, and I knew that I wouldn't scatter the money in Mang's name," Moxi thought that at that time, he didn't expect that the people around Mang would have children with him.
"Who did you give all his money to?" Cong Xinyue asked.
"His parents and you," Moxi looked down at Cong Xinyue.
"Me?" Xin Yue didn't understand why Moxi did this.
"Because apart from his parents, you are the person he loves the most in this world, I think he will definitely be willing to do this," Moxi looked at Cong Xinyue calmly, "Now that you know that he has a child, then you can transfer this money to the child in the future,"
"That's natural," Xin Yue didn't expect Moxi to really know Mang's mind, "I thought you didn't know Mang's mind for me,"
"How is that possible? He thinks he is well hidden, in fact, it seems to me that there is no silver three hundred taels here, but I don't want to say it, because it is not easy for him to really fall in love with someone, and he has experienced such an experience, I am afraid that he will never love someone in his life," Moxi did not shy away from talking about his opinion of Mang.
"You did the right thing," Xin Yue also remembered the experience that Mang had told him, "Mang told me about his experience before, and I also think he is a poor person, so I can't refuse him, Moxie, you did the right thing, Mang didn't follow you in vain,"
"Yueyue, you're wrong, it's actually my luck to meet such a good person as him, a good person who is willing to live in the dark with me," Mo Xi has always been grateful in his heart, only he has been loyal to himself along the way, and he will do it without hesitation no matter what he wants him to do.
"You are all good people, all good people who have chosen the wrong path for a while, I know," Cong Xinyue also looked back at this Moxi, at this time, Cong Xinyue just wanted Moxi to know his mind.
Just when the two were still snuggling together, Cong Xinyue's phone rang, the caller ID was Sun Hao, and when Xin Yue picked up the phone, he heard Sun Hao speaking anxiously on the other end of the phone, "Cong Xinyue, didn't you say that you were going to pick me up to supervise?" Why haven't you come yet, we're going to be late! ”