XXXI(4)
The ship gradually went north, because the fighting stopped, and the investigation in various places was not as rigorous as before, as long as you had a pass, you could travel at will.
It wasn't until she was in the Yongzhou area that Qiao Yunhua took Shen Qiangrose off the boat, and the boat in the past few days made her feel unwell, but fortunately, the nurse has been accompanying her. It's just that now her belly is getting bigger and bigger, and she has a lot of worries, and she doesn't want to take care of it, and she is a bumpy boat all the way, and her body is naturally much worse.
It was easy to get out of the boat, and she was already too weak to even speak. This generation is a small town, but fortunately, Qiao Yunhua is surrounded by many errands, and as soon as he arrived at the place, he ordered people to find a place to live and find a doctor.
He saw that Shen Qiangrose's complexion was extremely bad, and the weather outside was very hot, he was afraid that she would faint directly, so he ignored everyone's eyes and hugged her. At this time, there were many people who disembarked from the ship, and they crowded on the deck one after another, as if they were rushing to a market, and the noise and crowding were non-stop.
Shen Qiangrose leaned on his chest, she couldn't see his expression, she just remembered the scene when the two of them got along before, this little young master never refused to wronged himself for half a point, and there were a group of people around him, and they had always called for wind and rain. At this time, he was holding himself in such a crowded situation, and he was obviously crowded to the point where his body collided with his body, but he still held himself steadily.
Xu is because she is pregnant, and there is a lot of peace in her bones, even at this time, she is not as hypocritical as before. In the blink of an eye, there was a sea of people, people everywhere, far away, the green mountains were secluded, and the water and sky were the same.
The sun was scorching, but it wasn't as blazing as it was. After walking like this for a while, a few people got out of the dock, the town is very small, but there are a few bluestone streets in the void, but the flow of people is dense, most of them are passers-by from all over the world, carrying clothes and boxes and cages in a hurry to find the hotel shop.
Qiao Yunhua saw that the messenger sent out had not returned, so he glanced at the nearest teahouse and said, "Let's go there and wait." ”
Shen Qiangrose didn't want him to hold herself anymore, so she said, "Let me down, I can go by myself." The nurse had been with her, and she was not used to seeing it, but now she saw the opportunity, so she said, "Madame has had a bumpy journey, and it is time to take a good walk." ”
Raising her eyes, she saw Qiao Yunhua glancing at her coldly, but she was not afraid to say, "Right, madam?" ”
Shen Qiangwei sighed, she didn't want to struggle, she only said: "My hands and feet are numb, let me go quickly." ”
Qiao Yunhua naturally knew that this was a pretext, and seeing the crowds on the street, it was indeed inconvenient, so she let her go. Because it was close to noon, the sunlight was a little scorching, Shen Qiangrose only felt dizzy, and the nurse hurriedly helped her, pretending to pinch her arm inadvertently.
Shen Qiangrose glanced at her quietly, and then followed Qiao Yunhua into the teahouse. The hall was also noisy, the guy saw them, and immediately greeted them with a smile, leading them to sit in a window position, Shen Qiangrose was very tired at this time, but fortunately, the refreshments came up quickly, although it was an inconspicuous small building, a dim sum was exquisitely made, and even Shen Qiangrose, who had always had a bad appetite, ate a few.
The teahouse was originally a place where people gathered, and the sound of talking came and went, all discussing the current situation, after the assassination of Zhang Peiyuan, who was originally from Yongzhou, this area was captured by Su Ziyu, and now the troops stationed here are also gathered here.
Shen Qiangrose has not paid attention to the current situation for a long time, and after listening to it, it is also a mixed blessing, originally a few people just listened idly, but they don't know who in the crowd talked about the marriage between the north and the south.
It turned out that this morning's newspaper had already written that Su Huiyi would marry Gu Shiyi at the beginning of next month, which was a big event for the marriage between the north and the south, so it was talked about by the guests passing by the teahouse.
As soon as Shen Qiangrose heard the news, she actually broke the teacup in her hand, and with a "pop", the hot tea splashed everywhere, staining her all over her body, she was stunned, as if she couldn't believe it, and couldn't say a word.
Qiao Yunhua saw that she was so depressed, and she was afraid that she would be burned, so she hurriedly took out a handkerchief to wipe the back of her hands and cheeks for her, and the nurse was also frightened, and was stunned for a moment before she took out a handkerchief to wipe the water stains for Shen Qiangrose.
The tea who was hot ironed on the skin, through the thin gauze satin, made her feel more and more uncomfortable, as if the sticky little snake was lying on her stomach, she lowered her head to see her bulging lower abdomen, couldn't help chuckling, slowly got up and stood up, wanted to go out, but didn't know where to go, just stood on the road in a daze, looking at the passing crowd, some laughing, some bustling, bathed in the sun, full of vitality.
Qiao Yunhua followed behind her, also without saying a word, she walked in front, he followed behind, like a shadow, until the mouth of the alley, Shen Qiangrose turned around, and saw him standing under the gray eaves, the white shirt on his body was almost transparent white, the eyebrows were handsome and picturesque, a smile but with a bright and chic.
It's just that looking at her at this time, there is a look in her eyes that she doesn't want to interpret. She glanced at her eyes and said lightly, "I want to be alone." ”
The sun shone brightly, two people stood under the eaves, the breeze blew gently, and the air was mixed with the fragrance of camphor. Qiao Yunhua put his hands in his pockets, looked at her with a slight ruffian, and said nothing as if he was facing each other, and after a while, he turned around and left.
Shen Qiangrose looked up at the sky, the blue sky was cloudless, the breeze was gentle, and it was full of summer breath. She looked at it, but her eyes were still wet, and now she felt that she was not productive, so she inhaled hard. She thought about Su Huiyi, thinking about every word he had said to her before, and she felt more and more sad.
He is about to marry Gu Shiyi, the daughter of the Northland Patrol Envoy, they are the right family, she can bring him peace in the South, and she can also bring him extraordinary influence and achievements.
They can also have a lot of children!
She suddenly realized that she was far away from Su Huiyi's life, and even without these obstacles, her identity was not enough to match him. Gently wiping the corners of his eyes, there were many moods at this moment, as if he was comforting himself, and as if he was trying to persuade himself to accept it.
Reaching out to stroke his stomach, his eyes became hot again. The summer wind is slow and urgent, like a heat wave blowing in her face, wave after wave, she thinks of her brother and mother, and then thinks of her father, she has not thought of her old friend for a long time, and when she thinks about it now, she only feels guilty.
It was only from this time that I realized that I was wrong, so thoroughly, I chose the enemy's son without hesitation, and I was pregnant with his child, but now I am so unclear, I can't go back to my home, and I have nowhere to complain about my suffering.
And he's going to marry someone else!
She clutched the tassel on her shawl tightly, and even the green tendons on the back of her hand were clearly visible, and the hatred born at this moment still made her nose sour, and tears rolled down. It's not that I haven't thought about it, put aside the resistance and go back to him, to ask him why he wants to marry someone else, to ask him if he doesn't even want his own children?!
Ask why they have come to this point?
But she was born to be such a person, even if she is full of grievances, at this moment, she has a lot of freedom and ease, so don't see each other again, never meet again!
She wiped her cheeks, but she didn't think it was boring. Pretending to be free and easy, turning around and walking forward, the summer wind blows on her cheeks, as if licking, and like a mother's warm embrace, unconsciously there are many feelings and relief, yes, yes, she has to go on, even if it is difficult, she has to go on!
Qiao Yunhua was originally waiting on the other side of the street, and when she saw her come out, she walked towards her quickly, wanting to say something, but she only moved the corners of her mouth.
Shen Qiangrose didn't want to speak, but the two of them walked one after the other, there was no cover from the eaves at this time, but it was hot and uncomfortable, she was tired and hot, she couldn't help but look back at him, he looked like usual, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Go back and rest." ”
After he said this, he walked in front of her, as if unintentionally blocking the sunlight for her, she followed behind, silently looked at his shadow, and said after a while: "I really want to leave, just go to the north, buy a small yard, plant some flowers and plants, and then wait for the child to be born, and take her ordinary life." ”
She didn't say it loudly, but he seemed to have been struck, and he turned around almost instantly, with an irrepressible look of joy on his face, but he couldn't speak when he looked at her, and he slowed down for a while before asking, "Are you serious?" ”
Shen Qiangrose was afraid that he would misunderstand, so she walked forward and said, "When the time comes, I will trouble Young Master Qiao to help me buy a courtyard, and I will slowly return the money to you." ”
Qiao Yunhua looked at her back as she drifted away, and unconsciously hooked her lips and smiled, but she pretended to be serious, "Okay, it's just that I want to collect interest." ”
Shen Qiangrose just didn't hear it, although her face was free and easy, but this kind of thing made people feel uncomfortable in the end. What's more, she is still pregnant with Su Huiyi's child, and that mood is even more indescribable.
I walked all the way with a lot of worries, but fortunately, the place where I lived was not far away, and I arrived at the place when I walked to the street. It turned out that in order not to be noticeable, Qiao Yunhua specially chose a hotel with a moderate environment, with a color of Western-style decoration, and went to the elevator until the third floor.
Shen Qiangrose was already exhausted, and was helped back to the room by the nurse, and went all the way to the bedroom. The nurse saw that her eyes were red and knew that she was uncomfortable, so she said, "Madam, you are clear about Qishao's feelings for you, and there must be something unspeakable for him to do this." ”
Shen Qiangrose had already been lying on the bed, but when she heard this, she only glanced at her, and waved her hand weakly, "I'll sleep for a while, you can also go out to rest." ”
She closed her eyes, but she didn't want to pay attention to it, but her mind was mixed, but she didn't feel the slightest sleep. She thought about the unspeakable secrets, and now that she had escaped, she didn't want to think about them deeply.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that the window was open, and the leaves rustled in front of the window, reflecting the mottling of the place. It's like the old summer, the heat is unbearable, but it's gone in a blink of an eye.