Chapter 65: Venting
Li Shanqi and Chen Yixuan hurriedly got up and ran next door. Pushing open the door and entering, I saw Li's mother lying on the ground unconscious.
Chen Yixuan hurriedly took out her hand and dialed the 120 emergency number. Li Shanqi stepped forward and hugged Li's mother, her face full of panic: "Mom, what's wrong with you Mom, Mom, the ambulance will come in a while, you wait." Chen Yixuan stepped forward, grabbed Li Shanqi's helpless arm, and said in a deep voice: "Qiqi, don't do this, you put your aunt flat on the ground first, and the ambulance will arrive in a while." If you hold your aunt like this, she will be uncomfortable. ”
Hearing this, Li Shanqi hurriedly put her mother flat on the ground and waited for the ambulance to arrive.
Li Shanqi's face was flustered, her mother's illness was like a bomb, maybe it would explode at any time. Chen Yixuan stepped forward to hug Li Shanqi's body, and her face was also heavy: "Auntie is so good, don't be too anxious." ”
Downstairs, like the sound of an ambulance, Chen Yixuan hurriedly walked to the door and opened the door.
Because of the sound of the ambulance, the residents of the nearby floors came out. The sound of discussion sounded in the hallway, but no one stepped forward to help.
This is the warmth and coldness of human feelings, Chen Yixuan's cold eyes swept over these people, she really saw too much about this society.
"Here, hurry up." Chen Yixuan beckoned to the first responders.
Mother Li's situation fairy doesn't know what is going on, so she can only race against time.
The first responder held a stretcher and waved to the person behind him: "Hurry up, hurry." ”
After a busy job, Li's mother was sent to the rescue room. Outside the door, Li Shanqi's face was calm, but Chen Yixuan was waiting, she was holding back. As long as that nerve is broken, Li Shanqi will definitely collapse.
During the operation, the three words were lit up in a red light, and the doctor was fighting against death in the operating room. Chen Yixuan accompanied Li Shanqi to stand outside the door, with a pious face.
"Xuanxuan." A familiar voice sounded behind him, Chen Yixuan turned around, and saw Zhao Litao walking over with a thermos lunch box.
"Brother Litao, why are you here?" Looking at Zhao Litao in surprise, Chen Yixuan asked.
Zhao Litao was also very strange to see Chen Yixuan in the hospital, and when he looked at Li Shanqi on the side, he instantly understood. Zhao Litao has heard of Li Shanqi, because Chen Yixuan lives in Li Shanqi's house, so he has investigated Li Shanqi. Now it seems that Li Shanqi's mother is sick and is still undergoing surgery.
Zhao Litao showed a trace of bitterness on his face, pointed to the corridor, looked at Chen Yixuan with broken eyes, and asked gently, "Xuanxuan, can you go there with me?" ”
Chen Yixuan could see that Zhao Litao was very unhappy, and it was estimated that something was going on at home, but now Li Shanqi couldn't do without people around her. Just when Chen Yixuan was in a dilemma, Li Shanqi reluctantly revealed an arc that was more ugly than crying: "Go ahead, it's okay here, there is me!" ”
The operation couldn't be over for a while, Chen Yixuan nodded, followed behind Zhao Litao, and walked outside.
It was already night outside, and the moonlight outside was good, and the wind was blowing with a warm scent.
It turned out that it was almost summer, and it seemed that I hadn't observed the scenery around me for a long time, and I didn't even notice such an obvious change. Hair fluttered, and the warm wind passed through, bringing up the corners of the skirt and caressing the skin.
Zhao Litao walked in the front without saying a word, and walked in front in a low voice, although Chen Yixuan didn't know what happened to Zhao Litao, but she knew that Zhao Litao was in a very low mood now.
After walking for a while, Chen Yixuan couldn't help but speak: "Brother Litao, have you encountered something?" Looking at Zhao Litao's lonely background, Chen Yixuan's heart was not very comfortable.
Zhao Litao paused, looked at the fountain outside the hospital, and his eyes were full of helplessness: "Xuanxuan, do you hate my mother?" For the first two encounters, Zhao Litao completely saw the contradiction between his mother and Chen Yixuan. Zhao Litao knew that it was impossible to reconcile, but now that something like that happened to his mother, he still hoped that Chen Yixuan would not hate her.
Hearing this, Chen Yixuan was silent for a while, and then slowly spoke: "Brother Litao, I have never hated your mother. She was not wrong and told me that our gap is really just love for you. You should find a woman who will help you in your career, not me as a down-and-out daughter. I'm not the one I used to be, the daughter of a rich family. If it weren't for your mother, I might still be sitting in unrealistic dreams. ”
Piercing the clouds and looking at the unknown universe, it was Wang Yulan, who completely made her see the reality clearly. She really never hated Wang Yulan, it's just weird, they are destined to have no fate.
Hearing Chen Yixuan's words, Zhao Litao was first overjoyed, and then looked lonely: "Xuanxuan, you know that I don't care about these all along, I don't want to find a woman who will help me in my career, I just want to find someone I love." Zhao Litao shouted at Chen Yixuan, his heart has never changed, why can't Chen Yixuan believe it.
Chen Yixuan has always known Zhao Litao's intentions, but can this change anything?
Looking up at the moonlight, Zhao Litao's emotions were very excited, but Chen Yixuan looked very indifferent.
After a long time, Chen Yixuan spoke slowly: "Brother Litao, my mother owes a lot of gambling debts, and I can't watch others cut off her arm." There is nothing left at home to sell, and the only thing of value is probably my appearance. And I sold my face in exchange for my mother's life. I don't feel at a loss, and, frankly. If it weren't for your mother, I wouldn't be able to see the reality between us. Between us, after our family is gone, there is no future. ”
Although Chen Yixuan has never wanted to admit it, but this is the case, if it weren't for Wang Yulan, maybe she wouldn't be able to become her current self.
Zhao Litao stepped forward and grabbed Chen Yixuan's shoulders tightly, shaking her body excitedly: "Xuanxuan, this is just your excuse, it's your excuse to betray me." Zhao Litao didn't believe it, he didn't believe that his mother had single-handedly destroyed his happiness, he didn't believe it.
Chen Yixuan thought of the child in her belly, waved Zhao Litao's hand away, and said with a smile: "Maybe yes, maybe not, why should I make excuses." I'm just answering your question, I don't hate your mother. I'm just a little emotional, and I used to be. Chen Yixuan looked at Zhao Litao coldly. No matter what it was like before, it wasn't that important anymore, and Chen Yixuan felt that she didn't care anymore. But there are still some regrets, the original green onion, young love.
Every time she talked about this issue, Chen Yixuan erected thorns all over her body. Stab yourself, stab others.
"Xuanxuan, my mother, did you look for you?" What kind of person is Chen Yixuan, Zhao Litao understands that if he doesn't encounter something, he will not be able to leave him. And from the incompatibility between Chen Yixuan and his mother, Zhao Litao can easily see the problem. But when did it start that the relationship between the two people became so bad, and he didn't notice it at all. I just thought that my mother didn't like Chen Yixuan, but now it seems that at that time, there was already a contradiction between the two people in the world.
Chen Yixuan looked at Zhao Litao, pinned the broken hair in her ear behind her ear, and asked, "Is it still important?" "Calm tone, calm eyes, everything is so calm.
It's just that this kind of calmness is like a heavy punch, slamming into the chest in the living room. Yes, what should have happened has already happened, and what has not happened has happened, so what's the use of dwelling on such a problem now. However, is he the only one who can't let go of the past?
"Xuanxuan, I just want to understand your feelings and want to know your pain." Zhao Litao looked at Chen Yixuan distressedly, his family was in the middle of the road, he was not around, his mother gambled and lost everything in the family. And Chen Yixuan has to go to school every day in order to help her mother pay off her debts, and her thin shoulders carry all this.
Zhao Litao understands Chen Yixuan, and Chen Yixuan doesn't know Zhao Litao, just one look, Chen Yixuan knows what Zhao Litao is thinking.
"Don't sympathize with me, you know I need sympathy the least." Chen Yixuan looked at Zhao Litao, the last thing she needed was sympathy.
"Xuanxuan, I just feel sorry for you. I hope you don't hate my mom, she doesn't have much time left. Zhao Litao said the last sentence heavily, but Chen Yixuan was a little stunned.
In fact, when she was young, Zhao Litao's mother was still very good to her, and she really treated her as a daughter-in-law. But a family is in the middle of the road, and her mother feels that marrying a daughter-in-law like her will not help Zhao Litao. As a mother's psychology, Chen Yixuan understands.
"Your mother is in this hospital too?" Looking at the insulated box that was placed on the bench on the side, Chen Yixuan's eyes lowered.
"Well, terminal cancer." Cancer, the current technology is not so sophisticated. Zhao Litao's face was sad, his mother had been very good to him since he was a child, and she was the one who loved him the most, and now his mother was leaving, he saw his mother losing weight day by day, but there was nothing he could do.
Looking at the pain on Zhao Litao's face, Chen Yixuan took a deep breath: "Can I go and see her?" Chen Yixuan wanted to take a look at Zhao's mother, which could be regarded as repaying her for her kindness when she was a child.
Hearing Chen Yixuan's words, Zhao Litao was very happy, and Chen Yixuan was willing to go to see his mother, which showed that Chen Yixuan really didn't hate her mother. If her mother recognizes Chen Yixuan now, then she may be able to be together in front of the door.
But thinking of his mother's situation, Zhao Litao retreated, he only thought that his mother agreed with Chen Yixuan. What if Chen Yixuan's arrival stimulates her mother.
"Don't worry, I'll just take a look and leave." She just glanced at it to see what the high-flying Wang Yulan looked like now, was this retribution, obviously she was still arrogant before, but now she is in the hospital and isolated.
When Zhao Litao heard this, he nodded: "Okay, I'll take you over." ”
Chen Yixuan looked through the ward and saw Wang Yulan lying on the bed, with a shaved head.