54 Madness and despair

As soon as he entered the door, Yan Xin's thin body pounced, he patted her on the back and comforted her softly: "It's okay!" Don't be afraid! It's not good for me to come back so late! I shouldn't have left you alone! ”

"Peak! Peak! I'm sorry, it's all my fault! If I hadn't insisted on going abroad in the first place, maybe not so many things would have happened later! ”

At this moment, Yan Xin was full of remorse and hatred, no one agreed to her going abroad alone, but she insisted. If she hadn't gone abroad like this, maybe she wouldn't have disappeared, maybe...... She won't have a chance...... Then they may have been married a long time ago, and there will not be so many twists and turns......

"It's okay! It's true! It's none of your business! These are all accidents! He comforted her, "Shall we go to dinner first?" Don't think about it so much! Well? ”

"Nope! It's all my fault! Scold me! Scold me! Tears slipped out of the corners of her eyes, she couldn't stop it anymore, this man had given so much for her, how could she reciprocate?

While wiping away her tears, he coaxed: "Good! Don't cry! Yes? ”

Yan Xin consciously sniffed, but Gu Jifeng frowned, just because the moment she sniffed her nose was also weak but with a stubborn face slid in front of her eyes, she couldn't help but be a little irritable.

shook off the picture in his mind, wiped Yan Xin's tears again, and deliberately teased: "Look at you, you are such a big person, why do you still love to cry so much?" ”

"Women should cry!" As soon as she heard this, she burst out laughing, and was embarrassed by him, so she pushed him and put on a unforgiving appearance.

Seeing her burst into tears and laughing, he was slightly relieved, "That's right!" It's all adults, Xiao Xin can't be like this anymore! ”

"Hmm!" She smiled and nodded, no matter who it was, she couldn't be so willful anymore, so people could take advantage of it!

***

On the eighteenth of January, Gu Jifeng returned home. At that time, it was dinner time, Yan Ke had just cooked a meal, heard the sound of the engine outside, and was overjoyed, and hurriedly walked out, but he paused at the kitchen door, bit his lip, and couldn't help but walk out.

As soon as he reached the entrance, he saw him enter the door. As soon as the door opened, the cold winter wind poured in with him, and she couldn't help but shiver. He glanced at her, expressionless, but she was overjoyed in her heart, and she didn't dare to show too much. Trying to suppress his trembling hand, he took his slippers as usual.

He didn't say anything, took it, and put it on, Yan Ke saw him change his shoes, stood in place and thought for a long time, hesitating and not knowing whether to speak.

She had never known that waiting for someone was a hard thing to do, and she never knew that it took so much courage to wait for someone to come home.

She didn't have the courage to ask when he would be back, let alone how well they were together these days! In the days when she didn't bother, they must have ...... It will be lovely......

She was obsessed with his every move, but she also noticed that there was something more in the eyes he had just looked at her, but there seemed to be something missing, and she was happy and a little apprehensive at the same time.

"That ......" she watched him enter the room and take off his coat, and hurriedly took it again, squeezing between her lips for a long time before squeezing out such a sentence, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Hmm!"

With a slight groan, her heart sank to the bottom, did she eat it? Also, he never lacks a meal! A tough smile on his face, "Oh! Oh! That's it! She stroked the hair around her ears and said, "Then you go up and rest!" I'll clean up again! ”

Turning, he hung up his coat, looked at him again, and hurried to the kitchen. The room was warm, and a thick mist rose on the glass of the kitchen, and the scenery outside was not visible.

Four dishes and one soup were neatly placed on the smooth tabletop, and two stacked white porcelain bowls were set aside, and they didn't have time to be brought to the dining table outside. Such a person's meal is not too rich, but it is enough for her to eat alone for several days.

In the days of his absence, she has been trying to fulfill the obligations of a wife. Grocery shopping, laundry, cooking, eating, washing, sleeping, everything went according to plan, as if he had always been there.

Even though she vomited most of what she had eaten, she would continue to eat the next meal if she vomited.

Only if you love yourself will others love you.

She always knew it!

She wanted to ask him if the company was busy? How are you doing? But after all, I feel that everything is superfluous! They never needed those fakes between them! It's always been real between them!

He went upstairs, and naturally she couldn't eat dinner, and as a few days ago, she still vomited after eating.

When she was taking a bath at night, the door suddenly opened from the outside, and she was startled, so she hurriedly threw away the shower and took the bath towel to cover herself.

Seeing that his eyes were staring at him, he was not at ease, and seeing his well-dressed appearance, his white shirt was open with two buttons, and his bronzed chest was faintly exposed, thinking of his current situation, Teng's face turned crimson, and he stammered: "You, why did you come in?" ”

This is the first time that someone has barged in during the shower, and even though this person is her husband and has done intimate things a few times, she still feels extremely embarrassed to be so "honest"!

"You, you get out!" Seeing that he didn't move, she tried to explain: "I'll be fine for a while, a while!" You go out first! ”

Who knows, Gu Jifeng unexpectedly hooked the corners of his lips, "It's okay, we can be together!" ”

The smile was a little evil, a little cold, and she couldn't help but shiver again. Before she could react, he approached her, and the momentum of the force hit, slightly stunned, his hand was loosened, and the bath towel quickly moved away.

The water kept flowing out of the shower, the sound of rushing water filled the entire bathroom, his body ached, he didn't have any strength left, but she could only grit her teeth, hold back the moaning that came out of her mouth, and try to relax herself, bearing a little bit of his aggression......

Tossing and turning, she didn't know how much she had endured, she could see the darkness in his eyes clearly, the darkness was not intoxicating, but clear! The clarity that frightened her! She didn't have the slightest idea of begging for mercy, so she let him vent.

His strength was very heavy, and she was unwilling to let go, holding him tightly with her hands, responding to him, with madness! Also with despair! There are some things that he doesn't say, it doesn't mean she doesn't understand......