Chapter 104: There is no life at all

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After the exam, I couldn't wait to come out of the examination room, and the first time I got the mobile phone, Wu Jiang dialed Zhou Ji's phone, but it was still turned off.

Wu Jiang sent a message to Zhou Ji: You also finished the exam, right? Where are you? When to meet?

Even though there are thousands of words, only three questions are simply posted.

waited until the evening, but Zhou Ji did not reply to the message.

At the end of the college entrance examination, all the students were in a state of excitement, and the campus was jubilant.

If Zhou Ji is also in the college entrance examination in No. 1 Middle School, tonight, what a happiness it should be.

There are no ifs.

Like an independent traveler in the world, Wu Jiang, who is lonely and unhappy, is incompatible with this cheerful atmosphere.

Wu Jiang refused the invitation of his classmates and did not go out to play with everyone, but quietly went to the classroom.

A familiar classroom is just no longer familiar with people and objects. She took everything related to herself.

Wu Jiang sat in Zhou Ji's seat, and seemed to be able to feel the only thing she had left.

Her breath.

Countless times, in class, I always look at her back and wander, my gaze is fixed, and I am often captured by the teacher.

Sometimes, she will also turn back, and the moment she looks back and smiles, the two of them will definitely meet their eyes, and the teasing smile on her face always makes Zhou Ji shy and panicked.

My own rhetoric is, I look at the front of the right, and you look back at me deliberately.

Wu Jiang's heart was incomparably soft.

He remembered Zhou Ji's bits and pieces, her voice and smile, and the scenes replayed in front of him.

He missed her so much.

Wondering about her situation.

I want to ask her how she did in the exam.

I want to have a good chat with her.

I wanted to hold her in my arms.

The tips of her hair, with a faint fragrance, always intoxicate her.

At that moment, Wu Jiang suddenly felt so tired, and sent a message to Zhou Ji with tears: Where are you? DJI misses you so much, tonight, I will sit in your seat until dawn.

Wu Jiang's heart was so painful that his whole body collapsed, and he let his tears flow wantonly.

Yes, he was still a child, always so simple, childish, and willful.

He didn't doubt Zhou Ji's body at all, so he felt particularly wronged and a little angry.

Wu Jiang went from crying silently to crying.

The huge classroom was filled with mournful cries.

I endured it for so long, and it was so hard to endure.

He is like an abandoned child, a child who has been greatly wronged.

Tired and sleepy, Wu Jiang fell asleep on Zhou Ji's seat.

The phone rang.

It was already the next morning.

Wu Jiang, who was woken up by the ringing, was still confused, and when he saw that it was Zhou Ji's number, he thought it was an illusion or a dream, but he didn't dare to answer it.

Listening to the bell ringing all the time, Wu Jiang was sure that it was true, pressed his beating heart, and couldn't wait for the other party to speak after connecting, his voice was already trembling, and he was incoherent: "Where are you, where are you?" Sister. ”

That sister was crying and shouting.

With endless grievances.

And resentment.

You've finally found DJI.

The other party spoke in a male voice: "It's Wu Jiang, right?" ”

Wu Jiang didn't need to confirm again whether the other party had made a mistake, because Zhou Ji's number was memorized by himself, but it was not Zhou Ji, which made Wu Jiang instantly disappointed and a little confused: "I'm Wu Jiang, are you?" ”

The other party: "I'm Zhou Ji's father." ”

The voice was a little low and hoarse.

Wu Jiang asked uncertainly, "Uncle?" ”

Other: "It's me." Where are you now? ”

Because of his excitement, Wu Jiang's words did not reach the meaning: "I'm at school, no, I'm in the classroom." ”

Zhou Ji's father said, "You come to Jiangyi People's Hospital immediately, I'll wait for you at the door." ”

Hearing the People's Hospital, Wu Jiang's heart lifted, and he was instantly filled with fear: "Uncle, yes, what's the matter?" ”

Zhou Ji's father didn't answer, but just said, "Come here, you'll know when you come." ”

Wu Jiang jumped up, the stool overturned, and his thigh hit the desk hard, but he was unconscious.

Because he got up too fast, the tense exams for days and the fact that he didn't sleep all night last night, Wu Jiang stumbled and almost fainted, but he immediately rushed out of the classroom and rushed to the people's hospital.

Wu Jiang's mind was blank at the moment, and he vaguely felt that it must be related to Zhou Ji.

Zhou Ji's father called Wu Jiang and saw the end number of the mobile phone 13, and everything understood. remembered that when Zhou Ji bought a new mobile phone and went home, she also said how she chose the tail number 14. The two children started falling in love in the first year of high school, because they bought a mobile phone in the first semester of high school.

Standing at the door of the hospital, Zhou Ji's father saw Wu Jiang who was rushing all the way.

Wu Jiang was sweating profusely and panting, seeing that Zhou Ji's father was already the same as the last time he saw him, and he was much older.

Wu Jiang was frightened and frightened, only called out to uncle, and then couldn't say any more.

In fact, at that moment, what Wu Jiang wanted to ask most was Zhou Ji, but he couldn't say a word, just looked at Zhou Ji's father with a panicked and expectant expression.

Zhou Ji's father gently patted Wu Jiang on the shoulder, and his voice was hoarse: "I'll take you to see Zhou Zhou." ”

Sure enough, it was Zhou Ji.

Wu Jiang's legs were weak, and there seemed to be a breath in his chest, he couldn't lift it, and he couldn't speak, standing in place, he couldn't even move his feet.

Zhou Ji's father turned around, looked at the child in front of him who was pale and immobile due to fright, and gently pulled him: "Let's go." ”

This boy is the person Zhou Zhou loves deeply, and he is also the person Zhou Zhou wants to see the most now.

Zhou Zhou was in a coma several times, but he stubbornly survived, perhaps, just to see this boy.

Wu Jiang mechanically followed Zhou Ji's father inside. But I knew in my heart that Zhou Ji must be sick.

When the elevator reached the 11th floor, Wu Jiang saw that the floor marked the oncology department, his heart was sinking, and he weakly grabbed Zhou Ji's father's hand, and his voice was already choked: "Uncle......"

Zhou Ji's father paused slightly, couldn't bear to look at Wu Jiang's eyes full of fear and helplessness, and gently patted his hand with his other hand, but didn't say anything, just walked forward.

Standing at the door of the intensive care unit, Wu Jiang's feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he couldn't move it anymore, and the whole person seemed to faint.

The door opened, and Wu Jiang saw Zhou Ji lying on the hospital bed.

She was dressed in a striped hospital gown and appeared to be asleep. Zhou Ji's father lowered his head and whispered something to her.

There is a subtle tug at the corner of the mouth, which is a smile.

For the past few days, she has been asleep, and her dreams are dim and foggy.

In the dream, she had been walking and was very tired, but she couldn't see Wu Jiang. She knew that Wu Jiang must be looking for her, and her strong desire to survive made her insist on going on. She was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes.

She heard her father's soft call, and heard Wu Jiang's name, the name of the boy who worried her day and night.

This boy is the biggest motivation to support himself to go on.

She finally stepped out of the darkness into the sunlight and slowly opened her eyes.

She saw Wu Jiang, the young man who had been thinking about her for a long time, with a pair of frightened eyes, looking at herself, smiling slightly.

Messy long hair, black beard, black T-shirt, black jeans, there is a trace of vicissitudes that a boy of this age should not have.

still remembers the first time they met, he also smiled like this, with a hint of shyness.

Zhou Ji's heart swelled with sadness, he was so good, but he was about to leave him.

Fear instantly occupied Zhou Ji's heart, and she endured it and smiled.

Xiao Jiang is here, and he is finally here.

I finally waited for him.

I must smile at his arrival.

Wu Jiang rushed over quickly and held Zhou Ji's hand: "What's wrong with you?" ”

After saying only one sentence, the army collapsed.

He trembled so much that he leaned down to get closer to Zhou Ji, desperately enduring it and not letting the tears fall.

Zhou Ji smiled poignantly: "Xiaojiang, you're here." ”

A pair of beautiful eyes, looking at Wu Jiang extremely gently, the first question he cared about was the college entrance examination: "How did you take the exam?" ”

Wu Jiang nodded vigorously: "Well, well, it's good." ”

Zhou Ji's smile was even more obvious: "Well, that's awesome." ”

Then he slowly raised his hand and gently stroked his face: "You are thin." ”

Zhou Ji spit out slowly, a little panting, and gently combed Wu Jiang's sideburns with his fingers: "The hair is so long." ”

The weak and boneless hand slipped from between the hair and slowly swept across Wu Jiang's chin: "Why don't you shave?" ”

DJI, I'm sorry, you must have gone through a painful ordeal.

Wu Jiang was frightened by Zhou Ji's appearance, just choked up, couldn't say a word, stared at Zhou Ji without blinking, and rubbed his face against her thin hand, and then grabbed it hard, afraid that as soon as he let go of it, Zhou Ji would disappear.

You're sick and so close to me, but I don't know it.

I thought you didn't want me anymore, I missed you so much, every day, every moment.

I blame you for not saying goodbye.

Sister, I will never let go of your hand again.

A thousand words, there is no way to speak.

Zhou Ji's father walked out quietly, not wanting to disturb the world of the two children.

Zhou Ji's tears could no longer be stopped: "I suddenly can't remember what you look like, I can't go to heaven like this, when I miss you, I can't remember your appearance, I am very sad in heaven." ”

You are so cruel, you just said the word heaven so directly.

She is also a child, and the three-month experience has made Zhou Ji know her physical condition, and she almost collapsed. I fought so hard against the disease, in fact, just to wait for the college entrance examination to finish and see Wu Jiang.

As soon as she saw Wu Jiang, Zhou Ji's thoughts were confused, she just said her truest heart, and she didn't think about the words at all.

Zhou Ji spoke very slowly, and after speaking, his panting became heavier. A pair of beautiful eyes, no longer looking forward to circulation, just looking at Wu Jiang blankly.

I'm leaving, I can't be with you anymore, I just want to see you and remember what you look like.

Looking at Zhou Ji, whose face was like white paper on the hospital bed, and said the word heaven, Wu Jiang's heart seemed to be torn apart, and his chest seemed to be blocked, unable to breathe.

How can it be? What happened to Zhou Ji? The last time they were together, she was still so radiant.

Wu Jiang wanted to see Zhou Ji at the beginning.

At the opening ceremony, Zhou Ji wore a red dress, innocent and beautiful, and he fell in love with her at first sight.

It's only been a few months now, how could she be so sick?

Wu Jiang lowered his head and looked at Zhou Ji.

Three months after Zhou Ji evaporated from the world, he saw the girl he had been dreaming of again.

Gently rubbing her pale face, his heart beat hard, just like the first time under the plane tree, gently holding Zhou Ji into his arms, throbbing and trembling.

Wu Jiang looked gentle, deliberately not asking about Zhou Ji's condition, as if he didn't want to spoil the warmth at the moment: "We will be fine, and we will never be separated again." ”

Such a gentle DJI, he will never see him again.

Zhou Ji couldn't help crying, he endured a trace of redness on his originally pale face, his eyes stared at Wu Jiang for a moment, he had to remember his appearance, and his heart was soft, warm, and sweet.

The smile on his face is like a bright firework, soft and rippling.

DJI, remember what I am now, I am very happy and happy to meet you.

She really couldn't stand Wu Jiang's sad eyes, and she couldn't stand him being sad.

Zhou Ji didn't say anything about her illness, she didn't want to say it from her mouth at the last moment of her life, that would be too cruel to Wu Jiang.

She didn't want to let herself see Wu Jiang's sad appearance, although before, now, she imagined how sad he would be if she left.

Zhou Ji took out one thing, which was a plastic student photo, childish, beautiful, and pure.

Wu Jiang seemed to understand something, and the tears that he had been holding back burst out of his eyes, and the hot and bitter tears fell down his cheeks and landed on Zhou Ji's hands.

Wu Jiang desperately endured not to cry, just let the tears flow freely.

Zhou Ji saw Wu Jiang crying, and instantly burst into tears: "Xiao Jiang, keep it well, don't forget me, when you miss me, just look at my photos." ”

After speaking, Zhou Ji gasped for breath.

Knowing why Zhou Ji disappeared suddenly, Wu Jiang was frightened, and spoke quickly and quickly: "I don't want it, I want it, I want you to accompany me." ”

Wu Jiang's mind could barely think, only thinking about how to keep Zhou Ji: "If you don't want me, I'll talk during dinner, I, I'll play ball, I'll wash my face with cold water, and I will take a cold shower." ”

searched his intestines and scraped his stomach, but he couldn't think of what he usually worried Zhou Ji about.

Zhou Ji smiled, looking very struggling, and there seemed to be a hint of blush on his pale face.

He's so good, so good, so good......

The good ones don't even have the cons.

For more than two years, I have said that he is to remind him not to wash his face with cold water when playing basketball, and to tell him not to talk when eating, in fact, it is just a joke between the two.

Zhou Ji's heart was sour, and he raised his hand with great difficulty, first wiping the tears on Wu Jiang's face, then wiping his nose, and pretending to smile: "Don't cry, runny nose." ”

With his hand down, he touched the pendant like J hanging around Wu Jiang's neck, and smiled palely, but he was happy: "You must wear it." ”

Zhou Ji touched the pendant from his neck, but he couldn't pull it out.

Looking at Zhou Ji's laborious appearance, Wu Jiang gently held her hand, connected the pendant, and put it on her chest together.

Zhou Ji looked at Wu Jiang, pulled the corners of his mouth hard, and wanted to laugh: "This, will accompany me." ”

After more than two years of getting along, the two have a stable relationship, and they have identified each other, and they have long made a wish to go on for the rest of their lives. On his birthday last year, Zhou Ji hung a pendant for Wu Jiang, and his shy appearance was still in front of him.

Wu Jiang held his face with both hands, wiped away his tears, stared at Zhou Ji for a moment, a gentle smile spread on his face, his hands never let go, and seemed to say to himself: "I have always thought about it, every birthday of each other in the future will be spent with the person opposite." ”

It's a birthday wish, you promised me.

The corners of Zhou Ji's mouth flashed with a smile, as if he had returned to his birthday the year before, looked at the boy opposite and made a wish reverently, and then said to himself: "Who told you to say your birthday wishes, it won't work." ”

At that time, she thought that it would be a lifetime, that a lifetime would be a long, long time, and that the days between herself and Wu Jiang would be long, long.

Such a beautiful vision seems to be just yesterday.

However, there is no life at all, and these will soon be gone, and I will never see him again.

Maybe this is fate, he can't go down with him, and Zhou Ji can no longer restrain the grief on his face.

Wu Jiang's heart was stabbed, but the smile on his face was deeper, the corners of his mouth curled, and he held back his tears: "I still think that until our hair is gray and we have become old grandfathers and old ladies, I still want you to nag me, you can't wash your face with cold water, and you must dry your face." ”

It turned out that his words were just ordinary instructions, but Wu Jiang remembered them and wanted to nag them for the rest of his life.

Perhaps, as long as Wu Jiang remembers this sentence, he will not be lonely in the future.

Zhou Ji smiled and answered: "Oh, and, I will play in the future." ”

Wu Jiang interrupted: "Don't talk about it now, let's talk about it later, when it comes to my ears with calluses, when it comes to our hair is gray, we have become old grandfathers and old ladies." ”

"You said that every time I have a birthday, you will cook noodles for me to eat."

Wu Jiang didn't want Zhou Ji to speak so hard, so he just cared about himself and said: "Xiao Jiang is so obedient, you can't lie to Xiao Jiang, you promise Xiao Jiang." When we get old, you will call me handsome old man, and I will call you old woman. ”

"You said that the old woman is too ugly, then I will still call you sister, and when you are old, I will call you sister."

Zhou Ji listened to Wu Jiang's gentle chatter, smiled quietly, spoke softly intermittently, continued his content just now, and struggled to pronounce words: "No, wash your face with cold water." ”

The more he spoke, the slower he spoke, and the softer his voice became: "And, you must ......"

Wu Jiang leaned over, approached Zhou Ji, and gently kissed her on the forehead.

His lips were a little dry, but warm. The tears in his eyes slid down his cheeks to his lips, and Zhou Ji tasted the bitterness.

She smelled him again, crisp and warm.

At that moment, Zhou Ji was awake.

He must have been in great distress.

Zhou Ji's tears had dried up, but he just tugged at the corners of his mouth, raised his hand with great effort, and slowly and gently wiped away Wu Jiang's tears.

A pair of beautiful big eyes, looking at Wu Jiang blankly, full of tenderness, and then used the last trace of strength, but could only say the name of the boy he loved deeply: "Xiao Jiang......"

Wu Jiang held Zhou Ji's hand and pressed it tightly against his face: "I'm here, I'm ......"

Wu Jiang finally couldn't cry.

Zhou Ji's pale face was filled with a smile, which was extremely poignant.

She remembered the first time she saw Wu Jiang, remembered the first time she talked to him at the sports meeting, remembered the first kiss between the two under the plane tree, and remembered that he fell into the water during the spring outing, and he jumped down to save himself without hesitation.

Thinking of her and Wu Jiang eating together, reading books together, and thinking of the warm years when he was by his side, scene by scene, from clear to vague......

Zhou Ji's heart slowly melted, his smile slowly opened, and his mind slowly went blank, as if he had slowly descended from heaven.

She saw Wu Jiang, the young and shy boy, the boy she loved deeply, white shirt and white shoes and jeans, standing in the sun, smiling brightly, his eyes clear, and stretched out his hand to her.

She grabbed his hand, wide and warm, but felt herself getting farther and farther away from him.

She seemed to hear his cry, so sad.

DJI, why are you crying?

You've always been a sunny and smiling boy.

She wanted to open her eyes, she wanted to catch him, but her brain, and her hands, did not obey the call, and she was powerlessly letting go of him......

Wu Jiang put his ear to Zhou Ji's mouth and listened, feeling her breathing getting weaker and weaker, and her hand was slowly letting go......

Wu Jiang didn't move, and whispered softly: "Sister, Xiao Jiang is here, are you going to sleep?" ”

Zhou Ji did not respond.

Turning his face slightly, as if he was afraid of waking Zhou Ji up, Wu Jiang carefully pressed his face against hers, his eyes were empty, and tears flowed onto Zhou Ji's face like a burst.

It's just that Zhou Ji can't feel it anymore......

As if he was asleep, the smile on his face was so sweet.

Xiao Jiang, in the next life, I will be a healthy girl and accompany you for the rest of your life.

I love you......