Meeting Moxi (15)
"Shut up! Say no more! Xin Yue finally couldn't listen to it anymore, she had to admit that Moxie's confession, which was not a confession, hit her heart hard, but when she thought of the poison he used on herself, she still couldn't accept Moxie's emotion.
"What? You don't want to hear it? Mo Xi saw that Cong Xinyue shouted almost with all his might, and naturally he could feel Cong Xinyue's mood at this time.
"Anything like me is a lie! If you really like me, why do you want to poison me? "I don't understand why Moxi likes herself, why do she do this?
"Maybe like you said, I'm lonely and need someone to accompany me, so I'll use this way to keep you, so that you need me and never leave me," Moxie sorted out his overly excited emotions and stood up, "I'm going back, are you with me?" ”
"You don't use this method, I will stay by your side too," Xin Yue looked up to see Moxi staring at herself, and from Xin Yue, she could even see her own shadow in Moxi's dark eyes.
"Yes, of course you want to stay by my side, because for the sake of Liang Ze, you also want to bring me to justice, and you also want me to be silent from now on and never appear again, right?" Moxi still looked at Cong Xinyue intently, his eyes deep and slightly sad.
"You know everything?" From Xin Yue lowered her head and no longer looked at Moxi, she really didn't have the strength to look at him without fear all the time, his eyes were so sharp, as if she wanted to see herself through. From Xin Yue, she never felt that she was so powerless, and felt that her whole heart sank with Moxi's words.
"Do you think your play is really flawless? Do you think you're really pretending to be good? No, only Liang Ze's stupid big guy will be deceived by your clumsy acting skills, love makes people blind, it's probably what he looks like," Moxi walked past Cong Xinyue, with his back to Cong Xinyue, "But I'm a bystander." ”
"And what are you still doing with me? Look at me like a monkey playing tricks, jumping around with self-righteousness all day long. I'm just a fool, I still think I'm sorry, and I still claim to be some kind of bullshit expert, but in fact I'm just a clown who doesn't know that someone has seen through the drama, Moxie, you've been treating me like a fool all along, playing! Make move! Play! Isn't it! Xin Yue roared loudly, frustration that made her tears linger.
"No, of course not," Moxi didn't expect Cong Xinyue's reaction to be so strong, he didn't expect his words to make Cong Xinyue's self-esteem suffer such a big blow, "I don't say it because I don't want to see your jokes, and I don't want to treat you like a fool, but because I really want you to stay by my side all the time, even if I know that you are lying to me again and again, acting in front of my eyes, I don't care, I just can't stop wanting you, I just want you to be by my side, I just want you to be by my side, I think I'm real when I see you, Only when I am with you, can I truly feel that I am not an illusory shadow, from Xin Yue, do you know how important you are to me? How could I take you for a fool! ”
"I'm just a fool, in fact, I'm not important at all, in fact, I can't do anything, I'm not as powerful as I thought, I'm even an undercover agent so failed now, it seems that I'm really an out-and-out waste," from Xin Yue became depressed, low, and his eyes became empty.
"You're certainly not a piece of waste!" Moxi felt that something was wrong with Cong Xinyue, turned around and grabbed Cong Xinyue and let her face herself, "You are the most important person in this world for me, irreplaceable." Your father neglected you because of work, and Liang Ze will eventually abandon you because of work, you know this best. Only me, only I will always be by your side, so, from Xinyue, as long as you are willing to let me always be by your side, I am willing to do whatever you want me to do. Moxi didn't know what was wrong with him, seeing Cong Xinyue suddenly become so decadent and sad, it was a hundred times more painful than being hurt himself.
"Would you like to do anything?" From Xin Yue lowered her head and smiled bitterly, tears continued to flow down her cheeks, "Don't say what you can't do." ”
"I know what you want me to do, to be honest, as long as Liang Ze is willing to accept me and admit my existence, I am willing to coexist with him, and even be silent in his body forever and never appear again," Moxi knew in his heart that he was really nothing, and his existence was a ridiculous mistake.
"The premise is that Liang Ze must admit your existence, right?" From Xin Yue's slow upward movement, she saw a pair of sincere eyes, clear and bright, without the slightest hint of gloom. I don't know why Xin Yue suddenly felt a little reluctant in her heart.
"Yes, this is one of my conditions, and it is also the most important condition," Moxi looked at the person in front of him, and always felt that he was no longer as empty as before, maybe it was because now that he had a person he wanted to protect and protect, and there was someone in his heart, naturally it would no longer be empty, but this person did not belong to herself after all, she belonged to another soul in this body.
"One of the conditions? So what other conditions do you have? Also, if you have any wishes, I will try my best to help you," Xin Yue looked at Moxi seriously, trying to get a glimpse or two from his expression, but Moxi didn't show his thoughts on his face at all.
Moxi didn't answer immediately, just stared at Cong Xinyue quietly for a while, and then suddenly let go of Cong Xinyue, turned around and walked towards the door, "I'll tell you slowly in the future, I'm tired today, I'm going back to rest, do you want me to send you along?" ”
"Okay," Xin Yue didn't ask any further, but she could faintly feel what one of Moxie's other conditions was, because Moxi's eyes just now seemed to be filled with something, and she was panicked and couldn't see through.
Neither of them said a word along the way. After returning to the villa, Xin Yue went directly back to his room to rest, and Mo Xi did not follow, but stood in the living room on the first floor and watched Xin Yue go upstairs, turned around and left. He didn't want Liang Ze to know that Cong Xinyue lived in this place, and he left because he vaguely felt that Liang Ze was going to wake up again soon. His will was so much stronger than before that Moxie felt that he was about to lose control.
This feeling made Moxie feel hesitant for the first time. He knew that what the woman in the villa liked was Liang Ze not himself, and all he could do was to fulfill it. But there is always a trace of unwillingness in his heart, he is unwilling to be silent like this, watching his beloved woman become someone else's bride. Moxi knew that he was just an existence that shouldn't exist and would disappear one day, so he didn't dare to get too close to Cong Xinyue, and he was also afraid of how sad he would be if Cong Xinyue liked him one day, and he couldn't always accompany her. This ridiculous assumption has been haunting him, allowing him to be indifferently possessive of this woman, not daring her to see through her true heart.
However, all this has changed since tonight, and because of jealousy, I finally couldn't help but tell Cong Xinyue my sincerity. Tell him that he is not as cold and heartless as she thought he was, and that he is not as clueless as she thought he was. From this night on, what kind of mood and face Xin Yue will face himself, Mo Xi has no bottom in his heart, and what he wants to do now is to leave. Let yourself calm down, and let her calm down, and each other has a time to think.
Since that day, Xin Yue has not seen Moxi for almost a month. It was Liang Ze who appeared around him all the time, and I heard Liang Ze say that Xing Xiaofeng did come back, but he didn't remember anything about that day, and he didn't know what the reason was. And Moxi has not appeared, which should be a good thing for Cong Xinyue, she thought that maybe Moxi had been silent forever as she wished, leaving Liang Ze alone.
But Xin Yue felt that there was something in her heart that was growing, like a vine growing more and more lush, wrapping her heart tightly. From Xin Yue, she sometimes looked at Liang Ze from a distance, watching his every move, and didn't know why she was looking forward to seeing Mo Xi in the next second. Even sometimes Xin Yue would have the illusion that it was Moxi pretending to be Liang Ze.
From Xin Yue felt that she was ridiculous, Moxi disappeared, and her task was completed, isn't it a good thing? Why are you so lost and sad in your heart? Was it because of Moxie's confession that night? Or Moxi's deep, sad eyes? From Xin Yue, she didn't understand what she was expecting.