100 Confessions of Ji Ziqi
Why not? She wanted to know too!
She looked back at him seriously, "Ziqi, do you remember that engagement banquet ten years ago?" ”
Ji Ziqi was dumbfounded, and nodded in her clear gaze, it was an unspeakable pain in his heart, and he didn't even have the courage to ask why, he didn't want to hear the answer he was afraid of, although he always knew it......
She smiled faintly, "Ziqi, you, me, Gu Jifeng, and Xiao Xin are like the four corners of a table, and we maintain a balance with each other. I am a childhood sweetheart with you, and it is not an exaggeration to even describe it as a 'friend of life and death'! And Gu Jifeng and Xiao Xin ...... Love! ”
It turns out that it is not so difficult to admit this fact, but why was there always a kind of impulse in my heart back then?
"You know, I've had a crush on him since I was eighteen, and if I had a way to forget him, I wouldn't want to break the balance six years ago! However, as you can see, I broke it, so I brought back a wound! But I finally understood a truth, some balances are not to be tossed, once there is an accident, then it is impossible to return to the original state! ”
She looked at him, and the firmness in her eyes was no less than that of Ji Ziqi who looked at her, "Especially love!" I've broken the balance between me, Gu Jifeng, and Xiao Xin, and I don't want this situation between the two of us to happen again, do you understand? ”
It's okay to call her selfish! Cruelty or not! She really didn't want to lose anyone around her! The words that have been hidden in my heart for too long, and when I say them, my heart is relaxed.
She was ruthless, but she couldn't bear to look at his injured eyes, took a deep breath, and continued: "I'm sorry for that engagement banquet! But I really can't do it, it's not that I don't want to get close to you, I just can't! ”
"It's not like I haven't thought that maybe it's not a good thing to be with you, but I can't, really! I've tried to put my heart on you, but if I lose my heart, I lose it, and I can't get it back! ”
Her words cut his heart like a knife, he never imagined that such a petite and small person could say such cruel words! Is it really the latter who came to the top? Could it really be that the two of them are inseparable?
He had always known that she was smart, but he didn't expect that she could pretend to be stupid like this!
Six years ago, he didn't want to force her, so he left the country, and he wanted to wish her happiness! But when he returned, she disappeared, and it turned out that she was not happy!
In this case, six years later, why did he have to back down again and again
No! I've already mislet her once, and there will never be a second time!
"Since you can't forget him, why don't you make it clear to him?" He endured the pain in his heart.
Yan Keyun smiled lightly, as if he was mocking himself, "Tell me clearly? I can't tell, chess! Whatever the reason for his entanglement this time, it is impossible for them to make it clear again.
Tomorrow, my mother will be discharged from the hospital, and when she recovers, she will leave and never come back......
Ji Ziqi closed his eyes, opened them again, endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, "What about the child?" Can you bear to see them grow up without a father? ”
When Yan Ke heard this, he panicked in his heart, his eyes widened, and he asked in surprise, "How do you know?" ”
As soon as the sharp voice came out, he was startled again, and quickly covered his mouth, looked around, and saw that the yard was quiet, only the sound of music was flowing in the front yard, and the sound of people's conversation came faintly from the other side, so he was relieved.
Ji Ziqi looked at her nervous appearance, her heart hurt, the child is really a taboo that she can't touch in her heart! Pulled down her hand covering her mouth and comforted: "Don't worry! He couldn't hear him, and when I came, he was talking to his grandfather! ”
He knew who she was afraid of, and he didn't want her to live in fear.
"Tell me, how do you know about the child?" Yan Ke's face was pale, and he couldn't be more relaxed.
Seeing that she was like a female beast that protected her cubs, vigilantly erecting her hair all over her body, full of nervousness and vigilance, Ji Ziqi was bitter for a while, "Xiao Ke, if I say that if I tell him about this, then will you add me to your blacklist from now on, and you will really die of old age?" ”
As soon as Ji Ziqi's words fell, Yan Ke's expression panicked, and a sharp voice immediately sounded, "You can't tell him about this, it's my business alone!" Nothing to do with him! It's not about everyone! Didn't hear that! Didn't hear that! ”
She grabbed his arm and shook it as if she wanted his assurance, but her body trembled uncontrollably at his words.
She was really scared, she didn't know what kind of reaction Gu Jifeng would have if she knew that she was running with the ball back then? Will it snatch away the children so that they will never see each other again? Will you still find someone......
She didn't dare to imagine! I really don't dare!
Ji Ziqi noticed her nervousness and regretted it, he had always been the one who held it in the palm of his hand, how could he be willing to make her sad?
He rested her head in his arms and apologized guilty, "I'm sorry! Xiao Ke! I'm just talking about it! Don't worry, I'm not going to tell anyone! It's a secret between us! Good no good? Don't worry! Believe me! I really wouldn't say anything! No one will snatch your child away! ”
"You promise me! Can't say! No one can say! Yan Ke seemed to hear his assurance, and his heart relaxed, and his voice faintly brought out a crying tone, which made Ji Ziqi even more guilty and blamed himself.
The last time he went to Jincheng on a business trip, he saw her and the child in the ward, and she was alone coaxing the sick child, full of haggardness. At that time, he wanted to step forward, but the happiness in her eyes repelled his courage.
Later, he saw a boy who was about the same age as a girl, and the child's eyebrows and eyes were exactly the same as when Gu Jifeng was a child. He secretly investigated the child's life and finally learned the truth about their life!
But she began to resent in her heart, she was exiled to Jincheng for him, but she was willing! She hadn't asked him for help for six years, what position did she put him in?
finally couldn't bear it, and nodded, "Well, I promise you!" ”
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"Where, grandpa's sword is not old!"
Ye Weilan held Gu Jifeng's hand and talked with Old Man Ji in the courtyard, people gathered in twos and threes, and Old Man Ji was amused by Ye Weilan.
Thinking of something, I couldn't help but sigh: "The little girl of the Ye family can speak, it's hard for you to be a little girl for so many years!" ”
Ye Weilan smiled faintly, looking pampered and not surprised, but a deep male voice suddenly interjected, "The old man hasn't seen him for many years, but his body looks more and more tough." ”
The smile on the corner of Gu Yufeng's lips suddenly changed, and he looked at the person who came and pulled out a little mockery. Old Man Ji smiled unchanged, and said: "It's hard for you to look down on it, today's birthday banquet, even you are back, it's really rare!" ”
"Where is the old man, how could I not come to your eighty birthday banquet?"
Old Man Ji smiled, like an old fox, Gu Jifeng nodded to Old Man Ji and walked away with Ye Weilan. Ye Weilan saw that his lines were stiff and his face was frosty, and asked curiously, "Who is he?" ”
Gu Jifeng replied surprisingly coldly, "A passerby! ”
When Ji Ziqi took Yan Ke to say goodbye to his grandfather, he saw him talking to a man, the man's hair was meticulously combed back, and he was dressed neatly, but he couldn't tell the specific age.
"Grandpa!" He nodded faintly to the man, always feeling as if he had seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember.
"Yo! What's wrong with Xiao Ke? I don't think my face is very good! Old Man Ji's eyes were sharp, and he saw Yan Ke's strange appearance at a glance.
Yan Ke smiled, "I may have blown a cold wind just now, and I felt a little uncomfortable, so I wanted to go back first, so I came to ask grandpa for my resignation, and I hope grandpa will forgive me." ”
"Oh! That's it! Old Man Ji smiled and said, "Then hurry up and go back, have a good rest!" Don't worry about me, old man, go back! ”
Old Man Ji's kind eyebrows made Yan Ke grateful, and the moment he raised his eyes, he happened to meet the gaze of the strange man next to him, and he was stunned for a second, and the coldness suddenly hit her body, and she couldn't help but tremble.
"What's wrong?"
Ji Ziqi sensitively noticed her abnormality, and asked with concern, but Yan Ke's heart was weak and suddenly restless, and he suddenly felt a little trance after thinking deeply, what was going on with her?
"Then grandpa, let's go first!"
Ji Ziqi was worried about Yan Ke, so he hurriedly took her and walked out, Gu Jifeng, who was drinking with people, looked at Ji Ziqi's hand on her waist coldly, and the glass in his hand was tightly clenched.
The dark alley was gloomy, and Yan Ke walked alone, carrying a small bag in her hand, which was her only luggage. Thinking of the scene just now, her steps were still a little weak, and she couldn't help but cover her chest, panting heavily.
"Quick! The woman is there! ”
The roar from nowhere made her heart beat in fright, and she hurriedly crouched down, using the garbage can as a cover, quietly observing the scene outside.
"She must not have traveled far with her luggage! Search for me! Dig three feet into the ground to find her! ”
The man said and spat the ground, "! Dare to play Lao Tzu, I'm impatient! ”
In the dark, she held her breath, for fear of being discovered by them, all the capillaries in her body were opened because of nervousness, and the cold sweat on her forehead fell little by little in the cold winter weather.
She waited quietly for the fierce men to leave, but her hands and feet trembled uncontrollably, her fingers clenched tightly, and her abdomen ached.
"Good! Don't be afraid! Don't be afraid! We'll be safe in a moment, good! She quietly comforted the baby in her belly in her heart, and also comforted herself.
"What should I do if Brother Kun can't find it?"
The man named Brother Kun hit the person who reported it hard, and yelled, "What do you mean you can't find it?" A woman, where can she escape, I obviously watched her come in! How could it not be? ”
"! If you can't find it, how can I explain it to Ken! Find it! ”
The fierce voice made her heart tremble, the long-term fear had already made her lose her strength, and her feet moved unconsciously, and something actually slid a little, bringing a sound that was not too loud, but it attracted the attention of the man who spoke.
"Who!"