Chapter 118: The End

Shen Yun pursed her lips after speaking, she would bite her lip when she hesitated or was nervous, this was her subconscious action, but she didn't notice it, and Lu Qixiu knew her action very well.

Lu Qixiu lowered his head and kissed her lips while she bit her lip, obviously it was not the first time he had kissed, he was still so keen on doing this kind of thing, and he could set off a storm of bloody territory for her at any time.

Of course, Shen Yun knew how wild and fierce he was, and when he was about to go further, he immediately pushed him away, his breath was unsteady, and said, "Wait a minute, I'm going to pick up Sangsang, don't ...... like this"

Lu Qixiu suddenly smiled: "It's okay to pick it up later." ”

Sang Sang was taken by Zhao Meizhen in the old mansion, Zhao Meizhen and Shen Jiayang wanted their granddaughter, so they took Sang Sang back to the old mansion every few days to live for a few days.

If Lu Qixiu wants to go on a business trip, Shen Yun will take Sang Sang back to the old house to live, because he is on a business trip, no one at home cooks, and Shen Yun doesn't want to invite an aunt to cook, it's troublesome, anyway, the old house is not far away, so he will go back to the old house to eat.

After getting married, Zhao Meizhen also tried to let Shen Yun learn to cook, but she didn't learn how to use her hands, and almost destroyed the kitchen.

Shen Yun came back to his senses and said again: "No, wait for Sangsang to cry again." ”

Lu Qixiu didn't care about it, dragged her into his arms, bit her ear, and said: "Her grandparents will coax, Sang Sang is also very happy in the old house, Wan Wan, since Sang Sang was born, I have been a little cold to you, I have been taking care of Sang Sang, and I care less about you." ”

Shen Yun denied: "No, how can there be, Sangsang is still young, I just give birth, I haven't taken it much after giving birth, it's normal for Sangsang to stick to you." ”

Lu Qixiu said: "Then why do I feel that you don't care about me too much lately?" ”

"No, I've always cared about you."

Lu Qixiu looked at her, and after being serious for a while, he suddenly raised his lips and smiled: "Then wait for next month, I will take care of the matter at hand and go on my honeymoon, okay?" ”

Shen Yun said, "What's wrong with you?" Suddenly going on a honeymoon. ”

Lu Qixiu narrowed his eyes slightly, "Don't want to go?" ”

"No, I'm just afraid that you're working too hard, and you're not in a hurry for your honeymoon, so it's not long since you had a wedding."

She blinked, as if thinking for a moment, and then obediently wrapped her arms around his waist, her face against his chest, and listened to his heartbeat, which she often did, and listening to his heartbeat seemed to give her enough groundedness.

Such a plain and sweet life looks like a dream, too unreal, she occasionally has nightmares at night and thinks of the past, she was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, she was covered in cold sweat, frightened, every time Lu Qixiu heard the movement, immediately woke up, and then held her in his arms to comfort, and told her softly, it's okay, nothing happened, he was there, by her side, and would not leave.

No matter what happens.

Lu Qixiu said: "Now Sangsang is still young and ignorant, when she is sensible, she will stick to her all day long, and you and I will not have a husband and wife life." ”

Shen Yun is not as thick-skinned as him, and he can't bear the dryness.

Lu Sang's appearance brought a lot of laughter to the two families, especially the Shen family, Grandpa Shen often hugged Sangsang to tell stories, and said that when Sangsang grew up, he would take her to fish, watch the sunrise, and then go to the neighbor's house in the countryside to pick the fruit from the trees, and go to the mountains to fish.

When Lu Sang was two years old, Grandpa Shen was old, his body organs degenerated, and he was hospitalized for three months, but he died before Lu Sang passed his second birthday.

Shen Yun had been depressed for a long time, and she hadn't laughed for half a year, and Grandpa Shen's death brought her a huge blow, which suddenly reminded her of what she was most afraid of in her heart.

In life, there is no way for everyone to avoid birth, old age, sickness and death.

knows that the ultimate destination is death, not only Grandpa Shen, everyone is the same.

Shen Yun was immersed in grief and couldn't extricate herself, Zhao Meizhen felt that it was not a way to go on like this, so she called a psychiatrist to come over and give her psychological counseling, but she refused and locked herself in her room.

Sang Sang is two years old, she can walk and speak, mother and daughter are connected, she seems to be able to feel Shen Yun's low and negative emotions, and she also cried, and she wanted her mother.

Lu Qixiu was also busy, and there were always times when he couldn't take care of it, so he put everything off and took care of their mother and daughter at home, especially Shen Yun.

He couldn't be distracted, so he took Sangsang back to the old house to take care of it.

And he accompanied Shen Yun wholeheartedly at home.

Shen Yun told him a lot of things, such as the year Chu Hua divorced, the school violence she experienced at school, the cynicism and incomprehension of the people around her, and the straightforward and unreasonable malice of her peers.

Grandpa was not in the state city, and occasionally called to care about her studies, she didn't break down on the phone several times and cried, crying and thinking about her mother, grandpa didn't know that Chu Hua and Shen Jiayang were divorced at the time, thinking that Chu Hua was on a business trip, so he comforted him a few words, and didn't take it to heart.

Later, Grandpa Shen knew about her parents' divorce, and he was so angry that he almost went to the hospital, and came all the way to the state city to accompany her and take care of her, for fear that she would not be able to resist.

She has a good relationship with her grandfather, very good-

However, birth, old age, sickness and death in the world are the laws of nature, and she just can't get out for a while.

Of course, Lu Qixiu understood, as if his grandparents were gone when he was a child, he could understand her sad feelings, so he specially spent a period of time with her at home, doing nothing.

Then one day, Shen Yun got up before him, was silent for a long, long time, and when he woke up, he took his hand, and said with a low and serious expression: "I suddenly have a very selfish thought, I don't want you to go before me." ”

As she spoke, she began to shed tears.

Lu Qixiu got up and reached out to wipe her tears, "Don't cry, your eyes will be swollen if you cry too much." ”

How did she get married, but she became more and more sentimental, crying at every turn.

I didn't realize she was so crying before.

Shen Yun said: "You promise me first, you can't go before me." ”

Lu Qixiu said in a slightly relaxed tone: "I am four years older than you, there is no way to guarantee this kind of thing, but I promise you with my life that I will not leave you." ”

She gave up, forced a smile, and threw herself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Shen Yun was safe and sound when she was pregnant, but after her grandfather died, her psychological defense line collapsed, and she almost fell ill again, and the psychiatrist prescribed her medicine again, Lu Qixiu thought about it and didn't let her eat it, but helped her out in her own way.

Shen Yun listens to him very much, with him, some diseases can be carried by willpower.

It is the medicine that is poisonous, and Lu Qixiu doesn't want her to rely too much on the medicine, so he doesn't let her take the medicine.

When Lu Sang was three years old, Shen Yun taught her to count, children are playful by nature and don't want to cooperate, especially when Lu Qixiu was there, Lu Sang stuck to him and shouted sweetly: "Baba, Sangsang wants to eat White Rabbit toffee." ”

Sang Sang is only three years old, and he knows what expression and tone to use when pleasing Lu Qixiu, cute and soft, not too sweet.

Every time like this, Shen Yun was helpless to watch their father and daughter interact on the side, Lu Qixiu didn't eat Lu Sang's coquettishness, and reasoned with her every time, Sangsang actually understood, but pretended not to understand, and shook his head vigorously.

Lu Qixiu had a black face, Sang Sang was not afraid, he leaned him, hugged his legs, and saliva flowed down his trouser legs.

Shen Yun laughed angrily.

Lu Qixiu commented on this: "Sangsang has really passed on to me. ”

Yes, especially when flirting with Shen Yun, the cheeky kung fu is the same.

Shen Yun sighed, she couldn't teach her children, so she could only let Sangsang grow up freely.

Fortunately, Lu Qixiu will teach, he is particularly insistent on some things, if Sang Sang does too much, he will educate her with a straight face, and even punish her for standing, but not to do it, just a child, fortunately Lu Sang realized that some things are not right, Baba will be angry, Ma Ma will be unhappy, she will be annoying, so he will correct it in time, and he will not do it next time.

Others, such as a little petite, others are harmless.

Sang Sang is three years old, and Lu Qixiu has no intention of having a second child, because the picture of Shen Yun giving birth to Sang Sang is vivid, and he doesn't want Shen Yun to suffer this kind of pain anymore.

But under such strict measures, Shen Yun still had a second child.

The fetus hurt her body, Shen Yun's body couldn't stand it, Lu Qixiu was in a dilemma, on the one hand, he was annoyed that he was negligent, and let her get pregnant.

Shen Yun soothed his emotions and said that if he had it, he would be born naturally, and he was not unsightly.

Lu Qixiu's eyes were red, and he said, "But you almost ...... when you gave birth to Sangsang."

Shen Yun smiled: "Once born and twice matured, I have no experience for the first time, and we didn't do it the first time, I also hurt." ”

Lu Qixiu put his forehead against her forehead, and said with a serious expression full of guilt: "I'm sorry." ”

"What's this, and, moreover, I'm willing to have a baby for you, willingly." Shen Yun was afraid that he would be too entangled, so he half-jokingly said, "And you are healthy, you don't smoke or drink, you go to bed early and get up early, and the two of us live normally, it would be strange if you weren't pregnant." ”

What she said was not unreasonable.

Lu Qixiu is less than thirty-four years old, and her figure is very good, before she was pregnant with Sangsang, he quit smoking, quit when he said he would, and he didn't drink when he talked about business and entertainment, he went home on time and went home on time, and he went on a business trip occasionally, and his living habits were regular, and he brought her very regularly.

And the husband and wife live in harmony, after so many years, there is still enthusiasm and passion between the two of them, if they are not pregnant, Shen Yun should worry about whether there is something wrong with his body.

Shen Yun is pregnant with her second child, the whole family is on alert, Lu Qixiu is even more vigilant, her age is not young, and her body is not the best, but she is more experienced, and she can take care of herself herself.

In the first three months, Shen Yun's morning sickness was not obvious, and she could still go to the studio to deal with work, but after a few months, her belly began to grow, and she rarely went out, just walked in the park near the community, accompanied by Sangsang, Lu Qixiu was at work, and she helped take care of Ma Ma.

Sangsang's personality doesn't know who he looks like, and it seems to have taken the middle value of the two of them.

Sang Sang was very curious about the younger brother or sister in Shen Yun's belly, and often asked Baba Ma Ma, when will the younger brothers and sisters come out, for this kind of question, Lu Qixiu answered, children's education is from a young age, and after Lu Qixiu consulted in all aspects, he said how she came to this world with a little polish.

Sang Sang was in a fog and didn't quite understand, but reading the seriousness of Baba's explanation dispelled her curiosity and somewhat understood.

Shen Yun had a headache about naming the second child, she asked Shen Jiayang and Zhao Meizhen, as well as Lu Qixiu's parents, and they all said that let her take the idea, Lu Qixiu didn't care, she said she was embarrassed, she didn't know what to choose, and she didn't know the gender.

When the child was born, it was a boy, and the cry was very loud, louder than the movement of Sangsang when he was born.

Lu Qixiu still accompanied Shen Yun to give birth this time, compared to the first time, the second time was somewhat experienced, and he was not so panicked, but he was still afraid in his heart, and he took all the sins she suffered on himself, and he wanted to consult the doctor about ligation, but he was still stopped by Shen Yun.

She snorted, so she confessed: "It's because I want to give birth, Sangsang is lonely, I want to give her a companion." ”

Lu Qixiu couldn't cry or laugh, there was no way, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't cooperate with me."

Lu Qixiu indulged in her smile and asked unconsciously, "Why don't I cooperate with you?" ”

"You said that it would be good to give birth to Sangsang, if I said it, you would definitely disagree, I could only cut it first and then play."

She said it very innocently, but when she was born, what else could he say.

Her hands and feet were a little swollen, her face was not good, and she was still very weak after giving birth.

Lu Qixiu touched her face, her chest was filled with thousands of tastes, and finally said helplessly: "You are simply killing me." ”

However, he either can't afford to raise two children, or he is afraid that she will work too hard.

A year after Shen Yun gave birth to Lu Yan, Lu Qixiu took the child and her back to Shichuan.

met Xu Yin, Ah Zhu and He Yun, and of course, Yan Zong also came.

The righteous station has been managed by He Yun and A Zhu, and the two of them have matured a lot and can take charge on their own, and after Xu Yin resigned, he opened a transportation company in Shichuan, which has half of Lu Qixiu's, and the income is okay, at least Xu Yin can help the family build a house.

As for Yan Zong, he hasn't changed much.

He Yun liked Yan Zong, but Yan Zong didn't mean it, so she slowly let go and stopped being entangled.

Lu Qixiu and Shen Yun naturally lived back in the previous room, with the two children, Sang Sang is now learning to be well-behaved, especially protecting Shen Yun outside, helping Shen Yun do everything, pouring water and taking some small things, especially diligent.

Lu Yan is still young, and he has been held by Lu Qixiu.

In the righteous station, Shen Yun and He Yun cooked together, and Shen Yun did it, mainly He Yun was doing it.

This picture is somewhat familiar, He Yun remembered that she and Shen Yun were in the kitchen for the first time, and it was Shen Yun who helped her, she said: "I didn't expect my brother to think about you at the beginning, if I could see it at the beginning, I wouldn't let Deng Xue get close to my brother." ”

Speaking of Deng Xue, Shen Yun smiled indifferently, she didn't expect Lu Qixiu to remember her for so long.

He Yun said: "Sister-in-law, it's so good, I am so happy to see my brother with you, and I am also happy." ”

"Thank you, He Yun, you will find it too." Shen Yun is heartfelt wishes.

"I'm not in a hurry, my parents are already arranging a blind date for me, if nothing else, I will get married soon, and if I invite you to drink a wedding wine, you must come."

Shen Yun agreed, saying, "I must come." ”

Outside, Yan Zong handed a cigarette to Lu Qixiu and said, "Smoke one?" ”

"It's long gone." Lu Qixiu didn't hold the child, the little one slept in the room, the big one was playing peek-a-boo with Ah Zhu, Ah Zhu was also a child, and he didn't look like he was big.

Yan Zong raised his eyebrows: "It's rare, alas, I'm really envious." ”

When they had a wedding, Yan Zong didn't come, he went on a mission, and it was too late when he came back.

"Don't keep saying that you are envious, and if you don't look for it, who is to blame."

"I'm not without a partner."

"He Yun." Lu Qixiu said.

Yan Zong was silent.

"He Yun likes you, I'm her brother, I shouldn't have said this, but she likes you, her family has already begun to arrange blind dates, if you don't have any thoughts, I didn't say what I said just now."

After a few seconds, Yan Zong said: "I'm afraid that she will suffer with me, if I die in the line of duty one day, what will she do?" Follow me, there is no peaceful life. ”

Lu Qixiu said: "Who knows what will happen tomorrow." ”

However, Lu Qixiu is not Yan Zong after all, so he can't help Yan Zong get an idea.

Yan Zong has been hesitant because of his profession, which is precarious and unstable, and any girl who follows him will suffer.

He Yun too.

It's rare to get together, the big guy eats dinner in the yard and plays at the barbecue, he is not hungry, it is Sang Sang who is noisy to eat barbecue, and Ah Zhu takes the initiative to give her a barbecue.

Children can't eat too much and get on fire, so Lu Qixiu let Sang Sang eat a bunch of chicken wings and drink a small glass of Coke and let her go to sleep.

Lu Sang could only obediently go back to the room to rest.

After Shen Yun was busy, he returned to the yard and sat next to Lu Qixiu to roast corn, Lu Qixiu took the time to help her brush the seasoning, and occasionally said a few words to her, and the two of them had a very tacit understanding.

Yan Zong was drinking beer with Ah Zhu, Lu Qixiu didn't drink it, but Shen Yun took a can and was drinking, she looked up at the moonlight, and sighed: "It's still the moonlight of Shichuan." ”

You can't see such a bright moonlight in the city.

Lu Qixiu promised her to come back to Shichuan to have a look, but now that she sees it, Shen Yun inevitably remembers the bits and pieces of the past, like a movie, constantly passing in front of her.

After a can of beer, Shen Yun was slightly drunk, in fact, the degree of beer was not large, and her alcohol consumption was not particularly bad, I didn't know how to feel dizzy and unsteady after drinking a can, so I leaned on him.

The others looked at the two of them like glue, especially Yan Zong couldn't help but snort and said, "Okay, this has to be shown." ”

Lu Qixiu threw a can of empty beer at him, he was sensitive to dodge, Lu Qixiu said, "You talk a lot." ”

"I talk a lot, Shen Yun, do you remember when your friend drove to pick you up, Qi Xiu hid on the balcony on the third floor and stared at you, at that time I also said why he didn't send you off, now I think about it, he is a fucking sullen, obviously it will be interesting to you, and he pretends, he just won't send you."

Shen Yun leaned on his shoulder, and when he heard Yan Zong's words, he sneered, many things seemed to emerge clearly, and from the first face, his behavior seemed to have some kind of purpose-

At night, they go back to their rooms.

Lu Qixiu went to see if Sang Sang and Lu Yan were sleeping, and whether they had kicked the quilt.

Shen Yun took a bath and returned to the room on the third floor, her eyes were misty, she watched Lu Qixiu bend down to cover the child with a quilt, his shoulders were broad, his posture was long, and the roof lights were scattered on him, as if he had been plated with a soft halo, which made people look so unreal, she felt that she was really drunk, leaning against the door panel to look at his back.

Of course, Lu Qixiu knew that she was looking at herself, he straightened up, endured, without expression, walked towards her, held her delicate wrist, opened the door, and said, "Aren't you going to see the moonlight?" Let's go, I'll see enough with you tonight. ”

Shen Yun heard what he meant, smiled softly, gently shook his palm back, and whispered: "Don't look at the moonlight, I want to see you." ”

"Can't you get tired of watching it?"

"Not tired."

The shadows of the trees were mottled, the two people leaned together in the moonlight, and the shadows also blended together, Shen Wan looked forward to his shoulder, looked up at the moonlight, and said, "I don't want to see it." ”

Lu Qixiu had a thin sweat on his head, his palms were hot, and he was close to her lower back, and he said in a low voice, "Then go back to the room?" ”

Shen Yun's earlobes were red, and he bit his shoulder: "Can you change the room, I'm afraid that it will make noise to Sangsang and Yanyan." ”

"Okay, you can change it if you say it."

Anyway, his life is hers, and whatever she says, he just listens.

Let her go wild.

The lights were dim, there were only two of them in the room, and the senses of the whole body were magnified several times, Shen Wan felt that she couldn't hold it anymore, as if her life was hanging by a thread in the stagnant water, she hurriedly grabbed him, and she couldn't let go.

In the darkness, the man's low and hoarse voice sounded in her ears, trembling her soul and saying, "Wanyun, I will not leave you, no matter what. ”

Tears squeezed out of the corners of her eyes, and she replied, "Okay." ”

Finish.