Ten Years of Depression Xiao Haoran (4)
It was another dark night, on the open-air balcony, Xiao Haoran was lying flat on the ground, just looking at the starry sky stupidly. From time to time, I took the wine on the side with my right hand and poured a few sips.
"Life is so hard." He often thinks about it, but he also understands that living in a powerful country is already a happy thing. Instead of struggling to survive and fighting for survival, as more than a century ago, it was just a matter of working hard for life...... It's just that after all, I still live a very uncomfortable life, and my heart is too depressed and painful, and I really want to die early...... It's a hundred years old, die early and get out early, in the next life, there is no afterlife, this life is enough.
Xiao Haoran had the idea of wanting to die for a long time, but no matter how uncomfortable and painful he was, when he thought of his family, he ......
I hope that something bad will happen from the sky, such as a stone from the sky that just happened to knock him to death.
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The sea of red dust and suffering, all living beings fight to cross. In this suffering world, who does not struggle?
After pouring a few more sips of wine, Xiao Haoran sat up, his head was a little dizzy, he liked this feeling, numbing himself, making himself no longer so uncomfortable, the feeling of being drunk was very good. Very comfortable.
He stood up, staggered, he did it on purpose, he wanted to do this.
Why do you have so many troubles when you grow up? Why is it more painful to understand more? When you are young, how good it is to be carefree!
Xiao Haoran smiled, in this, he understood that because he was ignorant and had no cognition of things, he had no troubles, and as he grew up, he had more cognition and more troubles, which was the mutual influence and interaction of things......
Drink, a few more sips, hahaha......
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