Chapter Sixty-Nine: There is a kind of love that cannot be spoken
Once there is a common language between people, it is easy to share, there are contacts, not to mention the enthusiastic and unrestrained age, one comes and goes is very familiar, when she meets, she calls me Brother Erdan, I call her Erhua girl, and we often make some generous jokes, she said that if she hadn't looked away, we would have been together, and I wouldn't have had a love affair with Qingyu, every time she said this, I always smiled and said, 'Brother, I don't have this blessing', but the more I went on, the more I found that Li Zhihua not only looked for me more often, but also dressed up every time she came. My father and my mother can't stand it, I'm afraid that the fire is burning, anyway, I said that I have been doing it several times, I want me to have less dealings with Li Zhihua, she is a married woman, I am too close to her in the village and then there are some rumors, which will affect my reputation, I am afraid of delaying me to find my mother-in-law, but I don't think so, what is wrong with chatting with peers about ideals and the future, besides, I am not a fool and have my own measure, maybe it is my ambiguous attitude, my mother is even more afraid that I and Li Zhihua will cause some trouble after a long time, so my mother has looked for Zhihua several times and said to keep our distance from each other, so as not to gossip about others, I'm afraid that in the end, even the neighbors won't be able to do it!
Li Zhihua felt inexplicable when she heard it, and said stubbornly, 'The body is not afraid of the shadow, Don't do bad things and don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door' they can say whatever they like, my mother's words did not play any role but made Li Zhihua run more often to me, sometimes she played late in my place, all of them were taken home by Aunt Zhang with a flashlight, and later developed to as long as I didn't go out with the master to work, she came to stick to me, as if I was her other half, she usually went to the market to buy back some desserts and other things for me to eat, and secretly made me a pair of cotton shoes and a pair of single cloth shoes for me, when she sent me, I held it in my hand and didn't know what to say, this was all sewn up by her stitches and threads, at that moment, I think she is so virtuous, so cute, I may be excited and don't know what to say, as if I was inexplicably excited to say a word' You're so good', Zhihua listened, smiled with satisfaction, she sat at the head of my bed and lowered her white and pure goose egg face did not dare to look at me, but my eyes did not leave her for a moment, at this moment, she was a little powdered, she seemed so charming and enchanting, a branch of flowers in Lijiazhuang really deserved its name, at this moment I saw the real chapter, she raised her face and looked at me at dusk, her always proud bangs did not wrap her passionate eyes, the kind of expectation in her eyes is not what I have been waiting for? Could it be that she is the knowledgeable and dreaming companion I am waiting for? But in the end, my reason told me that it was impossible between me and her, because she was my mother-in-law and brother-in-law who grew up with a bare ass, how could I have any wrong thoughts!
"Brother Erdan, am I good-looking? Why do you keep looking at me like that?" she asked me suddenly.
"Good-looking, good-looking, beautiful" I swallowed my saliva and blushed and said, listening to my praise, she seemed to deliberately shake her firm chest, seeing that I was bleeding blood, six gods and no master, what is wrong with me I asked myself.
"How do I compare to Wang Qingyu?"
"You two are not the same type, Qingyu is a pure and cold girl, giving people a feeling of superiority, she is also more stubborn and willful, always looking like she wants to dominate the world, I am sure she will achieve a career in the future, and you, are a cute and gentle girl, more enthusiastic, you must be a good wife and mother in the future, and you must be a good hand at housekeeping."
"Really? But I don't think it's as good as Qingyu in my heart, not as beautiful as her, not as good as her, not as proud as she is in her bones, that may be a kind of courage to conquer the world"
"Don't say that, everyone can't be copied and repeated, you and Qingyu are equally good, Qingyu is, you give her a world, she will replace this world with another bigger world, you are, give you a world, you will make it full of flowers, one creates wonderful, makes her world more gorgeous, one creates richness, makes her world fuller, so, there is no comparison between the two of you."
"Brother Erdan, you really know how to talk, listen"
"There, there, just by heart"
"Brother Erdan, if we hadn't had a misunderstanding before, I would be your woman at this moment"
"Silly girl, why are you talking stupidly again, let the past pass, didn't my brother say it, you are a good girl, my brother doesn't have that blessing, and it's good to say that now" I did the other end of the bed with some words that didn't make sense.
"So, do you like me," she asked in a seemingly aggressive tone.
"Sister, what are you talking about, the more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes, if you do this again, don't come to play with my brother in the future"
"Brother Erdan, why don't you understand my heart! Why do I come to you every day, so many people in the village are looking for you to play, why don't you understand?" I thought it was a joke, but she became serious.
"I understand, your brother and I are not stupid, I understand everything, but the two of us, a big brother and a brother and daughter-in-law, will never be possible, and neither of us can change this fact"
"Brother Erdan, as long as you say you like me, I will be your woman, I don't want you anything, just you" Li Zhihua said and hugged me from behind, hugging me so tightly, I had a feeling of suffocation, I know that Zhihua is not a girl, she can say that she is my woman, she must be serious, is it that she is emotionally attached to me, which caught me off guard.