Looking back and smiling, there is no moon in the sea.

This life will be waiting for the king's return, who knows how long it will be?

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I still remember that it was a snowy night, and the whole world was white.

The road was very slippery, my little sister and I crawled and rolled, climbed over the hundred miles of mountain road, and when we arrived at Longtan Village, we were already hungry and cold, shivering.

It was he who opened the door for my little sister and me, put on new clothes for our sister, and served hot soup.

He said, don't be afraid, in the future, this will be our home!

My little sister and I both cried, a handful of tears, a mouthful of soup.

He smiled, I dare say, the gentlest smile in the world.

Yes, gentleness!

Since Grandma's death, no one has ever been so kind to us.

Later I learned that it turned out that he rarely smiled, and even, in those years, he did not say a word.

People say that he is very fierce and has a particularly bad temper, and the cowboy of the third uncle's family was chopped by him because he was noisy to read a book.

But in my heart, he is a great hero.

That scar on his face is the Medal of Honor!

Let's ask, in the world, who can dare to break into the drug den single-handedly when he was a teenager, and even serve it in a pot?

Let's ask, who in the world can go all over the world with a guitar when he was a teenager?

Just ask, in the world, who can be a woman, love is as deep as the sea, and there is nothing to say for three years?

Only him!

He was always alone, holding a guitar.

Brother Yong and Xiaomei are a little afraid of him, and it's just me, always circling around him.

He told me that the beasts of prey always walk alone, and the cattle and sheep are in herds.

I said to myself, I'm going to be him.

That year, I was seven years old and he was seventeen!

It was the happiest day of my life.

He taught me boxing, taught me to read, and taught me how to be a human being.

Happy times always pass quickly, and the next year, he is gone.

I still remember the day he left, the cicadas screamed very hard.

He told me that people should be self-reliant, I don't have to be him, I should be myself.

Unexpectedly, it would take him four years to leave.

When you say goodbye, things are already wrong.

His home, our home, is gone.

The uncle was overly defensive, killed someone for a woman, and was sentenced to life imprisonment.

And he, taking care of the affairs, left in a hurry.

I didn't even have time to say a word to him.

I really want to say to him, brother, you still have me, and Huanhuan, our home is still there, we have grown up, and we will protect this family together.

But in the end, I didn't say a word.

I could only watch him from afar, get on the train, and leave Anseong.

I didn't expect that parting to become a farewell.

Not long after, the news of the earthquake came, I was also worried and afraid, and I also wanted to go to Sichuan to find him, but our home was gone, my little sister and I were out of school, and I had to earn money to support my little sister's education.

It was the most painful year, I worked as a waiter, I worked as a salesman, I sold medicine at a street stall, and I sold vegetables at the market......

The most painful thing is that there has been no news of him.

It wasn't until the end of the year that there was a heavy snowfall in Anseong, and I was on TV and finally saw him.

He has become a nationally wanted criminal.

The little sister cried, she said, our home is completely finished.

I told my little sister that my brother is a hero, he is here to save people, he kills all evil traffickers, and one day, he will come back, and come back with dignity.

He finally came back, but what he came back was a box of ashes.

accompanied him back, in addition to Brother Yong, there was also a pregnant woman.

Everyone said that it was the woman he loved the most.

He found her under the ruins!

That year, I was thirteen years old!

My little sister and I returned to Longtan again, but he was never there.

Although that woman was very kind to our sister and I respected her, that home was no longer our home.

Fortunately, my little sister's academic performance is very good, and I have no other thoughts, work hard to earn money, protect my sister, and make her happy.

Whenever I have free time, I will take his children to his grave and whisper a few words.

The little sister is very competitive and was admitted to the first middle school as she wished.

I heard that it was a century-old school, and he also studied there.

I was relieved and decided to embark on a journey to find the path he had walked.

I've been to Sichuan, I've walked through Chongqing, and finally, I've been to Jiangnan.

He died at the Wucheng high-speed rail station.

I heard that on the day he died, the sunset was particularly red, and I heard that it was his blood that burned half of the sky.

I was there, looking for a long, long time, but in the end, I couldn't find anything.

I left and went to Xiamen.

It is said that the prosperous world is prosperous, but I live in the depths of the sun and shadow.

The education was too low, and there was no good job, so I had to mingle in bars and hair salons.

I hate myself!

But my little sister wants to go to college, and I don't have a choice.

Over time, I barely knew myself.

I got to know a group of people who were in the white goods business, and they had a lot of dealings with the other side of the sea, and they valued my skills, so I joined.

I want to save money to rebuild our home so that my little sister will not be displaced.

I didn't expect that when I returned to Anseong, my little sister was very worried.

We are twin sisters, heart to heart, and I can feel her fear and hesitation.

Later, I learned that the so-called century-old famous school has become a place to hide filth and dirt.

The little sister was bullied inside, and no one cared about her.

I wanted to ask for an explanation for her, but my little sister stopped me alive and dead, saying that it was only half a year, and the patience was over.

I returned to Xiamen and was going to do the last thing, and then go back to Ancheng to escort my little sister.

He hated drug dealers all his life, and I had to give him an explanation, an explanation for myself.

I killed all the drug dealers!

But on that day, the little sister died!

In full view, she was forced to commit suicide by jumping off the building!

My world, at that moment, collapsed!

He died, my little sister died, and my relatives left me.

I want revenge, blood and blood!

That day, there was a man who advised me to calm down, and he would help me deal with it.

I know, he loves me!

But he, after all, is not the same him!

We are not on the same path, we are not on the same path!

I returned to Anseong again, but what was waiting for me was no longer the familiar smiling face, only a grave, just like that one, buried alone in the middle of the mountain.

The woman I saw again, she also told me that she would deal with it and seek justice for Huanhuan.

I don't want to involve anyone, my own business, I carry it myself.

His kid, it's coming!

If you talk about relatives, perhaps, the only blood and bone he left behind is the only relative I have in this world.

This kid is really like him, and even the actions of thinking, they are exactly the same.

The child is five years old, extremely smart, rare in the world, and gives me advice.

I, half of the advice.

I don't want to be sneaky, sneaky, and I don't want to be like a lonely ghost, charged with a murderer, and flee to a foreign land.

Even if I die, I'm going to die here, just like him.

I'm revenge! The people who hurt my little sister, I almost killed them cleanly!

Except for one person, a sanctimonious slut!

Principal of No. 1 Middle School, Zhang Guifang!

She's more hateful and damned than the others!

Tonight, she will be the last!

In a person's life, after all, he has to do something, not for anything else, but for no regrets in his heart!

I don't regret it!

I didn't end up being him, I was who I was, that's all!

I think if he was still alive, he would support me and be proud of me!

We, the people of Longtan, have always dared to love and hate, dare to act!

I'm sleeping!

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