14. Thoughts are silent

There are thousands of lovesickness, and there is no place in the world. This is the first time that Shen Xinjing has been so out of shape since he came to Beijing, he was going to forget this person who gave up on himself, but he was still unwilling to go to Shandong to find Xiao Lanmo's hometown to talk about it, but now he must stay in Beijing and put this matter on hold.

"Xiao Lanmo, I really like you, I liked you before, I like you now, I like you coldly, I like you who are persistent, I like you who are fierce, I like you who smile, I like you when I am training, I like you when I am on vacation, I can feel that everyone is asking me to give up on you, but I understand that kind of like, that kind of obsession with youth, will not be there in this life, is it love?"

Hate each other and don't know that there is a letter in the tide, and the lovesickness begins to feel that the sea is not deep. Shen Xinjing's tears flowed, and he felt sad, "Xiao Lanmo, the most painful thing in the world is love." ”

On the National Day of the sophomore year, the relationship between the two people who had just confirmed their relationship was in the sweet period, and Xiao Lanmo, who had participated in the security mission, finally had time to go out and wanted to date Shen Xinjing.

On the streets of Taicheng on the National Day in October, the atmosphere of the festival is strong, a loyal and patriotic soldier is happy and excited, Xiao Lanmo is waiting for Shen Xinjing in the city center, looking at the streets where people come and go, and the couples who enter and exit in pairs, he knows that the previous days are all steel and cold, such a thick fireworks make people have a trace of warmth, and waiting for his sweetheart is full of surprises.

A black jacket and sweatpants still can't stop Xiao Lanmo's good figure, and the white sneakers on his feet are even more than 100 points, there is such a person, just looking at the back, he must be a cold and handsome beautiful man. Xiao Lanmo rubbed his hands together to keep warm, but he didn't shrug his shoulders and arch his back at all, he looked really straight and straight.

Shen Xinjing came from behind, the more she looked at it, the more she liked her boyfriend, and she was so happy that she felt like she had picked up a big bargain, how could such a handsome boy be planted in his own hands. Walking towards Xiao Lanmo with joy, Xiao Lanmo didn't notice it, Shen Xinjing jumped a step and patted Xiao Lanmo's shoulder, naughtily plunged into Xiao Lanmo's arms, and said, "It's too cold." Then he hugged Xiao Lanmo tightly and didn't let go. Xiao Lanmo pursed her lips and smiled suddenly, and also hugged Shen Xinjing.

Hmph, don't use this method, I don't know when you, a straight man, will be able to take the initiative, Shen Xinjing thought in his heart, he wanted to use enthusiasm to detain this boy firmly.

Every time they meet in the future, Xiao Lanmo must pick up the girl who sprinted over 100 meters and turn around in a circle to complete the ritual of meeting. When spinning, Shen Xinjing's long hair will always block Xiao Lanmo's face, and the smell in his nose has become a sweet memory in love.

Xiao Lanmo was originally familiar with the situation of the entire Thai City, population, geographical location, and economic situation, but since Shen Xinjing sat on the wrong side, Xiao Lanmo even picked up the map and touched the entire Thai City, for fear that this daredevil would not know where he would be left next time, and he was afraid that strangers would bully Shen Xinjing, and he would not be able to bear the consequences.

As early as when he was in the military academy, Xiao Lanmo and other cadets were often dragged deep into the mountains, given a map and compass, and asked to return to the school within the specified time. Looking at the mountain and running a dead horse, looking at the sea and the abyss, looking closer and closer to the finish line, unconsciously walked more than ten kilometers and did not arrive.

The mountains of Taicheng are undulating, there are many trees and jungles, and the road conditions are also relatively complicated, so it is often wrong to judge the wrong direction. The difference is a thousand miles, and this sentence is reflected here, judging that the destination that is expected to be less than one point away from the actual location may be more than ten kilometers away. It is necessary to be very careful and cautious in establishing your own standing point, using markers to determine the nearby mountains and roads, and then choosing a route.

At the end of each mission, Xiao Lanmo would take out a map to mark the place he passed through today on the map, and sometimes he would draw a more detailed hand-drawn drawing. Xiao Lanmo was very careful and marked the numbers on the poles, which was marked by the power supply department for convenient maintenance, and different lines had different rules. In this way, even if Shen Xinjing gets lost, Xiao Lanmo can immediately determine the approximate location.

"As long as she doesn't leave Taicheng, even if she is in the mountains, I can find her immediately." When his comrades-in-arms asked Xiao Lanmo what he was doing, Xiao Lanmo said this with a happy smile, which attracted everyone's laughter.

I have never seen Xiao Pai smile like this, and the comrades-in-arms are sincerely happy for Xiao Lanmo. Brothers who have lived and died together for several years, without any secrets and intrigue, their feelings are sincere to the simplicity of "as long as you are safe, as long as you are happy".

The streets of Taicheng are very narrow, and the roads are full of "little flyers" riding motorcycles and electric motorcycles. Xiao Lanmo always protects Shen Xinjing inside, and sometimes when she turns a corner, she often takes the initiative to reach out to protect Shen Xinjing in her arms in order to avoid the "little flyer", and uses her body to block it strongly. Xiao Lanmo's breath sprinkled on the top of Shen Xinjing's head, and Shen Xinjing groped for the body temperature of the person in his arms, and that quiet sense of steadiness could make time stand still.

Compared with holding hands and kissing, Shen Xinjing's favorite thing is hugging, when Xiao Lanmo tightly held her in her arms with both arms, there was nothing more than that to make people realize what it means to have.

One turn, and summer becomes the page of a book that turns over; Looking back, autumn has become a maple leaf all over the ground in Taicheng, and the years have changed, and time is fleeting.

Shen Xinjing, who was sitting alone, had a slightly thin back, and he was distracted when he remembered what had happened before. There was only the last sip of beer left in his hand, and Shen Xinjing drank it all, without the hatred and temper he had earlier, only Xiao Lanmo made Shen Xinjing only remember his goodness when he thought about it.

"When you come, you bring the wind and rain, and I have nowhere to avoid; When you left, the four seasons were chaotic, and I was sick for a long time. There is such a sentence, which should be Shen Xinjing's current mood.

In the last period of the senior soldier, there was no longer Xiao Lanmo, and he often missed him like this. However, the army has strict rules against alcohol, and it is impossible to anesthetize yourself with alcohol like you did tonight.

Shen Xinjing, who drank for the first time, was a little uncomfortable, his stomach was uncomfortable, and his head was also dizzy. After a simple tidy-up, Shen Xinjing plugged in the headphones to listen to English and prepare for sleep, today will always pass, and when tomorrow comes, he will be full of vitality. Shen Xinjing has a cold and clear appearance, and also has the most tenacious and unyielding heart, so he can deal with his inner wounds quietly.

"Fortunately, my thoughts are silent, otherwise, Xiao Lanmo, I would have to deafen you, right?" Shen Xinjing said such a sentence and fell asleep quietly.