Chapter 114: Jun Bai goes crazy
King Dingyuan's birthday is the seventh day of the first lunar month, and this day is already the twenty-sixth day of the lunar month, and there are only three days left before the Chinese New Year's Eve. Although the things that should be prepared are constantly sent from the palace, there are not enough people who can spare their hands to work, and there will still be a shortage of things in terms of arrangement.
Yin Junbai, who was not fully injured, had been involved in a busy task a few days earlier, first transporting food and water for Wen Moqing and others who continued to search the underground palace of Qinglian Palace, and then he was busy preparing for the birthday banquet, and he could not fall asleep until after the hour of the child almost every night. Yan Liwu was worried that his wound would crack, and he went to the room several times to ask him about his injury, but the strange thing was that Yin Junbai, who had always been happy about her approaching her, suddenly changed his sex, not only no longer regarded Yan Liwu as the target of his gaze, but also avoided her, obviously refusing to respond to open the door in the room.
I can guess part of the reason for the worry.
Before, they all thought that Yin Junbai was the henchman of the Qinglian King, and Yin Junbai himself thought so, until they found the existence of "another Qinglian King" in the small room of the underground palace. Once Yin Junbai was proud to be appointed by Qinglian **, because of that admiration and love, he even betrayed Junzilou to try to save King Qinglian in the slaughter, but what was the result?
As a result, he suddenly found that he knew so little, so little, that she had a sister who looked similar, that there were amazing secrets hidden in the underground palace, and that he didn't know who the master he had served faithfully for many years was, or in other words, he didn't know who his master was.
It must hurt to be deceived by someone you admire and have a crush, right? But this can't completely be a reason for Yin Junbai to avoid her, wasn't it okay a few days ago?
Despite his confusion, he chose to remain silent. She didn't want to cause more harm to Yin Junbai, and after finding out that he was avoiding her, she consciously stopped looking for it, and occasionally met her in the busy Qinglian Palace, but she just pretended not to see it, bowed her head and hurried by, hoping to give Yin Junbai more time to ease her mood At the same time, she also hoped to take this opportunity to make him understand that he was not the person he should be looking for.
"What kind of person is King Qinglian? Originally, it was just that I couldn't figure out my identity and wanted to find the truth, but who knew that following the clues, the fog became bigger and darker. When she was busy with back pain and took time to rest, she would always talk to herself and say that she was full of emotion, and every time Bi Xiao would smile and hold her hand and tell her that Yan Liwu was Yan Liwu, and there was no other identity.
If only everyone could think so, the words can't help but be gloomy.
"By the way, how are you and the second prince doing? He's been here for three days, so why don't you look for him? It was almost noon, and Bi Xiao, who was busy and idle, pulled Yan Liwu and asked in a low voice, "Senior Brother Lou and Senior Brother Mu said that they didn't want to contact the people of the court, and they refused to show up after drinking a few glasses of wine in the way of Senior Brother Jun's face that night, I see that Gongzi Chu is either listening to music or watching plays all day long, wandering outside all day, and there is no one to accompany the second prince?" ”
"I ......" Yan Liwu hesitated a little, and only lowered his eyebrows and said lightly after a long time, "I don't know what to say when I see him, I am embarrassed to sit face-to-face, it is better to find something to do." ”
Bi Xiao was slightly stunned, and then laughed: "Why are you ashamed like this?" I thought you were a brave woman who was not afraid of heaven and earth, and dared to say anything shameful and lovely, aren't you quite able to say it when you quarrel with your senior brother on weekdays? ”
"Fighting with Wen Moqing is coming as soon as you open your mouth, you can't talk to Your Highness like this, right? Besides, it's not that I can't find a topic, it's that when I see him, I forget what to say, and I can't help but get nervous. Looking at the direction of the town, Yan Li frowned a little sadly, "Tomorrow is the twenty-seventh day of the lunar month, and there is a market in the town for three consecutive days, he said that he wants to take me out for a walk in the evening, and I haven't decided whether to agree or not." ”
Bi Xiao pretended to be angry: "Stupid you, why don't you agree?" The second prince must see that you have too much burden on your shoulders and want to relieve the pressure for you, and if you don't go, it is not only to live up to his heart, but also to live up to your own dedication to him. You have been working hard for the second prince, you should let him see this, you can't teach the second prince to think that it has always been his unilateral hard work. When two people are together, they must be honest with each other and communicate and understand each other as much as possible, otherwise there will be misunderstandings. ”
"That'...... I promised him? ”
Bi Xiao nodded vigorously, shook Yan Li's hand vigorously to cheer her up, and the look of envy in her eyes was impressive: "Isn't this very happy?" Although there are still some detours to take, at least you and the second prince are happy and cherish each other, with this heart, any danger is not a problem, and one day you can be together. ”
Yan Li smiled worriedly, accepting Bi Xiao's persuasion, and suddenly thought of what Chu Ci said to her, and the happiness that had just surged was reduced by half.
What do you like about Wen Moshu? Is it really just a matter of coveting his tenderness? That night, he couldn't answer Shang Chuci's question, and he can't do it to this day. This question plagued Yan Liwu day and night, making her unable to eat and sleep, and seeing that Wen Moshu couldn't feel at ease as usual, so she hid, and was embarrassed to open up to anyone, even Bi Xiao, who supported her the most.
After agreeing to Wen Moshu's invitation with confusion and apprehension, Yan Liwu was in a state of confusion and anxiety all day, and Wen Moqing didn't hear her call several times in a row, which caused her to suffer a heavy blow on her head.
"Hurry up and copy the roster, there are only a few days left, when will you think about spring?"
Looking at the roster spread out on the table, and then looking at the half-copied copy, Yan Li impatiently dropped his pen: "Boring, what's the use of copying it?" Wouldn't it be okay to hand over the roster directly to the emperor when the time comes? It's a waste of time and energy, and it's really boring. ”
"The roster is for the emperor, but I also need to leave a copy, there are still many things to study here." Wen Mo picked up the pen with a good temper, looked at Yan Li's slightly frowning brow, shook his wrist, and a large cloud of ink was thrown onto Yan Li's cheek. Without waiting for her words to leave her worries and get angry, Wen Moqing grabbed her head and raised her chin towards the door: "Go wash your face and calm down, if you still feel upset, go to the door and walk around, don't go far." ”
Yan Liwu feels that people are cheap, obviously Wen Mo bullied her at every turn, but if he was a little concerned, she lost her temper. After glaring fiercely, Yan Li stretched his waist and went to the outside of Qinglian Palace to bask in the sun twice, and when he was a little tired, he suddenly heard a faint voice from somewhere.
The people sent by the palace to prepare the birthday banquet all gathered in the main hall, and outside the main hall, there were only her, Wen Moqing and others who moved back to Qinglian Palace to live temporarily, who would talk to themselves in the backyard of the remote palace? Yan Liwu hesitated for a moment, and quietly followed the sound with light steps.
The backyard of Qinglian Palace is a lush forest, planted with evergreen trees such as pines and cypresses, and the branches and leaves are also lush in winter.
"The prince said that even if he went to Huangquan, he would have to serve Junbai, and the prince also said that he would never trust anyone except Junbai, but ...... But which of the prince's words did it? Jun Bai has done so many things for the prince, and even betrayed the young master, but in exchange for the fact that the prince is missing, how will Jun Bai live in the future......"
I originally wanted to walk away silently, but when I heard Yin Jun whispering to the woods in a dementia, I couldn't help but hold my breath and listen carefully, and gradually heard the sadness in his words, and heard the sad low sobs clearly.
"Is the prince really not the prince of Junbai? After so many years, it turns out that the prince has always been hiding from Junbai, who is the person Junbai serves? Is it a real prince, a fake prince, or does there never exist a prince in the world, everything is a ridiculous dream? I don't believe it...... Obviously, those memories are as clear as if they happened yesterday...... Serving the prince to get up and change clothes, accompany the prince to enjoy the flowers and play, and look at the woods in a daze with the prince, how can it be fake......"
True and false, false and real, who else can tell the truth except for King Qinglian himself? only took pity on the infatuated and loyal Yin Junbai, gave up everything, and finally only gained an empty dream.
Although Yin Junbai was hoarse and incoherent, his words were still as painful as a knife, and his feet moved in a trance, and the broken dead branches made a crisp cracking sound.
"Who?!" Yin Junbai turned around in a hurry and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
You can't hide it.
Yan Li sighed, walked out of the corner of the wall with the corner of his skirt, and whispered softly as softly as possible: "Your wound has not completely healed, try not to blow the wind outside, go back with me." ”
"It turned out to be the prince." Seeing that the person who walked out was worried, Yin Junbai breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, and the smile he squeezed out was stiff and bitter, "Junbai is useless, he will just hide here and complain, so that the prince can see and laugh." ”
"Everyone has their own thoughts, some words don't want outsiders to hear, and it's uncomfortable to hold it in the heart, so it's inevitable to find a place to vent, it's nothing. But you should also want to open it up, after all, the Qinglian King is no longer there, and if you continue like this, you will only be cocooned and self-bound, and you will never be able to jump out of a low mood. ”
The persuasion of Yan Liwu is neither light nor heavy, it stands to reason that there is nothing to be faulted with, but in Yin Junbai's eyes, she is not as simple as a stranger or friend, listening to her, seeing her gentle eyebrows and eyes, her heart is torn up in general severe pain, and suddenly she laughs dumbly, and her eyes are as red as blood.
"Junbai?" Frightened by his hoarse and desolate laughter, Yan Liwu took a step forward worriedly, but his hand came close but stopped.
Should I persuade him? In what capacity? Who is the Blue Lotus King?
"Don't you dare to touch me, do you? I'm afraid of being entangled by me, and I can't get rid of it all day long. Yin Junbai leaned weakly on the trunk of the tree, staring at Yan Liwu with a dull gaze, and his tone of action was very different from usual, "I can't control it...... I can't control myself, even if I know that you hate me calling you like this, I still can't help but scream like this when I look at your face, as if the prince will come back if I do this......"
Yan Liwu is the most unable to deal with heartbroken people, watching Yin Junbai lose his soul and feel uncomfortable, he wanted to persuade but was blocked by his words, he didn't persuade, he didn't go, he stood opposite him awkwardly, and his heart was full of confusion and discomfort.
For a long time, he sighed gloomily.
"You are deceiving yourself, deceiving yourself, and deceiving others."
"So what? The prince is gone, it doesn't matter if I live or die, if you are not the prince......" Slowly moving his gaze to the woods covered by residual snow, Yin Junbai showed a shallow smile, clean and pure, but it was heartbreaking loneliness against the backdrop of godless eyes.
Yan Liwu really didn't know how to comfort Yin Junbai, his stubbornness was harder than Jin Tie, and his obsession with King Qinglian was even crazier than a madman.
"No, that's not right...... Damn, how can Jun Bai suspect the prince?! The prince is angry, Jun Bai is wrong, Jun Bai knows that he is wrong! Suddenly stretched out his hand and slapped himself heavily, Yin Jun knelt in front of Yan Liwu like crazy, and grabbed Yan Liwu's sleeve hysterically.
Yan Liwu subconsciously retreated, Yin Junbai refused to let go, stumbled and fell to the ground, and his back was hit by a stone slab.
Is this crazy? How much pressure did he have to bear to be forced like this? The sympathy for Yin Junbai flashed in Yan Liwu's mind, gritted his teeth lightly and struggled to get up, and just as he propped up his elbows, a shadow covered him, and he was immediately pressed and his wrist was pressed and buckled to the ground.
"The young master's secret Jun Bai has been told to the prince, why can't the prince tell the secret to Jun Bai? Jun Bai just wants to help the prince, he just wants to ...... Just want to get the heart of the prince, just look at me......"
Yin Junbai's expression on the face close at hand was complicated, and there was a chaotic and crazy look in his eyes, staring straight at Yan Liwu, and his body suddenly pressed down.