Chapter 83: Unraveling
"I can understand your thoughts, you may just want to be an ordinary person, you don't want to get too much attention, and at the same time, you don't want to face the pressure from all sides, these pressures make you very depressed, and the load on your mind is too great, but have you ever thought about it now? Escape is not the way, you are now too disturbed by external factors, affecting yourself, you can insist on being yourself, ignore them, you are talented, you are smart and capable, do you have to give up your good future for these things? ”
Gu Shijin was at a loss: "Am I wrong?"
Shen Ziyu shook his head: "There is nothing wrong with this question, as a bystander, I can't give you an evaluation of what is wrong and right, it mainly depends on what you think in your heart." He continued, "Nowadays, as an honor student from childhood to adulthood, you are envied by your classmates, praised by your elders and teachers, and attracted the attention of the audience, a great honor, but it is accompanied by a steady stream of pressure, you feel very hard, but have you ever thought that you are not the only one, there are two sides to the harvest and the pay, although they cannot be divided into equal, the consumable value is the same.
You can say these things you don't want, but can you give up, running away is the act of a coward.
There is a misunderstanding in your thoughts, when you have such an idea, in fact, you yourself have become the kind of person you hate, there is no distinction between noble and poor, you think that the top students, ordinary students, they are all ordinary people, ordinary students have no pressure? Yes, his pressure is not less than that of the honor student, the honor student may only need to walk a few steps to succeed, while the ordinary person has to walk dozens of steps, or even hundreds of steps, to reach the position of the honor student, and at this time the top student is at the next few intersections. ”
Shen Ziyu is also an honor student, so he can understand Gu Shijin's thoughts.
"I still don't understand."
Gu Shijin was like a passerby standing in the middle of the intersection, looking at the traffic around her, cars driving by, groups of pedestrians walking across the zebra crossing, and she still didn't find her way, lost her way, and stood at the intersection at a loss.
"To put it simply, you want to be an ordinary person, so what do you think is an ordinary person? Let's talk about the non-ordinary, for example, the top ten people who move China will be updated every year, they are not ordinary enough, so do you think you have reached that height, no, so you and I are ordinary people, whether it is an honor student, an ordinary student, it is the same, at present, the goal is the same, study hard, get a good grade, graduate to be able to study a good university, there are some exceptions, they have their own dreams, there are painters, athletes, musicians, etc., but they all need to work hard, keep struggling to chase, and in the end they may not be able to succeed, so they only force themselves to work harder and harder, they are all under pressure, but the way of pressure is different, aren't they tired? No, people get tired, so don't be afraid. ”
Gu Shijin's eyes seemed to have cleared a layer of mist, and she laughed at herself: "It's me who is too sharp."
Shen Ziyu frowned, pondered it and said: "I think so, you will think so, not only you are disgusted with the current way of life, there may be some factors of your personal affairs that I don't know, I can't give you any advice, but no matter what, I believe that you yourself will be measured, you are rational enough, you will not become a person who ignores and lets go of yourself without saying a word, you are still very responsible for yourself and others, now, remember, don't lose your own heart."
Gu Shijin burst out laughing, and his mood was not so depressed: "Shen Ziyu." She said, "Thank you for your trust. "Thank you for explaining to me, it's very pertinent and practical.
Shen Ziyu scratched his head embarrassedly: "If you can't find the direction now, you can change the way, find what you like to do, and run towards this goal, you may not be confused all the time."
Just like me, I have a goal in my heart, and that is you, Shen Ziyu said silently in his heart.
What do you like to do......
Before her mother was alive, Gu Shijin had a wish, she wanted to get good grades and become an honor student, because her mother would be very happy and proud of her, and when her mother was sick, she studied harder to get good grades, so that her mother's illness would be better, but after her mother died, she didn't know what the point was in doing this.
------Off topic------
Shen Ziyu: Jinbao Jinbao, my target is you!! Did you hear that? (So loud!) (??????)?
Yuan Zhoulu: Upstairs, please go to the parties and say it~
Gu Noble Passerby Shi Jin: What? Who called me?
Shen No. 1 Ziyu: Nothing.
Yuan, No. 2, Zhou Lu: No one speaks!
Make up a chapter that was stopped yesterday.