Chapter 194, weeping for others until dawn
The moon falls and the sun shines, the mountains are depressed, the mist is clear for thousands of miles, there is no wind and self-cold, and the heart is like a needle prick, it seems that he has guessed the answer, the secret hatred has been born, and there is no room for maneuver, sighing slightly, avoiding Gongsun Yu's burning gaze, straightening up, walking to the carriage carrying the coffin, and ordering Lingkongzi to open the lid.
Fusu's face was very calm, leaving no painful expression, as if he was having a sweet dream, no scars were found around his body, but the blood vessels were bulging, the blood was purple, and the lower the body, the more obvious it was, suspected of poisoning, the jaw was broken, but the tongue did not turn black, it was difficult to determine that he was taking poison.
Gongsun Yu said to himself like crazy: "The moment my country was ruined and my family died, I was a dead man, in order to be able to assassinate Ying Zheng, I practiced the "Martyr's Scripture", and took hundreds of poisons according to the scriptures, I never took the pain and suffering to heart, because it was much better than the taste of losing relatives, my blood can poison an elephant, as long as I rely on piano skills and beauty to enter the palace, Ying Zheng broke my virgin body, and he must be killed on the spot to end my painful fate." β
Hearing this, Wu Jian knew that there was no need to investigate, and slowly walked to Gongsun Yu's side, turned his back to her, looked up at the misty sky, and walked away.
"But I just met you, your piano sound makes me fall in love, your words are exciting, your figure makes me linger, every time I see you, I have the urge to be with you desperately, but you are a thin person, I have no choice, we have no future, we can only be rational. β
"I don't blame you for not killing Yingzheng, but as long as you sacrifice me to him, I can kill him, not only did you not do that, but on the contrary, you ruined all my plans, I know, you are for my good, you want me to live, but the revenge is not avenged, what is the point of me living, you can't even save your own life, how can you decide my life and death!"
"I married Fusu completely according to your wishes, you are not me, how do you know my feelings, what do you think of me, marry an enemy who does not share the sky, are you saving me, have you thought about it for me?"
"Your vision is right again, Fusu treats me very well, his words are very beautiful, for me to give up everything, he is a righteous gentleman, he will not compromise and seek perfection, I am really moved by his sincerity, these days I have been thinking, if Yingzheng dies, Fusu may become the emperor of Daqin, if he has been treating me so well, if he gives birth to a son for him, then my son is not the emperor of Daqin, at that time, why restore the state of Chu, I really have to admire the choice you made for me, you are too smart, you think far aheadγ β
Tears flowed down their eyes," I'm really confused, I still have that fantasy, I forgot that part of the poison can't be solved, have you thought of this, my fate has been doomed, no matter how you choose for me, it will be wishful thinking in the end, now I am nothing, the only reason for existence is gone, he didn't resent me when he was dying, and comforted me, let me forget my hatred, and live happily, then I found out that he was the person who loved me the most in this world, and when I wanted to let go of everything to love him, he died in my arms. β
Wuji turned around and said lightly: "Don't say it, I'll take you away!"
Gongsun Yu sneered: "Take me away, now you just want to take me away, why should I go with you, the moment you push me to Fusu, you are not qualified, if you want to go, you still need to use you to say, the moment Fusu died, I don't want to live, the reason why I waited until now is to tell you, I hate you to death, I want to make you regret it for the rest of your life!"
Wuxian really couldn't help the mouthful of blood gushing out of his heart, 'poof', sprayed his sleeves bright red, sat down on the ground, Ling Kongzi hurriedly ran back to help, Wuxian took a long time to stabilize his breathing, and said weakly to Gongsun Yu who flashed a trace of remorse: " I know it's my fault, I shouldn't have pushed you to Fusu, but I have no choice, I'm going to die soon, the reason why I keep this breath is to go to Changping and fulfill Master's last wish, I don't want you to suffer, and I don't want you to die, and that's all I can do for you, I'm not afraid that you will hate me, I'm such a person, I don't want others to like me, who is about to die. β
"But what did you leave me?"
This sentence was like a sharp knife inserted into Wuji's heart, Wuji's words were stagnant for a long time, and he slowly straightened up under the support of Ling Kongzi, and said in a deep voice in front of Gongsun Yu's hateful gaze: "I will make up for my mistakes and give you a satisfactory result!"
Wuxian walked to Fusu's coffin and took out the 'Nine Turning Soul Pill' that Wanjiao desperately stole for him from the Qiankun jade, which may be the last hope for Wujiao to live.
As soon as Ling Kongzi saw the elixir, his eyes widened, although he didn't know what it was, but he could feel that the elixir contained a strong vitality, and couldn't help but open his mouth to stop it: "Little Master, is this the elixir that the little master took for you at the risk of death, don't give it to him, you are taking your own life to save his life, it's not worth it!"
Wuxian ignored it, looked up to the sky and sighed, and put it into Fusu's mouth, although Ling Kongzi was angry, he knew that he couldn't stop it.
As soon as the pill was entered, the surrounding white qi penetrated into Fusu's nostrils, and a faint heat soon rose around his body, the purple in his veins gradually faded, and the blood began to flow slowly, exuding a golden streamer.
After checking his pulse, he gently withdrew his hand that had lost his strength, did not look at Gongsun Yu, and said lightly: "From now on, we don't owe each other, and we will break off!"
As soon as the words fell, a shout came from the coffin: "Yu'er!"
Gongsun Yu opened her eyes that seemed to be bleeding, looking at the bleak back, in the midst of a sudden shock, all the sadness, unwillingness, helplessness, despair, and resentment raged her soul, and finally condensed into a piece of remorse, which will be blocked there forever, she knew that she really killed someone and lost a heart, this heart was the one who loved her the most, but it was no longer there.
I don't know how to stand up, like a walking corpse to the coffin, I saw a pair of incredible eyes, Fusu said that he couldn't hear what he said, he held hands together, a warm hand, looking at the figure, in the morning light has gradually become far away, the words echoed repeatedly in his head, "The two don't owe each other, and the grace is broken!"
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When he returned to the mansion, he was depressed and pale, and after ordering someone to inform Meng Yi, he lived in a side room, and for three days, he didn't go out, lying that he went out of the city to investigate the case, and it was forbidden to tell Wanjiao the news of his return, but he knew that Wanjiao would know sooner or later.
Wanjiao recovered quickly, she was able to walk around the ground, and she had already become the mistress of the Hou Mansion, and the slaves and maids who were used to being idle in the mansion became nervous, for fear of doing something wrong and being reprimanded by this barbaric lady who fell from the sky.
No matter what Wanjiao does, Wujiao doesn't feel excessive, hearing his warbler voice, it is extremely pleasant, and seeing her lively and lovely figure is pleasing to the eye.
It wasn't until Jiang Yuan came to the mansion to find him and told him that he set off to Changping to subdue the unjust souls, and Wuji knew that it was time to separate.
When Wanjiao saw Wuxian entering the room, she rushed over happily, snuggled in Wuji's arms, and reproached: "Where have you been these days, people want to go crazy with you." β
Wuji looked down at the lovely person in his arms, stroked the hair on the mantis's head, smelled her faint body fragrance, and his heart ached, like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Wanjiao seemed to notice the abnormality of Wuji, raised her head to look at Wuji's face, frowned slightly, and said hurriedly: "Why is your complexion so ugly, take that pill quickly." β
Wujian thought about a lot of lies, but he couldn't say a word, hesitated for a while, and finally became ruthless and said in a trembling voice: "I...... , I'm sorry for you!"
Wanjiao didn't seem to understand, and asked, "Where did you put the pill?"
"I ...... , I took it to save people. β
Wanjiao's 'ah' sound, her face was pale, and she said in disbelief: "Impossible, take it out quickly, don't lie to me, that elixir can save your life, how can you give it to others!"
Wuxian said guiltily: "I didn't lie to you, I really went to save someone, I'm sorry for you, it's not worth your kindness to me,......"
Wanjiao grabbed Wuji's hand, looked at Wuji's eyes wide, and said, "No, you must be lying to me, you won't be so stupid!"
"Wanjiao, I'm really stupid, I know you won't forgive me, I'm doing it myself. β
Wanjiao couldn't accept this thunderous result, tears welled up in her eyes, and she murmured, "Who is she, you must love her very much, right?"
"She is a poor woman, and I save someone who can give him happiness. β
Wanjiao sat down on the ground, her heart had collapsed, tears welled up, and she cried: " In order to get the pill, I searched all the snow-capped mountains in Kunlun, endured hunger and cold and searched for a month, only to find Ye Yi's cave, in order not to be discovered by the Kunlun disciples, I turned into this body, lurking in the shadows, only while they were resting can I move the position, after more than ten days, I found the alchemy room, hidden in the air hole on the roof of the room, and saw the Taiyi Yuan True Furnace, the pill has been refined day and night for ten years, guarded by four disciples in two groups, and will soon be refined, that is the most important one of Ye Yi's refining, using the rare materials he collected, every day he went to check, I hid there and was full of scorched smoke, and I didn't eat food for several days, I couldn't drink a sip of water, and almost passed out, but I never thought of giving up, because if I got it, I would save your life, and finally waited for Dancheng, when the two disciples were about to walk out of the alchemy room with the pill, I showed up and attacked, although they inhaled the ecstasy smoke I spit out, but they didn't faint, I had to fight with them, grabbed the pill and rushed out, the Kunlun disciples heard the news and chased me in the cave, those disciples' cultivation was higher than mine, I was not an opponent at all, I was hiding everywhere, I couldn't remember how many injuries I suffered, fortunately, a group of masked people came in outside and entangled Ye Yi and most of the disciples, so that I had the opportunity to break through, in order to avoid tracking, I hid in the ice and snow during the day, and only came out to escape at night, those two groups were looking for me, and within a day, I was found three times, I only escaped to the cliff they didn't dare to jump off to save my life, do you know, my body is a nine-tailed fox, I have lost two lives, I worked so hard to get the elixir, how can you give it to others, she is pitiful, aren't you pitiful, that person's life is more important than yours?"
The more he listened, the more heartache he felt, although he did not come in person, but the danger was completely imaginable, Wanjiao gave up his life for him and forgot to die, but he failed Wanjiao, no one would do that, no one would forgive, "It's me who deserves to die, I don't know how to cherish, but if I don't save it, I will feel guilty for a lifetime." β
"But you don't care about my feelings, you're not afraid that I'm sad, I understand now, she is more important than me, you are the same kind, I'm just a demon, a demon that haunts you, in your heart, I'm never as good as that person!"
Wuxian forcibly endured the stinging pain in his heart, and said abruptly: "I have said this a long time ago, our nature is different, there is no common word, even if I can survive, I will not choose a demon as my wife and concubine, you are always so barbaric, willful, lack of self-cultivation, only steal things, the things you steal are not delicious at all, they are barely eaten, now in retrospect, my stomach is uncomfortable, in my eyes, you are not even as considerate as the slaves and maids in the house, which makes me very distressed, I say this, do you understand this time!"
Wujian really couldn't think of Wanjiao's bad points, so he could only say those as shortcomings, watching Jiao Yan lose all her color, stop her tears, whimpering and looking at herself, like falling into hell, how much she wanted to take her into her arms, and didn't want her heart to be hurt again.
Wanjiao wiped away the tears on her face, got up gloomily, and said coldly: "Wanjiao knows, it was Wanjiao who was amorous, I have repaid your life-saving grace, and I will not pester you again in the future, take care!" After speaking, he waved his long sleeves and ran away.
Qianying left, her heart was hollowed out, and she collapsed to the ground without obstacles, clutching her chest, panting, hurting the person who shouldn't be hurt the most, and deceived the heart she loved the most, "Wanjiao, I'm sorry!"
(End of chapter)