On the white hospital bed, Zhu Yingying lay quietly on it, her black hair was scattered, and a strand of hair just covered her slightly painful face, as if to cover her breathing

I gently raised my finger and pulled the strand of hair behind her ear, her pale face immediately appeared in front of my eyes, and then I listened to her breathing, I knew that it was stimulated by the words she heard, she couldn't accept it, her former infatuation was said to be worthless by others, she couldn't even believe that those people who got along with her day and night would talk about herself like this behind her back

Those hurtful words, even if I, a seven-foot man, listened to them, I was so angry that I thought about the love story we missed back then, and it was vigorous and unforgettable

When you are young, you should be like this, desperate, dare to love, dare to hate, dare to fall in love at first sight, and dare to die before resting, this is what it looks like to be young

At this moment, I looked at Zhu Yingying, who was lying on the hospital bed in front of me and had not yet woken up, and my heart was full of guilt, my surname is Shao, how can I make a woman so infatuated, after I rejected her love, she was ashamed, and even went home to take poison and commit suicide, if it wasn't found in time, we must have been separated by yin and yang, and there is still today's meeting

I vaguely remember that on the day I refused her, I sent her home, that night, she committed suicide by poisoning, two weeks later, after she recovered from the hospital and was discharged, her father took a group of villagers to my house to ask for the guilt, her father repeatedly thought that I had insulted his daughter, which caused her daughter to commit suicide by poisoning, so when they found my home, my father and my mother were brutally beaten, and finally, I was forced by Zhu Yingying's father to drink the same pesticide, and they refused to give up

After I was sent to the hospital, it was also rescued in time to pick up a small life, I remember, when I was hospitalized, Zhu Yingying has been busy taking care of me, and the two of us can be regarded as sympathy

At first, I was very repulsive to Zhu Yingying, because her father did things too much, beat my father and my mother not to mention, and forced me to drink the highly toxic pesticide Zhu Yingying felt guilty in her heart, she felt that everything was because of herself, so she has been taking care of me in the hospital, and after a long time, I was finally tempted by this kind girl

Just when I decided to confess to her when I recovered and was discharged from the hospital, saying that I wanted to be together, she never returned, she didn't give me any chance, and just walked away

Actually, that miss was completely my fault, because I had caused all kinds of harm to her before, and at that time, I had not yet come out of the shadow of broken love, she felt that there was always someone in my heart, no matter how hard she tried, she just couldn't live in my heart, so she decided to leave

Undoubtedly, she is my most hurtful, but irreparable lover, if, as they say, it is because our previous relationship delayed her, then I really deserve to die

I hope not, because, a kind girl has a good destination after all, she should find a man who loves her and cares for her to be with her, snuggle her, and give her a warm embrace, instead of choosing a scumbag like me to be together, after all, it is not a fair thing on the road of feelings

I thought about seeing Zhu Yingying's face with a slightly uncomfortable expression, and then, she coughed a few times, she suddenly woke up, she looked at the snow-white ceiling and panicked, maybe it was the last experience that made her afraid of the hospital

She struggled to sit up from the hospital bed in a panic, she just got up, she was physically exhausted, and she fell down on the hospital bed again She cried suddenly, she grabbed the sheets on the hospital bed with her hands, a little annoyed, maybe she was afraid that she would delay her work

"Yingying" I called softly, she seemed to be particularly sensitive to my voice, and as soon as my voice came out, she turned her face to me as if she had encountered an electric current.

"Shao Erdan" she called, and tears appeared in her eyes

"Hey, it's me" I looked at Zhu Yingying, who had just woken up, with a trace of pity on her face, and for a while, that feeling of mixed feelings was really indescribable

"Are you better?" I asked with concern.

"It's better, it's okay, don't worry" Zhu Yingying glanced at me affectionately, as if she was afraid of being seen by me, and quickly buried her head

"Yingying, don't take the words of those long-tongued women to heart, what kind of girl are you, I know better than anyone else, you are a good girl who is innocent"

I smiled shyly and continued: "Maybe, if it wasn't for my incomprehension, it wouldn't have caused you today."

"I know, actually, it's not like you think, I didn't eat breakfast, so when it was noon, I was a little dizzy, so I fainted."

"Then, why don't you take care of yourself so much" I couldn't help it, and I said amorous words again, I think I should have an explanation for her, and tell her a reason, because fate is a thing that cannot be chosen by oneself.

"I never did this before, and I don't know why it happened, in the future, I will pay attention" Zhu Yingying still buried her head and said softly, as if it was none of her business.

I felt even more ashamed when I saw her like this, in fact, I have always owed her an apology, and today, I will take this opportunity to say sorry to her, or thank you

"Yingying, the harm I caused to you before was not my intention, I'm here to tell you, I'm sorry, I hope you can" This time, I didn't dare to look up at her, because her clear eyes made me feel guilty.

"I've long forgotten what happened before," she choked up, and continued, "You forget too, you're still you, I'm still me, as if nothing had happened"

"Okay" I said softly, but my heart hurt, a thing that you will never forget, once happened vigorously, but you have to choose to forget, in fact, it is more painful than gritting your teeth and swallowing it in your stomach.

Although, I can't forget it, but I can only agree against my will, the most painful thing in life, but that's it.

"Yingying, I promised you all the previous things, even if you can't accept my apology, I don't expect to be forgiven by you."

"You, you think too much, I really don't mean to blame you, I did those stupid things, in fact, it has nothing to do with you, so don't have those apologies, forget it, otherwise, stay in your heart, let everyone feel uncomfortable, why bother?"

I can't understand what she means, but hopefully, my belated apology won't hurt her anymore, as long as she can see it.

"Since there is no apology between us, let me say thank you to you, thank you, during the time I was hospitalized, your meticulous care for me made me recover quickly"

"Remember, the day before I was discharged from the hospital, you said to me, you go home, and then, when you come back, you go through the discharge procedures for me, I believe it, I have been waiting for you there, waiting for your results, but you never showed up again"

In the depths of my feelings, there are always those insincere but true words, but I don't regret saying that

Zhu Yingying listened to my words, silent, but the tears had flowed first, in the silent place, falling suddenly, that is an indescribable grievance, nowhere to tell, can only be stranded in the bottom of the heart, even if the sea is dry and rotten, it is difficult to change the original color, this is also a kind of love

"My father said, if you really want to be with me, you must go back to our village, looking for me, I have been waiting for you until now, I have been thinking about it, today, again, seeing you, I will die, because, until now I found out that you are not the person I want at all, you really have nothing to rare, now I think about it, at the beginning, how stupid I was" Zhu Yingying said and turned crying into laughter She smiled, that is a heartfelt relief, I believe, she said the truth from the bottom of her heart, what am I so rare, I'm just a rotten person, there's nothing wrong with it at all, I'm just a bastard, a eater of hell, it's really nothing to be rare

"It's a touching story" Jing Lin didn't know when, appeared behind me, it turned out that she had been listening to the story of me and Zhu Yingying, I had my back to the door, Zhu Yingying kept her head down, and we didn't find Jing Lin

"Linlin, why are you here" I looked surprised and ashamed on my face.

"I came to see if this girl was awake, but I heard your story, sorry, I didn't mean to"

Looking at Jing Lin's expression, she acted as if she hadn't heard anything, showing extreme open-mindedness and broad-mindedness, which is really rare.

"Linlin, you listen to my explanation, no, you think like that" I'm really afraid that Jing Lin has misunderstood me and caused some bad influences, so it's not good.

"Limin, you see that you think too much, I didn't misunderstand that we were all young, inevitably, there will be some childish emotional entanglements, which is also a very normal thing" Jing Lin's empathy made me extremely surprised, and her kindness impressed me.

"Linlin, I'm sorry thank you, you didn't misunderstand, no"

"Let's talk, call me if you have something" Jing Lin smiled slightly, and then, turned around and left, I saw this and hurriedly chased out, I caught up with Jing Lin, just wanted to explain something, but Jing Lin told me very seriously

"Don't follow me, how did you pick up that girl, you can give it back to others, I'm serious"

Jing Lin pointed at me with her finger and said, I had to admit defeat and say, "Wife, go home at night, I'll explain to you again"

Jing Lin snorted and walked away, I turned back to the ward, at this time Zhu Yingying got out of bed early, she saw me come back, so she asked, I said:

"That's my sister-in-law, beautiful enough, to be a doctor at such a young age"

"Yes, she's my fiancée"

"I understand, do you want to open a letter of introduction and go to the county civil affairs bureau to get a certificate?"

"Exactly"

"Okay, I'll write to you when I get back"

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