(Girls' Literature)

"Hi, Yaya, when I first met Xiaoxiang, I liked it very much, I liked it very much, this is almost the image of my ideal son-in-law, but when he began to introduce his family, I was a little worried in my heart, you also know that it is not the old tradition of mothers, the concept of being the right person, from ancient times to the present, their family is at that level, much higher than our family, love is a matter of the two of you, but marriage is indeed a matter of two families, the two of you can say that you can love each other, but whether you can really integrate into their family and make their family accept you, this has to continue to be considered, in short, you and his background are not on the same platform, and sometimes you need to suffer a little! My mother said meaningfully, and when she finished speaking, she reached out and patted the back of my hand.

Mother's words, word by word, fell on my heart, I remembered that in Li Yunxiang's house before, her mother condescendingly and arrogantly said to me, "Miss Ai, you don't have a good background, I didn't expect your upbringing to be so bad......" For Li Yunxiang's mother, in my heart, I have always played the role of a queen mother, but I didn't expect that my mother would see through this at a glance. Or because of the rich life experience, this cannot be changed no matter what.

I sighed, my mother has now told all the knots in my heart, I have nothing else to say, and now I am also very painful in my heart. I thought that Li Yunxiang had walked into my heart, but I found that there were almost many obstacles in front of us, and her mother's opposition was enough for us to drink a pot. My mother patted me on the shoulder, "Xiaoxiang is a good boy, since the two of them are in love, let's work hard, just pay attention to protect yourself, don't let yourself get hurt too much!" Mom sighed, got up and walked to the next room.

I rolled over to bed, looked at the moon outside the window, slowly closed my eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

The New Year is still coming, whether there is no father at home or not. This New Year is really coming, the New Year in a small town, during the festival, there is a lot more New Year's flavor than the New Year in a big city. The New Year in the big city, many people are reacting, almost every year is getting more and more boring, and every year is getting more and more uninteresting. All meaningful folk customs have been replaced by eating and drinking, and all the customs of activities that have been handed down have been replaced by sleeping, so that sometimes in the face of this sudden increase in time, we don't even know how to arrange, we don't even know how to fill these gaps. It seems that idleness is not a good thing.

Although there is one less person in the family, my mother and I are still busy preparing New Year's goods, shopping, cooking meat, steaming steamed buns, and stocking up on dumpling fillings. From time to time, the sound of firecrackers wafted outside the window, and with this "crackling" sound, there is often the smell of burning sulfur, which reminds me all the time that the New Year is coming, the New Year is coming, this seems to be every time the New Year, there will be a smell, although pungent, but people feel a festive joy, and there is a new spring is coming.

"Your dad loved to eat dumplings with three fresh fillings when he was alive." Mom said softly while wrapping the dumplings, and wiped the corners of her eyes with her hand, I understood that this was because of this scene, which caused her to feel sad again. "Mom, don't feel bad, let's put a bowl for Dad in the future." I pulled a tissue from the table and handed it to my mother, who took it and slowly wiped it on her face. "Why do you think I always feel like he's still around?" Mom's tears, at this time, began to burst the embankment again.

I put down the rolling pin in my hand, walked to my mother's side, and hugged her shoulders tightly, so many years of affection, it must be impossible to be completely wiped out in this short period of time, Mom, how did you spend these days when I was away? Every plant and tree here contains all kinds of memories of my father's life, what do you feel in your heart after you see it? It's just that these days, I'm not by your side, how did you survive by yourself? I hugged my mom and sighed heavily.

As soon as the sound of firecrackers in the thirties passed, all kinds of New Year's greeting text messages began to "swish" into your mobile phone as if they were crazy. This makes your fingers almost impossible to stop for a moment, as if you need to keep clicking on the information, watching, most of these are sent in groups, generally from previous classmates, and those who only have a one-sided acquaintance at work, some people send messages at a glance to know that there is no intention, because after clicking on, the following information, it is still the year, month and day of last year, hey, what is going on?

The dumplings in the pot, like snow-white ducks, are slowly tumbling in the pot. I couldn't help but salivate as I watched it. When the first plate of dumplings came out of the pot, my mother took them out one by one, and then handed them to me, "Come, go and bring them to your father!" I took it and slowly walked to my father's tablet, "Dad, this is the dumpling I gave you, come back and eat it quickly." ”

In the photo, it is still a black and white photo of my father when he was young. He was so peacefully framed in the frame, and his eyes were so kind, I took out three incense sticks from the incense box, lit them, and respectfully inserted them into the incense burner on the offering table. Put your hands together and bow three times to your father.

This year's Chinese New Year, there is no busyness in previous years, at that time, the guests who came to the house were one after another, my mother had to cook almost every day to entertain guests, and after my father's death this year, those guests were like air, disappeared. This is to see clearly which people are real friends and which people are ordinary friends of wine and meat, so it is okay, just entertain some relatives who came to visit, and my mother and I are also happy. This year may be the purest year I've ever had since I was a child, but I quite like this kind of purity, and purity naturally has the benefits of purity.

More often, I will also read a book in bed, watch TV with my mother, or sleep for a while, Zhang Yefeng has called me on Chinese New Year's Eve, his meaning is very clear, rest well in the past few days of the New Year, after the New Year, you will be busy! Huhu, the essence of capitalists, no matter what, can't be changed, right? This phone call is not so much a New Year's greeting as a supervision work, so now in the past two days, I want to seize the opportunity to change and seize it, and hurry up to make up for more sleep.

One day during the New Year's holiday, I received a call from Tang Mimi, "Yaya? What are you doing at home? Come back with me! When I answered the phone, I was holding an apple in my hand, and when I heard this, I almost bit my tongue, "What do you mean, don't tell me that you really didn't go home for the New Year?" I asked Don Mimi.

Tang Mimi smiled, "Is that still fake?" I really don't dare to go back for the time being, you also know that I ran away from the marriage when I came out, if I go back now, my mother will settle the old and new accounts with me. Tang Mimi said with her mouth shut, and when she heard it, she knew that she was eating.

"Hey, Yaya, you don't know, how hard I've been in the past few days, how hard I've been, you know? On the street, not to mention the food, there is not even a figure, I have been fucking eating instant noodles for several days, and when my nose was about to bleed, the kind sister Wu Min brought me steaming dumplings, which moved me almost to tears, hey, so I started the days of eating at her house......" Tang Mimi said, as if telling a history of her heartache, blood and tears, and I rolled my eyes when I heard it......

Time passed slowly in the midst of these days. I suddenly felt that the holiday of more than a week during the New Year was so short, as if it had just blinked, and this day jumped from the joyful Chinese New Year's Eve, as if it was setting off firecrackers, to the seventh day of the new year. Hey, why can't time go slowly, let me spend a little more time with my mother.

But, what should come is still coming. On the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, I was really going back. In the morning, my mother got up early in the morning to boil eggs for me, saying that she would take them to the provincial capital to eat, although the provincial capital also sells eggs. But my mother always likes to bring me as many things as possible when I am leaving, I understand that this is the pity of the world's parents, they always want to give us all the best things at once, I took out a wad of pink bills from my bag, and then stacked them, put them in the envelope, and stuffed them under my mother's pillow while my mother was in the kitchen.

"Pay more attention to your body when you go out, you sometimes have the same problem as your father, and you always forget to eat when you are busy." Mom said, and I nodded, "Got it, Mom! I grimaced at her, and my mother patted me on the shoulder, "It's still so inappropriate, did you hear what I said to you......" Mom said and gently tugged at my ear. "Oh Mom, okay, I'm in my 20s, don't you think about it all the time pulling my ears like before, okay?" I rolled my eyes a little disapprehended.

Mom smiled, "I'll eat less instant noodles in the future, that thing isn't very good for the body!" ”