Chapter 141: The Truth
After Ji Huanling left, Qing Huan lay on the bed in a daze, this day, it was so boring, since the baby had an accident, she didn't dare to move, lying in the room all day long, for fear that she would move around and hurt him again.
"Alas!" Qing Huan sighed, with helplessness on his face, and muttered in a low voice, "You say, do I want to forgive Su Ying, although he explained that matter to his mother, and his mother is willing to believe that he won't do that, but why is there still a faint uneasiness in my heart......
She said to herself, and no one would answer her. After a while, he said: "Look, he actually dislikes me, he hasn't come to see me for so long, I definitely won't forgive him!" β
She muttered for a while, but she was bored, and closed her eyes. When Xin'er came in, she saw her eyes closed, and muttered "one dumpling, two dumplings ......", forcing herself to sleep.
Xin'er shook her head helplessly, recently, the master doesn't seem to be sleeping very well, and he has to count dumplings every day to fall asleep. She brought the soup and went to Qinghuan, "Master, get up and drink this soup!" β
Qing Huan just smelled the smell, and couldn't help retching, this feeling is really bad! She thought again, why doesn't Sister Qiumei have such symptoms? The queen mother of the Northern Qinghuang Palace should not have this symptom!
I got up in the morning and didn't eat, and there was still some time before lunch, Qinghuan retched a few times, and drank the soup normally, every day it was chicken soup, bone soup, bird's nest soup, shark fin soup, and all kinds of soups.
Even if Xin'er's craftsmanship is good, she can't bear the misery of drinking soup every day. She was nauseous with tears in her eyes, and said, "Xin'er, give me something else next time!" β
Xin'er was silent, so she had to accept the nod, frowned and said, "It's so hard to be pregnant, master, if you have anything you want to eat, just talk to Xin'er!" β
Qing Huan silently shed two lines of tears in her heart, the feeling is that she didn't say it before, Xin'er has been making soup! This stupid girl, find someone who can be entrusted another day and send her away!
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Li Chuyun got up early in the morning and prepared breakfast, just because Su Ying said yesterday that he would send a painter to paint. Although he was dissatisfied, he thought that Su Ying would definitely come, so he prepared a lot of food.
But it was getting noon, and I didn't hear the palace maid come to speak. Li Chuyun's eyes dimmed a little, but the hand shrunk in her sleeve showed her unwillingness.
Suddenly, a little palace maid hurriedly came in, and before she could speak, Li Chuyun stood up and asked with joy, "Is the king coming?" β
The little palace maid knelt on the ground and said softly: "Back to the nobleman, it's the painter who is here!" β
Li Chuyun was stunned, bit his lip, and asked, "Then, what about the king?" β
The little palace maid shook her head slightly, then bowed her head and said nothing. Li Chuyun collapsed on the chair with tears in his eyes, Su Ying was so ruthless!
Outside the door of the dormitory, a long figure stood up, slowly approaching against the light, Li Chuyun wiped the corners of his eyes, then looked dignified, and said, "You go down first!" β
The little palace maid left in response, and when she passed by the person at the door, she also arched her body slightly, which was considered a salute. The man was slender, quite immortal-like, and dressed in a moonlight robe, which made him look bookish.
He carried a painting box and walked slowly, Li Chuyun saw his face, there was a little unnaturalness on his face, she eased her face, and said coldly: "You are the painter that the king found for the palace?" β
The man put down the painting box, smiled gently, and said, "Exactly, Xiaosheng gave the noble man a knock." Although this man said honorifics, his body did not mean to salute, but he just stared at her with a smile.
Li Chuyun didn't speak, pursed her lips and her eyes flickered, she sat there, looking arrogant, but no one saw the sweat suddenly breaking out of her palms.
The scholar didn't look at her, but a few hints of ridicule flashed in his eyes, and then he unfolded the drawing paper lightly, "Noble, let's start!" β
The two of them were obviously not close, but when the voice reached Li Chuyun's ears, it made her shiver. She glared at him, but met his smiling face.
Still, with a look of disdain and ridicule.
"Noble, let's hurry up, if it's late, I'm afraid that the king will blame!" Although the man was bookish and angry, which made people look quite clean, his expression and words were a little arrogant and cold.
Li Chuyun wanted to refute a few words, but he couldn't say a word, so he gritted his teeth and took off the clothes on his body one by one.
The temperature in the Qingchen Palace was neither low nor high, but at this time, Li Chuyun only felt cold. Behind her, there is an enlarged treasure map, colorful and green, but quite bewitching.
At the beginning, when the embroidery lady stabbed her body, she fainted many times. But she was glad to do it, because her father had said that if she could not bear the pain, he would not send her to the palace.
What did she say at that time? She said that if you want to do it, you will be a master, and if you want to marry, you will marry the emperor's wife. In the blink of an eye, time flies, she no longer has the enthusiasm she had at the beginning, and all she got was Su Ying's indifference.
It was a long time, as if a century had passed, and there was no sound of a paintbrush behind her, and she turned her head, but there was a face staring at her back in a daze, and the paper was blank, and there was nothing.
She was angry and said coldly: "Presumptuous! The king asked you to paint, and you dared to peep into the palace like this, you are simply dead! β
The painter came back to his senses, with a silent sneer on the corner of his mouth, "If the king cares, he won't let me paint you here!" You tell me? β
Li Chuyun was asked by him, and he was on the spot, yes, everything was her own passion, Su Ying, how could she care.
The person behind him was quietly approaching, he stroked her shoulder, making Li Chuyun's body tremble, and wanted to scold, but heard the man exhale in her ear: "Don't scream, there will be a lot of people who will hear it!" β
She trembled, but could not utter a syllable. This person is a demon, and the slightest carelessness will make her irreversible. She begged in a low voice, "Yuehua, don't ...... like this"
She trembled, but she couldn't resist the hand that stretched out her hand to swim, and heard him say again: "Chuyun, come with me!" β
She was in tears, biting her lip, and she pleaded in a low voice, "Yuehua, don't be like this, please, I beg you......"
The man named Yuehua's eyes became colder and colder, and in the end, the scholar's angry face was full of hideousness, which made people feel particularly terrible, "Don't go?" When you betrayed me and came to this palace, what did you get? ended up like this, and now you still don't leave? β
Li Chuyun put on his clothes and knelt in front of him, losing the momentum he had just now, like a person who was humble to the dust, "Yuehua, I beg you, please let me go, back then, it was me who was wrong, I was sorry for you, I am like this now, I am to blame, I beg you, please don't take me away." Soon, soon Su Ying will know that I am good. As long as he knows that he slept with me that night, he won't abandon my ......"
Yuehua didn't laugh angrily, when he laughed, with some cold air, "Li Chuyun, have you ever thought about what he would do with you if he knew that the person who broke your body that night was not him!" β
In a word, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Li Chuyun was stunned in place. She grabbed her hair, she didn't want to admit it, but the events of that night were vivid and unforgettable.
That night was the last night that Su Ying promised her to accompany her. She was unwilling, it took her so long to finally walk next to him, and she was unwilling to leave him like this!
She begged Yuehua to bring her flattering medicine from outside the palace, the kind that she didn't know about. Yuehua really did it, he gave her a kind of incense, and there was no problem with using it alone, but she couldn't drink alcohol.
She didn't expect that Su Ying's perseverance would be so strong, he would rather vomit blood than touch himself. That night, she was the only one left in this temple with an itch-itch-unbearable-endurance.
The restlessness of the body can't be eliminated for a while, in the haze, she actually went to find Yuehua, she clearly remembers, Yuehua's cold tone at that time, he said: "Why, you were so arrogant that you abandoned me into the palace, and today you begged me to help you solve your physical needs, Su Ying can't even satisfy you with this little thing!" β
The wind blew in from the outer hall, floating the light veil, but it made her shiver fiercely, she came back to her senses, Yuehua had long since disappeared, and she was the only one sitting alone in the whole palace.
It was still noon, as if it was just a dream, but the brushes and paper on the table reminded her that Yuehua had really come.
She closed her eyelids slightly, pain flashing across her face. She remembered that the peach blossoms were in full bloom that year, and she met An Yuehua for the first time, he was dressed in a green shirt, lined with his fairy wind bones, and did not eat fireworks in the world.
At that time, she was still the young lady of the Li Mansion, and she was not a nobleman. With other official ladies, he took classes in a private school, and knew that he was actually a teacher of calligraphy and painting.
The private schools are all half-grown women, and when the love first opened, they privately sent love poems to An Yuehua. She has always been arrogant, and what she wants to pursue, she will always get. She relied on her identity, and didn't care whether An Yuehua liked her or not, so she acted in front of him and wanted him to be the husband of the Li family.
At that time, she was full of turmoil in the city, Li Mansion was not a small family, and Li Shengtong could not tolerate her indulgence. When he learned that his daughter had taken a fancy to a poor scholar, he sent him away with two pieces of silver.
At that time, An Yuehua was not a painter in the palace, nor was he as hideous and ruthless as he is now, he was just an elegant man, with the innocence of some scholars, how could he stand Li Shengtong's insults.
Li Chuyun and him, once eloped for a few days, and were chased by people from Tiannan to Haibei by people from the Li Mansion, at that time, it was really not easy, Li Chuyun felt that she was full of blood, but she was buried in someone like An Yuehua who had no future, she was really unwilling.
When the people of the Li Mansion took her away, she didn't struggle, she watched Yuehua being beaten half to death, but she pursed her lips and didn't say a word, she thought, it's okay, it's a bad fate, just end like this!
Later, she never heard anything about Yuehua again, she still sat with her Miss Li Fu with peace of mind, arrogant and domineering every day, causing trouble, and she didn't feel guilty at all because of Yuehua's affairs.
The other ladies in the private school were estranged from her because of this incident, first, they felt that she robbed the beautiful man in the hearts of a group of girls and was jealous, and second, they also disliked the inconvenience of him eloping with others.
She was used to being arrogant, and when she heard others chewing the root of her tongue, she clashed with several young ladies, and the young lady was beaten by her, and because of the face of the Li Mansion, she said provocatively, "If you really have the ability, you will marry into the palace nobles, and it is best to marry the ninety-five supreme, in the future, you will be high, I will be willing to be trampled under your feet, but before that, I will still think you are dirty!" β
These words took root in her heart, and she replied: "I, Li Chuyun, will be a master if I want to be a master, and if I want to marry, I will marry the emperor's wife!" β
When she saw Yuehua again, it was already two months later, and at that time, her father really sent her to the palace, and she was also chosen by the newly enthroned Su Ying.
Yuehua was beaten half to death by the people sent by her father, but he looked thin in front of her and asked, "Are you really, going to marry into the palace?" If you regret it, I'll really take you away! β
She snorted coldly, her eyes full of disdain, "You are a poor scholar, what can you do if you take me away?" Isn't it also chased and beaten by my father, and I can't eat and dress all day long, how do you feed me? β
The mockery on her face was palpable. And An Yuehua was also angry by her words. She thought she would never see this person again in her life.
Until that day, in order to bring down Yang Yuyan, she was looking for a helper in the palace, and when she met him who was painting in the imperial garden, she was stunned.
Later, she begged him to help her solve her physical needs, he knew everything, she didn't know if he would tell Su Ying about it, he was just a no*, threatening her anytime and anywhere.
She gritted her teeth, she would not be reconciled, since she chose this path, she must go on, she will never give up! Anyone who stops her, she will get rid of them one by one!
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Su Ying was in the imperial study, but Lu Hong suddenly fell and said, "Your Majesty, there is a letter from the border!" β
Su Ying stopped writing, these days, he was busy with the affairs of Qinghuan and Li Chuyun, and he didn't have the heart to care about the border affairs, maybe because Su Lu and Su Jin were in charge, he was more relieved.
He pinched his eyebrows and waited for Lu Hong's next step. Lu Hong understood and continued: "King Duan and King Yi should join forces with General Jin to wipe out Jing Han in one net, but they don't want him to escape halfway and let him escape to the Western Regions. Prince Dongli has returned to the palace, and the general trend has been decided. Duan Wang Yiwang chose a day to return to the dynasty! β
Su Ying frowned and asked, "Jing Han ran away?" β
Lu Hong said: "Yes, that night, the prince attacked the Dongli military camp, Jing Han took advantage of the chaos to escape, and when the prince chased after him, Jing Han had long since disappeared. β
Jing Han never dies for a day, this Dongli will not be calm, even if Jing Huiyan goes back to the town, there is still a long way to go.
Lu Hong said again: "Your Majesty, Dongli has a letter, it is an invitation, asking the king to go to Dongli on the twenty-fifth of the next month to participate in the wedding of the prince and Princess Li Mei!" β
Su Ying raised his eyebrows, he had long known that Jing Huiyan must have a way to deal with the imperial sister, but he didn't expect it to be so fast. But isn't it too much to take people away like this and simply give notice.
He squinted his eyes and said, "Go, tell the old princess about this, let the old princess make preparations, by the way, in the name of the old princess, go and ask Dongli for a bride price, how can you let them take people away in vain!" β
After speaking, with a smug smile, Jing Huiyan had a good calculation, and directly robbed Su Limei, and the old princess came out, where did he dare to disobey!
Lu Hong shuddered, the king is a naked-naked-naked robbery! The princess was willing to leave with others, and the king actually had to extort a sum of money. The king did not become a merchant, but he really blessed the people of the world!
It's night again, but Qinghuan can't sleep today. What do you think he Su Ying thinks of her? When she was poisoned, he treated her like a treasure and came back very well to her.
That's really holding it in your hand for fear of falling, and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting. But since she lost her temper with him that night, the two of them have not communicated normally.
Alas, she sighed, it was so depressing! Because of Li Chuyun's matter, she hasn't settled accounts with Su Ying yet, so he ignored her first!
I feel so angry when I think about it! I slept in the morning and afternoon, and the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't sleep, so I began to count dumplings again.
"One dumpling, two dumplings......" Finally, when she counted more than 3,000 dumplings, she was dazed and a little sleepy.
But there was a sudden "bump" outside the window, which made her sober again. She pulled the quilt, and the sound came from the window, and she heard it clearly.
Various versions of the murderous scenes of the moon and the dark wind flashed in his mind in an instant, and his body trembled unconsciously. The window was suddenly opened, and a cold wind blew in, making her more awake.
The moonlight flowed, shining on the comer, how could this shadow be a little familiar. Then the man touched her bedside and found a stool to sit down.
Su Ying sat beside him as usual, holding her hand, but today he suddenly realized that something was wrong, did Chang Qinghuan sleep with his eyes open before?
They stared at each other and sat there for about a quarter of an hour. Su Ying's eyes were pitch black in the dark night, but they shone with some luster, beautiful like black whirlpools, which made people unable to extricate themselves.
After a while, Qing Huan came back to his senses, withdrew his hand, and said: "The king seems to like jumping out of the window very much, why don't you replace the doors in this palace with windows another day, what does the king think?" β
Su Ying was stunned, and her face unconsciously flushed, fortunately, the night was too dark and Qing Huan couldn't see it. He heard that her tone was still a little bad, so he lowered his voice and asked, "Are you feeling better?" β
Qing Huan has drunk a lot of tonic soup in the past few days, and now he is full of energy! So at this time, Su Ying came completely to be a punching bag for Qing Huan.
"Thank you for the king's care, the concubine is fine, the king has every opportunity, so you don't need to come to see the concubine at night! Besides, the window of the concubine is not stepped on, so the king should step on the dust palace! Qing Huan gritted his teeth, and every word was beady, and he actually made Su Ying laugh.
I only heard him laugh and say, "What? Jealous? β
Qing Huan saw that he was a hanger at all, and she didn't know that she was already angry, she snorted coldly, and her eyes were also cold, "Su Ying, you don't have to coax me, I don't need you to care, I will be jealous because of you?" I'm afraid I'll dirty my mind! β
"Chang Qinghuan!" Su Ying's eyes began to condense coldness, Qing Huan rarely saw him so domineering, and called her by name and surname, which instantly made her unhappy, she bounced up from the bed, stalked her neck, and looked like she didn't admit defeat.
Su Ying said coldly: "I came to see you with good intentions, but you are so ignorant!" Recently, he was depressed because of various things, thinking that she could understand, but she actually scolded him for being dirty? He explained to her that day, didn't she hear because she was deaf!
As soon as Qing Huan heard what he said, the anger in his heart became even greater, how could he listen to his words, as if his uncle was giving her alms, so he replied angrily: "I begged you to come to see me!" I wish you didn't come, I ...... when I see you."
Before the rest of the words were finished, I couldn't get up in my chest, and I vomited on the edge of the bed again! Qing Huan was lying on the edge of the bed, spitting and vomiting, and he didn't see Su Ying's blackened face at all!
Qing'er and Xin'er heard the movement and hurriedly lit the lamp and came in, but saw Su Ying leave with an angry face. The two of them couldn't care so much, so they hurriedly stepped forward to take care of Qinghuan.
Xu was angry again just now, which made Qing Huan vomit again. At this time, she calmed down, she felt cold, she stroked her stomach, how could she forget that there was a small ball of meat in her stomach!
Su Ying left angrily, he had to take time to see her at night when he was dealing with official business every day, she actually said that he was dirty, and she spit it out to him in front of him!
Didn't Ji Huanling say that she was okay! How did it come to this! See if he doesn't find Ji Huanling to settle accounts tomorrow!
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After a few days of travel, Mencius finally took Wenle to Huailiang. To get to Liankong Mountain, you need to pass through layers of thick snow.
Walking on this road, Wenle was actually a little apprehensive, for so long, she went from suspecting that she had lost important memories, to meeting Mencius Shen, and then to coming to Liankong Mountain to retrieve her memories, all of this was like a dream, so that she didn't know what to do.
The words Mencius said were still lingering in her mind, and he said, do you really want to remember that past? Even though, it will make you even more confused about the future.
What is she struggling with every day? Entangled in how she should choose between Jin Chenkang and Su Lu. One is her childhood sweetheart's older brother and his fiancΓ©; The other is to stalk her, not to say that she is his wife.
Mencius said that if you remember, you will be even more confused, so what should you do? If her lost memories really don't have Su Lu, what should she do? She thought of Su Lu's face, and her heart was even more worried, she seemed to have a special affection for him.
Liankong Mountain is very large, but she followed Mencius to walk through the passage, and soon arrived at the mountain, where the plum blossoms were colorful and colorful, like a fairyland on earth.
Mencius Shen took her into the room, brought her the antidote, and put it in front of her, his face was a little worried, as if to make sure again, "You, do you really want to recall that past......
She pursed her lips, grabbed Mencius's sleeve and said, "I...... I'm a little scared, my heart is very messy, I don't know what's wrong with me? β
Mencius comforted: "Don't be afraid, you only need to answer me one question, if there is no Su Lu in your memory, will you follow Jin Chenkang back to Beiqing?" β
"I ......," she hesitated.
Her performance made Mencius Shen suddenly understand that sometimes, you have already made a choice between hesitation, and he said with a smile: "Drink." Drink and sleep, and tomorrow you'll know everything! β