Meng Yan felt that she suddenly floated up after being tortured in her neck, all the pain and discomfort disappeared without a trace, and she seemed to be able to get rid of those painful tortures immediately and run towards a world full of sunshine and beauty.

I suddenly arrived in a strange space, there was a white mist everywhere, and when Meng Yan was at a loss, a door suddenly appeared in front of her, and a golden light flowed out from it, and Meng Yan was curious and wanted to step forward to explore the light.

Just before she walked into the door, she suddenly remembered a noisy sound, which made Meng Yan have a headache, in order to avoid those annoying sounds, she took a few steps forward and wanted to enter the door full of temptation, as if she could block out those annoying noises after entering.

When she stepped into the door with one foot, a cool and comfortable voice stopped her steps again, this voice was very familiar, but now Meng Yan couldn't think of where she had heard it, and she felt a little uncomfortable thinking about it, Meng Yan decided not to think about it, and resolutely stepped into the other foot.

。。 Yan'er, I know why you don't want to wake up, if you want to sleep, sleep in peace! When you fall asleep, I will let the person you have in your heart accompany you, and let you know that your love is not hopeless!

This sentence seemed to come from the sky, and Meng Yan immediately heard that it was Xiao Ling's voice, she said that after she fell asleep, she would let the person she was thinking about accompany her, but she didn't want him to accompany her, she hoped that he could live well.

Meng Yan immediately retracted her feet and shouted at the vast white mist: "Don't Ling Er, you can't do this, I don't want him to accompany me, I can be good alone." ”

Meng Yan's words didn't get any response, she was worried that Xiao Ling would really do something, so she ran into the fog like crazy, trying to find Xiao Ling, but somehow, the fog suddenly changed into darkness, Meng Yan didn't know what she stepped on and suddenly fell into the bottomless abyss.

Meng Yan never thought that when she opened her eyes, what caught her eyes was the worried eyes of Xiao Ling and Meng Yi, Meng Yan immediately cried, not because of their worries but because she had to face the facts she wanted to escape again, how much she wanted to sleep like this!

But he still couldn't let go of that person, Xiao Ling's painless threat made everything he had done go to waste. ＥＴ

"Yan'er, tell me what happened! Let's figure it out together, you can't do anything stupid! Xiao Ling saw that Meng Yan said a word, so he stopped talking and continued to ask.

Meng Yan looked at Xiao Ling with a sincere face, and suddenly felt that her sullen heart had found an outlet, and suddenly sat up and threw herself into Xiao Ling's arms and cried, she had endured it for the past few days without crying, and at this moment she finally cried.

Xiao Ling was taken aback by Meng Yan's sudden movements, but he still reacted quickly, and gently patted Meng Yan's back with his palm, comforting: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay if you cry out if you're unhappy." ”

Xiao Ling's words were like a switch, which made Meng Yan cry even more sadly, and she didn't say anything again, but her palm gently patted Meng Yan's back.

Ever since she heard about Meng Yan when she was a child from Meng Tian, Xiao Ling has both pity and distress for Meng Yan, and has always wanted to take special care of her, but in the past few months, her mind has been occupied by Meng Tian, and she has neglected Meng Yan a lot.

After a while, Meng Yan's crying became smaller and smaller, and Xiao Ling was also a little tired in this posture, but he was unwilling to interrupt Meng Yan's catharsis. Fortunately, at this time, Ah Jing sent her boiled porridge, Xiao Ling ate some for Meng Yan, and the two girls lay on the bed together.

They hadn't been lying on the same bed like this for a long time, the two of them were lying on their sides facing each other, and Meng Yan was the first to speak: "Ling'er, in fact, I knew for a long time that my brothers and I were not mother's children!" ”

Meng Yan's voice was very light and faint, but when it came to Xiao Ling's ears, it was like an atomic bomb explosion, she looked at Meng Yan in disbelief, not believing that she would know such a shocking secret when she was still a baby at all.

Meng Yan saw the shock here, and smiled bitterly: "You are also surprised to hear this secret!" Daddy and mother seem to be in deep love, and daddy has gained a good reputation for not accepting concubines for his mother, but there is a dirty thing that no one can imagine. It is difficult to hide such a secret in such a large family of many people. ”

"When I was five or six years old, I would hear someone in the house talking in secret from time to time, but at that time I didn't understand anything, and I knew that when I was eight years old, I slowly understood, it turned out that my brothers and I were not born to my mother, and I felt that my mother loved our mother and didn't care so much without the slightest impression! But only now do I understand that to them our existence is just a tool! They need us to seek higher power and status for them, and those loves are all hypocritical and false. ”

Meng Yan said that tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and fell into the futon, Xiao Ling didn't know what to say to comfort Meng Yan, just stretched out her hand and gently hugged Meng Yan tightly, giving her silent comfort.

"Is that why you can't think of it?" After Meng Yan eased up, Xiao Ling finally asked, although he knew that this reason was unlikely after seeing the handkerchief, there should also be some reasons, and if he wanted to figure everything out, he had to come step by step.

Sure enough, Meng Yan shook her head gently: "It's not complete, my mother just said that she wanted me to marry Prime Minister Li's son, and I refused to tell her that I have someone I like!" ”

Speaking of this, Xiao Ling obviously saw that Meng Yan's eyes dimmed, but it shouldn't be! With the appearance of Meng Su's power, he knew that Meng Yan liked the son of King Qin, shouldn't he jump up happily and immediately agree to Meng Yan? Why did Meng Yan have such an expression.

"Doesn't she approve of you being with Fusu?" Came down and asked tentatively.

"No, she told me that the king had already married Fusu and Wang Fang a month ago, and the two of them would soon get married, but I didn't know anything and stupidly looked forward to staying with him!" Meng Yan said again, leaving tears in her eyes.

Meng Yan now feels like she heard that Meng Tian already has a concubine! It's just that the education she has always received is different from that of Meng Yan, so she could leave everything in a chic way, but Meng Yan is different from herself, there are very few things she can pursue, and such a blow will be fatal to her.

"Why are you so stupid, you don't want your own life for a man, you don't want me, and you don't want your brothers! How can you be so bad, do you know how scared I am to see you lying there motionless! Although she understands Meng Yan, she is still very angry that she can't think of it because of this.

"I'm sorry I was so sad at the time, I didn't think of anything and just thought about liberation, I'm sorry I ignored you." Meng Yan said very reproachfully when she heard Xiao Ling's words.

Ever since she heard the news, Meng Yan has always felt as if she had been abandoned by herself, so every day's worries finally exploded today, and there was a matter of self-hanging. But now when I hear Xiao Ling's words, I feel that I still have someone who cares about and someone who loves him.

"Silly girl, death is not the best relief." Xiao Ling stretched out her hand to wipe away Meng Yan's tears, "That is the most cowardly performance, especially a woman like you who is looking for death for a man is the most cowardly, no one in this world will not change much, but it will make the people who care about her also fall into pain, you can be free by doing this, but we care about you have to bear a lot of pain, and it will be difficult for us to get relief!" ”

Meng Yan was told by Xiao Ling that tears flowed even more fiercely, she was indeed cowardly and selfish, she only thought that she ignored them who cared about her, fortunately everything had a chance to be redeemed, and fortunately it was not too late.

"Yan'er, promise me not to do such stupid things in the future, it is not so easy for a person to live in this world, and it is not worth giving up yourself for the sake of others!" Xiao Ling saw that Meng Yan was touched, and immediately took advantage of the victory to pursue.

Meng Yan didn't answer Xiao Ling's words, but cried even more sadly, she knew that what Xiao Ling said was not wrong, but it was impossible for her to come down, she fell in love with a man for the first time, it was the first time she was dedicated to it, and she was suddenly told that her contribution was a joke, she was really unacceptable.

Meng Yan also knew that she was not likely to be as strong as Xiao Ling, and her concern for Fusu was completely beyond her own imagination. Even she didn't know if she would one day go down the road she was today, so she didn't dare to answer Xiao Ling's words, even if she comforted her, she didn't want to deceive the people she cared about.

Xiao Ling was not at ease when he saw that Meng Yan didn't answer him, so he continued to persuade: "Yan'er, have you heard everything I said?" You can't give up yourself for the sake of others, everyone has their own life, you are so beautiful, there is a better man waiting for you in Fusu, don't do stupid things easily. ”

"Ling'er, if it were you and eldest brother like this now, would you easily give up eldest brother and fall in love with another man?" Meng Yan suddenly asked, seeing that Xiao Ling was stunned for a moment, she continued: "It can't be! I'm to Fusu like you're to my big brother, it's hard to give up easily! ”