Chapter 146: Uninvited

But she was just a breath in her heart and couldn't dissipate it, so after finding out that it was him, she didn't feel the slightest surprise or joy, just like an ordinary person.

Eleven didn't seem to hear the resentment in her tone, and came to her as if nothing had happened, looking condescendingly into her eyes.

"County Lord, I know that you have a grudge in your heart, and hate me for not being by your side when you were in the most difficult time? Even if I have a hard time, there is still a mistake in the end, so you can punish me as much as you want? ”

"What do you chase? When you weren't there in my most difficult time, I would have been without you a long time ago, and besides, since you have returned to your master, then you are no longer my person? What right can I punish you? ”

"County Lord, today is the last time I'll stay with you? After tonight, I will return to my master, and I will never be with you again, so no matter how angry you may be. ”

Hearing this, Shen Xianhe stared at him with wide eyes in disbelief, and was speechless for a long time.

She thought sadly in her heart, didn't she think of such a situation a long time ago? Didn't you have something to prepare for a long time? But why? When this moment really happened, her heart would be so uncomfortable that she almost burst into tears, if she hadn't held back desperately, she would have almost lost her temper in front of him.

Holding back the sadness in her heart, she tried her best to swallow the bitterness in her mouth, and said with difficulty.

"Really? Congratulations, you can finally get rid of my sea of suffering, are you happy in your heart, without me enslaving you, are you stealing fun? Go away, but tell your master that when he comes to see me in the future, don't take you with him, or I will not be able to hold back my anger, and when I am angry, I will do something that no one can predict. ”

After being by Shen Xianhe's side for so long, even if he couldn't guess what she was thinking, at least he could feel her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, so when he looked at her in front of him and held back his sadness, and deliberately said this to pretend that nothing happened, his heart also became uncomfortable.

"County Lord, some things are not my intention, everyone has too many bodies that can't help themselves, but I swear, during these days by your side, I have not suffered half a point, nor have I been unhappy, I am not unhappy with every command from you, even if I want to leave your side now and never appear again, I am not happy in my heart, some are reluctant, uncomfortable, unwilling, but I am humble, carrying too many missions, I can't choose freely and I don't have any qualifications to continue to stay by your side, I know, You've been through so many ups and downs right now, I shouldn't have left you at this time, I couldn't do anything when you needed me the most, I'm sorry, you just thought I never showed up. ”

During this time, she has experienced too many lives and deaths, she is also a human being, she will also be painful, sad, and hurt, she really doesn't want to face all this, the one who would rather die is her, but, with so many people trading their lives for life, she can't give up, she can't live up to their expectations.

Therefore, she tried to hide these grief in her heart, tried to cheer up, lived well, as if nothing had happened, but when she dreamed back in the middle of the night, she woke up with tears on her face, she was really not as strong as she imagined, she also needed to rely on, and someone needed to help her share all this.

But the person in her heart who could help her share it is now also leaving her.

"So much? What do you want to hear from me? If you want to leave, hurry up, am I not going to let you go, or do you think that if you say these words before leaving, I will cry and beg you to stay? Or do you think I have to be you? Without you, I can't do anything? ”

Seeing Shen Xianhe's duplicitous appearance, an impulse rose in Eleven's heart.

In her cool eyes, when she was not prepared at all, he hugged her violently and blocked her chatter.

Shen Xianhe was stunned by his sudden move, his eyes were wide open, his heart was pounding, his ears were ringing, his hands and feet were numb, his mind was blank, and his tongue was stirring in her mouth, this was the closest they were close to, so close that she could even see his granular eyelashes clearly.

After a long time, Eleven let her go, but she kept it like this, watching Eleven's mouth open and close in front of her and say a lot of things, but she didn't hear a word.

It wasn't until he stopped talking and looked at her who didn't respond, and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of her a few times before she came back to her senses.

Then he raised his hand and slapped him in the face.

"Bastard, what are you doing here? Believe it or not, I killed you? Get lost! ”

Eleven was also blinded by her slap, and as soon as the head that had been hit off the back heard her scolding, and when she was about to speak, she pulled out the sword that hung on the bedside, and put the sword against his neck with hatred in her eyes.

"Who do you think you are? It's just a minion who doesn't even have freedom, do you know what you're just doing? Even if I'm not the county lord anymore, it's not something people like you can offend, get out, get out of here, otherwise, don't blame my subordinates for being ruthless. ”

These words smashed Eleven's eyes as cold as ice and snow, and the previously hot eyes also became cold and piercing.

"Really? It turned out to be my wishful thinking, I'm sorry, I offended you, I climbed you, don't worry, I'll get out, just before leaving, I still have to tell you, take care! ”

With that, Eleven turned and jumped out of the window, quickly disappearing into the night.

The night wind blew on Shen Xianhe's face through the window opened by him, blowing her to her senses, she hurriedly rushed to the window, looking at the dark night outside, but Eleven had already disappeared.

She finally broke down, crouching under the window with her head in her hands and in pain.

"What to do? What to do? I didn't mean that, I was just too angry, I hated you for leaving me, I hated you when I needed you the most, but you weren't there, I had those words without my mouth, I didn't mean that, I was just afraid that my heart would be soft and beg you to stay, I didn't want to make myself so pathetic, I didn't want to make myself look so pitiful, what should I do? I really...... No, I'm really happy with you...... Whining....... ”

Just when Shen Xianhe was crying heartbreakingly, a black figure flashed outside the window.

This person is none other than Eleven, after being said by Shen Xianhe those sad words, he was furious, and in a fit of anger, he turned around and left after throwing off those negative words, but halfway through, he calmed down, but he felt that he should not leave here, and some words had to be said clearly.

So, he turned around and came back, hid under the window and listened to her babbling and incoherent explanations, his heart warmed, and he wanted to rush in to tell her his true identity, but he was not sure what kind of attitude she would have, for fear that she would know that she had deceived her for so long, and she was now a sensitive period.

After thinking about it, he still couldn't help but not go in, but listening to the sound of her crying, his heart also became painful.

On the second day, the bell girl looked at her red and swollen eyes like peaches, and couldn't help but blame her a little angrily.

"Miss, don't you want your eyes? You see, it's worse than before, the inside of your eyes is bloodshot, if you keep crying, no matter how good my medical skills are, I can't treat a disobedient patient like you. ”

"Okay, I know, I'm not going to hurt myself anymore, and you don't talk about it, really, I don't lie to you."

The bell girl replied as she applied the reformulated herbs around her eyes.

"Well, that's good."

When his eyes recovered a little, and Shen Xianhe was about to take the bell girl to the Shen Mansion, Su Nianjun appeared.

"Looks like you're alive?"

She still had some gratitude to Su Nianjun for his help to her during those days in the prison, but when she thought that the owner of Eleven was him, her gaze became strange.

"Why are you here?"

"What? Can't I come? Are you going to cross the river and tear down the bridge? ”

"No, I was about to go out, and you came, but I just thought it was a coincidence."

Su Nianjun's eyes narrowed slightly, looked at her and said.

"Unfortunately, I came to look for you on purpose, do you remember how you promised me in the prison before?"

Shen Xianhe couldn't help frowning and looked at him with some embarrassment.

"I haven't forgotten, one is to promise you to study the Gu poison on my body, and the other is that you haven't brought it up yet, but I really want to go out today, I don't have time, can I do it another day?"

"Well, don't worry, I'm just here to remind you today, I'm afraid you forget, and by the way, let's see how you are, look at you like this now, it's good."

"Really? That's not good hospitality. ”

As she spoke, she made a gesture of please, and then left Su Nianjun in the courtyard, and she took the bell girl into the carriage and rushed towards the Shen family.