There was a camera, Zhou Ruonan didn't pay attention to it, his eyes were cast to her, and the corners of his mouth kept smiling, which was meaningful, it seemed that she didn't pay attention to it, and he was even more energetic.

The position on the side is not Zhou Ruonan's, in fact, the seats below are all taken by the organizer according to their qualifications and fame, each position is fixed, and the position where Zhou Ruonan is sitting is someone else's, but that person happens to be not there, so no one says about him.

And the people sitting around didn't seem to see it, in their opinion, it was just Zhou Ruonan sitting in the wrong position, and they didn't want to talk about it, so they acted as if nothing happened.

That's why no one said anything about the seats.

However, Shen Yun vaguely guessed in her heart that with Zhou Ruonan's fame during this time, she came to sit next to her now, and being photographed in the same frame would inevitably cause some unfriendly voices, all of which were from Zhou Ruonan's fans. His fans are not very old, most of them are students, and they are relatively blind in chasing stars, so it is inevitable that they will behave irrationally.

Shen Wan avoided his gaze, so he didn't look at him, and kept looking at the stage.

Every minute and second passed very painfully, the camera kept sweeping over, Shen Yun was tense, highly nervous, and even a cold cold swelled up in her back, she and Zhou Ruonan would inevitably collide, it was inevitable.

When the camera moved away, Zhou Ruonan said again: "You don't want to talk to me like that?" ”

His voice was so low that only she could hear it.

"It doesn't matter if you ignore me, it doesn't matter, it's just Shen Yun, people always do wrong things, I know I did wrong before, to tell me the truth, can you still forgive me?"

Shen Yun didn't say a word.

Until the end of the awards, Shen Yun ignored him, and at the end of the ceremony, everyone wanted to take a group photo on stage, and Shen Yun and others almost came to the stage, so they walked up to the stage and stood in the corner to take pictures.

This group photo can be said to be very chaotic, the host can't arrange it, there is a large space in the middle, no one dares to be in the middle and the most important position, or the organizer let some seniors stand in the middle position.

When Shen Yun took a group photo, she saw people who had worked with her before, and greeted each other politely, she smiled and bowed, and when she looked up, she collided with Zhou Ruonan's gaze, he had been paying attention to her, even in the face of so many cameras, his eyes were naked.

After tossing and turning, and finally confirming the position, Shen Yun tidied up the hem of her skirt and looked at the camera, but Zhou Ruonan was on the man's side and didn't come over, so Shen Yun breathed a sigh of relief.

She was afraid that Zhou Ruonan would make something out of the ordinary on a whim.

Everyone in the circle knows that he has a bad reputation, but it is still necessary to maintain peace on the surface, and there is no competition between them, so there is no need to offend people inexplicably.

After taking a group photo, tonight's award ceremony is a successful conclusion.

It wasn't until he left the ceremony that Shen Yun breathed a sigh of relief and returned to the nanny car, Ah Mo suddenly came over mysteriously and said, "Sister Yun, just now, I saw Zhou Ruonan, and he asked me, where have you been, did he run to the position next to you at the scene just now?" Talking to you? ”

At the scene, none of the staff brought by the artist could be to the scene, and they were all waiting backstage. Unless you are a very famous and background agent, you are not qualified to appear.

Amo is no exception, she can only wait in the background.

Shen Yun was still wearing a cumbersome dress, and said: "He said that he was wrong, and asked me to forgive him, when did he say such things." ”

Ah Mo said: "He just saw that you are now famous, so he wanted to turn back, Sister Wan, we can't give a little chance, it's not me who said, why hasn't he been retributed." ”

Shen Yun: "Don't talk about him, let's go, go back and rest first." ”

Shen Yun really didn't want to hear about Zhou Ruonan's three people, or anything related to him, she didn't care about anything about him at all, it had nothing to do with her.

……

In a blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival came, Shen Yun put down his work and went home to spend the holiday with his family.

When the family sat down to eat together, Shen Jiayang asked what Shen Wan was doing recently, but there was no movement at all, Shen Yun roughly said that he had been filming during this time, and he rarely went anywhere else when he stayed in the crew.

Shen Jiayang said: "I rarely go to other places, I think you want to go to his side." ”

Shen Yun didn't deny it, and said: "I want to go, but the work hasn't been done yet, and I'm not in a hurry for a while." ”

Shen Jiayang snorted coldly, "My elbows have been turned to other people's homes, and you took those supplements that your little mother bought back from abroad and gave them to his family?" ”

Shen Yun didn't deny it, and said, "Well, I didn't bring a gift to his house last time, so I made up for it this time." ”

"I see that your mind is not in this family anymore, and the water spilled by the daughter who married out of the marriage, I knew that I would not have a daughter."

Shen Yun half-jokingly said: "If you can consciously control the birth of sons and daughters, it will be regarded as a medical miracle." ”

Seeing that they were going to quarrel again, Zhao Meizhen hurriedly played a round: "If you two don't say a word, you can't eat well, besides, isn't it normal for Wan Wan to take some gifts to Lu Qixiu's parents?" Are you lacking that? ”

Shen Jiayang was stunned, put down his chopsticks, and said angrily: "I don't lack it, I just don't want to see my daughter's arm turned out." ”

Shen Jiayang stopped eating and went back to the study directly.

Zhao Meizhen said: "Don't worry about your father, he doesn't know what gunpowder he has eaten recently, and no one is happy when he is in a bad mood." ”

Shen Yun stood up: "I'll go and talk to him a few words." ”

Zhao Meizhen didn't stop it.

There are some things that they should have said.

……

Not long after Shen Jiayang returned to the study, he heard a knock on the door, thinking that Zhao Meizhen had come to persuade him to go down to eat, so he said angrily: "I won't eat, don't come to persuade me, no one can persuade me." ”

Shen Yun, who was standing outside the door, was stunned and said, "It's me, Dad." ”

Now there was no sound inside, and the door of the study was not locked, Shen Yun pushed the door open and went in, and saw Shen Jiayang standing in front of the bookcase, holding a book in his hand and flipping through it, she approached and saw clearly that the book in his hand was reversed, and said very calmly: "Dad, your book is upside down." ”

Shen Jiayang was stunned for a moment, his brows furrowed again, he simply closed the book and said, "What's the matter?" ”

Shen Yun said: "I want to talk to you about me and Qi Xiu's certificate." ”

"What else is there to talk about, you have learned to cut first and then play, and you still know how to talk to me? What to talk about? ”

She was told to him by the old man, and the old man said that he was not allowed to interfere, and his old man nodded and agreed to pass it.

What can Shen Jiayang do, can not quarrel with the old man, in case the old man's blood pressure is high, and then all kinds of problems suddenly come, it will not end well.

Shen Jiayang didn't talk to Shen Yun, and now that Shen Yun has come over, he doesn't have to endure it anymore.

"Dad, you did the same when you married my mother."

"It's different!"

"What's the difference, is the process of getting the certificate different or what's the difference?"

Shen Jiayang was really angry, "Are you still hating me for divorcing your mother?" ”

Shen Yun said: "I don't hold a grudge, my mother also said it, it's all over." ”

"Then you still steal the household registration book and go to get a certificate with him? Do you know the consequences of not knowing this? ”

Shen Yun said: "Anyway, we won't be like you." ”

Shen Jiayang seemed to be poked at the center, and he breathed a stalk in his chest, and it took a long time before he was unable to sit on the chair, and sighed deeply: "It's because I'm old, I'm old, and I have to serve the old." You've grown up, I can't control you, it's useless for me to say anything to you, you have identified him, what can I say. ”

Shen Yun said: "I mean really, Dad, you and your mother divorced because you had a woman outside, you hurt your mother, you may not know, every night you are away, she is like crazy, I think, you may never know for the rest of your life." ”

Shen Jiayang didn't speak, there were some things he would never let Shen Yun know, such as the truth about the divorce back then.

He does have women outside, and he once spent all day drinking, but it is inevitable that men will socialize. Chu Hua didn't know where to hear the rumors, and began to inquire about his whereabouts, often calling him every few hours, if she couldn't contact him, she would go to the company to find someone, so many times, the company began to have gossip, which was an extremely bad impact on the start-up company.

Shen Jiayang wanted dignity at that time, so he sprinkled his anger on Chu Hua, and quarreled with her very fiercely, and made Shen Yun bump into him a few times, he wanted to establish his authority at home, and deliberately quarreled with Chu Hua in front of Shen Yun, many times, Chu Hua gradually became disheartened, and directly proposed divorce, he had no reason not to agree, and signed the divorce agreement directly.

And Chu Hua never wanted Shen Yun's custody and guardianship, and after getting divorced, he left the state city and didn't even want a job.

Shen Jiayang was too young back then, and with money, he got carried away for a while, which caused today's situation.

And Shen Yun is not very close to him because of this incident, the father and daughter have always had a sense of distance, Shen Yun will not tell him anything, and there is also the relationship between her and Zhou Ruonan at the beginning.

As long as Shen Jiayang thought of these two things, he felt a little self-blamed, if he could have sat down and talked about it at the beginning, and could have patiently understood Shen Yun's true thoughts, maybe it would not have become what it is today.

Shen Yun even had to hide from him when he got the certificate from others, and he refused to say it clearly.

After all, it's not that I'm afraid that he won't agree.

For the first time in decades, Shen Jiayang felt so powerless.

Shen Wan stood in the study, and Shen Jiayang didn't speak for a long time.

Shen Jiayang stared at her for a long time, then broke the silence and said: "Shen Yun, your mother's incident was wrong for your father, as for your marriage to Lu Qixiu, since you have received all the certificates, forget it, it's all like this, can I still stop it?" ”

He couldn't stop it.

Shen Wan looked very serious and said, "Dad, I believe in my own vision, so please believe me once." ”

Yang of the Shen family said: "I know, when he comes back, the two of you are discussing the wedding and banquet." There is one more thing, you can't live with him before the wedding, in the end, it's a girl's family, can you be reserved. ”

Shen Wan almost choked on saliva, and coughed with his hands clenched into fists.

"Don't think I don't know, you have run to live in other people's homes, be reserved, don't let people look down on you, but who dares to look down on my daughter, I'm not done with him."

Shen Jiayang looked at her with kind eyes, "Shen Yun, Dad is just your daughter, if I don't love you, who loves you, what I did in the past is for your good, although the method may not be right, but Dad hopes that you don't care." ”

It's good that he can bow his head, at least.

Of course, Shen Yun didn't care about him, this was her father, after all, blood dissolved in water.

……

By the end of October, the state city has entered autumn, and the low temperature is blowing in the autumn wind.

The scene, which lasted more than three months of filming, was finally completed, and Shen Yun was finally reborn.

At the finale banquet, Director Xu invited the crew to have a vote of actors to eat, Director Xu was the east, at the dinner table, Director Xu said a lot of words, and still hoped that this drama could break out of the encirclement and win various awards.

Shen Yun drank tea quietly on the side, she was never very suitable for this environment, and she was not very good at dealing with her, so she simply sat on the side obediently, although she was the first female in this play, her private presence was not obvious, the only thing that stood out was her appearance, beautiful and cold, and easy to get along with.

Shen Yun's reputation accumulated over the years is neither good nor bad, it is at the middle level, but since Zhou Ruonan came out, she has been pulling her into the water and tying her up, especially in the past three months, she is filming in the crew, and she knows very little about the outside world, if it weren't for Ah Mo telling her from time to time that Zhou Ruonan was doing something like a moth again, she might have thought that Zhou Ruonan would have let her go.

Director Xu also knew Zhou Ruonan, heard about her affair with Zhou Ruonan, and found an opportunity to ask her: "Being tied up in marketing all the time will have some impact on you in the future, do you need me to help you do something?" ”

Although Director Xu has a temper and scolds people on the set, he is usually a very good person.

Shen Yun: "No, thank you, but this fact can't trouble you." ”

"Then I won't force you, Shen Yun, your personality is too gentle, to be honest, it's not suitable for this circle."

Shen Yun smiled in a low voice and didn't say anything.

After the finale banquet, Shen Yun drove back to the apartment by herself, and after returning to the apartment, she took a shower, wiped her hair and sorted out the photos she had taken before, she printed them all out and put them together.

When Lu Qixiu's phone called, she was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.

Lu Qixiu heard her soft and sleepy voice, chuckled, and said, "Sleeping?" ”

"Well, just fell asleep." Shen Yun was confused, rubbing his eyes, and the light was still on in the living room, "It's good that you called, otherwise I would have to sleep on the sofa for the night." ”

Lu Qixiu: "It's cold, don't catch a cold, hurry up and go to the room to sleep." ”

"Well, right away." Shen Yun put the photo away, then went back to the bedroom and got into the quilt, and said, "How are you doing over there?" ”

Lu Qixiu told her some innocuous little things, and coaxed her to sleep as he spoke, but today Shen Yun didn't know what was wrong, he suddenly lost his sleepiness, and he was tossing and turning on the bed, and he could hear the sound of rustling on his mobile phone, so he asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Shen Yun wrapped himself in the quilt and spun around, stared at the ceiling, bit his lip, and whispered, "I miss you." ”

Lu Qixiu's breath stagnated, his mouth began to be astringent, he took a cigarette and bit it, he didn't light it for a long time, he was still in the company, the temporary office, the environment was not too good, but it was already very good for the local area, he heard her delicate and soft voice, his voice was hoarse, and he responded: "I miss you too." ”

How many late at night when there is no one, the surroundings are quiet, he stays alone, always thinks of her, thinks of her calling him in a delicate voice, and thinks of her frowning and very happy expression, all of them are alive her.

In the past, when I was in college, my roommates fell in love one or two, and I was in the dormitory, and I said that I missed my girlfriend every day, especially during the winter and summer vacations, he didn't understand it back then, he didn't fall in love, and he couldn't understand what it was like, and now, he can finally experience this feeling.

How abrasive it is to miss a person.

Shen Yun buried his face in the pillow and said, "I miss you so much." ”

Lu Qixiu was silent for more than ten seconds, and his Adam's apple rolled, "Wanyun, call my husband to listen." ”

Shen Yun complied with him, and shouted obediently, "Husband," and at the end, he said, "You are not here, I always feel that something is missing." ”

"Huh?"

"Don't hmm, I just can't sleep well, and when I get up in the middle of the night and want to drink water, no one helps me pour water."

Lu Qixiu: "I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay." Shen Yun said in a deliberate tone, "I'm the woman behind you, you can go with confidence, I can bear it no matter how much I think about you." ”

A pun intended.

Lu Qixiu heard what she meant, and laughed helplessly: "I see that you have itchy skin and owe it again." ”

"It's not taking advantage of your absence, quickly pluck a few tiger's whiskers, by the way, my dad said that he wanted to pick up your parents to come to the state city to play for a few days, what do you think?"

Lu Qixiu said: "Shen Yun, I suddenly feel that you have wronged you too much by following me. ”

Shen Yun snorted: "Yes, you knelt down for me and exchanged yourself for me, what kind of grievance is this, Lu Qixiu, you are the first man to sacrifice for me, it is nothing for me to do this." You can rest assured to do your thing, I will stand behind you, be your backing, if you can't hold on, it's okay, there is me. ”

Lu Qixiu had some tears in his eyes, and he was moved, fortunately Shen Yun was not there, and he almost cried when he couldn't see him, if he really saw it, it would be too embarrassing, a big man was actually moved by her words to cry.

He stopped talking, and Shen Yun heard the wind and asked, "Where are you?" ”

"Outside, when this side stabilizes, I'll take you to Mobei to see the moon and the snow-capped mountains in the middle of the night."

He knew she would like it.

Shen Yun remembered that night in Mobei, it was snowing, they didn't reconcile at that time, he just picked her up and kissed her in the moonlight, and on that day, she squatted on the snow and cried, he took her back to the inn, coaxed her over and over again, kissed her, and wanted to dig out his heart and lungs, and let her see what color his heart was.

In fact, just by listening to the heartbeat in his chest, she could feel that the blood at the tip of his heart was hot and hot, like the temperature of loving her.

Shen Yun remembered the snowy night that day, talked about the old things, and said: "If you can't coax me when you are in Mobei, will you still coax me?" ”

"Coax, can you not coax."