(This chapter mainly writes about Xiaoyezi's thoughts on Jun and evil and a series of thoughts between them, which can be skipped without affecting the story connection.) ）

She's really a heinous crime.

"You know I didn't mean that, hey, forget it, I'm going back to my mother's house, do you want to go?" After Xiao Yezi finished speaking, she couldn't wait to slap herself, what did she have to do with him when she went back to her mother's house?

He's not her husband, so is it really okay to take him back like this?

Hey—

"Yes, okay." Li Hua agreed, not feeling anything wrong at all.

Xiao Yezi's thoughts were a little confused, and he didn't even notice anything wrong, "Okay, then you clean up, and we'll set off tomorrow." ”

Then Xiao Yezi walked towards the boudoir, and of course Li Hua also saw her wandering outside the world, and I don't know what she was thinking about again.

Xiao Yezi sat on his bed and couldn't help but think of Jun Xie again.

: The love I wanted before, a you, a heart, a heart, a lifetime, that's all, nothing else. But the previous mountain alliance and sea oath have become a thing of the past, and now I am left alone to grieve, and you, have long forgotten our past and plunged into a new world, which is a place I have never set foot in.

Don't ask me how much I love you because I really can't tell. But what I can tell you for sure is that all I know is that you have become a habit in my life, an indispensable habit, the habit that can skip meals and sleep every day, but I can't think of you. It's like a poppy, and once it's contaminated, it's hard to get rid of it.

I let go of my dignity, my personality, and my stubbornness, all of which are just because I can't let go of you, I can let go of everything, but I can't let go of you, I really can't let go. On the day you left, I decided not to shed tears, and I tried not to blink against the wind, but I didn't do it, and I really failed.

Every time you laugh, I can be happy for days; But every time I see you cry, I can be sad for years. I don't like to see you cry, it seems like I'm useless, I don't even have the ability to give you happiness. When fantasy and reality are confronted, it is always painful, either you are knocked down by the pain, or you trample the pain under your feet.

I've always been a strong person, no matter what happens, I can face it with a smile, but, in the face of you, I've cried countless times, probably, you are my calamity, let me face you, overwhelmed, make me not like myself, this makes me feel terrible, terrifying I am a little scared, I don't even want to see you.

Because of you, the world becomes beautiful; Because of you, life has meaning; Because of you, everything is sweet. It's all just because of you. But...... I used to think that parting was to leave someone I didn't love and find someone I loved. But suddenly one day, when I grew up, I found that there was a kind of parting, it was leaving the person you loved, and it turned out that there was another parting, which was wiping tears and not daring to look back. And I just do

It's good that I just experienced a kind of parting, although I don't know whether it's true or not, but I really feel it.

I love the flowers in spring, the trees in summer, the dusk in autumn, the snow in winter, and you by my side every day. I love you, so I want to give you the best in the world, but in the end I found that the best in the world is you, which makes me cherish you even more, and I am not willing to hurt you, I give you all my love, and I am not willing to hurt you a little.

I like you, no strings attached, and no desire for anything; I like you, it's just my personal thing, and it has nothing to do with you; I like you, it's that simple, I don't need anything in return from you.

Your name is obviously only two words, and I don't know if it's true or not, do I doubt that everything in the past is true? Two words can't make up a sentence, but they have filled my heart, so that my heart can no longer hold anything else, but what about your heart? I don't know what it looks like.

What you hear in your ears is like your whisper, and where your heart is directed is that you are south, and as far as the eye can see is wilderness except you, what you smell is always your breath, and what you feel is always your touch. Maybe I don't have the fanatical love of the sun, nor the love that lasts like flowing water, I only know that I will continue to love you until the end of my life......

There is one that is more lonely, that is, living in my own world, no one loves, but I still love someone in my heart, but I have never been able to get close to love, I can only silently watch from afar, which is really tiring, so I would rather endure the pain of love, than live this life, because I really can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can only look at you from afar, I can't stand watching others snuggle in your arms, if that's the case, it's better to kill me.

You don't know that my mood has been swayed by you. Sometimes, dodging is to make yourself less disappointed; Not talking to you doesn't mean I don't miss you; Try to alienate you because I know I can't have you; I tried to disappear because I didn't want you to see me in an embarrassed way; I left at the most beautiful time because I wanted to leave my most beautiful figure in your mind.

I miss you once in a while, less sadness and sorrow, I only feel regretful, why did you leave like this, why did I let you leave like this, but that was only occasionally, and I forced myself to think like this.

The most beautiful love is not a wilderness, nor is it old, it's just together, that's all. The words above are not that I love you, but that I will always be with you. No one can guarantee who will love whom for the rest of our lives, and when we all no longer love each other, will you still be by my side?

Everyone has a past that they don't want to face, and everyone will have scars on their bodies. When many people are looking for a partner, they are always afraid that the other party will no longer love them after they find out, so they are always scruples and unwilling to explain all this to the other person. Of course, there will be this risk, but the person who really loves you will not only love your current glamour, he can also love your past, shortcomings and scars, and gently smooth your scars, so that you don't care

These scars and distress make you no longer live in the past, so that you can deal with the past in peace. Because, tolerance is a part of love, and without tolerance, love is not real love.

In fact, to love someone is to feel sorry for her forever, and never be willing to blame her, because you love her. When I saw her crying, my heart was like a needle prick; When I saw her smile, I felt like a flower. In love, everyone has their own fatal weakness, unless you don't love her.

To make love simple, the best thing is to choose the right object for yourself, see that this person does not love you, maybe you don't love this person, just because it is the most suitable, so they are together. A person who is truly worthy of love and knows how to love back will make love simple. At first, you may not love each other, maybe because of some responsibility or some other reason, you are together, but as time goes on, you will find that the other person has become indispensable and important to you. There is usually no need to guess between the two of them, and they don't have to worry about their whereabouts; Not afraid to provoke the other person unintentionally, and not suspicious of the motive for doing anything. Between the two, there is a little missing, but they will not be sad for each other, and when you both fall in love with each other, you are reluctant to make each other sad.

Love is the temptation at the beginning, and then it becomes warmth. The warmth of love, that is, the light that is lit at home at night, that is the medicine handed to the hand when you have a cold, and the shoulder that leans over when you are sad, the flame of love cannot be vigorous all the time, and sometimes it will be dull. Maybe everyone will crave vigorous love, but only a few people know that ordinary love also has its beauty.

When you fall in love with someone, your heart will always be low, low to the soil, and flowers will bloom in the soil, so humble but so happy. The person who falls in love first is always the most at a loss, because if you fall in love first, then you will definitely pay more than the other person's for a period of time, and this period of time may be months, or days, but it may also be a lifetime. Correct your own mentality, don't let your love be so humble, and don't let your heart be trampled on and scarred.

Always miss you over and over again, time is stranded because of longing, days are stretched because of longing, the moon will be our affectionate silk, all implicated in the distance of time and space, and our sweetness and our oath will be constantly broadcast in memory. But all this has been in the past, the present time has long changed, and the future, I don't know what it will look like. We can't live in the past, we can't live in the future, we can only live in the present, only the present.

People who are willing to be together, no matter how noisy it is, they will find their own steps, and the speed will be reconciled; Centrifugal people, no matter how small and awkward they are, will also take the opportunity to find excuses for a little thing to turn into an apocalyptic event.

I know that you are the most beautiful encounter in my life, on the way to come

, the flowers have been fragrant, and the oil-paper umbrella in the south of the Yangtze River has a pulse of warmth, and a smile is deep. The branches of youth are full of beautiful movements, but when you gaze at it, you will fall in love at first sight.

Companionship and understanding are more important than love. The happiest moment for a person is when he finds the right person, who spoils you, indulges your habits, and loves everything about you. When a person is the saddest, it is two people who clearly say that they love each other but they quarrel all day long, the hateful gaze seems to be looking at the enemy, and he runs away angrily every day without saying two words, and when he is sad and sad, he smiles under the moon in the flower field.

(The last three chapters are about one thing, which can be skipped directly without impact.) ）

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