"Why are you coming home so late? Speak, what are you doing? Xie Lan stood at the door of the house with his waist crossed, and the expression on his face was very ugly.

But this time, He Beichen uncharacteristically talked back to her.

"I'm going to play in the snow, what's wrong?" He looked at Xie Lan's expression very indifferently, he had endured her for too long, and he was unwilling to endure it any longer.

"How old are you, you're still playing in the snow, do you know, what are you supposed to do now?" Xie Lan rolled his eyes at him, completely unaware of the difference in Beichen today.

"What should I do?" He Beichen's voice raised a few decibels, and he didn't mind arguing with Xie Lan at all.

"I'm supposed to learn to die, right?" He looked straight at her, and there was not a hint of timidity in those eyes.

"What do you say? Is this the attitude you should have towards me? His two words made his mother angry.

But for this, Bei Chen didn't have any way, he just didn't want to listen to her anymore.

It doesn't matter if he is rebellious, or if he is not polite, at this time he really wants to talk to Xie Lan again.

"Have you finished writing today's question?" She asked habitually. "Nope." The boy's eyes revealed a hint of disdain, consciously or unconsciously.

"I don't want to write, what's wrong? It's not a big deal if you don't do it for a day. "If this were in normal times, He Beichen would never say such a thing, but today is really an exception.

"Who gave you the audacity to talk to me like this." Xie Lan found himself out of breath.

"No one gave me the guts, my guts were so big." He didn't feel anything wrong with saying this.

"I think you really don't have any rules, I can't talk about you now, right?"

Xie Lan said that the big hand threw at the young man, but he grabbed it in his hand.

"You still want to hit me? But I'm really tired. His face was very stiff, but he could not hear the slightest emotion.

"You still dare to hide, I think you can hide, where else can you hide?" Xie Lan said, and shook the young man's arm twice, Bei Chen felt the pain, but didn't say a word.

"Don't you think you've restrained me too long? I've had enough of this life, and I don't want to live it anymore, you know what I mean? ”

Bei Chen couldn't help but be a little excited as he spoke, he felt that it was time for him to have a good talk with Xie Lan. These days, he has always had an indescribable tiredness.

"What do you say? Have you had enough? So what kind of life do you want? I gave birth to you and raised you for you to study, what else do you want? ”

Xie Lan's voice was hoarse, and the whole room was filled with her helpless crying.

Tears flowed from the woman's eyes, one after another. She looked embarrassed, and her face looked like someone had poured cold water on her, and she was still her own son.

He Beichen's reaction was beyond Xie Lan's expectations, and the words he spoke were almost extremely cold.

"Yes, that's right, you gave birth to me and raised me. But you know me. Have you considered my feelings? ”

The young man looked at his mother, his eyes were indescribably complicated, and he smiled bitterly, without the sparkle of the past.

"You raised me, but you raised me like a cold machine. I don't have any emotions of my own, and I don't even dare to complain if I'm tired. ”

There was something sparkling in the boy's eyes.

"Sometimes when I think about it, I feel like this kind of life doesn't make sense. In my world, there seems to be nothing but exam papers, except for test questions. ”

He didn't look his mother's eyes for fear that he would cry.

"But as you know, I don't like this kind of life, and I struggle to cope with it every day. But I'm still acting with you. ”

"Whether I like it or not, I pretend to be obedient. Because only then can I be recognized by you. ”

He smiled, smiling bitterly, a strange appearance that Xie Lan had never seen before.

"But you know what? I'm really tired, really tired. I want to give up, I want to live a normal life. Bei Chen said and pursed his lips helplessly.

Until now, Xie Lan still said coldly, "No." Her cheeks were cold, and there was hardly any emotion to speak of.

"I'm you so that you can have a good way out in the future. Don't tell me you're tired, because if you want to get what others can't, you're going to have to give more. ”

"At all times, you have to remember that I am for your own good, and I want you to live a worthwhile life." Xie Lan's words seemed to be so meaningful.

Mother's two words obviously did not meet Bei Chen's expectations, and there was obvious loss in the young man's eyes, he turned around and was about to go to his study, but was stopped by Xie Lan violently, "Stop." ”

He Beichen sighed helplessly, he stood there straight, but he didn't look at his mother's eyes.

"Yes, I will spare you this time, but you must complete today's task, and there is no reason to shirk."

The woman's tone carried an irresistible force, and Bei Chen did not answer Xie Lan's words in time.

Instead, as if he hadn't heard anything, he walked to his study.

Even so, Xie Lan didn't give up, "What if I talk to you?" Did you hear that? ”

Seeing He Beichen's casual look, she said a little harshly, "You hurry up now, don't think about sleeping tonight if you can't finish it." ”

Even though his mother had spit out cruel words, Beichen was in a state of indifference.

He didn't plan to say anything to Xie Lan now, he just walked to his room without a clue.

As he grew older, his inner rebellion was gradually exposed, and more often, he felt that he couldn't pretend anymore, but he was still holding his breath in his heart.

The boy walked into the study, and the door behind him was slammed shut.

It's fine if he doesn't make any noise, but this is clearly arguing with Xie Lan. "What do you mean you? What are you and me slamming on? ”

Xie Lan said that an inexplicable anger appeared in her heart, and she walked towards the boy's room, her face hanging for a long time.

Bei Chen had just sat down on the chair and stool, and the door of the study slammed, "What door are you closing?" Open the door for me. ”

The woman outside the door roared, but Beichen was in no mood to pay attention to her.

He didn't refute, but he didn't answer his mother's words, which made Xie Lan feel even more anxious.

"I said you can't do it, don't you? Look at your temper now? You're not an adult yet, and you'll know how to throw your face at me. If you wait until you go to college, will you pay it back? ”

Her endless nagging made He Beichen feel inexplicably upset, he shook off the pen in his hand, and felt uncomfortable when he looked at the workbook spread out on the desk.

He flipped it twice and knocked it to the ground.

He plugged in his headphones and tried to calm himself down.

Tears poured out of his eyes, and he didn't understand why he was crying, but he felt an indescribable coldness on his cheeks.

It was a strange feeling, and he felt a lot more comfortable when he was used to holding back his tears.

But in the next second, the door to the study was opened. The people standing at the door were Xie Lan and his stepfather.

He Beichen pretended that nothing had happened, but the headphones were taken off by Ze Zhixun.

"Listen to the song, you still have the face to listen to the song." As he spoke, he slammed the headphones to the ground, and there was obvious anger in his eyes.

"Look what you've pissed your mom off? You're such a big person, do you have a little conscience? ”

He Beichen sat there dumbfounded, but his eyes were blank. He let Ze Zhixun scold, and in the face of an outsider, Bei Chen thought that there was no need to explain anything to him.

He pointed to his head and scolded him with a hood over his face. Beichen seemed to be in a dream, he didn't cry or make trouble, and there was no expression on his face.

In the end, I only vaguely heard a sentence, "If you don't want to stay in this house, get out of here."

He Beichen not only didn't get angry when he heard this, but even had an urge to laugh.

"yes, you can see that I don't want to stay anymore. In that case, why not let me go? Isn't that good for everyone? ”

Bei Chen's eyes inadvertently revealed a trace of contempt as he spoke, he was no longer small.

Despite his reluctance to grow up, the world never treated him like a child.

Ze Zhixun was originally angry, but he didn't expect He Beichen to say the subtext in his heart.

The man's heart really thought so, and He Beichen's stubbornness gave him a step, "Yes, this is what you said." ”

There was an intolerable insidiousness in the man's words, "Then why don't you go?" ”

He gave the boy a blank look, revealing all his viciousness, "Since you don't want to stay, then get out of this house." And no one is forcing you to stay here. ”

Ze Zhixun's eyes flashed with coldness, "Go quickly, don't get in the way of my eyes." His hostility was very obvious, but this time, it may have been really angry, but Xie Lan did not dissuade him.

And Bei Chen has endured it for too long, even if he knows that the consequences of doing so are serious, but he is still young, and some impulsiveness is inevitable.

As if he hadn't thought through his brain, he stood up sharply and walked out of the writing room.

He hurriedly put on an overcoat, and even forgot to take the key to the house, so he put on his sneakers and looked serious.

Whether Beichen will come back or not, even he doesn't know. But one thing is clear, now he is not willing to stay in this house for a minute longer.

Seeing that Bei Chen was really moving, Xie Lan came to his senses. The woman hurried towards the living room, as if trying to stop him.

But it was too late, He Beichen had already walked to the door, and then the door of the house was slammed shut.