140. The Motherland will not
Ye Yinli returned to the place where he lived, his mood was indescribably sad, Ye Yinli didn't blame Xiao Lanmo, nor Shen Xinjing, he blamed himself.
After taking a bath, Ye Yinli changed into her home clothes, leaned on the desk and took out an iron box, Xiao Lanmo and Shen Xinjing have so many memories of the iron box in front of them, they may not even have the memory of a normal couple for a month.
Ye Yinli took out the photo, Shen Xinjing three or four years ago was young and ignorant, innocent and cute, and her long hair hid her love for Xiao Lanmo, and she was entangled!
Shen Xinjing is a girl who loves to laugh, she is a good-looking girl who shows her white teeth when she laughs, the years have made Shen Xinjing grow up, and the experience has made Shen Xinjing mature!
Taking out Xiao Lanmo's letter, Ye Yinli has read it many times, and the words in it will make Ye Yinli sad every time.
These letters are all letters that Xiao Lanmo wants to write to his family before performing dangerous tasks, and Xiao Lanmo writes them to Shen Xinjing every time. Sometimes, Xiao Lanmo is obviously on a mission with Shen Xinjing, but she always has to write the letter!
"Dear Aka,
I keep all the letters you have written to me, and I have not written back to you, but it is not that I have not written to you.
I can only hide my words in these letters, to tell you how much I love you!
I'm not a person who is good at expressing emotions, I'm a straight man in your eyes, but a lot of things are in my bones, and as soon as I say something, I become straightforward or indifferent, and my heart is hot, and there is no place to exit.
I want to give you the best in the world, but in the end I find out that the best in the world is you!
In this world, I am most sorry for you, I have never asked for anything from others, but I am loving to the best of my ability; I have never done anything for you, but you have given me the greatest love!
Every time someone writes a farewell letter, they are sad, but I feel like writing a letter is a way to love you.
Shen Xinjing, I used to think, if I leave this world, will anyone remember me? I also longed for a little human warmth in my heart.
But now that I have you, I think that if I leave this world, I hope no one will remember me, and I don't want to let myself affect your future love and life.
I met the motherland first, and then I met you, and if I could, I would serve in this life and come in the next life, just to love you!
When I was young, every time I listened to "The Motherland Will Not Forget", I would feel very sad, if you could, Ah Jing, would you leave me a little place in my memory? ”
Ye Yinli turned on the music and listened to the song "The Motherland Will Not Forget", the lyrics slowly flowed on the river of hearts, leaving a sentimental ......
"In the vast sea of people
Which one am I
In the rushing waves
Which one am I?
In the army that conquered the universe
I am the one who gives silently
In the long river of brilliant career
I'm the one who will always be galloping
I don't need you to know me
Don't crave you to know me
I have melted my youth into the rivers of the motherland
The mountains know me
Jianghe knows me
The Motherland will not forget
Won't forget my ......"
Ye Yinli raised his head and said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Lanmo, I met you in this way, Ah Jing is doing well now, you can rest assured!"
She misses you every day and looks forward to your return, she puts a picture with you on the bedside every day, and says good morning and good night to you!
She will repair the lamp and the sewer, just so that she doesn't need others to intrude into her life, she has been waiting for you, and she only needs you! You are her weakness and her armor!
You must be very unwilling, right? I haven't seen her mature and calm now, I haven't seen her fearless appearance as president, I haven't seen her ......" Ye Yinli choked up a little and covered her tears, "I haven't seen her put on a white wedding dress for you, how can you be willing?" ”
Ye Yinli didn't know that he was so touched now, and he understood that he would also face huge constraints.
"I feel like Shen Xinjing more and more, what should I do?" Ye Yinli was very entangled in his heart, "If you are here, I can still compete with you fairly, you will come out!" ”
When Ye Yinli blamed himself, the mobile phone next to him rang, Ye Yinli didn't look at it, and picked up the phone, "Hey? ”
"Cousin, I'm Mo Tian, I'm coming to Beijing!" The voice on the other side is thin and soft, and it is very nice to sing like a song.
"Mo Tian, aren't you in the Tianshan Military Academy? How did you come to Beijing? Ye Yinli was surprised.
"Cousin, I'm here in Beijing to participate in the selection for the military parade! Just arrived in Beijing! Lin Motian's tone was full of excitement and excitement, it was really an honor to be able to participate in such a big occasion!
"You're amazing, Mo Tian!" Ye Yinli was also immersed in Lin Motian's excited emotions.
"I haven't started yet, cousin, I'm just being recommended, I have to participate in physical examinations, assessments and training, and finally those who can really stay can enter the team!" Lin Motian was about to hand over his mobile phone, and the first call was made to Ye Yinli.
"Cousin, how are grandma and uncle? What about Little Jiajia? I haven't seen them in almost three years! "Lin Motian served in Nancheng, there was no vacation, and grandma's age was not suitable for long-distance travel, and many times she relied on phone calls to greet her.
"It's good, my body is good, my appetite is also very good, I just miss you very much!" Ye Yinli usually listens to her grandmother talking about Lin Motian, and when her aunt and uncle come over, Ye Yinli will also ask about the situation, "Do you want to come back to see grandma?" I asked Dad to figure it out? ”
"Don't, cousin, I'm carrying out a big task for the country now, and I can't affect the country's major affairs because of my personal love for my children!" Ye Yinli listened to Lin Motian's serious words, smiled bitterly and shook his head, this army can really change people! Xiao Lanmo counts one, Shen Xinjing counts one, and now even Lin Motian counts as one!
Lin Motian hesitated slightly, and finally asked hesitantly, "Cousin, how is Shen Xinjing?" Is she okay for more than a year? ”
"Mo Tian, Shen Xinjing has always been immersed in Xiao Lanmo's world and can't get out, and she herself doesn't want to come out!" Ye Yinli said.
"You told her? What did she know? Lin Motian asked anxiously.
"I didn't tell her anything, she didn't know anything, I was by her side every day, just like that, she didn't waver, and she only pretended to be Xiao Lanmo alone in her heart!" Ye Yinli seemed to be betting on Shen Xinjing's anger, and said to Lin Motian angrily.
"I'm going to give her a call? Can I contact her? Lin Motian has always missed Shen Xinjing in his heart, but Shen Xinjing has no longer been in contact with everyone in the company since he was discharged from the army.
"After a while, I'm not in a good mood to provoke Shen Xinjing tonight, she should want to be calm and calm herself!" Ye Yinli took the initiative to admit his mistake.
"Cousin, you...... We're going to hand over our phones, and we'll get back to you when we get a chance to contact you later! Lin Motian hung up the phone in a hurry, Ye Yinli put away the tin box and prepared to sleep.