Chapter 235: The pain of the heart is like a knife
When he saw her again, her face was injured and became ugly, and he felt so sorry for her, but she begged him: "Uncle Huang, the eighth prince is so good to me, he doesn't dislike my face at all, he comes to see me every day, Uncle Huang!" I want to marry him, can you help me? ”
He didn't know why he had agreed to her request.
It's probably because I feel sorry for her face, or maybe I really want to fulfill her.
I don't remember those very well.
The only thing that is clear is that at that moment, her innocent eyes were full of anticipation, the joy of wanting to marry her beloved.
It's not like a sharp blade, inserted into the heart, it can kill people neatly.
In fact, it is as light as a feather, more like the last straw that crushed him, crushing all his hopes.
Falling into the endless abyss is just a moment.
He became inferior and cowardly, hiding in the house every day, not even daring to come out in the sun.
He was afraid to see the eyes of the dead looking forward to him, and even more afraid to see the girl in his heart smiling happily with another boy.
But the situation has not changed because of his cowardice and inferiority, and those who want him to die are still alive and well.
If he continues to be cowardly, everyone around him will die one by one, even him.
But he was reluctant...... I was reluctant to leave like this, leaving that little girl alone in the world.
Even if she doesn't love him, it's good to hear her crisp voice every day and call Uncle Huang a few more times.
Later, the people around him kept leaving, some were centrifuged, and there were not a few who died faithfully.
He dragged a broken body, endured the daily torture of poison, moved out of the house where he was enclosed, and returned to the court.
The military power in his hands makes people dare not underestimate him anymore.
Even, he later took the initiative to ask Ying to go on the expedition, hit Nanling, asked for back the original land compensation payment, beat Nanling begged for mercy, no longer dared to shout with them, he Chu Yihan was convinced, called him the god of war of Tangling, and set up a cold city monument at the junction of Tanglin and Nanling, swearing that Tanglin has him Chu Yihan in one day, and he will never violate Donglin again.
It took him five years to get back everything he had originally, even if it was the throne, and he believed that one day, it would eventually return to his hands.
There is only one person who makes him timid.
Su Yuetong.
This is the name he engraved on his heart.
She would never know that the moment he promised to let her marry Chu Chengye, her heart was like a knife.
She will never know how inferior he has become, how cowardly he is emotionally.
He retreated from his identity with her, not daring to show the slightest affection for her.
He can spoil her, love her, teach her, but he no longer dares to say that he likes her.
He didn't want to go through that earth-shattering despair and collapse again.
Now, she finally said that she didn't like him anymore.
At the beginning of her confession, she pestered him with her cuteness, like a flash in the pan.
As soon as the day dawned, it was destined to wither.
This night, the lights in Chu Yihan's room were hopeless and sad.
Su Yuetong slept alone in Qinghe Courtyard, and she couldn't sleep all night, she didn't know if she would have the courage to chase Chu Yihan as skinless and faceless as before.
If he keeps chasing after him, he should be annoyed, right?
After Su Yuetong turned over, she wiped the tears that fell from the corners of her eyes, and whispered, "It's okay!" If you don't chase, you won't chase! Just think of it as a ......"
She's never chased it!
Uncle Huang won't like her anyway!
No matter how beautiful she is, no matter how good she is, it's useless!