Before evening, before the wind and laughter came back, Doudou brought you a bowl of medicine with red soup residue, and you could clearly smell the smell of Tibetan safflower

Doudou put the medicine on the table, her hands trembled a little, she took a deep breath, walked to the bed and woke up Long Chuxia, who was sleeping, "Sister Long, get up, it's time to drink the medicine!" ”

Long Chuxia opened his eyes in a daze, glanced at Doudou, and said, "Didn't you drink it just now?" Drink it after dinner! With that, he closed his eyes again, pulled up the quilt, covered his head and continued to sleep

Doudou tore open her quilt and said in her ear, Long Chuxia woke up in shock, got up and sat at the head of the bed suddenly, her face changed slightly, and she said, "It's fried?" ”

"Right there!" Doudou pointed to the steaming medicine that night, "Imperial Doctor Guo said, you have to drink it now, and you have to drink it while it's hot."

Long Chuxia lifted the quilt and wanted to land, but Doudou stopped: "You have a wound on your foot, I'll bring it to you!" ”

Long Chuxia was a little panicked, but he still nodded calmly, "Okay!" ”

Doudou took two steps, looked back at Long Chuxia hesitantly, and said, "Sister Long, you ....." She couldn't speak, and looked at Long Chuxia in confusion

Long Chuxia was looking for something to talk about, so he asked, "Say what you want to say directly, don't mind!" ”

Doudou hurried back to sit beside her and asked, "Are you really going to want this child?" ”

Long Chuxia didn't expect her to ask this, and she didn't know how to answer for a while, in fact, she hadn't thought about it yet, if the child was killed, maybe she could return her free child, which was a consumption that she couldn't afford now, but she and his child, would she be willing to beat it? Don't say that life is not life, these old-fashioned things, but life can never be ignored, she is in charge of the Three Realms Law herself, but she can't let people ignore life, but she herself doesn't even want her own children, no matter how you say it, it can't be justified?

"Doudou, let me think about it again!" Long Chuxia hesitated, reached out and stroked her abdomen, although there was no sign of life there, but since she knew that there was a life growing in her body, she had a very wonderful feeling in her heart, and even wanted to try to be a mother, although she knew that she might not be mature enough, but should she be able to try it? These thoughts scared her, she actually wanted to be a mother, and of course, she also blamed these thoughts on hormonal imbalances, and the thoughts of a pregnant woman in general are off track

Doudou hesitated for a moment and asked, "Sister Long, whose child is it?" ”

Long Chuxia glanced at her strangely and said, "Naturally, it's the emperor!" ”

"Don't you want to enter the palace? How many concubines in the harem want to conceive a dragon fetus and can't ask for that Yu Guiren to be happy a few days ago, happy like something, even the people who serve her are even stained, and the queen concubine also has to go to give gifts to congratulate, Sister Long, why do you think differently from others? Doudou said earnestly

Long Chuxia's head seemed to be drenched from head to toe by cold water, her whole body was cold, something in her chest was constantly exploding, her hands and feet did not listen to coordination, and a sour and aggrieved liquid surged up, she raised her head and asked in a tone that she also felt unfamiliar: "Yuguiren?" When is there a joy? ”

Doudou didn't notice anything wrong with Long Chuxia at all, she said to herself: "Ten days ago, it's been three months!" ”

Three months, at that time, she and he hadn't yet begun to find thousands of reasons to explain for him in their hearts, but they still couldn't hide the sourness in their hearts. If you can't face the past, what about the future? He can't spoil her in the huge harem, if she says this, she is too selfish, no matter how domineering she is, why should she take other people's men? Why do you base your happiness on the despair and loneliness of others? Why did she think that she had conceived a child for him, and that he was her private possession?

"Bring the medicine!" Long Chuxia was in a frenzy in her heart, at this moment she had a hunch that any decision she made was not sober, maybe she would regret it when she figured it out, but at this moment, she just wanted to leave without so much involvement with him in the future, even if she had to leave, she would not have the problem of children and property to deal with, so she could simply leave with a burden

Doudou sighed, "The child is in your belly, you don't even want to be a mother, and I have nothing to say!" ”

Long Chuxia was stunned for a moment, as if she saw a pair of black and white eyes looking at her sadly and asked, "Mother, why don't you want me?" ”

She hesitated again, and sighed as Doudou said, "Let me think about it!" ”

"What are you thinking about?" A familiar male voice came from the door, Long Chuxia panicked, and hurriedly signaled Doudou to take the medicine away, and Doudou hurriedly walked to the table, wanting to take the medicine out

Feng Xiaoxiao had already come in, and when he saw the medicine on the table, he thought that Long Chuxia was unwilling to drink the medicine, and teased: "Do you want to drink medicine again?" He walked to the table, picked up the medicine, blew it a few times, and then walked to Long Chuxia and sat down, and said softly, "I'll feed you, okay?" ”

Doudou was stunned, and stood there stiffly, neither walking, nor not walking

Long Chuxia looked at the bowl in his hand with complicated eyes, this crimson medicine was a weapon that could take away her and his child, and now he brought it to her with his own hands, and even said that he wanted to feed her, is this providence or teasing? If it is providential, should she follow Providence and drink the medicine?

She hesitated in her heart, looking at his tender eyes, it was hard to imagine that the former iceberg would become so easy to get along with now, he had changed a lot for her, and she could do anything for him?

"Open your mouth!" Feng Xiao blew the medicine in the porcelain spoon and said to Long Chuxia

Long Chuxia shook his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Drink it later, okay?" ”

"No, listen to your voice, what is it that is hoarse? You have to drink medicine to be good! Feng Xiao's voice raised slightly, and said, "Hurry up and drink, and I will order someone to go to the queen's side to get some candied fruit for you later!" ”

Long Chuxia's eyes were very sour, she looked at him and asked, "I heard that Yugui is pregnant!" ”

Feng Xuan smiled for a moment, looked at her tentatively and asked, "Do you mind?" ”

Long Chuxia shook his head: "No, I heard that it's been three months, and at that time, we haven't been together yet!" ”

Feng smiled and promised: "Since I found out that I have you in my heart, I haven't touched other women!" ”

Long Chuxia's heart was full of sadness, in fact, it was fake to say that he didn't mind, how could he not mind? Another woman is carrying a child for the man you love, and it is not artificial insemination, but ...... When she thought about it, she felt like something had bitten her heart off, and it hurt and hurt

"Hmm!" She forced a smile and looked at the red potion