Xiao Muchen's hand was obviously stunned, and he turned around after a while, "Look at fate, if it's not yours, don't force it." ”

After speaking, he didn't look at Xi Nuan again, and after she got out of the car, he drove away directly with one foot on the accelerator.

He remembered that at that time, he was really only one step away from the stage of the finals.

But after all, I still missed it, there was no achievement, and even breathing was wrong.

It was probably from that time that the name Muchen became the most distant history on the KPL playing field.

He never stepped on that stage again, and he never thought about getting that trophy back.

It's as if I lost my dream in an instant, like a salted fish, as long as I have enough food and clothing.

When Xiao Muchen was youngest, he stood at the peak, like a proud king, carrying the weight and carrying everyone's expectations.

Finally, one day, he fell down tired and wanted to give up, but there were still a bunch of people behind him, silently waiting for him to return.

He knew that it was not easy for him to take this step, and when no one was around, he used to sit quietly on that stage, and he could feel the temperature of his blood.

But whenever he wants to start a game, in front of his eyes, there will be a constant projection of the death of his loved ones.

He hasn't had time to see the last one yet, and it's all because of the game.

If he had been able to receive the call in time, would he not have left so many regrets.

Grandma has been the person who loves him the most since he was a child, and since he became a professional player, when everyone in the family did not support him, it was grandma who insisted that he fulfill his dream.

It's even grandma, who learned to watch live webcasts, and every time she plays, she will watch it carefully.

Although she couldn't understand it, when she heard the name Mu Chen, her eyes would squint happily into a line.

But she left, just when she wanted to hold the championship trophy to her grandmother.

Since then, there has been a shadow in his heart, it is okay to play games, but standing on this stage, he can't do it for the time being.

There is no way to get out of the previous pain, let alone turn grief into strength.

chose to be an anchor because he was afraid of being alone, and he couldn't stand that loneliness.

Fans who are familiar with him know that at the beginning, he would often haunt in the middle of the night, get up and broadcast live if he couldn't sleep, and he could chat with them, so he was not so afraid.

But later, I felt that it was too much to delay their rest, because later some people often waited until midnight just to watch his live broadcast.

He always felt that this was not good, so he sent a notice and never broadcast it in the middle of the night again.

Even if it is insomnia until the early hours of the morning, it will be solved by yourself.

Later, he went to a club and played training matches with them, because he often played until the early hours of the morning, and he fell asleep in bed for a few minutes every time he was tired.

In the long run, the damage to the body is great, just like now, with red eyes and rabbits.

He is young because he dares to be fearless, and he knows all about school classes, so he will naturally live according to his own wishes.

Capricious and unscrupulous.

While he was squandering his time, he was torturing himself.

Xiao Muchen hated himself, after two years, every year when it was time for the death day, he would kneel in front of his grandmother's grave for a long time.

He can't undo what happened, but at least, he wants to atone for his sins.